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✦ DANDELION SEEDS !!

current fronter / sunny / weevil(sys) ✦ ask/it/xe/neos ✦ minor !!

DID sys, or otherwise disordered — AuDHD + BPD + physically disabled + other things

pro-endo, but this is not a syscourse blog. this blog is safe for all systems!

DNF: NSFW/MDNI blogs, radfems + TME/TMA users, radqueers, sysmeds + anti-endos IWC: adults,

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#- dandelion seeds #gif #tw bugs #<- generally we will not otherwise trigger tag bugs #they will simply be tagged as bugs #pro endo

fwayham

too many singlets want every day to be miserable for systems when in fact most of my life these days is just “ahh i’m in a safeway now.”

surprisingly its not fun feeling nothing but anger

#- dandelion seeds #- here at the end of days #ember 🎸

swarmofravens

Memory loss doesn't look like what I thought it would. I spent several years convinced I could have a dissociative disorder primarily because I "didn't experience memory loss". I wasn't waking up in a strange place unaware of how I got there. I wasn't having people I'd never met come up to me and call me by a different name. I wasn't finding things I'd bought unintentionally or projects I'd done with no recollection of doing them. But I was, not remembering why I was upset in the middle of crying. Finding journal entries I didn't write. Suddenly not liking music I saved on a playlist named 'my favorite songs ever'. Randomly wanting to make drastic changes to my appearance and then forgetting why I wanted to look like that. Not knowing what day of the week it was, or how many days it had been since I did something (was that this morning or 3 days ago). Having friends tell me I was acting differently when I thought that was how I always acted.

kittycatutaite

Small reminder that DID is often a covert disorder and overt DID is actually pretty rare. A person could go their whole life without knowing they have DID because that's the point. You do not need to know who you are all the time or who's fronting or need to feel like you're a faker because you act the same pretty much all the time. You do not need to act drastically different between your headmates to be valid.

aauuuuu im still here. okayyyy

#- dandelion seeds #cee 🌾

ok so poe is here unrelated to me. but what if im not real 💭💭💭

#- dandelion seeds #anonymous ❓

dandelionecosystem

i want 2 make a proxy but what if i'm an already existing alter and just confused 💔💭 i could be poe or something. cries

dandelionecosystem

ignoring the fact that i wrote myself down a couple months ago

#- dandelion seeds #anonymous ❓

i want 2 make a proxy but what if i'm an already existing alter and just confused 💔💭 i could be poe or something. cries

#- dandelion seeds #anonymous ❓

i want to work on my own host centrism but like it's hard not to be host centric when i'm possibly the core and front 90% of the time and we usually act like myself when blurry and

#- dandelion seeds #robin 🪲

{ WE THOUGHT YOU WERE A RANDOM PERSON HELP }

HELP MY BAD .HI ATLAS

#- what do you know of control?#robin 🪲#expiredmilk348