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“It sucks that we miss people like that. You think you’ve accepted that someone is out of your life, that you’ve grieved and its over, and then bam. One little thing, and you feel like you’ve lost that person all over again.”

— Rachel Hawkins

abuzd

This time around, I thought things were perfect. Nothing is ever perfect. You have never and would never hurt be like I’ve been hurt before, yet you still lied. You lied because you were scared I’d leave you. I can’t blame you I said if you took another drink I would. It’s scary when you think something is so perfect and it’s not. Can I handle being with an alcoholic the rest of my life? Will you lie to me again? Will it hurt even worse than this time? Am I strong enough for you to lean on when you need me? Can I do this? Am I making the right decision?

#hurt #addiction #alcholism

Sometimes I get so scared that I’m just too emotionally damaged to be loved.

#thoughts #relationships #love #life

have a nice day :)

have a nice day :)

I miss you so fucking much. My heart hurts. I wish I could stop crying. Sleep never comes when you aren’t next to me. You did me so dirty, yet my mind is still consumed with you. I’m so fucking tired of being sad.