Slow and Sweet We Sway And We Dance

L O R Z F A B I A || Saved by the One who has chosen me and set my feet to dancing. Wide-eyed and mystified on the One who has ransomed me and gave me joy from mourning. || diamondsoutofdust.blogspot.com

[dancinginfreedom]

Today, I woke up feeling lethargic. My back and shoulder soring more than any other day that it did. But, I got up anyway. Went for my favorite mug in the kitchen, poured my usual morning hot karak into it. Rummaged through my plastic of groceries underneath my bed and found a pack of wafer to eat with my hot drink to welcome the morning. I reached for the book I’m reading these days, and just like that, I deliberately tried to start my day in a peaceful manner.

I was browsing instagram yesterday, and there was one particular reel that reminded me while clicking my loud keyboard at this very moment. It was about conventionally finding a reason to wake up each morning no matter how trivial it is. It was, in summary, finding your purpose each passing day. Today, it was freaking hard to do that especially with a back ache that screams “notice me, i need to be mended!”.

As I was slowly scanning my eyes through the words of the book in front of me telling “when you’re in an emotional state, empty your mind and take a break”, I unconsciously stopped and found myself staring blankly at the three-wick scented candle I lit at my bedside table while lying down on my stomach. Suddenly, everything felt so strange to me. Then, I knew, in that moment, I’ve never experienced this before….in a long while.

Afterwards, I just wanted to fall back to sleep even after having a full eight hours of sleep last night. I wanted to empty my mind and just give in to my desire of sleeping again despite not feeling sleepy. I was indeed in lethargy.

Yet, after that short peacefulness, my mind started to go full cycle at work again. I randomly wanted to write while my chaotic brain cells are somehow in sync with each other. I tried to save all these conceptual thoughts as much as I can that just kept flashing in a snap through my mind.

Just like that, in the rarity of all days, today was the day that my heart was at it again telling my brain “you’re still gonna achieve that dream to write your own book one day”. And unlike any other rare day, my brain agreed responding “I trust you, despite the chaos and messiness I bring to you every time you try to put all the floating thoughts in me altogether”.

I got out of bed, decided to take my shower to freshen up. And, here I am — typing a piece of my life story by sharing what my day looks like. Well, pretty much a day of choosing to first embrace my own emotional creases, without forcing myself to be positive nor to smile, bearing in mind the phrase “repressed emotions build up over time and would start to rot, blocking the way for all our feelings, even the positive ones”, from I’m Not Lazy, I’m on Energy Saving Mode.

It is better to release what you feel, deal with them head on than avoiding them by digging a hole to pile them up. Prevention is indeed better than cure. And when it comes to our emotional wellbeing, prevention might look like this:

“deal with me now, even recklessly is okay. it is better that way than not acting upon it at all”

Dealing with our emotions, fortunately, doesn’t need to be a grand gesture. It is making a space for a break — to feel and sit in with all that we feel. It is not even about understanding WHY nor figuring out WHERE they are coming from.

I do think that our emotions should not be left to harden and get swept to the side. Sometimes, just trying to understand our emotions AS THEY ARE without even knowing the answer, is THE ANSWER.

Stomach cramps just said “HI” to me while I’m trying to finish up this blogpost, unlocking the key why I’m feeling blue since last night and lethargic since this morning. Oh well, of course, I’m no exception to the hormones attack that every woman experiences whenever that period comes every month. And this makes me have the right to say…

ANSWERS do show up, from time to time, oddly most times, when we’re not even looking for them (ughh, but yeah, being a woman is so weird too, don’t you think? 🥺😬😅)

(this is the first ever post i’ve published on this platform after being on an unintentional hiatus for exactly a year and a half)

[dancinginfreedom]

ㄴ i am as normal as you, we just respond differently ㄱ

when people ask about me,

they usually incorporate me with words as “very chill”, “very positive in life”, i even hear some say “exudes positive energy”.

little did they know, i also “regularly” battle negative thoughts and feelings about myself.

sometimes it takes long before i recover, but often they stay very short-term. it’s because i have decided that instead of dismissing them, i might as well just counter attack them of the gratitude mindset i so slowly implanted in my heart.

and it is this:

✨ when you feel grateful for everything that you have, you’re putting yourself in a better headspace to cope with the negative circumstances surrounding you.

