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7tfcheol:

cheol had not expected mj to kiss him to stop his panic attack. it’d been effective, of course, but mj was always so distant from him, always avoiding him - unless the other was drunk, of course - and being cold, but vulnerable, or more vulnerable than normal, cheol had brought about a whole new side of mj that cheol had barely ever seen, and he wasn’t complaining even though he should be. but the male had really not been expecting mj to kiss him like that then. he knew there was no other outcome other than cheol himself getting hurt from all that, but mj was a good, if not the best, distraction from hanging several feet in the air in the pitch black night. plus, in his head, getting hurt was worth it if he got to kiss mj like that again. his hands traveled up to the sides of mj’s face, only his fingers pressing softly against his skin in the whisper of a touch, enough solely to feel if mj was pulling back. but cheol ended up doing so, but only enough so he could speak, afraid that if he moved too much, mj would end it, “ let’s make a pact “ he breathed out, eyes still pressed shut.

  most kisses that mj experienced were hard and rough, and often sloppy and full of lust and desperation for the other. this was a change, but it wasn’t a change he minded. it was so gentle and slow he barely even felt it, yet at the same time it was all he felt. his hands moved in a similar fashion, one gently resting on the back of cheol’s head and the other finding his hand, lacing their fingers together. mj pressed their foreheads together as cheol puled away, although opened his eyes so he could take in the other. his eyebrows furrowed slightly in confusion as he stared at his flushed face. “ what is it ? ” he asked in a whisper, his fingers stroking the back of his head ever so softly.

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plsruki:

“ nope, “ she giggled, head shaking and making a hair hurricane for a second, “ i like you there. “ ruki half whispered, gazing at him under her, her eyes following his movement up closer to her. she could feel his breath on her face, his nose against hers, but her mind went blank for a couple seconds and all she could do was look at him and feel him, his nose on hers, his breath, his hands on her legs, his body under hers. the squeeze on her leg brought her back and the urge to kiss him grew much stronger, especially him having made it so easy for her. so she did, she closed the small gap mj had left between their lips, kissing him a lot less sloppy than she had the first time, her mind now a lot more focused on the action.

   mj smirked into the kiss, happy that she was the one to start it. he made the kiss deeper, his teeth grazing her lips gently with hunger. his grip slid up her legs until his fingers were gripping the bare skin underneath her shirt and just above her hips. he tried to sit up, moving her legs to wrap around his hips so she could straddle him. mj pulled back for a second to catch his breath, looking at her with a smile. “ you sure about this ? ” he asked with a raised eyebrow. not that he would want to go back from this now, but he was going to at least make sure.

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plsruki:

ruki stared at mj’s hand for a couple seconds, her mind confused but blank at the same time, eyebrows furrowed and cheeks blown out. slowly she took her hand up to his, her mind wrapping around his idea. it was a good one seeing as she’d probably fall right back down trying to get herself up, but it never went through. instead, she found herself pulling mj down instead of herself up. of course, all that would have worked better in a swimming pool, but she’d been to enough training classes at the gym to know how to break a fall. her movements were too slow and too sloppy for it to go as smoothly as she had planned out in her head, but it was enough for the time being. she used her legs around mj to roll him and herself over, turning a free fall into a gentler rolling over, unable to stop herself from giggling in victory as she sat on mj’s hips, hands on either side of his head. “ hi, “ she squealed at him in between giggles.

   “ hi. ” he smirked from underneath her. mj had taken control of the fall so that neither of them would get hurt, although he hadn’t expected ruki to pin him down. his hands travelled to her hips, moving down until they settled on her thighs firmly. “ are you going to let me up ? ” he asked, cocking an eyebrow. mj felt an overwhelming urge to kiss ruki again, looking up at her eyes and gazing at her lips obviously. he leaned up to her face, although he didn’t kiss her, only brushing their noses together with a smirk as he gently squeezed her leg. 

