Just feeding my hyper fixation by writing some Ghost smut.
She/Her 40+
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Don't be fooled by the goofy memes...This blog is mostly 18+ Explicit NSFW horny-ass shit, so NO MINORS
*All of these and more are also on my AO3*
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Just please be kind, I am from the 1900s and I am fragile.
I'll write about any Papa, Mary Goore, or even the occasional Ghoul. (I'll happily write about TF too if you ask, but I don't post rpf fics here.)
I am most comfortable writing for female main characters or readers, but I'll do gender neutral if you prefer. And as far as kinks go there is almost nothing that makes me too uncomfortable, but I will respectfully decline if it's something I don't know enough about to do it justice.
And let me know if you want to be added to my taglist. You can request specific Papas or tropes too.
Full list of fics under the cut...
Click on the masterlists for fic summaries and links
Primo/Papa I Masterlist
Bleeding Heart (971 words) TW Blood
Summer Rain (1,260 words)
Eyes On Me (2,031 words) TW Anxiety
Tossed Salad (1,361 words)
Our Love Is Perennial (2,151 words)
Fiore Di Neve (1,055 words)
Secondo/Papa II Masterlist
Stay With Me (3,384 words)
Bookmark (1,609 words)
Sound Check (815 words)
A Close Shave (643 words)
Mia Ragazza Tosta (902 words) TW Dom/Sub, BDSM, Rough Stuff
Blood Moon (2,539 words) TW Blood
Giveth And Taketh (2,435 words) TW Rough Stuff
Romanzo D'Inverno (3,092 words)
Terzo/Papa III Masterlist
An Unholy Proposal (7,402 words)
Sacrifice On The Altar (4,660 words)
Moonlight Cenotaph (6,725 words)
Bound To Him (5,318 words) TW Past S/A
Lamb To The Slaughter (4,416 words)
Exploring The Dark (7,457 words)
Hello, We Are Ghost (5,648 words)
Body Language (1,444 words)
Hold Me Now (858 words)
Sky Is Falling (977 words) TW Earthquake, Blood
Behave (1,282 words) TW Sub/Dom, Rough Stuff
Use Your Pretty Words (909 words) TW Sub/Dom
Red Venus (1,588 words) TW Blood
Papa Terzo (1,557 words) TW Pregnancy
Stella Matina (2,265 words) TW Childbirth Complications/Surgery
Yours To Lose (2,925 words) TW Rough Stuff
Just As You Are (1,568 words) TW Body Image Issues/Weight Gain
Overtime (1,785 words)
Bella Afrodite (1,874 words)
Wait For Me (1,126 words)
Colomba Del Mattino (1,120 words)
Stall Tactics (1,521 words) TW Sub/Dom, Rough Stuff
Thigh High (1,461 words) TW Sub/Dom, Collaring
Hands Are The Heart's Landscape (900 words) TW Con Somnophilia
On The Hunt (1,548 words) TW Mild Sub/Dom
My Sweet Adversary (4,525 words) TW Rough Stuff, Dub Con
Cure Amorevoli (3,980 words)
Break The Arrow (3,303 words)
Dust And Shadow (3,080 words) TW Masterzobation?