✨ you’re making a conscious decision to treasure all the good things in your life — whether it’s voicing out daily affirmations or writing them down in your gratitude journal, learning how to appreciate the little things will make every day seem like an adventure worth living.

with this, we shall overcome! i know we will! fighting, my friends! ✊🏻

[dancinginfreedom]

🔆 25 THINGS I LEARNED FROM READING BOOKS AND WATCHING KSHOWS/K-DRAMAS (part 3 of 3) 🔆

excerpt from my 2nd quarterly project of year 2021 🌱

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🔆 25 THINGS I LEARNED FROM READING BOOKS AND WATCHING KSHOWS/K-DRAMAS (part 2 of 3) 🔆

excerpt from my 2nd quarterly project of year 2021 🌱

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🔆 25 THINGS I LEARNED FROM READING BOOKS AND WATCHING KSHOWS/K-DRAMAS (part 1 of 3) 🔆

excerpt from my 2nd quarterly project of year 2021 🌱

[dancinginfreedom]

my favorite passage from the book i’m currently reading says,

“if i like myself, it is easy for me to like people around me.

but if i’m unhappy with myself, it is so easy to feel unhappy with those around me.

may you become your own biggest fan!”

— love for imperfect things, haemin sunim

for that reason, maybe.. despite having that tower site as our background, i sustained giving a genuine smile on the photo with my friend, even stood fiercely in front of it 😄

fun fact: i work in a telco company. it came to a point seeing towers/cell sites became stressful for me to look at, well.. because i see them almost everyday in paper and on screen. that day, i conditioned myself to unwind and enjoy hiking but then, there was as if my work was saying hello to me on a weekend 😂

my point is..

“𝐢𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐛𝐛𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐛𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰𝐬 𝐈 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭, 𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐛𝐛𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐰𝐚𝐲. 😉

WHAT WE HATE CAN’T BEAT WHAT WE LOVE❣️”

[dancinginfreedom]

that sunday, i asked my brother to take some photos and videos of me..

when i asked him the most common question afterwards “how do I looked?”, he replied with a chuckle “you looked dead”.

i used to do diaries but when I started working, i found myself sleeping even before i could pick up my notebook and pen to write how my day went. i was just too tired even to allot a few mins.

from then on, i slowly noticed myself being in the shower too long. my bath time became my very ground of properly digesting and organizing my thoughts. at some point, it just naturally shifted as my “di-air-y”. coz my happenings throughout the day were constantly floating in thin air, above my head, inside the bathroom.

i was also in the shower when the picture (left photo below) my bro took heed in my mind, and these words flashed as if to mean something for me..

✨ 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 ✨

oh, right.

and just like that.. I paused, while the words “dreams” and “goals” run passed my head.

my personal dreams that might look dead to other people.

my dream job that might look dead, even to me.

and oh! even the things I love doing and the the things I’m good at that almost seem to welcome death in me because for some reasons I couldn’t keep them.

But then, there’s another version of me — the passionate, desperate and brave me that strongly tells me otherwise —

dear, you are only resting.

And slowly, I found myself smiling and became more at peace. To be reminded that “you do you” is more than enough comfort for me to look forward what tomorrow awaits.

funny how our brain works, right? it knows exactly what to say in our bombarded moments to quiet our minds. 😊☺️

as much as we like to hear encouragements and advices from the people around us, sometimes the remedy is taking a wholehearted focus on what you feel and think to know what to do and where to head. it’s also called ‘knowing myself more’ — sustaining one’s self through observation/perception.

sounds easy but did you know that it also takes courage to consciously give attention to these little details of yourself? 🥰

📸💬 07.18.21 🏊‍♀️

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And then one day,

I hear God whisper to me..

“That’s enough. You can no longer carry this friend in the next season.”

And I find that so beautiful. And sweet.

