Ink and Saltwater

♦ Giulia | 30s | Italy | Scorpio | aro/ace bi | She/Her Personal blog of a tired game dev who gets really excited about stuff. D&D has my soul. Icon by Mureh Chibi Fley by Foosunberry Fandoms: Critical Role | Dragon Age | Videogames galore ~~°•°~~

[charlataninred]

There’s something that makes me go insane and it’s the image of someone cradling a dead body tenderly. They’re already gone but you still try to comfort them. They’re already gone but while the warmth in their body still remains you can pretend. They’re already gone and you were too late but still you hold them like your kindness can bring them back.

[throwbackblr]

[kozteskod]

[elnerdo19v2]

This is how we burned cds 💿

[cosmichorrorlesbians]

ttrpg games are insane and make you insane in ways that are fundamental and irreparable. sometimes the best piece of fiction you will ever experience will happen to you and your friends over two to five years of your life. it will be your work and their work and yet somehow exist between and beyond you all. there will only be like three or five of you in the room and nobody else will ever be able to experience this in the way you did. it will be ephemeral and immediate and it will occasionally make you feel so bad you see hell. fuck. what a concept

[qqchurch]

[luckthebard]

I’ve been wanting to make this post for a while; I’ve been seeing enough recently about history being primarily “storytelling,” or even simply dismissed as propaganda and or pithily reduced to “written by the victors” that as a historian I really want to push back.

This is a take that on its face sounds subversive and meaningful, but taken to its logical conclusion enables a lot of the same issues as history that was baldly written as propaganda. Reducing all history telling, especially modern, academic history to “stories written by the victors” is in my opinion both anti-intellectual and anti-academic. And this is not meant as a callout post or reprimand to anyone who’s used the phrase because in a lot of ways it sounds right, and it is important to think about who is writing history and what their agenda is, but it’s often used as a dismissal and conversation ender by people trying to sound progressive who I don’t think are considering the wider implications of that dismissal.

My credentials to discuss this are that as historian, my research and teaching focus has been on ideas memory, memorialization, and historical forgetting. I have conducted graduate level classes on this topic. For a bold and thought-provoking intro to these studies, I recommend the excellent essay: Why Every Single Statue Should Come Down, by Gary Younge.

We all of course know the common examples of “history written by the victors” erasing bad actions and atrocities. This is how history has been used as a propaganda tool, and why newly uncovered evidence and research like critical investigations into the atrocities of early US presidents who were slaveowners and books like Imperial Reckoning by Caroline Elkins, which uses primary sources to destroy the myth of the “peaceful” British exit from Kenya, are so important. But those revisions and deconstructions are not only also history, they are a far better example of what history is as a discipline now. It’s why the rising fascist governments find modern history and historians so dangerous and are cutting their funding: because relying on research, facts, and evidence, while not changing the fact that history is written as a narrative with a perspective, make unpleasant pasts harder to refute.

A large current example of this fascist rejection of history is the Trump administration ordering the National Park Service to take down signs at the presidents house in Philadelphia. Those signs detailed the reality of George Washington’s life as a slaver, and focused on the courage and full lives of individuals who escaped from enslavement while he was president, such as Oney Judge. Even though the administration was court ordered to return the signs in February they have not done so.

The Trump administration’s argument about these panels is that they present a “distorted” history “written by the victors” that is exaggerated and trying to make America look bad. The idea that the North distorted and exaggerated the horrors of the American South in their histories because they won and it made them look better is not new, and is the reason for the “lost cause” myth and the fact that today many Southern US schools do not teach accurate history about slavery.

Another large example of how the idea of “history being written by the victors” can be used to aid historical forgetting of atrocities is Holocaust denial. This is actually a common tactic with denial of many genocides but Holocaust denial is the clearest example because we can point to a legal trial around it. In 1993, historian Deborah Lipstadt wrote a book called “Denying the Holocaust,” which critically engaged with the distortions of evidence used by Holocaust deniers. One of those deniers, David Irving, sued Lipstadt for libel, essentially trying to argue in a court of law this his narrative of the Holocaust was as valid as hers and not “denial”. The court ruled in Lipstadt’s favor, crucially finding that Irving’s distortion of evidence did invalidate his history and make it illegitimate, and that it was not libel for Lipstadt to refute his bad research and call it denial. This trial is a huge statement on what modern, academic history is. Citations and documentation are a fundamental part of history as a discipline, as much as if not more so than crafting narrative out of what those documents show us.

(As an aside, the way more fun drama that happens in history now is when someone gets caught drawing terrible and incorrect conclusions from the primary documents they did cite, such as when Naomi Wolf’s entire dissertation and book premise was debunked as a completely avoidable lack of understanding of what “death recorded” meant in UK legal terminology in the 19th century. She has since, unsurprisingly, become a right-wing grifter who can’t stop posting on X).

