SassyCas💙

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Dream

1,2, 3, I’m counting sheep

Drifting off into sleep

Promises I always keep

Fill my mind with glee

In this world, I have the power

Where monsters can’t devour

Always sweet, never sour

I’m the person of the hour

In the spotlight, on the stage

Full of love, letting go of rage

Finally in my safe space

Where nothing is taken away

Always appreciated, never forgotten

Soft to the core, never rotten

Beautiful and rare as can be

Somewhere I am free

Somewhere I can believe

Everything can come with ease

Life is hard, but I’m still open

I am healed after being broken

My love is pure, it’s a token

Let it take over as it soaks in

It feels natural to smile

When I haven’t in a while

There’s so many thoughts to compile

But they are all worthwhile

But I see the bright lights

I no longer want to fight

You can always be right

Out of mind, out of sight

In a world of fantasy

I’m where I want to be

Getting lost in a story

Will never make a soul sorry

Flower petals shine in the sun

While I’m consumed in fun

Never walk, but always run

Always proud of what I’ve done

I survived, I am alive

Choosing to smile instead of cry

Because there’s many reasons why

I want to soar and fly

There’s so much ahead

Future is here, past is dead

Now on the path I’ve led

To happiness, no more dread

Moving up and moving on

Lost in my favorite song

In a place we all get along

No one is right or wrong

So much beauty to see

So many more things to be

So much you can achieve

Let’s get lost in a dream

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Newest poem

Fit in

Like an ocean wave

Flowing across my face

I can’t move, can’t lose

Lost on what to do

Always waiting, contemplating

If I’ll ever be worth saving

A damsel with a warrior’s heart

Slowly tearing myself apart

So hard not to react

To the constant attacks

My fingers just keep shaking

My heart is always aching

Why is it always breaking?

Someone, come save me!

I’m lost deep in this fog

In this machine, I’m just a cog

A piece that’s always misplaced

Do you even remember my face?

Or am I just another figure?

Just another hanging picture

Nothing inside left to hold

Too loud and too bold

Colors muted in different rooms

Depending on the levels of gloom

Sick and tired of being a victim

When will someone just listen?

I’ve been screaming in your ear

I’ve been filled with fear

I’ve been wanting warmth near

But there is no warmth here

Always a problem, always a burden

When will the pain stop hurting?

When can I just be numb?

When will it all be done?

Just take me far away

Out of here, into space

Maybe then I’ll fit the mold

And the air won’t be so cold

But who knows what’s in store?

Just shut up and climb aboard

A sweet escape, an escapade

Somewhere love won’t fade

There’s always so many conditions

Yet, no one will listen

My silenced scream hurt my throat

It’s become too much to cope

Lost for words, everything hurts

I don’t want to make it worse

Just a temporary fix

While the inside is split

These wounds seem to re-open

Things just seem to stay broken

I’d like to renew

All the love I’m due

As I lie here on my back

Thinking of everything I lack

Start regretting my past

And how nothing will ever last

Abandoned once again

Thought I had a friend

Then found the blade in my skin

Watched it sink deeper within

I’ll never know where to begin

Guess I’ll just never “fit in”

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Anyone have a writing discord I can join? I’m so lonely and need some creative energy around me!

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My latest poetry book is out on Amazon! Go check it out! Book #7 is here!

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Good girl

Words cut deep like a knife

Just let me live my life

You hurt me, then desert me

Still acting like you deserve me

But my feelings aren’t temporary

And the pain has made me weary

But I smile through the tears

To hide my internal fear

Of eventually being abandoned

Something you may have a hand in

Sitting somewhere in silence

Looking for someone to confide in

But in the end, I feel alone

Will nowhere ever feel like home?

Will I keep feeling hollow?

While truths are hard to swallow

Sometimes I’d rather live in delusion

Than this depressing confusion

It’s like I couldn’t see

Signs right in front of me

Always want to be the bigger person

Yet, I’m always the one hurting

Sometimes, I cry myself to sleep

Just so I can feel something

I no longer want to try

To look good in other’s eyes

They don’t care if I cry

They’ll love me more when I die

It might seem cruel to think this way

But this is what has been displayed

I’m healing, but still not okay

Just want my happiness to stay

I need to consider myself

Tired of being everyone else’s help

But I am often forgotten

Seen as something dark and rotten

“Be good” they always say

Then it backfires in my face

I know I can’t be replaced

But would they really care anyway?

Just a stand in, a substitution

Not what they want, not a real solution

Just another burden to bare

Yet, I act like I don’t care

But my heart is heavy

And my chest feels empty

Trying too hard got to me

Now, I just want to be free

I followed the rules directly

The pain still affects me

I listened, but wasn’t listened to

Now, what am I to do?

There’s always something to follow

And no one to watch me wallow

So, now I’m living for myself

Can’t ask for love, can’t ask for help

But I’ll give myself what I need

But never be filled with greed

Still try to bring goodness to this world

But I’m tired of being the good girl

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Chapters 8-12 are up for my story “Rosaline!” Sorry I have t updated you guys in forever!

https://www.wattpad.com/story/251344375?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=seeda94&wp_originator=34eg%252BHr9zLT96rC%252FP3HvmL2kqOZ0sCPf9rzJgfAk9iqew7gg%252Fcl0dzziAdPWgAB3EfvdPx2zuNEWiaj0OmfXfqOVwB7tpT0GNwYhqOSOj1hWy5vLdNUPDO%252BnTenRcSCO

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It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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I miss tumblr! How are yall doing?

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I miss ranting on here! What’s up guys! Give me some show recommendations that I can rant about

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Chapter 7 is up! Check it out! :)

https://www.wattpad.com/story/251344375?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=seeda94&wp_originator=34eg%2BHr9zLT96rC%2FP3HvmL2kqOZ0sCPf9rzJgfAk9iqew7gg%2Fcl0dzziAdPWgAB3EfvdPx2zuNEWiaj0OmfXfqOVwB7tpT0GNwYhqOSOj1hWy5vLdNUPDO%2BnTenRcSCO

Rosaline

This story about a young women that became married into royalty. She was proud to be a part of the Perditan kingdom and...

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Chapter 7 is up! Check it out! :)

https://currentlyfangirling99.tumblr.com/post/657999301855870976/rosaline

Rosaline

Chapter 3 of my new story “Rosaline” has been posted! Check it out guys!...

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Rosaline

This story about a young women that became married into royalty. She was proud to be a part of the Perditan kingdom and...

Hey guys this is my first medieval/fantasy story so I’d really love if you’d check it out and tell me what you think!

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This is funny, but I can tell you why right now without a study

Glasses give you an immediate and blinding indication if your mask is not worn properly. If you wear glasses you are more likely to secure the mask tightly to ensure you dont fog up your glasses.

And 2, no one can sneeze or cough on ur eyeballs

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I know the study hypothesized that it’s because glasses wearers don’t touch their face as much. But as a glasses wearer, I think Fatsexybitch is onto something with #1.

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Personally, I hate having my glasses fog over when I go out so I just. Don’t go out if I don’t absolutely need to.

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3x04 // 4x06

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More proof of how Dean is bi lol

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supernatural season 12 is a comedy of errors about a woman who died during the reagan administration being resurrected over 30 years later trying to figure out whether or not her adult son is a queer but being too uncomfortable to outright ask

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