The River Tam Sessions
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The River Tam Sessions
((I wonder if part of the reason Simon has trouble talking about his feelings is because River was his confidante and she always just knew?))
// …Huh, probably. I’m doing this off memory, but in “Safe”, when River states what happened to Ruby, henjust smiles, basically proud. He never finishes his sentence (“My sister… She’s very good at…”), but he reacts to her as it’s a perfectly normal thing for her to be doing. Perhaps, for him, it is. Because growing up he never had to tell her anything. She always knew which girls he liked (his annoyance and the way she says it suggests he did nothing to indicate a crush), and he even said, jokingly, that she had a third eye. I think you’re right. She always knew. And that probably also contributes to the ease with which he can ignore certain truths.
// He’s never had to say anything to River. But it’s made him appear unemotional to everyone else and it’s made it difficult for him to express himself emotionally. And it’s funny. He appears not to feel, or appears to do so to a lesser extent, because he’s never had to do anything besides feel.
// So thinking about the Mal-River-Simon trio. I think of Simon as similar to Mal before Serenity Valley and of River as similar to Mal after. I feel like there’s this sense on some level of Mal recognizing this in Simon, that Simon is him before he got his optimism and hope and overt heroism shot off in the war, and attempting to keep him from becoming the kind of person Mal is today. River had a similar goal, in trying to protect Simon and keep him from doing things so he can continue with his idealism and all that stuff. That Simon can continue being the kind of person they can no longer be for whatever reason. Mal and Simon barely trust each other at times, both trust River completely, River trusts them both completely. Simon knows River but doesn’t understand her while Mal understands her but doesn’t know her in the way Simon does.
// There’s more stuff but I’m tired. I just want to play around with the relationship dynamics of this trio.
Vs. Authority
//I always talk about Simon’s relationship with authority, since he has this complicated thing where he respects tradition and wants to believe in the law, but distrusts it due to the betrayal of his father and government.
But River has kind of a complicated view of authority too, and in a way it’s sort of the opposite.
She never really believed in rules. She’s of the “they’re there to make you think” mindset, and this comes from being a child that’s actually smarter than her parents. She’d play along, but Gabriel and Regan had no real power over her except what little they could withhold, especially since they never actually expressed real love for her.
She does, however, believe in specific authority figures, i.e. Mal. She never believed in authority and thus she doesn’t have that sense of betrayal that so often puts Simon at odds with Mal. What she instead sees is a man who orders specifically what is needed from those who are capable of it to ensure the entire crew’s continuing safety, freedom, and lifestyle. Orders that have specific applicable meaning like that she will obey without question, especially if they come from someone she trusts. So River’s loyalty to Mal is kind of at odds with her attitude towards authority in general, but it’s because of the nature of his authority. It’s “functional”, as Early might say.
And of course it grows as her trust in the man surpasses the trust in the captain.
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[meme] "Why do you talk and act so strangely?"
My character is stuck in a mystical trance. Anything they are asked they will answer with complete honesty and no poise, and they won’t remember the conversation later. Your character knows this. Have at it!
“Why don’t you?”
“It’s a long story. There are multiple parts.
Societal norms are imposed by pressure to belong, and reinforced by contacts and friendships. When, of necessity, you are isolated from peers and estranged from classmates, these norms cease to be completely meaningful.
The only real conversations I had were with my brother. Everyone else was too jealous, too dumb, too old.
Society failed to indoctrinate me due to its continual attempts to ostracize me. So I grew up rather independent.
This was, of course, before I was abducted, tortured, and brainwashed. As much as I would like to say I am my own person, this rather contributed to my strangeness. In a few ways: firstly, the breakdown of my reality matrix through experimentation performed on my physical brain. Secondly, the pressure of multiple external thoughts, no longer filtered or moderated by those brain components that had been altered or removed. Thirdly, the cumulative effect of the systems through which they constructed control over me. Fourthly, the simple physical and mental trauma, amplified through my isolation from my brother, and my youth.
I’ve been improving over the years.
Also, talking and acting strangely is, beyond a manifestation of trauma, a habit, and occasionally a means to enjoy myself or to judge others. Reactions to presumed insanity tell me a lot about a person, and if I dislike how they treat me, I turn it into a game. Make them guess because they keep guessing wrong.”
I'd like to see you talk about Simon's childhood playing and studying with River :-)
Got any questions about Simon? About his canon? About my interpretation? Anything for clarification? Anything that you want me to talk about that I really haven’t?
If one were to ask Simon about his childhood, he will jump to the portion of his life starting at age ten. River was born one month after his tenth birthday.
