Beauty and the beast
I don’t know what I’m feeling.
I feel so weak and I don’t like it.
It is eating me up from the inside out and trying to take control of it is really hard.
I don’t know how to face it without it taking so much of my energy. Sucking out every ounce of source from all parts of my being.
I can’t process it in a way because I know I am better than that. I know it. I know it. Maybe this is the first time it has ever effected me. And maybe i have not have to endured whatever that i am feeling at the moment. I just wished i handled it well enough.




















