emmi

just a personal blog to share my thoughts and feelings. in no way am I condoning unhealthy habits - feel free to message me if you ever need any support :) <3

[stckwll]

[zvrt]

[daintydays]

[nostalgicfun]

[infpisme]

[daintydays]

[the-unlucky-thirteen]

Have I already told the person this thing? Have I only thought about telling them? Have I only dreamt about telling them? Or am I going to tell them and find out I already told them 3 times before?

[real-did]

trying to do something fun: dissociating off my ass, focus and memory gone, disconnected from reality

trying to do something boring: now in New and Vivid detail, doing the dishes! experience the thrill in real time!

[memes-to-show-my-therapist]

[this-onegoes]

- Blythe Baird

[aw-hawkeye-no]

Me, chewing on my Bad Decisions™ Bagel in the corner:

The Universe: What’s that in your mouth?

Me, chewing faster:

The Universe: I said, WHAT THE FUCK IS IN YOUR MOUTH

[anxietyproblem]

[daintydays]

looking over old photos of me when I was at a lower weight makes me realise the full extent of how dangerous this disease is. I was at a healthy weight and looked great, but in the moment I had no idea - I thought I looked disgustingly fat. it’s not till now when i’m a little bigger that I can see it because I hate the way I look right now and would give anything to look like that again. but... if I gain another few pounds i’ll look back and think the exact same thing about how I look now. it truly fucks with your head.

[myreasonwhy]

COME HERE GIRL~

GO TO THE BACK~

VIP

DRINKS ON ME

LET ME SEE WHATCHA TWERKING WITH

LOOK AT THOSE HIPS

YOU MAKE ME SMILE

COME HERE CHILD~

[the-moonlight-calls]

Trying to figure out what your biggest issue is that needs to be talked about during your therapy session:

[daintydays]

‘if you develop an eating disorder when you are already thin to begin with, you go to the hospital. if you develop an eating disorder when you are not thin to begin with, it’s a success story…’

- when the fat girl gets skinny

[noroithecurse2005-deactivated20]

[contac]