By the age of three, when Simon was thirteen, River started correcting Simon’s spelling, so one can guess what that was like. For the most part, the Tam siblings were privately tutored, from the comfort of the Tam estate. Their peers, by and large, were each other. They weren’t actually always on the same level. Their interests lay in different fields, and River did tend to outpace Simon in the more basic topics. However, as much as they could, they supported one another. Simon owes much of his ability to understand higher math, math-based sciences, and literature to her. Though she may lap him in certain areas, Simon is prodigious in his own right, is certainly able to keep up with her given effort, and provided a fine sounding board for her. He was someone who listened with interest, affected interested if necessary, to obscure ideas in quantum physics, or watched the rough choreography of her dance performance, or countered her opinion on the symbolism in a particular text. Most of their support in study came being the second voice, the other half of discussion, playing off one another.
This wasn’t the only important kind of playing off each other they did, however. As a very small child, Simon was quiet and introspective, but he was warm and friendly and always glad to play with others. By the time River was born, he had become a somber boy. River, insightful even so young, realized that Simon tended to loneliness and melancholy if left alone with himself (which happened too often) and drew Simon to play with her, rarely leaving him time to fall into moodiness. It was as much for her own amusement as for Simon’s benefit.
Their age gap made finding games age appropriate for the pair of them difficult, so it largely consisted of pretend-based games. River often thought Simon a dry partner as he never wanted to make up things on his own and he sometimes tended to question the “reality” and “realism” of the game. However, once drawn into the game, he becomes very committed to the “reality” and the rules of the world they’ve created. If River says she is a dragon, once he accepts that as a rule of the world, he is absolutely committed to pretending she’s a dragon and will not break that rule for the duration of the game. The burden of creating the world tended to fall on River, largely because she believes Simon a little lacking in imagination. Despite this, he was a good pretend partner. Clever, quick to adapt to new rules, never “cheating” or “breaking” rules, always glad to assume whatever role she required of him. Pretend was, surprisingly, just as well suited to him as it was to her.
Other common activities for Simon and River in their childhood was roof-sitting (oddly calming for Simon), reading the same books and aggressively writing notes to each other in the margins, card games with ridiculously complex and ever-changing rule structure that largely rely on each party actually remembering these rules. They had at least one coded writing system between them (not pertaining to certain high-stakes situations).
The two hallmarks of Core values, or at least how they uphold those values, are control and ruthlessness.
When the Operative and River fight, they have control– of their body, and of the situation. They’re precise, and their movements are specifically planned to put people where they want them. Fencing probably exists in the core as another mark of that. And even when you’re not looking at the fighting, Core people control themselves. There seems to be a belief in hiding, or at least making more subtle, one’s feelings. Simon’s hesitance to respond in kind to Kaylee’s advances, besides just his relationship with his sister, comes from the society he was raised in, which looks down on frankness as vulgarity. Everything is about control.
And then there’s ruthlessness. You can, again, see it in the Operative’s and River’s fighting styles. And in Simon’s, as well. They are fierce, unrelenting. They don’t give in. They’re stubborn and vicious and they keep pushing. And there’s the Alliance itself, and its control over the verse, and probably how it won the war of Independence.
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// I wonder if Simon being underestimated is why nobody ever tried to brainwash/assassinify him?
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// Simon Tam, coasting through life on genetically-enhanced deductive reasoning skills, situational awareness, and intuitive problem-solving ability: Wow, it's so weird that River can read people and predict what they'll do, like, literally as they're doing it.
// Omfg Simon
// I just saw a youtube vid on genetic engineering and I just want to reiterate THE TAMS ARE ABSOLUTELY GENETICALLY ENGINEERED.
More specifically though, it’s a common practice in the Core for the wealthy to eliminate or diminish the possibility of genetic diseases in their offspring. There are companies that promise that they can make their children smarter/prettier/more talented as well, but these are pretty much scams.
The Tams knew they were getting genetically modified children. They didn’t realize that the government chose them, along with a number of other families, to test new possibilities for breeding essentially superhumans. Maybe a dozen or so families yielded noteworthy results.
Simon was a success, to an extent, but not quite what they were hoping for. River was a result of lessons learned and ten years of scientific advancement. And also a good dosage of pure chance.
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“I don’t have too many,” he admitted, glancing down at the floor. Most of them were dead now. “I tend to define my enemies by the enemies of the people I love. The people I love might be a harder category to nail down in all honesty,” he murmured. He wasn’t sure why he was speaking so openly with her. He did enjoy a good philosophical debate but when the questions were directed straight at him he was more uncertain of his answers.
“Love defies categorization. It’s vexatious.” She didn’t look vexed. The smallest smile had left itself in her expression, in a brightening of her eyes and a twitch in her lips. She understood him. A neutral party, like herself. A protector-- like herself.
Only she made her own enemies.
“Not a hero or a monster, then.”