Surrender to the Wind

Agrios, 19. Poet~Artist~Musician~Intellectual~Reader~Lover~Cute Human~ Just a growing person trying to survive. PTSD, Anxiety, BPD, Major Depression. Memory Loss. I'm a fucked up human and I still love too much.

[lonesomebigmike]

Prompt: Little Heart

I used to know when you were lonelyBecause the selfies were with my comforterAnd I ate that entire cake “I’m sorry people are assholes”I used to have so much fucking love in these ribsI used to like the cheap wineI don’t know who I am becomingI am breathing but not livingAnd have been here for so longI miss the rabbitsI miss the oils and the blue hair dye stain in the showerI still have that jar of picklesAnd the scars from breaking liquor bottlesAnd the scars from breaking promisesI said I’d always love youAnd I don’t think I liedNo one ever expects to run out of sunshineNo one plans for winter to stayI miss those sunrisesI miss the way you knew without me saying

[lonesomebigmike]

[lovesuggestion]

don’t forget that love letters are still the cutest gifts

[just-shower-thoughts]

Some animals don’t know other animals exist. Like a tiger doesn’t know an octopus exists.

[leopharry]

I have decided on a new constellation. I call it The Bees. If you look up at the night sky and see all those sparkly dots, congratulations. You see The Bees. I have just made astrology 10000x easier, you’re welcome.

[anxiousbagel-deactivated2023011]

emotionally manipulative things you should never say to people:

“i would kill myself without you”

“everyone leaves me, don’t leave me like they did”

basically anything that guilts the other person into staying in a relationship with you

[poeticus]

this post is important

[omgtsn]

yoooo this shit doesn’t even have to apply to romantic relationships like if you have friends saying this kind of garbage to you it’s time to re-evaluate who you hang out with

[tieltavern]

Queene of the Rounde

[datingcptsd]

Try to remember that your partner might need more explanation for your thought process than you think is necessary, especially if it’s a “negative” thought.

“I disagree with you” –> “I disagree with you, but I’m not angry at you, and I’m not going to yell at you for not agreeing with me.”

“I’m hurt by what you did” –> “I’m hurt by what you did, but I don’t hate you, and I don’t think you’re a bad person. I just want to discuss it.”

“I’m frustrated” –> “I’m frustrated, but it doesn’t mean I don’t care about you.”

What feels obvious to you–the underlying asumption that of course you still love this person, of course this is just a single feeling–is not obvious to someone who has been trained to flinch at every criticism. Take the time to explain your feelings and their meanings to ease both your fears.

[pdlcomics]

Unsure

[mychemical-gee-note]

When people ask me what my favorite song is im just like??? can you be more specific??? favorite right now??? most listened to??? top 10??? what i listen to at different times??? what i listen to when im sad?? when im happy??? be more specific goddammit 

[silk101]

It’s not your job to be likable. It’s your job to be yourself. The right people will gravitate.

[awwww-cute]

I couldn’t believe what I was seeing when I pulled up next to these three amidst a snowstorm (Source: http://ift.tt/2nn6Ods)

[tieltavern]

“Hello RATFACE!”

[don’t ask how she learned this phrase…. She’s an elderly rescue parrot who came pre-recorded lol]

[danceofthefairydragon]

Is she a red fronted Amazon?

[shpresaime-deactivated20180326]

2017: ?????????????????????

2018: ??????????

[randomzshizz]

Less question marks, I see we’re slowly getting there. That’s progress.

[knightlyhoods-deactivated202404]

listen……. ‘my love’ is literally the strongest and greatest pet name in existence. there is literally nothin better than somone callin you that….. especially when things are soft and quiet and they look at you with utter adoration and whisper “what’s the matter, my love??” or “i hope everything is okay with you, my love” like oh my god?? let me marry you already

[sweaterfemme-deactivated2025081]

i feel like we dont talk enough about how two of the most decorated female hockey players ever, one a former captain for team canada and the other for the usa, fell in love and had a baby together 

[sweaterfemme-deactivated2025081]

small gay sports baby

[hotcommunist-deactivated2019032]

[positive-lesbian-vibes]

Ok but where is my cheesey lesbian rom-com about them falling in love while playing against each other

[chaoticgouda]

@estheticallypleased

[iamtheicecreampoet]

I haven’t laughed this much in a long time. The last time it happened I laughed so much I laughed my common sense out of my head And swallowed so much air I stayed on the clouds for days I did not realize I was already struggling to breathe. The last time it happened I was in love. I was on the clouds for days I did not realize he did not fly with me. I laughed so much my heart swelled and throbbed And I almost had a heart attack And I was happy even though I was dying.

I am laughing again, After weeks of just letting go. I used my own hands to keep my mouth closed So that people won’t know the sounds I made were from pain. I exhaled all the air my lungs could no longer carry And I opened my heart to the possibility Of maybe being too heavy But only because probably I am too valuable. See me?

See this. See through. I laugh now when I want to. I have learned to laugh and gather air Without fear of my heart being torn and left bare. I laugh. I care. I survived, not on a dare, But because my body has learned to love Only when love doesn’t cause despair.

I laugh And I love And The clouds are finally okay with just a stare.

16:13, 4 December 2017