There is beauty in letting go. 🥺

[dancinginfreedom]

Am I really healed? (when God puts you into test)

I thought, being able to brightly smile to someone after you’ve caused them pain, is possible. And even if you mean what you said well, in reality, it doesnt happen just like what we normally witness on kdramas. Most especially if meeting that person was a moment you never expect. It just aint possible WHEN you’re also still in the process of healing from the wrong you’ve done towards that person. Your conscience won’t just let you greet him/her no matter how you’ve hope to meet that person and exchange a HI HELLO with a smile.

Because apparently, seeing him/her would remind you of the regret from the decision you made and would recall you all the “what ifs” you had played over and over in your head— despite the emotions that the other person made you feel leading you to that decision.

I then learned that no matter how we have prayed about some things, even delayed them to deeply think about it countless times — whether we’ll do it or don’t, there will always be decisions in our life that later on, REGRET will show up to us as if it’s been waiting on us, to knock on our doors, all this time.

With regret, comes being “hard” on yourself and blaming yourself nonstop for causing other people’s pain that you would never get to know the intensity of such hurt. And more than being able to be released by the person you’ve hurt, you know what’s harder? RELEASING YOURSELF.

It’s less harder to validate our own feelings when someone has hurt us, well we have every right naman that’s why.

but to be on the other end — the culprit....

I can’t put them into words on top of the unpopular fact that not much people really speaks about this other end. In fact, I haven’t encountered that much topics/articles or any talk per se regarding healing from your own trap or forgiving one’s self.

I’ve learned that, for someone to be able to receive forgiveness from the people they’ve hurt, one must first HEAL and be released from themselves.

HEALING from the pain other people have caused you is as hard as HEALING from causing pain towards other people.

For both ends, you just don’t heal when you want to. You don’t heal by rush nor by force. It just doesn’t work like that way, unfortunately. HEALING is only possible WITH FORGIVENESS. HEALING takes time, so with FORGIVENESS.

— and so is the truth that you can’t heal and forgive on your own. You just can’t. No matter how broken & contrite your heart is. It’s only possible with God’s help, a continuous seeking of His presence through prayer that everyday as you come humble before Him, He heals you fully — no matter how slow it will be — no matter how painful it will be again — as you entrust your heart to Him by surrendering all strings attached — your brokenness, bitterness and all that it’s in between.

It’s a lot easier said than done. I know that, I used to tell that myself. I used to be in that place too. Well, we’re all coming from different setups and situations. Needless to say, the process of releasing forgiveness is always the same for everyone. No exceptions.

It’s always going to be — before God — lamenting about your heartache and pain before Him, saying “see this God. this pain. it hurts deeply.”, without sugarcoating, stuffing or sucking it up, but taking ALL your pain to God and weeping over it. God can prettily handle all those, you know? :)

You see, you can only be free when you make the decision to forgive.

I’ve read once that, “forgiveness is the road to freedom but it makes little sense unless seen in the context of Christ’s forgiveness towards you”.

In fact, forgiveness doesn’t come naturally. It is supernatural. It is God’s idea.

What am i really coming after this post?

We can only forgive when we realize how much God has forgiven us.

“Your willingness to participate in the process of forgiveness is a measure of just how much you appreciate being forgiven by God.

The truly forgiven ones can become truly forgiving ones.”

— S.Rothberg

You must keep opening your hurt heart to Him, and you will experience healing over time.

As cliche as it could be, HEALING really takes time. It really is. I could never be fully healed than I could ever imagine, than I am now.

Because today, my healing was tested. I’m now coming from a place called “the healed ones”.

The most I could say, it ain’t bad to learn from that pain and past I thought I could never overcome and break from, after all. It has to happen, now I get it.

So thank You, Lord.

For freeing me.

For keeping me.

WHAT A RELIEF. To have YOU.

[dancinginfreedom]

BV 2021 (it’s a NO for Bad Vibes)

This post is about me braving some of my insecurities in life that I, myself, without denial, is fully aware of – and braving enough to the extent of sharing it to you.

When do you feel most loved by others? It’s a question we normally hear.

How about this. When do you show love for yourself? A rare question you would encounter.