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tfcheol:

mj’s sudden confession took cheol by surprise. did his words mean what cheol thought they did ?? was mj really telling him about his past for once ?? he wanted to ask about it, to know more, to get to know mj since what he did know was close to nothing. he by no means thought of himself as an expert on mj, he didn’t think anyone could be, but he did know a lot about hurt. he swallowed down his questions, not wanting to invade mj’s privacy or force him to talk about something he didn’t want to. it wasn’t about pushing him away anymore, it was about hurting, and that wasn’t something cheol wanted mj to feel. he nodded slowly, “ good. don’t let it happen. i don’t want you to get hurt. “ even if it meant pushing cheol away. he’d rather that than know mj was hurt. mj’s following words - or questions rather - were some cheol had never thought he’d hear from the other, but for which the answer was simple and truthful, given as he looked into mj’s eyes for sincerity. “ yes. “

mj was thankful that cheol didn’t pry about his past. he hated talking about it. he hated thinking about it. he hated other people knowing about it and making him more vulnerable to them. his parents were people he liked to pretend didn’t exist, even if they were off somewhere living happily with other children; or still poisoning themselves with alcohol, which seemed more likely. as far as he was concerned, he wasn’t theirs. he wasn’t anybody’s. mj belonged to himself, nobody else was allowed to own a part of him. well, it was supposed to be like that, until the people he cares about now came and took parts of his heart. but he was in denial about that, too. cheol owned part of mj’s head, if not a tiny piece of his heart. as the word left cheol’s mouth, mj’s eyes flickered down to his lips. the atmosphere was enticing. he could feel it pulling him forwards gently, until his lips met cheol’s and his eyes fluttered closed.

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sungmintf:

“because i say it is, is there a problem? you seem to forget how powerful i am even without my father by my side and you out of everyone should know what i’m capable of so framing you for something would be child play,” he informed the male with a smirk. “you and that other guy are the only one she’s been seen with before she ran off so that makes you suspects and we just want to know if she told you anything of where she could have gone or anything.” he explained before motioning to the cops to move in, “cuff him, be gentle though we can’t afford to hurt him…unless he fights back then be my guest.” he instructed the men as he crossed his arm over his chest. 

   “ you don’t let me forget. ” he mumbled, rolling his eyes boredly. mj scoffed, standing from his seat, feeling anger bubble in his stomach. “ you know, i find it so funny that if you had been the last one seen with her, nobody would bat an eyelid. you would never be a suspect. but because me and jaehyun don’t have money, or a whole fucking team licking our asses, it’s different. because we’re not at the top of the food chain, we’re killers. ” mj found it difficult to stop himself from getting in sungmin’s face. he had to make himself back off a few times because he was getting too aggressive with the guy. he stepped back, sighing. “ anyone who says class systems have changed are idiots. ” he spat. mj eyed the police officers, taking another step back, holding up his arm in defence. he had been in handcuffs many times before, and he hated them. they only gave him bad memories and frustration over being restricted. “ you don’t even have a fucking reason to cuff me. ” he said, his voice wavering as he eyed the handcuffs nervously.

[tfcheol]

cheol decided to ignore mj’s reassurance and keep his thoughts to himself, at least for the time being. “ so what you’re saying is, ” he swallowed, hesitation taking over him for a couple seconds, the thoughts he’d kept to himself finally somewhat making their way out, “ that you’re scared. ” he ended up saying, eyes meeting with mj’s, “ you’re scared of people leaving because it hurts you. you do get hurt. you do recognize the feeling. ” what cheol had always assumed was somewhat being confirmed by mj’s half confession and it broke his heart. the male took a deep breath in, and let mj hold him closer again, eyes fluttering close for a second before his gaze fell on the floor “ i can’t let myself believe you. ” he admitted quietly

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    mj let out a sigh. it was getting harder and harder to think of ways to counter what cheol was saying to him. he had started to get a little frustrated with the boy speaking like he knew everything about him, which was something that always pissed mj off. “ i’ve been abandoned, and i’ve been hurt by it, yes. but i don’t give people the opportunity to do that to me again. ” that part was true. mj stayed distant from people, because he knew if he got too attached then he would get hurt when they inevitably abandoned him. that was why he didn’t get hurt, because he didn’t give himself a chance to. he was too scared. “ but, yeah. i guess i am scared of that. that’s why i don’t let it happen. ” he explained. mj’s eyes followed the direction of cheol’s as he interpreted what he said and held him closer; their faces becoming closer, too. “ why ? ” he whispered, although mj was pretty sure he already knew the answer. for a moment, he stared at cheol, taking in his features and feeling what little air there was between them become warm. “ cheol ... are you in love with me ? ”