History is a relatively new discipline, historically speaking (pun intended) and one that relies on storytelling to engage and craft narrative. But it also, crucially and increasingly, equally relies on evidence and primary sources. Looking at what evidence someone is using to craft their narrative is far more important than “were they the victor” or even sometimes “what is their agenda?” If we buy into the idea that all history is propaganda storytelling because a pithy line makes us feel enlightened about what lies have been told in the name of Nationalist history narratives, we run the risk of enabling people who would like us to forget history altogether.

[podcastwizard]

sorry boss can't come in today i was on my way to work and then a gentle spring breeze kissed my cheek and reminded me it is a serious thing just to be alive on this fresh morning in this broken world

[fumbledpaladin]

just watched episode 92.

And I'm really surprised to suddenly realize that Beau has been looking to Fjord almost like a surrogate father figure.

All this time, I thought they saw each other as goofy siblings. I think Fjord certainly sees her that way.

But the way she's crying, and talking about how she still wants her dad's approval, and then says 'You're still my Captain' to Fjord, spells it out pretty clearly, and I really wasn't expecting that. Even though I've actually watched this interaction before.

I'm remembering when they were falling from the tree in Xhorhas, how Beau called out to him not to ditch her, and how she was the one to go back and grab Fjord when he was grappled and almost dead in that weird angel of irons catacomb dungeon where they lost Yasha. I'm remembering how she's insisted, multiple times that SHE is Fjord's 'First Mate' on the ship and how a first mate never abandons the Captain. I'm remembering how early on, Caleb tried to bring up his reservations about Fjord faking his accent, and Beau blew him off, even though he was trying to confide in her.

I feel really stupid having not seen this for what it was all along.

Beau is so strong, and so capable, and so smart, and she gets even more strong, and more capable, and more intelligent, to the point that I often argue she's secretly the leader of the Mighty Nein, if they have one at all. And that Fjord has never been the leader, but a damn good decoy while Beau does what she needs to do.

I thought Beau was leading this, in her own way, and depending on Fjord like he's a goofy older brother. But now, I see that not only does she not understand she's being a leader, but she's been growing and improving, and kicking ass, and being awesome.. IN PART... because she wanted to impress.. Fjord??

That's why she's so insistent on telling Jester she doesn't need Fjord's approval when Jester says something like 'oh I'm glad Fjord didn't see me do terrible at this accent, because he's so good at accents.' And Beau made kind of a reach there, -not unfounded-, that Jester is maybe trying too hard to get Fjord to like her. Because she kind of does. In a hopeful-romantic way.

But Beau was the one to pull that out, and address it. And that situation didn't even necessarily call for it? But she saw that, and was concerned, because.. Beau. Is the one seeking Fjord's approval, and she knows she shouldn't feel like that. And I don't think she'd ever want to admit it outright. Even though it's a little different from the way she thought Jester was doing it.

ALL THIS TIME, Beau has been being bros with Fjord and joking with him and punching each other, and working out, and showing him this.. quiet trust and devotion, because she always wanted something like this with.. her dad.

Just... wow.

[insaneandlovingit]

You would not believe your ass

If ten million largemouth bass.

[animentality]

[grrwoof-woof]

"but the text never explicitly stated it!!!" hey, so that's actually what they tried to teach you in those english classes you barely passed 😁

[aliferousmetal]

[perequiste]

things will work out + it’s still early + not everything is lost + trees

[theskydoesgreatthingsnow]

LOTR abridged

[kurocyou]

Masquerade time for Sheireen!!

[teathattast]

[kurogoesinthedas]

THE FLEY ZINE IS NOW AVAILABLE IN DIGITAL FORMAT!

Missed the preorders? Stuck in the US? Fret not, the beauty of digital files is that there's no postage (or printing) required, so the price is reduced accordingly. Also sort-of in time for Fley's birthday! yay!

[kurogoesinthedas]

smile, and sing, and dance, darling. It's all you're good for.

[kurosmind]

Beyond the veil 

I don’t know how the dnd afterlife works and I don’t care, they are going to meet again and Caleb is going to get to introduce Essek to his parents :) 

[holdharmonysacred]

I've been thinking I really want to do something to try and help folks over in Palestine, so while I can't donate I want to at least help link to some of the general charities for folks there:

Here's arab.org's daily clicks for Palestine!

Here's eSims for Gaza!

Here's the Gaza Soup Kitchen!

Here's the linktree for the Sameer project!

Here's Crips for eSims for Gaza!

Please donate and helps spread the word if you can! If you're like me and can't donate, there's at least the daily clicks site you can bookmark and do!!!