Let’s skip answering the first one. Because the Five Love Languages and many other online tests out there help us to find the answers easily and quickly. Although it’s not 100% guaranteed, we kind of still believe them. Don’t we? 😊

Relating the second question, for me, it’s the simple moments like right now – typing and constructing this post coz I get to know a little more about myself. I get to realize and reflect many things and actions I have done.

I write so there is something to look back to when I lost track of myself. I write to get back to myself. I write to reminisce the thoughts and feelings I once had. I write to find these little moments God uses in disguise to be home –again. I write to remember these little moments of extraordinary love He has all this time for me. I write to remember – HIM.

Every start of the year, I have a habit of releasing a post either about what I learned on the previous year that has gone by or what I am hoping to do more with the year that just welcomed us. I also have this hashtag I usually incorporate in my years that I annually seek God for that I treat as my “themed” Word such as #DanceFearlessly2019, #WaitPatiently2020. Better late than never they say, so hello #BraveVulnerably2021! These hashtags are quite important to me coz it’s my reminder that will serve me for the coming 365 days awaiting me every year. It’s like a magic word to open presents or a secret passcode to closed doors that God has specifically prepared for me to open.

What’s your hashtag this year? It may not be necessarily as the literal hashtag. It may have been other things so long as it’s between you and God. Pray about it. It’s never too late until 2021 is over, you know. 😊

Today, I had the opportunity to have some catch up with a good friend and also a sister in Christ. I tell you now, I was never fond of high-key maintenance friendship. I always stay lowkey as lowkey as it can be when it comes to my friends. But I am quite known to my friends as high-key person as possible in social media (in ig to be exact), funny isn’t it? You may be wondering how did I know about this. I have heard most of them telling me (non-verbatim), “even if we don’t really talk, I feel so updated *laughs*”. When I first heard this, honestly, I was really offended. Right there, it hit me, I asked myself. “Why was I offended to begin with?”

After much debate with myself and countless seeking for guidance and wisdom from the Lord. These I conclude:

1.      I was never accustomed of hearing any comments and encouragements from what I do even more to what I post. Maybe that’s why my top love language is affirmation. I feel loved and appreciated when I am being affirmed – which is very very rare. Thus, to me, words are powerful. You can either win me over or hurt me with it.

2.      I am so used with not being in a spotlight. So, hearing those words made me feel like “girl, you’re sharing too much of yourself in social media” – with this, it later became my insecurity. Because I also truly believe that not everything about us should be shared publicly. I thought, “lorz, you should really learn this the hard way”.

Hearing those words repetitively especially from friends that I don’t regard as close ones made me become so careful with what I post from then on. There came lots of moments I hesitated, stopped myself from doing what I actually love doing because of these few words said to me. From insecurity it became my so-called “struggle”. A one from the many.

In the catch up I had with my friend; she finally spilled the question I’ve been unconsciously waiting from someone to ask me about. For her, it takes a lot of courage to share what she’s going through. Her exact words to me were,

“You actually seem so comfortable sharing your journey with everyone. How do you do that?”

We all have different struggles in different seasons in life. My friend’s strong suit is keeping things private while it’s the other way around for me. It really is a struggle for me to keep things lowkey. That’s why I admire my friend in this aspect. It’s something I have a hard time doing. Well, a struggle is called a struggle for a reason, right?

But you know later on, I learned that every time I tried overcoming this particular struggle of mine and failing to do so, a part of me feels like being shredded from my character and it doesn’t feel like me in a way – which led me again to really asked myself about it, “Why?” Why I feel that way. I’m good at keeping friendships lowkey. I’m the type of person who meet friends once in few years and that’s the only time I would pour out all my piled-up happenings in life through the years that we’ve missed each other’s stories. Whenever I wanted to rant from something, I’m so good with keeping it to myself because that’s exactly my coping mechanism to lessen the stress – to not give too much attention when the situation is not in my favor, to divert it to doing something else when I can’t solve it any longer. That’s when I figured, sharing my journey with everyone through social media became my outlet ever since – that somehow, I am being heard, aside from my normal silent rants to God. There are really some things in life we have had to learn the hard and painful way, as for me, it started as an offense but ended as my defense.