[anisuli]

ruki watched as mj made all the mind puzzling knots go away, freeing her fingers and feet from her shoes. once the male was done, she pulled the shoes from her feet, placing them neatly on the floor next to each other before stretching her legs out, toes wiggling for a couple seconds before her attention returned to mj, head cocked to the side as she watched his features. “ i’m not drunk and vulnerable ” she spoke, but the image of her fingers trapped in her shoelaces came to her head, making her answer change. “ okay maybe i am drunk. ” she admitted with a nod down, “ but im not vulnerable. i know what i want, the only difference is that now i have the balls to do it. ” she let out a giggle at her own words “ you’re really hot, how could i not want to sleep with you ?? ”

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    “ yeah, maybe. ” he repeated with a chuckle. the thought of sleeping with ruki wasn’t one that he was opposed to. to be honest, sleeping with anyone didn’t sound like a bad idea to mj. but, he would be lying if he said he had never thought about it before. she was pretty, and smart, and she wanted sex with no strings, which sounded like the perfect deal to him. plus, she could work wonders on a keyboard, so it made him wonder what else her fingers could do. it wasn’t as if mj’s mind was on anything else, to be honest. “ i can’t argue with that. ” he said cockily. mj held out his hands for her to take so that he could pull her to her feet.

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sungmintf:

three days. it’s been exactly three days since anyone has heard anything from juvia and though sungmin had just found out they were siblings he couldn’t help but already feel protective of the young girl not to mention how broken he had to witness nari be the past few days and he couldn’t handle it any longer since the police wasn’t doing much he had to take matters into his own hands. sungmin wandered around town in search of mj, someone who was close to juvia, along with two police officers from his family’s private police force. once he spotted the male the brunet made his way with the two police following closely behind, a chuckle leaving his lips at the other’s words. “well, good thing i’m not giving you the option of whether you want to hear whatever i have to say,” he informed mj as he motioned towards the two cops to come closer, “we can do this the nice way or…the not so nice way, your choice but juvia’s been gone for days and we need answers…also if i don’t find her within the next 24 hours you’ll rot in jail along with that jaehyun kid.” 

    “ i’ve never much liked the nice way. ” mj raised an eyebrow as he watched the police officers cautiously. the last thing he wanted right now was to talk to sungmin. he had had enough shit from nari over these past few days, he didn’t need any more. “ we’ll rot in jail if you don’t find her? what for? kidnapping ... murder? why is it automatically our fault if she doesn’t want you to find her ? ” he scoffed, rolling his eyes. the cops stood behind sungmin has made him feel on-edge, but mj was good at hiding it. he wasn’t going to let it stop him from saying what he wanted. it took a lot to give mj a filter.

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chaenari:

She had been busy both with work and with searching for Juvia yet she had to keep her mind off of Juvia gone missing or else she’d probably be insane by now. The noise of her door just getting her to raise her sight before focusing in her papers again, a sigh leaving her lips. “I know you don’t know what a serious job is but you really cannot enter my office like that unless you want me to call security.” She put her papers down before finally looking to where the younger male was, “and if you barged in so urgently you better have something important to say like you know where my daughter is, or else you can leave. I’m busy.”

    mj tensed his jaw. he was used to nari talking down to him; and frankly tired of it. of course, he knew nothing he said would be able to change her mind, since she assumed she was always right and remained stubborn about it. “ call security, i don’t give a fuck. wouldn’t be the first time. ” he said with a shrug. and it was true, it wouldn’t be. “ everything i say is important. ” he smirked, taking a seat in the chair behind her desk and propping his legs up. “ it’s a good job i know exactly where she is then, isn’t it. wouldn’t want to interrupt your serious job for nothing, would i ? ”

