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My favorite mini skirt & My ‘trash’ tattoo.💊💉

the-name-is-marti

and that’s it. that was RTX for Michael

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when i die make sure my corpse has winged eyeliner

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@shay-gnar u prob have already been tagged on this

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at least 23 times 😇

I'm really torn. I'm in love with this blog, the blog topics, and my followers on here. I've met many great friends. But I'm seriously considering starting a separate new blog where I just blog whatever the fuck I want. And stop blogging hard drugs all the time. It's not healthy for me. But I wonder if I'll just blog hard drugs on that one too?? Cause that's how I am. Idkkkk it's so hard to be an addict and trying to force yourself to want to get clean. I recently had 30 days clean and relapsed. I want to start again because I was so happy. And now I'm depressed again. The addiction part of my brain keeps telling me that has nothing to do with the dope and endless amounts of crack I've been doing. It's 2:15 here so I'm considering it today. Just for today I'm not going to use hard drugs. I'm going to separate my blogs so this one is anonymous again, and I have a personal that I'm proud of again. Just for today I'm going to distract myself when I get cravings and I'm going to actually use the coping skills I know I have to make myself feel better. Message me folks who have kind advice to offer for getting clean after a brief relapse?? I really want and need to. This is going to kill me or ruin everything important to me so quickly. It's already getting worse than it ever has been in terms of consequences of my use And if anyone wants my new personal blog to follow please message me. Much love kittens <3

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