Cyanove

they/them/he/him - 18 I draw, occasionally write, but most of all regret my actions.

[cyanove]

Intro !! ☆

Hi! You can call me Cyan or Cyanove! (he/they)

This is mostly just a blog for whatever I am obsessed with at the moment. (So multifandom.) But I write, draw and post about a few more consistent ones - which I will list:

Jet Lag: The Game

Magnus Archives/Protocol

House Of Ashes

Nerdfighteria / Vlogbrothers

Star Trek

The Pitt

Other things that might get occasionally mentioned:

Girl In Space / Other Podcasts

BTVS & Angel

Psych

Ted Lasso

Hermitcraft / Life Series (I watch Grian, Mumbo, Zedaph, Scar, Joel, Etho & Pearl)

So feel free to talk to me in my asks ! <3

Other socials/blogs under the cut.

jltgrpf blog @adams-glasses

Ao3

Instagram (mostly for fandom art!)

[bobdylanyaoi]

plans for the summer

JERK IT

WRITE RPF

DRINK ALCOHOL

BLOG LIKE IVE NEVER BLOGGED BEFORE

job ?

LISTEN TO RECORDS

[valentinemira]

i am so interested in mythical chef josh's music taste,, please does anybody have a playlist of music he's mentioned or something

[mintmintminnt]

Hank Green straight up coming for me

[cyanove]

Dare I say that Korrasami crawled, so Rupphire could shuffle, so Catradora could walk, and finally Lumity could run?

Great post. Hit send.

[cyanove]

When I see people whinging about how terrible Korra is on the internet, I can’t help but think about what Toby Fox said about Undertale and Deltarune.

Avatar: The Legend of Korra is never going to make you feel like you did watching Avatar: The Last Airbender for the first time. Because it’s not meant to.

If ATLA gave you change, TLOK was meant to show you the result of change. They’re oppositional stories, and they’re meant to be.

Korra is a harder watch than ATLA. It’s meant to be.

[changeling-droneco]

The newest Tom Scott video is so so interesting, like they all are, but the way I just shot up straight in my seat hearing this school has one of the only mannequins in the world meant to simulate a trans male patient on testosterone was so impactful like holy shit?? It's a real pity that the company got bought out and stopped making the mannequins before they could get a mannequin of a trans woman on estrogen

[cyanove]

Just took a generationally bad final exam, time to go eat chicken strips and siracha mayo and consider my fanfic.

[cyanove]

Weirdly my go-to fanfiction writing format is:

Person A does Thing. Thing is monotonous and boring. Person A has flashbacks to Person B and can’t get them out of their head. Person A keeps doing Thing until Thing is done. Person B shows up and is like “hi”. Person A can’t handle it.

[birdsofanarchy]

Trinity Santos walks into the Pitt everyday with a bucket of unresolved trauma, a toxic yuri situationship, and Dennis Whitaker hanging off her belt like a labubu and still manages to serve cunt

[somethingchanged244]

I love that both The Martian and Project Hail Mary are basically about a funny chatty guy stranded in space

and I absolutely adore them both

(Andy Weir, if you want to write a third, be my guest)

[cyanove]

Trinity Santos watches Jennifer’s Body every Halloween and wishes that Megan Fox was in love with her so that Jennifer would kill Langdon.

[love-quinn]

guys rehab isn't a punishment... 'i faced my fair share of punishments my wife threatened to divorce me' yeah but she didn't. like langdon i am glad you are here and i am glad you are getting better and your life wasn't ruined but you got off scot free.

despite any rough patches they mightve gone through him and his wife are still together and he still has his kids, and his career and his license. and yes he had to repeat a year but that's because he was in rehab which was yes a consequence of his actions but wasn't a punishment

itd be like if i smoked cigarettes every day and then got lung cancer and had to undergo treatment for it like yes this is a consequence. but would anyone say chemotherapy is a punishment??? even if i was stealing the cigarettes from my job?? maybe that's a bad analogy but either way

him saying 'you don't know what i've gone through' isn't taking accountability its deflecting blame onto his circumstances

and yes i do believe that santos needed to have a little more empathy for him because she is acting a littttle like he chose to be an addict but i do think she's justified in not wanting to be around him. he wasn't 'an asshole' he leveraged his power as her senior resident against her, belittled her and verbally abused her and yes, when she called him out on stealing drugs he also tried to get her fired

are we forgetting that??? langdon went to robby and said that santos doesnt belong in the ED and that she shouldn't be working there. what did he want out of that? for robby to say 'yes frank i agree' and have her moved?

i don't hate frank for being an addict im so so so glad he's happy and healthy and doing well and that he continues to do so but guys you can't tell me he didn't commit a literal crime and treat trinity awfully

[cyanove]

Tell me why I was reading the BEST fanfiction of my life - giggling, laughing and just all together frolicking - and Ao3 goes down the minute I need to change my chapter. What is this.

[cyanove]

This week on The Pitt really was just an attempt to drive Trinity Santos to the brink in a sweeping fifty minutes.

Yes your situationship (keeping it casual?), your boss who already hates you, and that guy who screamed at you on the first day of this job (and the worst day of your life) all think you’re doing a really bad job at saving lives in a high stress environment.

No wonder she has a deep level of self hatred and reacts by lashing out. Look what they’re doing to her!!

Good job Pitt writers. I’m furious.

[sadmortician]

you’re in control now

[cyanove]

Why do I have to write an annotated bibliography, can’t you just see what I’m going for and accept a wink wink nudge nudge?