Poems By Daisia 🍯

✨All praises to Yahuah the Most High✨

[daisiamonique]

Enough

I am not perfect

Nor am I complete

But I am enough.

My past still haunts me

And I’ve made mistakes

But I still deserve love.

I’ll love me when I’m down

And I forgive me for my faults

Because enough is ENOUGH.

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Flow

Day by day

Just take it slow.

Don’t stress or worry.

Just go with the flow.

Tomorrow may not come.

Just conquer today.

Strive for good vibes

And that energy will stay.

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Tsunami

There was talk of a potential storm.

I prepared myself

And was ready to survive it.

When it finally hit,

It was bigger than I expected.

I was drowning all over again.

When I heard the news

I could feel the sadness

Flooding my body.

What I thought would be

a small hurricane, was actually

a tsunami. Tears were nonstop.

It’s true. When it rains,

It pours. But learn to swim

Until Yah reveals the sun again.

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Druknc

I’m off tomorrow

Without a care in the world.

Let’s go have a drink.

That turned into two.

That turned into the bottle.

That turned into darkness.

Just when I thought

I had everything under control

I drowned.

When I finally came up for air

The regret pulled me back down

And forced me to deal with my bad decisions.

They say your true self

is revealed when you’re drunk.

I disagree.

I’m not loud

Or mindless

Or desperate.

I thought I’d feel better.

Be more fun.

Loosen up.

Instead, my true self faded.

It went into hiding.

It refused to dwell in a dirty temple.

Why would I fill my temple with rum?

All it did was leave a mess of bad memories.

I had to get down on my knees

And scrub the mess away

With prayer.

My temple is my home.

I have to keep it clean

Or I will never be able to live there comfortably.

[daisiamonique]

Standby

You must think I’m a movie

That you can just pause

Until you’re ready to start watching again.

I’m more like a novel

That you got half way through.

You couldn’t understand me

So you put me back on the shelf and chose an easier book.

My story is long and complex

But it’s worth the read.

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Remedy

No need for the hospital.

No need for any drugs.

I’ll recover without those.

Yah’s love is enough.

His mercy wiped my tears.

His wisdom healed my mind.

His grace repaired my heart

And now I am fine.

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First Aid

When I removed my bandages

And showed you my wounds,

I thought that you would nurture them

With love, patience, and acceptance.

Instead, you left me there in pain.

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Good Girl

She always means well

With that smile on her face.

Her soft spoken voice

Is hard to hate.

A girl so sweet

With a heart so pure.

A blessing to meet.

She’ll change your whole world.

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Too Strong

There have been times

That I came off too strong.

Wasn’t thinking at all

Or was thinking too much.

Sometimes it’s hard

To control my emotions.

I gave it my all

Only to fall.

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Impossible

Every time I tried

To give myself to you

Something always held me back.

I could never fully

Give up the woman I am

To become the woman you want.

Staying true to yourself

Will push those away

Who aren’t meant to stay.