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I’m tired of being this way

I feel everything. All the time. So intensely that I feel like I’m being ripped apart.

I can’t save everyone: and that’s why I’m miserable.

this is bullshit

I live with non stop heartbreak and sorrow. If it isn’t my interpersonal relationships on the burner it’s my friends fighting and hating each other while I sit in the shadows and cry. I cannot wait to disappear. When I do I’ll never return.

All I truly want

is the resources to afford the dignity to disappear. To be able to take myself away. To relish in loneliness and solitude. I just want to be free from the need for connection. Because that need destroys me time and time again.

I’m tired

of this broken brain. That feels everything with 1000% intensity, including the feeling that I’m hated and secretly everyone would just want me gone.

I cannot wait, to move myself away. I want to go somewhere so cold, so dark and so lonely that no one will ever find me again.

I’m so angry.

I’m angry at this world, the people in it, and how all the happy memories and experiences I could have had before this world, were stolen from me.

I’m angry at everything I’ve missed and missed out on. At everything I’ve lost. And everyone I’ve lost

god this thing is still here

I really only made this to talk to a guy I liked. Now it just feels like a run down car I’ve had in the back yard for almost a decade.

what should I even put here?

#ramblings #about me #my brain

catchymemes

the-real-zhora-salome-deactivat

Sound on!!

latinexplains

After 20 painstaking years of research, Eva Ramon Gallegos, a Mexican scientist has finally developed a cure to eliminate 100 percent human papillomavirus and prevent the spread of cervical cancer among women. (x) (x) (x) Y’all they cured HPV

Yet Trump’s America wouldn’t want you to hear about this nor help it go mainstream

yanimodowey

🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

podencos

They have a 100% eridaction rate of HPV-16 and HPV-18 w CIN I when conducting studies on women who have the virus but no premalignant lesions, a 64.3% success rate for women with precancerous lesions with HPV, and 57.7% success rate for precancerous lesions occurring w/o HPV

everythingfox

😂

bluejayrambles

Cat: *pulls handle to turn tap on* Tap: *turns on* Cat:

blackgirlsreverything

I gotta find this shirt 😂

localstarboy

thank-you-everyone-deactivated2

he lived with a man for a good decade so

theheartisalonelyhunter

newton was a gay sugar daddy pass it on

352364334737574fr-deactivated20

my physics teacher in highschool and college physics prof both talked about how he had a forbidden love w his pal fatio lmao

surprisebitch

wow physics and calculus are gay pass it on

Gőzborotva

Masha The Hero

They forgot the part where the ambulance actually stopped to let the cat in

booty-uprooter

oh good I was worried

dr-dendritic-trees

What a good cat. What a kind cat. How can anyone not love cats they are so good and loving.

squibbbly

they also forgot the part where they only found the baby because masha was screaming her head off bc she knew this baby was in danger. she went around outside the alley the next morning and yelled at passerby until she got one to follow her to the baby. she kept him warm all night and then made sure someone found him. she was adopted after this bc she was a stray and is in a loving home and is a hero

pon-raul

Hero cat

goaliesarethebest

Thank you, Masha, you’re such a good girl.

jenniferrpovey

See.

Kittens can’t regulate their own body temperature. That’s why they pile up.

Cats see us as colony members.

Masha saw a kitten that was on its own, no mommy, no other kittens to cuddle with. She instinctively knew that was a cold kitten. She knew that a kitten alone on a cold night was very likely to die. Because a kitten would have died too.

So, all she was doing was what any good colony member does - protecting the abandoned kitten. Then when the abandoned kitten’s mommy didn’t come back, she called the rest of the colony for help.

People have this bizarre idea that housecats don’t have a social sense. They do, and it saved this kid’s life. And possibly Masha’s too, as life on the streets is dangerous for a kitty.

We say “good dog” all the time, but Masha was being a very, very good cat…not just by human moral standards but by feline ones.