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Listen to your friends & leave me alone I’m just a boy I’m drunk, I’m 24 I don’t want to hurt you anymore Don’t waste your tears on me now pretty girl When I hate myself for letting you go You can be the one to say “I told you so” As if a plane crash were timely There’s no good time for bad news These four words don’t come easy “I don’t love you”

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woojoossiold:

woojoo’s gaze shifted lazily to the man mj had pointed out, watching the two for a couple seconds as the moved through the room. mj was right, it was a good target, greasy old(er) man with money for a private room, it was exactly what the two were looking for. woojoo quickly turned to the bar, downing the rest of his drink before he started moving towards  the couple, turning back to look at mj, hand moving to retrieve a little transparent  bag from his pocket and holding it up for mj, “ are we doing this, or what ?? “ he grinned slyly.

    mj downed the rest of his drink in one, smirking in response. he lifted from his chair and wiped the bag out of woojoo’s hand, pocketing it in preparation for later use. “ of course. ” he nodded. “ ready to pretend you’re a stripper ? ” mj asked, his smirk growing as he gazed at woojoo. “ shouldn’t be hard for you. ” mj wanted to handle the girl, which wasn’t at all surprising. as much as he would have loved to have been the one to give a greasy guy a lap dance, woojoo was the face of the duo.

[ctrlmjx]

    mj was really off his game recently. with juvia gone, and her ‘mother’ stopping him from doing literally anything, he was very sensitive and distracted. he had even tried pick-pocketing earlier today and failed, which is something that never happens. it ended with him getting a split lip from being punched, which was still bleeding,so he really wasn’t in the mood to talk to anyone. he was ready to snap the moment anyone tried to speak to him. so he did. “ look, as much as i would love to hear whatever shit you have to say, can you please fuck off ? ”

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tfcheol:

 cheol let out a dry chuckle, head shaking slightly, “ you don’t want to know what, mj, “ cheol assured him, knowing pointing out some of the reasons why he might be doing so would likely turn into a fight or mj pushing him away again. “ why do you want people to stay away ?? “ the question hadn’t been innocent, and cheol was threading dangerously close to the topic he’d been trying to avoid, but when the opportunity presented itself like that, it was hard to turn it away. for how much cheol had liked the moment before, mj’s words ruined it and he was unable to hide the flinch that took over him, his body leaning the opposite direction of mj’s this time, hurt clearly written all over his face. “ i’m sorry i’m such a waste of time. “

    mj cocked an eyebrow. “ i’m sure i can handle it, cheol. ” at this point, mj was prepared for anything cheol could say. to be honest, he wanted him to speak honestly and without a filter. he wanted him to not be worried about what mj might do. it was the perfect opportunity to talk, and he wasn’t taking it. “ i don’t know, it’s just ... easier, i guess. pleasing people and wanting to be liked is so damn hard. being by myself is a lot easier. plus, people can abandon you; you can’t abandon yourself. ” he explained. mj rolled his eyes at the other, holding him a little closer so that he wouldn’t move too far away. “ cmon, cheol, don’t get all pouty. you know that isn’t true. ” he sighed. “ what i mean is, there’s no point in trying to tell you i care, because you aren’t going to believe me. ”

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plsruki:

ruki fought against mj’s hands, freeing her hands from his so she could cover her face once more, redness ( even more ) creeping up her neck and face at the word ‘ baby ‘, a muffled giggle leaving her lips. she watched mj move between her fingers spread across her face, her gaze following him as he walked away, “ i seek guys out because i know what they’re like. “ she moved to sit on the floor to take off her converse, but quickly found herself tangled in a mess of shoelaces, a frown-y pout adorning her face as she blinked at the knots. “ mj, “ she whined , head spinning as she looked up, “ my shoes refuse to come off, “ she slurred slightly.

