addy, 15, they/she

height: 5’6 bmi: 19 sw: 137 cw: 113 gw: 85

[d3licat3-d0ll]

[d3licat3-d0ll]

[d3licat3-d0ll]

[stupidlyskinny]

i wish i could just cut the fat off....

[want2beless]

Let's talk about the anorexia-stereotype of doing everything perfectly

They typical anorexic is shown as the perfect, smiling student, studying the whole night, getting perfect grades, doing workout after workout and never eating

And while that may be true for some, in my experience most people are totally different from what's known as the perfect anorexic.

For me it's struggling the whole day and night, if I should eat, what I should eat.

It's struggling to even get up because your body can't take starvation anymore.

It's sleeping the whole day, because you're missing nutrients and you were kept awake by your thoughts the whole night.

It's being freezingly cold, which results in you not being able to do anything with your fingers for example writing.

It's the time consumption taking everything away from you. Your family, your hobbies, your school work.

It's binging that makes you feel like you failed as an anorexic.

Not only your organs failing but also your will to live, your energy, your grades, your hygiene, your hobbies, your friends, your family.

Stop expecting perfection from someone with an eating disorder.

[d3licat3-d0ll]

having pasta as my favourite food while being a rexxie is proof that god hates me 😁

[d3licat3-d0ll]

kind of body check?? first one i’ve posted :P

117lbs

[aris-mind]

plsplspls send me meanspo in my asks or dms or replies pleasee i need it

[stillaghxull]

i don't want to have friends, i don't want anyone to care. I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE AND DO WHATEVER I CHOSE TO, WHY DOES EVERYBODY HAVE TO PRETEND TO CARE WHEN THEY DON'T, it's my life and my choices, not their WTF. LEAVE ME ALONE and live ur own life

[tinyyfairyy]

Me one or two days ago

[d3licat3-d0ll]

ik i haven’t been on here a while but my mom has decided that she wants me to do weigh ins every morning and keep a food diary, can someone please help me and tell me what i should do??? i still want to lose weight but i don’t know how i can manage that if she’s forcing me to do this. i don’t think she knows i’m anorexic, but i guess she’s noticed my weightloss and lack of eating. please i am begging for help,, i’m gonna cry

[rory-has-bpd]

if you have a crippling fear of people getting mad at you and you know it clap your hands

[your-racist-grandma-is-a-slut]

ed tumblr? you mean

[dykeorexic]

fasting moods

fuck fuck fuck ow hungrey

YEAH IM DRINKING COFFEE AT 4:30 PM DON’T QUESTION ME

weirdly, I’m ok!

EVERYTHING IS GREAT! I’VE LITERALLY NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY! DOPAMINE IS FLOODING MY BRAIN!!!

snzzzz

does smelling food have calories???? does toothpaste have sugar??? which zero cal sodas break fast??? Hey Google-

cold cold cold hhhhhhh cold

see I’m fine! I can even exercise!! It’s like I’m barely doing anything at all!!! *passes out*

sorry I have to pee again

*stares at fridge* *fridge stares back*

frantic thinspo scrolling on every platform you own

feel free to add

[uglyloserbitch]

this is so accurate i can’t

[d3licat3-d0ll]

ik this really isn’t good,,, but my hair is starting to fall out which sucks bc obvi it’s my hair... but it feels even better that i’m getting skinny enough for this to happen :P

[d3licat3-d0ll]

why is kendall jenner my thinspo pls 😭😭😭

[d3licat3-d0ll]