fka//daichi

shasta county dirtbag gemini//28 "pronouns in bio"

[drifting-leaves]

Ive been losing faith and patience in humanity lately thanks to social media and how Ive seen people behave around me 😑

[wildweirwood]

— Faith Alexandria, Fears of the Heart

[madraynesims]

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Cozy Urbz GBA night :)

[redpandarascal]

I wish there was a total drama style cartoon “reality” show starring Peggy Hill

[kingofthehilltoday]

You know what, I agree.

[kingofthehilltoday]

[ID: peggy hill in the total drama art style. /end ID]

[daichimack]

#food4thot: scary thots

Man, I'm in such a weird place rn

That's been a theme this year so far. I feel like I'm transitioning from my vices like drugs/alcohol and replacing them with healthier alternatives like my music and shit, eating more and sleeping more (its funny how I can do a bunch of blow and fall alseep like a baby when I'm out, yet sober I can stay up all night but I digress) and finally letting go the idea of finding romantic love for the time being (that last thing is random, and finding love shouldn't be stigmatized, though my experiences in dating lately has me feeling salty in the sense of I just feel like I'm not good enough for anyone, especially considering that I've been a side nigga on and off to different people that it's getting to the point where I wanna fuck up other peoples relationships so I can get something outta it which isnt healthy/a two way street of toxicity)

That being said, it's scary bc all it takes is one bad day/the oppritunity to fuck all that up and to slide further back into depression, but I'm also at the point where I'm so fucking tired of this, I wanna fight back with positive actions and treating myself with respect, it's just hard my nigga, because while I'm so close to getting where I need to be, I'm so close to giving up as well. But imma keep pushing.

Oh, and I'm finally back from my musical hiatus and dropping the first #food4thot single, Never Mine [Side Nigga Anthem] this week on Valentine's.

[daichimack]

Oh buddy

It was around 8 years ago I wrote this

It got worse

Wayyy worse

But it also got better too. You found Islam, at least which you know ....the mindset of having something to turn back to really held me down. Never thought I'd be "religious" but I thought I'd never be a cocaine sniffer either so I mean.

[daichimack]

masks ii [RETURN OF THE MACK]

OUT NOW!!! (Daichi Mack)

[daichimack]

I really dropped album of the year goddamn. 😓😓

[daichimack]

Ok if this came out today, the cover would be accused of being AI 😔😔

[daichimack]

"Keep it G real, aye, today I got the time

She be fuckin with the gemini, she hop inside my ride

She won't leave her guy, but fuck it, I don't mind

Cuz she was never mine, I'm just the nigga on the side"

-Never Mine [SIDE N*GGA ANTHEM]

[daichimack]

food4thot:

closure ain’t like in the movies where the climax is two people reaching a mutual understanding/appreciation and part ways on a bittersweet way

nah, sometimes it bothers you

and bothers you

and bothers you

for days

weeks

months

years

then, you’re walking down the street seeing a certain car model that used to give you anxiety and it doesn’t hit you….then…..you feel nothing

and then that feeling of nothingness turns into a peculiar joy, over the feeling of not feeling

bad anymore at least

[daichimack]

how does one really move on from a 2 year coke bender and subsequent psychotic episode after trying to get sober for once?

i wish I could say more drugs, but the idea of a chemically induced bender is honestly disgusting to me at this point. It's lonely when none of your friends do drugs, let alone stimulants. idk why I'm typing this but man....I actually feel good in life but my gosh my past haunts me (which yk, I was a shitty person so yea it "should"....but I'm allowed to forgive myself, right?)

[yungsilk]

Home just doesn’t feel like home anymore

[daichimack]

a fucked up thing about life is sometimes people are not going to involve you in milestones that you would've included them in. and that's ok.

am i bitter? subconsciously, probably. do I actually care? nah

[daddydolphy]

Rare photo of the gentle giant 🥰

[godblessbruh]

[daichimack]

I left twitter and when I tried to make a post on here a c*ck pic came up

Man I'm ready to be unhinged on here again

[389]

Hinterland by Tom Leighton Scars of human presence punctuate this hostile environment, where unknown chemical elements now surface from their captivity.

[theshunbun]

Simple Tato reminder 🤍

[zegalba]

Azerbaijani artist Tunzala Mamedzadeh's Hand-Painted Quran in Gold on 164 Feet of Black Silk