Cardinal Copia/Papa IV/Frater Imperator Masterlist
Pour Your Pain Into Me (6,332 words)
Blood Lust (2,251 words) TW Blood
Embracing Infatuation (6,655 words)
Surrender To Temptation (6,003 words)
A Lesson In Sin (6,406 words)
You Are Mine (4,844 words)
Second Chance At Ascension (4,104 words)
Rite Of Passage (5,628 words)
Eruption and Absolution (1,255 words) TW Con Non-Con, Rough Stuff
Growing Pains (1,514 words) TW Con Non-Con, Rough Stuff
Bleed For Me (3,054 words) TW Blood
Bath Time (1,226 words)
Negotiation (409 words)
Negotiation 2 (778 words) TW Rough Stuff
Papa Down (1,253 words)
Game Over (1,045 words)
Eat Your Words (910 words)
Take Five (1,275 words)
Wild Ride (6,939 words)
Mia Dea (1,050 words) TW Pregnancy
In The Heat Of The Night (4,523 words) TW Rough Stuff
Just A Crush (2,508 words)
Duty Calls (1,150 words)
Attrazione Immediata (7,075 words)
Time For Two (1,423 words)
Be My Forever (2,250 words)
Benvenuti A Casa (3,626 words)
Love Long Distance (7,338 words) TW Intoxication
All Work No Play (6,690 words)
Tell The Truth (6,249 words)
Date Night (1,446 words) TW Intoxication
Another Date Night (1,568 words)
Scary Movie (625 words)
Worship With Me (1,796 words)
The Cardinal's Cane (883 words)
Attitude Adjustment (1,030 words)
Bella Ghuleh (2,856 words)
Ready For My Close-Up (1,294 words)
Dream Weaver (3,778 words) TW Mild Somnophilia, Voyeurism
A Special Request (2,871 words)
Standoff (1,793 words) TW Rough Stuff, Con Non Con
Too Shy To Say (2,564 words)
Untamed Pleasure (2,038 words)
Animal Instincts (1,412 words)
Brava Ballerina (1,702 words)
Read To Me (1,649 words)
Wet Dream (1,256 words)
Victory Lap (6,290 words) TW Mild Somnophilia
Fallen Petals (572 words)
Frater Ephemerus (1,681 words)
The Taste Of You (1,373 words) TW Autism/Arfid
Here Comes Frater Cottontail (3,039 words)
Perpetua/Papa V Masterlist
Purple Rain (2,323 words) TW Blood
The Calm During The Storm (839 words)
Gazza Ladra, Part 1 (1,681 words)
Gazza Ladra, Part 2 (1,446 words)
Creature Crush (1,251 words)
Your Eyes Only (1,487 words)
Hide and Seek (4,055 words)
Coffee Break (1,647 words)
Mine To Protect (6,474 words) TW Attempted SA, Violence
Tummy Troubles (646 words)
Non-Fiction Friction (1,354 words)
Any Way The Wind Blows (4,350 words)
Closing Time (1,934 words)
Tender Confession (1,305 words)
A Score To Settle (1,594 words) TW Rough Stuff
Evening The Score (654 words)
The Papa Who Could Fly (4,804 words)
Time Out (1,066 words)
A Happy Homecoming (1,091 words)
A Tender Reprimand (2,400 words) TW Light BDSM
A Reluctant Goodbye (1,889 words) TW Rough Stuff
You Hold The Key (2,780 words) TW Terzo is Dead, Rough Stuff
My Sweet Boy (845 words)
Midnight Snack (992 words)
Love On The Road (5,897 words)
Backstage Pass (2,056 words)
Home Cooking (1,643 words)
Salvation In Submission (2,411 words) TW Dom/Sub
Play It Again (5,260 words) TW Blood
A Free Heart (3,124 words)
Love To Keep Me Warm (2,291 words)
What You Need (2,438 words) TW Gratuitous Rough Stuff
In My Eyes (1,694 words)
Tutor Privatus (1,836 words)
Rainbow Tour (1,201 words) TW Mild Somnophelia
Playing Doctor (1,008 words) TW Sub/Dom, Inspection Kink
The Monster Inside Me (3,254 words) TW Blood, Dub Con
Room Service (4,106 words) TW Mild Somnophilia
Creature Comfort (1,390 words) TW Menstruation
Cardinal Peep-petua (2,191 words) TW Voyeurism
Travel Companion (2,905 words) TW Monsterfucking
Multi-Papas, Pick-Your Papa, and Miscellaneous Masterlist
*Multis involve gangbang and tag-team scenarios, never any of the Papas sexually engaging with each other. If you are into that, that's fine, this is a judgement-free zone...but I a not into that myself.
Tango For Three (5,030 words) *Copia, Terzo TW Dubious Con/Non-Con, Rough Stuff
Resolution (5,695 words) *Copia, Perpetua
The Game (3,664 words) *Copia, Primo, Secondo, Terzo
All The Time (5,232 words) *Copia, Terzo
Night Watch (719 words) *Terzo, Perpetua TW Accidental Voyeurism, Non-Con Masturbation
Sushi Night (1,984 words) *Terzo, Copia
Pas de Trois: Adagio (895 words) *Copia, Perpetua
Pas de Trois: Coda (4,012 words) *Copia, Perpetua
Completely Pleased (2,048 words) *Copia, Dewdrop, Rain TW Tentacle Sex
Dangerous Curves Ahead (1,807 words) *Terzo, Copia
Perfect Pet (5,521 words) *Perpetua, Secondo TW Sub/Dom, Rough Stuff, Blood/Injury
It's A Beautiful Sky (2,713 words) *All Papa and more! SMUT FREE!
