Cotton Candy Heart

My heart awakes in order to depict the future

[audacityinblack]

I’m Audie, a fat, disabled nonbinary person who suffers from chronic pain and chronic fatigue. Because of my disabilities, I’m typically homebound and often bedbound. I live out of one room, and my bed is the only place I have to sit. Right now it’s a very cheap frame with no real support, a box spring that is rapidly breaking down, and a roll-up mattress, none of which were designed to support my weight. The failing support is causing my pain to get worse and interrupting my sleep, which is having a detrimental effect on my mental health.

I’ll need about $75-100 for a new frame, and $150-200 for a new mattress.

PayPal: http://paypal.me/audacenoire Ko-fi: http://ko-fi.com/audacenoire

I appreciate any help you can offer.

[morganpendleton]

IMPORTANT NEWS

this is Peaches

she is 8 weeks old

she was born on my birthday

she is a smol floof

[gallusrostromegalus]

Thank you for this very important update

[frankafox]

Cure Flora 🌸✨from my fav Precure series Go! Princess Pretty Cure 😬 The Princess of the Blooming flowers! Hope you like it! 

[adhighdefinition]

growing up without a fidget toy moodboard

[paint-it-over]

[madqueensarah]

Me, trying to get rid of anything that doesn’t spark joy: Ugh I’m such a dumbass I should throw myself away.

Marie materialising in my room: Yes, this negative attitude doesn’t bring you joy. You should thank it for getting you through your past traumas but you no longer need it or want it so it should go.

[chaoticzindi-deactivated2019091]

THIS IS BRILLIANT

[cure-papillon]

Grenzgang is the kind of thing that I want to like but then I remember I don’t like crowds, loud noises, being touched (which is inevitable in crowds), and I’m not particularly fond of the outdoors.

[cure-papillon]

Also I’ve been sick a lot lately and I hate it. It’s the weirdest thing? I get nauseous and headachey and I feel like I only half exist and I want to cry a lot and I feel dizzy and light headed and I hate it

[6ilit-deactivated20250716]

Nobody is immune to the neck kiss

[a-well-meaning-goat-deactivated]

Yeah? And? Coward.

[cure-papillon]

@audacityinblack

[skopostheorie]

[babybear]

this is a symptom of trauma and in most other groups itd be seen as such, but social rejection and abuse are baked so deep into the dsm of adhd/autism that obvious ptsd is looked at as an innate part of their presentation.. its sad :-(

[peniswakt-deactivated20210717]

[self-healing]

forgive yourself for the stagnancy that was produced from your depression

[ironpour]

Never!

[pangur-and-grim]

oh looks guys! it’s the funny number! we did it!

(also this is what comes of reblogging an ask meme & then immediately forgetting about it)

[pangur-and-grim]

Pangur….. your branding is so strong……..

[pangur-and-grim]

length of a weasel…… face of a weasel…. heart? also of a weasel

[wetheurban]

Underwater Ballet, Anne Ten Donkelaar

Dutch artist and product designer Anne ten Donkelaar arranges and photographs flowers underwater, thus capturing a “silent image of a spirited dance.” 

In this series, titled Underwater Ballet, the artist’s floral “ballerinas” dance and seemingly float around in still waters. They dreamily pose and sway, thoroughly hypnotizing us all. This stunning picture is just a glimpse of ten Donkelaar’s magical reality.

Instagram.com/wetheurban

[rotblut]

fashion icon

[julieterbang]

[llovinghome]

[thewebcomicsreview]

[emptydragonseverywhere]

What’s funny is when you read articles about what happened, they never mention how Yahoo promised no ads only to put in ads anyway, pissing off and alienating users. They never mention that Verizon’s idea of “no adult content” was to implement poorly trained bots to clear the site of anything that looked like a tittie, which utterly failed at clearing the site of adult content or spam bots and instead forced millions of SFW users, especially artists, off the site. Instead they just say “Verizon’s decision to ban adult content upset and alienated many users.” Like no, that’s not even remotely what happened. I get new porn/spam bot follows daily even now, the problem is the worst its ever been, Verizon failed spectacularly at doing what they said they’d do (including protecting artists etc. from being targeted by their algorithms). The news wants the public to believe that we all threw a hissy fit and left en masse like a crowd of depraved neckbeards when tumblr banned adult content, driving the site into the ground as we left. Not a single article I’ve seen has discussed how Verizon/Yahoo is at fault. Not one.