why is it that every single time i tell myself that things aren’t that bad, and maybe i’m not as depressed as i think i am, the next day i am just hit with a tsunami of horrible thoughts and emotions. It will always come back stronger and i am left being battered by the waves over and over again.
i am not a strong enough swimmer to save myself from drowning, yet that is what is expected of me from those who have never felt the water fill their lungs.