Three Tiny Titty Ditties (2,164 words) *Terzo, Copia, Mary Goore
Blood Monday (1,611 words) *Pick-Your-Papa TW Blood
Bedside Manner (1,929 words) *Copia, Terzo
Wild Horses (853 words) *Pick-Your-Papa TW Sub/Dom, Pain
And Papa Makes Three (2,120 words) *Perpetua, Dewdrop
Blood Brothers (1,682 words) *Copia, Perpetua TW Blood
Blood Brothers: Epilogue (324 words) *Copia, Perpetua
Tender In Tandem (3,753 words) *Mary Goore, Perpetua
Chasing Waterfalls (1,507 words) *Pick-Your-Papa
Take Me To The Bone Room (801 words) *Dewrdrop
A Lesson In Mating (4,151 words) *Copia, Perpetua
On A Hot Summr Night (2,469 words) *Copia, Perpetua
Mary Goore Masterlist
Bloody Mary (1,795 words) TW Blood
Haunt Me (1,196 words)
Haunt Me Again (1,880 words)
Silent Treatment (491 words)
A Bad Trip (1,681 words) TW Drug Use
House Chores (1,199 words)
Sweet Revenge (2,034 words)
A Very Mary Christmas (1,805 words) TW Unplanned Pregnancy
Christmas With The Goores (1,787 words)
Nyårsafton (713 words)
Snötäckt (2,208 words)
Breakfast For Dinner (1,547 words)
Addicted To You (3,887 words)
Back Together (1,604 words)
Modersmjölk (1,106 words) TW Lactation
My Bloody Valentine (1,385 words) TW Blood
Mogen Persika (3,401 words)
Vattensporter (1,742 words)
Broom Service (1,277 words)
Födelsedagsöverraskning (2.043 words)
Morgonöverraskning (1,368 words) TW Mild Somnophilia
Mary Godmother (1,601 words)
Beneath The Blood (1,644 words)
Hitting Snooze (2,248 words)
I Varmt Vatten (3,870 words) TW Domestic Violence
Min Lilla Blodkorv (2,230 words) TW Blood
Old Faithful (1,032 words)
Manèges Renversées (3,916 words)
Bakdörr (1,369 words)
🌔Moon Over The Ministry🌒
January 3rd: Wolf Moon (5,632 words)*Werewolf!Perpetua x fem!afab!reader TW Kidnapping, Dub Con, Monsterfucking
February 1st: Snow Moon (1,975 words) *Secondo x fem!afab!reader
March 3rd: Worm Moon (1,540 words) *Primo x fem!afab!reader TW Blood, Dub Con
April 1st: Pink Moon (2,642 words) *Dewdrop Ghoul x fem!afab!reader TW Tentacle Sex
May 1st: Flower Moon (3,917 words) *Deacon!Terzo x fem!afab!reader
May 31st: Blue Moon (3,727 words) *Cardinal!Copia x fem!afab!reader
Random Ghostie Thoughts
⚪ Sore Sex ⚪ About Me ⚪ Papa Boners ⚪ Lube ⚪
⚪ Skeledancers ⚪ My Kinks ⚪ Poopoopetua ⚪ OCs ⚪
⚪ Mira ⚪ Terzo and the Female Orgasm ⚪ 2025 Recap ⚪
⚪ Mary "Dry Humping" Goore ⚪ 'Tesora' Is Not A Word ⚪
⚪ Pussy Eatin' Papas ⚪ Public Sex ⚪ Ministry BBQ Day ⚪
⚪ Happy Birthday!...Love, Papa ⚪ C and V Like Boobs! ⚪
Summary: A sequel to Creature Feature--some time after your first glimpse of your boyfriend's strange other self, you have a much more intimate encounter with the creature...
A/N: It’s always Creature Perpetua Month somewhere, right? Thank you @lycanthra for putting it together!
You’re alone in bed, you know that much. Is it your own bed? No, wait, what day is it? Saturday? You stayed at Perpetua’s, didn’t you?