Shredding is good if it comes from God. But shredding yourself to please people to the point of being someone else you are not; you’re not doing yourself any favor nor God wants that. If you’re not trampling anyone’s life and your intention is pure with your actions, continue doing what makes you happy. Why stop yourself doing what you actually love doing? Psalm 7:1-5 says,

“Lord my God, I take refuge in you; save and deliver me from all who pursue me, or they will tear me apart like a lion and rip me to pieces with no one to rescue me. Lord my God, if I have done this and there is guilt on my hands – if I have repaid my ally with evil or without cause have robbed my foe – then let my enemy pursue and overtake me; let him trample my life to the ground and make me sleep in the dust.”

Let God do His job of judging people. Let Him be your shield, a righteous God who probes minds and hearts, who makes the righteous secure and saves the upright in heart. God knows your heart more than anyone, more than you ever know. Let this truth be your peace.

When His truth finally struck deeply into my heart and I went back to being who I actually am, whenever I come across with statements like “. . .I feel so updated with your life”, it now comes to me as a compliment and my heart does a little jump inside me. In the future, when someone shows up to ask me again, “why are you so comfortable sharing your journey with everyone?”. With all my heart in it, I would tell them again this story with delight and joy, braving vulnerably, along with the lessons it taught me.

To tell you the truth, I feel so much alive sharing my journey. You don’t know how much joy it brings me doing this. I always feel life is so worth to live every moment of it whenever I get the chance to share my wins — and losses, and everything in-betweens. I always love that feeling of actually having a part/role I get to play in this very massive world we live in, knowing I’m just a speck of dust in God’s perspective. On the other hand, I get anxious whenever I try to cease myself. It’s in this refraining when anxiety starts to creep in me. And I never wanna experience that again. Ever. And this, my friend, is the side of my story.

When you learn not to mind what other people think about you, you become comfortable sharing any highs and lows. After all, in the eyes of God, we all are equal. What really matters is how God sees us. And by that, if God accepted us as we are in our messiness, no mess can ever take His eyes away from you. When God sacrificed His one and only Son – Jesus Christ – on the Cross, He meant every word when He said “I know your worth, my child. My Son paid dearly for every ounce of it.”

I know in my heart, in God’s time, you too will become vulnerably brave in the midst of your pain. I hope that when your designated time comes, you too will choose to be selfless in sharing your painful trials, not only the victories you’ve won, letting God use your hurtful experiences too as a light of hope for others; as this could be someone else’s comfort and strength.

May your 2021 be filled only with God-sufficient days!

Dear my fellow warrior prince/princess, may you learn to be not intimidated or insecure of what you’re going through. I pray that we all continue to struggle and come out stronger than we already are. Struggles are proof that we are all human capable of mistakes and failures yet are also proofs that we are able to grow and bloom beautifully in time by God’s grace.

Brave vulnerably 2021, yes? Yes!

Rooting for you all!

[dancinginfreedom]

I Hate Myself

//08.19.19 Midnight Letter #1 💫

I have learned so much about myself on this past weekend that led me to this conclusion — I hate myself.

I hate myself for always wanting to accomplish things the moment I plan to; for trying to still control things beyond my ability to do so.

I hate myself for being so calculative in every single thing; for always seeing the losses that I had than looking at the possibilities I could gain.

I hate myself that I had to hate myself before being able to see the grace of God despite who I am.

I hate myself that it had to take hating myself before experiencing His patience and mercy for me and above all how loving He is as a Father — that He will do everything just to make things right — just to make me righteous.

I hate myself YET He understands me; YET telling me “it’s really okay” — and knowing these, makes me hate myself more.

And YET again, in spite of learning such intensified hate I could give to myself, I have learned MORE about HIM and of HIM — how He can really use my own circumstances to make me remember Him and His power to turn things the way He originally planned. 😢💞

And this also led me to the conclusion — He is a God who knows exactly how, when and where to intervene. He is indeed, afterall, a God who makes way when there seems to be no way in our own sights. 💜😭

#수빈노트 #thankYouJesus

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What fangirl life has taught me in real life

Draft from my 2018 archive 

You thought KPOP is all about dancing, singing and choreography. You’re definitely wrong about that. Forget that idea. Apparently, there’s so much more contents that KPOP has to offer you.

