Hhhhhhhhholy shit I just remembered this tumblr blog existed.
FOUR YEARS! how a person can change in that amount of time. How friends can come and go. I’ve burned a ton of bridges and learned so many lessons.
I’ve been a terrible person to some people, and for that, I am truly sorry. I recently was diagnosed with psychosis, if that alleviates the pain at all, but if not, I do understand. I don’t expect anyone I’ve hurt to reach out, I just wanted to put it out there on a platform where they’ll see. Genuinely, I am sorry.
I’ve become a better person. I’ve gotten a job, an apartment, all on my own. I have prescribed medicine that keeps me from going absolutely batshit crazy. I can’t possibly fix all that I’ve broken. But I can take what I’ve learned and start again. So I hope beyond hope that anyone who reads this will understand that I’m trying. Thank you.
















