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that being said tho im working on some replies to threads! owo
i stg if my inbox doesn’t stop messing up im gonna fight tumblr
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you know the vibes
“ you’re not a monster. ”
“ you’re not broken. ”
“ you’re better than this. ”
“ you’re not weak. ”
“ you’re stronger than you think. ”
“ you’re not a lost cause. ”
“ you’re not a bad person, you’re just a little lost. ”
“ you’re not alone. ”
“ there’s nothing wrong with you. ”
“ you don’t need to be fixed. ”
“ you’re not too far gone. ”
“ i know you’ll do the right thing in the end. ”
REVERSE
“ you’re a monster. ”
“ you’re broken. ”
“ you don’t even know better do you? ”
“ you don’t even know how to be good. ”
“ you don’t even know how to do the right thing. ”
“ you’re so weak. ”
“ you’re a lost cause. ”
“ you’re too far gone. ”
“ look at you, you’re all alone. ”
“ there’s something very wrong with you. ”
“ you can’t be fixed. ”
' Look what I got ! ' And the child hands two pork buns to Akutagawa. One for him and one for Rashomon. Just don't ask what unsuspecting store they stole it from THIS time.
unscripted ✧ always accepting
@theircurse
to say akutagawa snatched the two pork buns away would be an understatement. slate eyes widen and in an instant one is already devoured by rashomon in a single deadly chomp. the other, akutagawa holds within his hand and takes a bite.
he eyes yumeno for a second - suspicious about just where the kid managed to snatch them from. but oh well, that was someone else’s problem. he doesn’t give a verbal thank you, but lithe hand reaches out to pat yumeno on the head.
❝ go get more. ❞ is the simple command shortly after.
"Hey Yata, guess what I did?"
Was this payback for all the times he showed up at her door busted up? Absolutely. Was her injury from more than just wiping out? Yeah, but he didn't need to know that. As far as he's concerned, that smirk on her face just meant she tripped and busted her ass and used it to her advantage.
unscripted ✧ always accepting
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it’s 3am. yata stands in the doorway in only a tank top and boxers, drool still smeared on his cheek from sleep and hair even more of a mess than usual without his signature beanie. he squints at neff standing before him and his exhaustion riddled mind attempts to form a coherent thought. but his one brain cell had long since checked out for the night. . .
the vanguard opens his mouth to speak and yawns before he grumbles, ❝ . . . the fuck? ❞ damn. payback’s a bitch.
❛ you’re putting your life on the line . ❜ // @ hunting dog!atsushi
there’s always a downside ✧ no longer accepting
@agravaki
the sword is returned carefully to its place at his side. atsushi tries to focus on his movements rather than the way chuuya’s words rattle about in his already anxious mind. these days that anxiety was turned into a weapon - something to motivate him to continue his work in the name of the government he was all but enslaved to.
blood trickles down atsushi’s face from a fresh gash on his forehead. his body aches and his head pounds, but he completed the job. he did as he was instructed to do.
❝ i don’t really get a choice, do i? we’re hunting dogs. we complete our job whether we return alive or not. ❞ atsushi smiles reassuringly ( though falsely ) over at chuuya. the outcome could’ve been worse, right?
❛ are you protecting me ? ❜ ( Akutagawa )
there’s always a downside ✧ no longer accepting
@theircurse
it was an odd sight - akutagawa having rashomon’s tendrils curl around yumeno like a wall of vines protecting the child from spray of bullets that approach. the shooters are dispatched easily, leaving trails of blood down the alleyway.
akutagawa turns to yumeno with a glare. he coughs softly before he grumbles, ❝ you are no use to the mafia if you are dead. ❞ but there was no order for yumeno needing to be returned alive.
𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐧 𝐬𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐬 so that gravity could mourn the desolate fallout alone. / ind. priv. sel. nakahara chuuya of bungou stray dogs , reawakened by rowen.