I was watching one of SEVENTEEN’s show (SVT Club). To tell you a little about them, they’re one of the kpop groups known to be a “self-produced” idols composed of 13 members — meaning, they create themselves their own music, do their own choreos etc. They are divided in three teams —vocal, rap and performance. I could say, they’re a group you should really watch out for. 🥰

SVT Club is a show that has significant theme on today’s generation which they specifically tackle on each episode. On SVT Club’s third episode, I took home a bunch of lessons it actually made me tear up. Every word the 13 members communicated and shared with each other pierced through my heart. It was something I was going through at the same time, that’s why it was more painful than I think it could had been for me.

The whole concept is about “instead of thinking we wouldn’t get along because we’re different, I still accept that you’re different.” It’s really about respecting someone.

Why I got to reflect a lot on this particular episode. I can relate in many ways but I tend to keep it to myself. Do you also have the tendency to keep things to yourself because you don’t want to dwell on things too much? I am like that too. I’m the type of person who prefers to keep things to myself than sharing my concerns toward someone. And if in any case you wonder what do I do when these concerns piled up in me, I instantly bring them to God.

There’s this saying,

“listen to your friend even if you don’t wanna hear it. That friend might have held back for 100 times before saying it.”

To me, it’s like even if their words will hurt you in any form, for sure, that friend of yours have chosen to carefully speak those words out of his/her love for you.

So, be cautious of the people you hate.

It means to respect someone even if you hate them. It means to accept other people’s differences.

At the end of the day,

“It’s not about who’s right or wrong. Understand that you’re different and you’ll be happier.” - Lama

[dancinginfreedom]

That Single Call

excerpt from my diary ㅣ 13Feb2019

This morning while at work, someone called me and later, I found out it’s the first company I tried to apply to. The caller said I’m hired and mentioned that tomorrow is my scheduled job offer.

So I had to decline it because I already am employed (fyi for a week as of today)

Why I had to jot down and remember that call. It is merely because of this one thing that I learned:

Most times, we get our value from the validity of people around us or for this matter — from being hired at work.

I had times wondering where did it all go wrong and thought maybe I wasn’t worthy of that company knowing it’s a known engineering firm here in our country.

There were moments that came when I doubted myself and really degraded my own capabilities in this field.

But, I’m also a firm believer of “if it’s for you, nothing and no one can ever take it away from you.” ☺️

And, for the most part, I also saw it as an avenue to be led by Someone who knows me more than anyone — more than I know myself.

Nevertheless, it was a realization of not putting my value based on my circumstances because it will really fall short no matter what I do.

But when I consider God’s perspective — when I look at His lens despite falling short, I see how much he caresses and values me, even paid the price for me — for my sins, that through the blood of His own precious Son, Jesus who died the death I should have died on the Cross 2,000 years ago.

My takeaway: Living bold comes with practice but living confidently comes from knowing who you are in Christ.

“Your destiny is greater than difficulty, greater than your dilemma, greater than your discouragement.

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And God has given you everything you need to get there.”

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Even the scars that were formed from my mistakes are my very own constellations

- Answer: Love Myself

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“Your complaining about God can show that you still believe He is involved in your life.

In some small way, your lament can also be a cry for hope; because if God could allow these things to happen, He could also find a way to fix them.

Faith and trust in God does not always look like worship songs and praise reports.

Sometimes, honest faith looks like anger.

Sometimes, honest trust looks like pain”

-Anonymous

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“Even when the pieces are all put together, our dream often feels different up close than it did in the distance.”

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“My Time”

“Everyone gets their turn -- time to shine. Wanting everything will only exhausts you. If you do your best at whatever it is that you’re doing, your turn will definitely come. And when it comes, it will happen in such a magical way.”

- Jeon In Kwon, Master in the House Ep. 1