    mj roilled his eyes with a sigh, trying to hide the smirk on his face from howcute she looked on the floor. he approached, leaning down and beginning to work on her laces, being gentle so as not to hurt her fingers. “ you know what i’m like. ” he nodded. after working together for so long, ruki knew exactly the not-so-nice person mj was. “ so you know that i’m not the type of person to turn you down because you’re drunk and vulnerable ? ” he asked, looking back up at her curiously. “ i won’t tell you to stop and think about what you’re doing. ”

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@chaenari

    juvia had gone missing, and mj was freaking out. not because he didn’t know where she was, but because he knew that she was alone and emotional and that he wasn’t allowed to go and see her. he didn’t care if it was him who found her, as long as she didn’t have to be by herself anymore. whatever the consequences were, he didn’t care, but he had rushed to the jwa company building as soon as he heard. in his rush, he didn’t bother stopping at the front desk. employees were too busy to notice, no doubt on the hunt to find juvia. mj went straight up to where he knew nari and/or sungmin would be. knocking wasn’t something he considered, either. he barged through the door, the urgency of the situation clear on his face.

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juviatho:

he had a point. if the woman was going to this length to reach out to her then she should have to accept her exactly how she is; no matter how broken or fucked up she was. the thought, however, didn’t sit right with the blonde just why after so many years did her birth mother finally decide to show up? just when her life was starting to get a little better it’s like she couldn’t get a break. juvia balled her fist as she buried her face into his chest not caring about ruining his shirt with her tears, her cries were now muffled. she stayed like that for a while, she just needed to get it out of her system before pulling slightly away from the male, hazel hues glued to the ground, “but why now? she didn’t want me, mj. i was a newborn and she didn’t even give me a chance…she threw me away as if i was nothing! you out of everyone should understand what it’s like to be betrayed by someone who was supposed to love you with everything they had but…just didn’t,” her voice cracking as she shook her head softly, resting her head back onto his chest, “i was supposed to be her little princess now i’m just some stranger she wants to get to know…” 

    mj was prepared to wait as long as juvia needed to get her eotions out. he didn’t care about time; he didn’t care about his shirt; he only cared about her. right now, he begged and pleaded with every force in the world that she would be okay, because that was all he wanted. mj could only do so much to help. to be honest, he often though juvia would be better off without him. but, he was selfish. he couldn’t bring himself to go without her. mj tensed when juvia mentioned his parents. even coming from her, it was a subject he would rather not think about. he took a deep breath, pushing that to the back of his mind and focusing on her. “ yknow, ju, maybe you’re wrong. you said she didn’t give you a chance, but ... in her head, she was giving you the best chance. she couldn’t take care of you. she couldn’t give you the life you deserved, so she handed the responsibility over to someone who could raise you properly. ” he explained. “ i know you didn’t get the family you should have, but look at you. you’re alive, and healthy, and a fucking amazing person. ” he told her, every word being completely sincere. “ and, maybe now, she’s ready to have a daughter in her life because she isn’t scared of ruining you. ”

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tfcheol:

“ if that were true,… “ cheol let, once again, the words die before they’d had a chance to live, swallowing them down as much as he could. it was not his wish to push mj away, or to try and get him to cross a line he wasn’t comfortable crossing with cheol. of course he’d like to, he’d love to know more about mj, and understand him better, but on the other’s own time. “ you don’t struggle with hurting anyone. you only hurt people because you want to. i know you know how not to. “ the last few words took cheol by surprise, he hadn’t been expecting anything of the sort to come out of mj’s mouth, and now that it had, the male couldn’t believe the words. “ you said you wouldn’t hurt me. lying to my face hurts. “ he half whispered, not able to take his eyes off mj.

    mj furrowed his eyebrows. he had noticed for a while that cheol was holding back. he didn’t want to push, but it had started to frustrate him. “ if that were true, what ? ” he asked, raising an eyebrow. mj chuckled, surprised at how well cheol had clocked him. “ how else am i going to get people to stay away ? ” he asked with a laugh. mj’s gaze met cheol’s, and for a moment, he just looked at him. he took in the other’s eyes for a few slow seconds, a small smile on his lips, before shrugging. “ believe me or not, i don’t care. i’m not going to waste time trying to convince you. ”