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𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑬'𝑺 𝑨𝑳𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑨 𝑫𝑶𝑾𝑵𝑺𝑰𝑫𝑬 . ( sentence starters originating from the fourth season of syfy’s ‘ warehouse 13 ′ . change pronouns as needed ! )
❛ what is it ? what’s happening ? ❜ ❛ are you alright ? ❜ ❛ this is wrong . ❜ ❛ you’re putting your life on the line . ❜ ❛ you don’t have to hold my hand . ❜ ❛ close your eyes , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ there has to be another way . ❜ ❛ guess i’m not much of a hero , huh ? ❜ ❛ what aren’t you telling me ? ❜ ❛ i guess i should’ve told you . ❜ ❛ i really hope you can forgive me . ❜ ❛ i would do it all again . ❜ ❛ the world is a better place with you in it , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ you didn’t get permission . you rebel ! ❜ ❛ there are consequences . ❜ ❛ right now i wish i was dead . ❜ ❛ thongs give me a rash . ❜ ❛ who died and made you boss of me ? ❜ ❛ are you protecting me ? ❜ ❛ [ name ] said he was gonna tell you … ❜ ❛ you owe me a dinner . a very nice dinner . ❜ ❛ when was the last time you slept ? ❜ ❛ what are you keeping from me ? spill . ❜ ❛ if you need me for ANY reason whatsoever , call me . but only if it’s important . ❜ ❛ we’ve been through a lot . i think we should just lay low & take it easy . ❜ ❛ OKAY , so many questions … ❜ ❛ look at you , having ideas ! ❜ ❛ i have ideas ! most of them are illegal . ❜ ❛ we both know this is about so much more than that . ❜ ❛ real suffering is knowing what lays just beyond your grasp and never being able to reach it . ❜ ❛ some risks are worth taking . ❜ ❛ no . you don’t get to just quit on us . ❜ ❛ this is not a debate ! ❜ ❛ you slept with her , didn’t you ? ❜ ❛ can we just do this & go home ? ❜ ❛ for the record , i don’t want you out of my hair . ❜ ❛ this is not how i wanted to handle this , & you know it . ❜ ❛ there’s no turning back , now . ❜ ❛ i’m not even going to pretend to understand what you’re talking about . ❜ ❛ can i ask … what happened ? ❜ ❛ are you sure you’re okay ? you still look a little woozy . ❜ ❛ it went by so fast , i just … i honestly don’t know . ❜ ❛ i tried to tell you , but you didn’t want to hear it . ❜ ❛ all this anger & hate , it’s not good for you . ❜ ❛ how could you say that ? ❜ ❛ [ name ] , stop . look at me . ❜ ❛ i want to let it go . i really do , but i don’t know how . ❜ ❛ can you feel my heart beating ? ❜ ❛ what did you do to him ?? ❜ ❛ do you have a better idea ? ❜ ❛ forget about me , just save them . ❜ ❛ why don’t you just kill me ? ❜ ❛ take this , & disappear . ❜ ❛ [ name ] wouldn’t do that . ❜ ❛ i don’t see a way out this time . ❜ ❛ i just need you to trust me . ❜ ❛ there’s that smile … i’m glad it’s the last thing i’ll see . ❜ ❛ [ name ] … i never stopped loving you . ❜ ❛ don’t do this , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ there’s nobody there ! it’s just you , it’s just you . ❜ ❛ it’s gonna be okay , okay ? we’re gonna figure this out . ❜ ❛ i want you to leave . go . go , now . ❜ ❛ let me help you . ❜ ❛ you’re in my way . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , can you hear me ? ❜ ❛ what is it ? are you okay ? ❜ ❛ no one is giving up . ❜ ❛ i’m sorry , [ name ] , but that’s not gonna happen . ❜ ❛ just for once , will you please listen to me & do as you are told ? ❜ ❛ you can tell me where it is , or i can find it myself . telling me where it is is the safer choice . ❜ ❛ don’t do anything foolish , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ listen to me . we can help you . ❜ ❛ no matter what they say , it’s a lie . ❜ ❛ you’ve already lost this battle . ❜ ❛ i know you’re in there . i know you can hear me , so please - before anyone else gets hurt , let me help you . ❜ ❛ you know i’m capable of this . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , look , it’s over ! ❜ ❛ this is over when i say it’s over . ❜ ❛ i think this might be the end . ❜ ❛ i killed someone i love . ❜ ❛ i’m trying something different . ❜ ❛ i asked you to leave me out of this . ❜ ❛ maybe just … coffee , next time ? ❜ ❛ you will never lose this friend . ❜ ❛ another stereotype shattered . ❜ ❛ does [ name ] know who you really are ? ❜ ❛ i know what i have to do . ❜ ❛ you warned me . ❜ ❛ oh my god , he’s your ex - ❜ ❛ i don’t think that that’s relevant . ❜ ❛ i think i’ve had this exact nightmare before . ❜ ❛ do you need us to hate him ? because we can hate him . ❜ ❛ i’d really rather talk about this at another time that’s not now . ❜ ❛ i’m not here to talk about my feelings . ❜ ❛ you were always , always lying to me ! ❜ ❛ why do i suddenly want vodka ? ❜ ❛ we can talk about it when i’m dead ! ❜ ❛ i knew i was your type ! ❜ ❛ i know you can do this , come on - ❜ ❛ whatever it is , just trust me , tell me . ❜ ❛ the problem with hiding things behind glass doors is you can see through them . ❜ ❛ i guess you never really knew [ name ] . ❜ ❛ you really wanna talk about this ? ❜ ❛ i’ve been getting in touch with my sensitive side . knock , knock , [ name ] . i’m home . ❜ ❛ poetry sucks , because it doesn’t make any sense . ❜ ❛ it would be a lot easier for both of us if you weren’t here . ❜ ❛ my personal stuff cannot get in the way of this job . ❜ ❛ this is cutting it a little too close . ❜ ❛ i’m a liability … you can finish it up , i’ll wait in the car . ❜ ❛ that’s not even remotely funny . ❜ ❛ there are things that i can’t tell you . ❜ ❛ i’m trying to protect you . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , you never even said goodbye . ❜ ❛ you really want the truth all the time ? ❜ ❛ i was always scared i’d screw up , & it made me screw up even more . ❜ ❛ if i couldn’t make it work with you , then i couldn’t make it work with anyone . ❜ ❛ trust me , these people are not your friends . ❜ ❛ i couldn’t leave without saying goodbye , you’d never let me hear the end of it . ❜ ❛ why does everyone want to talk today ? ❜ ❛ you’re not thinking what i think you’re thinking , are you ? ❜ ❛ we need to stop cutting these things so close . ❜ ❛ you’re not listening to a word i’m saying , are you ? ❜ ❛ you’re relentless . ❜ ❛ how do you know [ name ] ? ❜ ❛ it’s late , you look tired . ❜ ❛ killed by a pirate ? that’s how i wanna go out . ❜ ❛ if i was stalking you , i would’ve known where you were at one o’clock in the morning . ❜ ❛ what would i do without you ? ❜ ❛ this proves nothing . ❜ ❛ you remember me . that’s good . ❜ ❛ i am way past believing anything you have to say . ❜ ❛ i wish i didn’t have to lie to you . ❜ ❛ i want to be mortal . ❜ ❛ what did you do ? ❜ ❛ you took everything from me . now , i’ll take something from you . ❜ ❛ i won’t leave you here ! ❜ ❛ [ name ] knows what i want . ❜ ❛ i have a score to settle . ❜ ❛ you have to go somewhere safe . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , be careful . i’ve already lost enough people that i care about . ❜ ❛ do you have anything else to do but look doubtful ? ❜ ❛ look , i know that you’re worried . ❜ ❛ i just … i need help . ❜ ❛ i’m not gonna let you ignore this . ❜ ❛ i don’t remember much . ❜ ❛ there’s no time . ❜ ❛ how long have you known ? ❜ ❛ you’ve been lying to me for as long as i’ve known you . ❜ ❛ i can’t just leave you here . ❜ ❛ you have to go . ❜
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@daemonsnow said: uhhh aku’s death—
Days had gone by since the mission’s start. Even before there was this sense of dread which sunk down and clung to the city that she tried to push past. But it only got worse.
It started off with hushed whispers in the hall, a comment here and there about Akutagawa missing another meeting, even JOKE about all of the paperwork he would have to do when he returned were shared among the mafiosos. But jokes soon turned to silent, concerned gazes as those papers piled up, as even more meetings passed. Scarlet only threw herself into her work in an attempt to drown out these feelings, just as she had done when she realized she liked the superior. To what extent she still was not sure of, but she could STILL sometimes feel the warmth of his arm against her as he walked her home that final night. She wanted to feel him again.
Such thoughts were a waste of time, but those thoughts happened to be the LOUDEST. So she shut down, became more withdrawn, more unemotional. She was but a machine which came into work, did what needed to be done, and left.
It wasn’t until Higuchi approached her for help with planning his funeral that this mechanic, unfeeling pattern SHATTERED. Her breath hitched, her heartbeat ran so fast that everything numbed. Lithe fingers trembled and hesitated for just a moment as she reached out for the packet which contained a list of duties and plans for the funeral. The damn which held everything back finally cracked.
