harry styles one shot
You are dating Harry for 6 months now but since he's going on tour next week you don't know whether it's worth it to keep the relationship going or not. You really want to because you really like him and you even started to really fall in love with him but you don't know if he wants to. Tonight you're going out with dinner with him to already kinda say goodbye since he soon will be gone for another 8 months and you probably won't have much time to see him this week because you are busy with Uni and he with the tour rehearsels. When you're done showering and you're doing your makeup you see it's almost 8 o'clock and harry will be here any minute. so you just put one some concealer, blush, eyeliner and mascara. when you're done the bells rings and Harry is one your doorstep. once you're in the restaurant it's very awkward so you start to get suspicious and that's when he finally started to speak; 'y/n, as you know I'm going on tour next week and you also know that i'll be gone for a very long time and i just don't if that will work.' and that's the moment you could hear your heart breaking.. Even though you already kinda expected this. 'But harry.. We can make this work if we both put the effort in it.. If you want to. Because I love you' You saw Harry's eyes grew wider because this was the first time you told him you loved him, after 6 months. And even though he felt the same he just wouldn't admit it to himself because he knew he was going to leave you as soon as the tour started because he just couldn't bare to see what he puts you through with all the hate and when he just couldn't be there to comfort you while he was on tour. ' y/n , but we.. we just can't' He said, and with that he walked away. After sitting at home miserable for 5 days you decided it was time to get out because 1. you needed to do the grocery shopping and 2. it was time for some fresh air and 3. you needed to move on. Even though only the thought of harry going away in 2 days broke your heart. While doing the grocery shopping you bumped into eleanor, louis' girlfriend. 'hey..' you said, you felt pretty awkward because you haven't seen her in a while and she probably new about the harrything. 'hi, I haven't seen you in a while. how are you? i've heard about you and harry..' 'well, i don't really know what to think or say. he's probably happy he doesn't have to worry about me anymore.' you said. 'no ofcourse not. Louis told me he's miserable and really misses you. he just didn't want to put you trough all the hate when he wasn't there to comfort you.' then you kept talking about regular things and then said goodbye. when you came home you heard something in your livingroom, when you walked in there you saw harry standing there. he looked like he hadn't slept in 4 weeks. 'Harry?' 'y/n I made the biggest mistake, I shoudln't have let you go. I love you too, and if we both put effort into this we can make it work. in these last few days i just realised i can't live without you and you can come visit me and if i have a few days of i'll come back here. we can do this, i know we can'. then it was quiet for a few seconds, which felt like hours to you. you slowly walked towards him 'i told you styles.' and that's when you kissed him.