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[d4rkc0ffee]

Intro Post ⋆✴︎˚｡⋆

i’m Bambi (nickname and aspirations) because no one I know irl can find me here. I’m English and 20!

I was in recovery however the stresses of uni caught up to me and I binged an extra 16kg sooo I’m back to my roots of a4a with the ever looming graduation dress I have to fit into this year.

I’ve been entertaining a4a behaviours since I was 8 (12 years ago, scary) but keep coming back to it. I haven’t been on edtumbr for years though but I truly need to lock in this time around so here I am, back again.

Back up is @d4rkc0ffee2

Stats (updated as I go) ⋆✴︎˚｡⋆

5’5

sw: 96.4kg

hw: 96.4kg

lw: 63kg

gw: 50kg

ugw: 45kg

cw: 94.6kg

[d4rkc0ffee]

Okay nvm it’s 00:34 and randomly started crying but I feel great now, didn’t know I needed that, treating myself to a cheeky vod and another cig for being brave and expressing my feelings (I’m alone)

[d4rkc0ffee]

Just randomly started my period (I’m on the pill so should not be happening) so now I’m sitting on my doorstep with a g&t and a cig

[d4rkc0ffee]

Good morning, I’m about to weigh myself before I wash my hair, k!‼️ me now

[d4rkc0ffee]

Okay okay I’m down 1.4KĠ, could be better, could be worse

[d4rkc0ffee]

Good morning, I’m about to weigh myself before I wash my hair, k!‼️ me now

[aija-kuiskaa]

Some of my mutuals very unintentionally make me feel like shit. Like I'm a goddamn cow next to some of you

[d4rkc0ffee]

My absolute favourite breakfast atm

[d4rkc0ffee]

I need tips on how to prevent audible stomach rumbles please, I’m staying at the guy I’m seeings house this week and he likes to feed me as soon as my stomach makes any sound, please help me

[d4rkc0ffee]

Happy may, I’m locking tf in bro

[captainsav3her]

Hey, so you actually need to stop mixing girlblogging tags with 3d tags

[d4rkc0ffee]

Fat fuck

[d4rkc0ffee]

Guess who’s weighing in the morning, I’ve been a massive pig since I last did so we’ll see the effects I guess :/

[d4rkc0ffee]

My iamsober is tracking $h and b1ng1ng, but the issue is they’re linked, a reset for b1nge is also a reset for $h so it never looks like I’ve gotten anywhere

[d4rkc0ffee]

Weighing myself in the morning, if I’ve gained or maintained I’m going to lose my ever loving sht, then go to work like nothing ever happened

[d4rkc0ffee]

Lost less than a kg but I know it’s slow at start so it’s better than nothing 🙂‍↕️

[lilithsraven7]

Remember why you’re doing this 🪽

[d4rkc0ffee]

Weighing myself in the morning, if I’ve gained or maintained I’m going to lose my ever loving sht, then go to work like nothing ever happened

[d4rkc0ffee]

some messed up part of me wishes the guy I’m seeing was the type to tell me to lose weight, at least then I’d have the motivation of doing it for someone else