❝ Flowers, ❞ she said after a pause which lingered a beat too long. Her voice was horse and strained from staying utterly silent for so long and now needing to suppress the rapid influx of sudden emotions she could run from no longer. ❝ I can handle flower arrangements. ❞
Higuchi gave her thanks, but her voice sounded far too distant, as if behind a thick layer of glass. Scarlet gave a very brief nod in acknowledgement, and with that she swiftly left. Faster and faster her footsteps carried her to the nearest private bathroom. The door SLAMMED behind her, and she pressed her back firmly against it after flipping the lock to keep anyone and everyone out. Sinking to the floor, she held the list firmly to her chest as she sank to the floor. The paper crinkled beneath her fingernails; her chest heaved as she tried oh so desperately to keep her breathing calm. Her nose burned, and tears clung to thick, snowy white lashes - threatening to spill and DESTROY the last shred of this façade she tried to play. Broken sobs poured from her throat, but she couldn’t hear them. She punched the door, but couldn’t feel it. Again, again, and again she hit the wooden surface until her knuckles bled. How long she was in there she didn’t know, but gradually her breathing calmed.
❝ Damn you. ❞ She wasn’t sure who exactly she was saying that to.
Higuchi, for giving her that last little push which crumbed her walls? Akutagawa, for making her look forward to living only to die just as everyone else she loved had done? Whatever divine being was out there which cursed her with this wretched existence? Yes. All of them, to some extent, yes. But most of all, herself, for DARING to feel those emotions in the first place. She NEVER should have let herself get too close to him like this. It was foolish to think anyone was safe to cherish.
But by now it was far too late.
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「 ♔ 」 ———
❝ C’mere angry puppy. ❞ Chuuya doesn’t care if Akutagawa is in a foul mood, he wants to love on his boyfriend regardless if he gets bitten for it or not. The executive wraps his arm firmly around Ryunosuke’s shoulders before planting a kiss to his cheek and rubbing his soft hair.
akutagawa has a look of pure murder in his eyes as he glares at chuuya.
❝ remove your arm from me, or i will remove it from your body, ❞ he snarls with full intent on carrying out his threat.
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╰ ★ █║ ⁞ — ˗ˏˋ BY ALL MEANS, IT LOOKED LIKE A COMPLETELY NORMAL COOKIE. Yet, with the way the treat was like so gingerly; yet so hastily offered upon to them; it was if the boy though he were feeding a LION in a cage. The analogy was rather funny really; after all, it was HIM that could turn into a BIG CAT.
‘ Really ? You couldn’t just hand it to me ? You’re NOT feeding a wild animal you know ! That’s YOU ! ‘
They pick up the cookie and examine it closely. The sweet didn’t LOOK like it had been tampered with … but …
‘ You didn’t POISON this or anything, did you ? ‘
❝ no! it’s just a chocolate chip cookie! ❞ atsushi insists as he holds up a package with a few remaining cookies in it.
❝ l-look! i’ll even eat one too! ❞ he pulls out one to nervously take a bite. in truth he was just still terrified of little yumeno.
Chuuya kicks in the door of bar HOMRA whispering a quiet 'oops' under his breath as the doors slam to the floor. The engine of his lambo can be heard still running outside as he steps into the bar.
"Sup Kusanagi-San. I'm kidnapping the kid for today." He says to the bar tender as he tips his hat apologetically before abruptly sauntering over to the clansmen. "Let's go Yata. The bottle of Screaming Eagle in the car isn't gonna drink it's self." Chuuya then reaches forward to hoist the boy up and over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes. "I'll uhh... pay to fix the door." He says sheepishly before scurrying out with Yata dangling over his shoulder.
yata’s birthday asks! ✧ accepting
@crownlesschaos
❝ wait, what? what the fuck? ❞ yata stutters out and feels helpless as he’s hoisted over the mafioso’s shoulder. did he even get any say in this?
❝ oi! i can walk y’know! ❞ he grumbles under his breath. ❝ mafia dudes are fuckin’ weird. . . ❞
The boss hands Yata an elegant black birthday card with silver lettering. Inside is a check for 200,000 yen addressed to the vanguard. "If you stop by Mafia headquarters later we can play another round of Mario Kart. Maybe I will even let you win."
yata’s birthday asks! ✧ accepting
@mafiaborne
yata has a look of surprise in his eyes as he looks over the check. ❝ I can buy a new skateboard with this! thanks, mafia dude. ❞ he grins and pockets the check. ❝ maybe let me win? i won twice last time! ❞ but only twice out of eight rounds.