[very clearly indulging the urge] im fighting the urge
Show & Tell
occasionally subtle

Kaledo Art
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
NASA
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sheepfilms
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda

ellievsbear
Stranger Things

❣ Chile in a Photography ❣

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TVSTRANGERTHINGS
todays bird
Monterey Bay Aquarium
trying on a metaphor
Cosmic Funnies

@theartofmadeline
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@crystallizedcrybaby
[very clearly indulging the urge] im fighting the urge
common grackle and red-winged blackbird best friends forever!!!
im collecting them
they don't want you to know about the rhubarb triangle
Being hairy is so awesome #mammal
Adding a classic to my island
Severance (2022-), Secretary (2002), Pushing Daises (2007-2009), Better Call Saul (2015-2022), Atonement (2007), Decision to Leave (2022), Past Lives (2023), In the Mood for Love (2000)
Who am I?
doodled these Avi's back in 2024. havent had much time or motivation to touch my sketch book in a long while..
yes im addicted to attention and orgasms and food and shiny jewlery and 7$ Iced Lattes. does that really not sound like an awesome lifestyle to you
it's so wild when your parent changes when you become an adult. my dad is very cordial and non confrontational - he regularly helps me with adult stuff like changing the oil or providing insurance tips. he's always smiling when i call him on video and providing jokes when i complain about college
when i was a kid, i would have to tiptoe around his anger issues often, sometimes running quietly past his work table until he got his own place completely separate from our family, locked away for days. every so often he would start screaming in the car and trying to hit me or my brother for talking too loud while my mom attempted to calm him down as he swerved on the road. and now he, smiling, helps me with car insurance.
like oh, this is just who you are when you have power over someone, and this is who you are when you dont have power over someone. no wonder you can have a normal life, friends, work while scaring the shit out of your kids and wife. i see it now. i see why no one would have believed me. that, i think, is one of the core fears of trauma - seeing the outside of it from the perspective of other adults that brushed you aside, and understanding. of course, that understanding gives the opposite of solace; it just gives you more grief with nowhere for it to go
top 3 hobbies for young adults:
1. borrowing misery from future
2. carrying grief of the past
3. agonizing over the present
Fish-shaped interlocking paving stones.