Yes, there’s that lingering feeling that says Perpetua was here, repeatedly and thoroughly. This is his bed, you recognize the feel of the sheets. But why is it so cold? Where’s your living heated blanket?
Your vision is still fuzzy when you see the silhouette at the window. It must be early, there’s only the barest hint of grey light. “Darling?” you say, your voice creaky from sleep. He flinches. Why would he flinch?
As you focus, you realize it’s not just the light that’s grey, it’s Perpetua too. His figure is distorted, bonier, his fingers lengthened by claws. The creature has come out to play.
Your chest tightens painfully for a moment, but you know better than to let anxiety win. In the weeks since that first encounter you’ve had a few conversations about the creature. Perpetua believes now that you love him in his everyday form, but the idea that you’d love him just the same like this has been harder to accept. You have a chance to convince him now. “Pet, come back to bed?”
He looks at you, finally. Even with this changed face, his apprehension is clear. He shakes his head. “Pet, darling, I’m inviting you. Come here.” You pat the mattress next to you.
Perpetua shakes his head again, holds up his hands. “You won’t hurt me, I know you won’t. I’ll be the big spoon if it makes you more comfortable. Unless…” It’s a mean thing to do, but it might work. You put on the smallest, saddest voice you can muster this early in the morning. “Do you not want me when you’re like this?”
That rattles him. He whimpers, shaking his head hard. You hold out your hand. “Then come here? Please?”
He doesn’t take your hand, but he curls up with his back to you. He trembles when you stroke his side, down to his hip and back up, mapping the new angles. He feels different in ways you’re not awake enough to process, but you recognize the texture of his skin from the first time you saw him like this. “Pet, I’m serious, if touching doesn’t feel good I’ll stop. But don’t stop me if you just think I won’t like it.”
He gives you a tiny nod, his eyes squeezed shut. “Thank you, sweetheart.” You lean in to kiss his cheek before snuggling up to him, nuzzling into the back of his neck. He smells different, but in a pleasant way. “Love you.”
This is how mornings are supposed to be, you and Perpetua curled up together, touching as much of each other as you can reach. You pull the sheet over you both and wrap an arm around his chest, pressing your palm over his racing heart. It takes a few minutes but eventually he moves his hand to cover yours.
You fall into a pleasant doze. There’s nowhere to be but here, nothing to do but this. At some point rain starts to fall, gentle thunder rumbling somewhere in the distance. “Petrichor,” you murmur. Perpetua makes a confused sound. “That’s what you smell like right now. Couldn’t think of the word until I heard the rain.” He presses your hand against him a little tighter.
“Hey, Pet?” He clicks his tongue in response. “What do I smell like, when you’re like this?” He’s quiet. “Right, you’ll have to tell me later, but think about it. I’m curious.”
For a moment he’s very still; you almost think he’s fallen asleep. But then he turns in your arms, and you’re face to face with the creature. There’s something different about his pupils, maybe they’re shifting faster than normal, but the shape and color of his eyes is exactly as you’ve come to love. “Hi handsome,” you say.
He gently nuzzles your cheek. Somehow his nose feels different too. More bony, maybe? Aren’t noses mostly cartilage? Fuck it’s too early for this. You don’t have time to think more before he’s moved on to nuzzling your neck, sniffing loudly.
Well, you did ask what you smelled like. You shiver, and he freezes. “It just tickles, Pet, it’s okay.” You nuzzle him back, and kiss the edge of his now very pointed ear. Perpetua shivers a little too.
Eventually, he dares to brush a kiss against your cheek, but when you try to capture his lips he leans back, shakes his head. “The teeth?” He nods, and you realize you’ve never seen him open his mouth when he’s like this. What kind of fangs does he have? That old fear is wrapping its cold tendrils around your spine…
“It’s okay,” you say, to him and to yourself. “I’m down to try, but if you’d rather not I’ll just have to kiss you.” You take advantage of his surprise to kiss the tip of his nose, and he makes a cute little trilling noise. Maybe that’s how he laughs when he’s like this.
The rain gets heavier, the thunder louder. The clouds are keeping the full light of day from shining through, making it hard to guess the time. Eventually you feel a familiar stirring, and when Perpetua realizes it he moves back. “You okay?” He nods, but when you try to shift closer he keeps his hips away. “You know I don’t mind handling a bit of wood in the morning, darling.”
Perpetua makes a skeptical sound. You glance down, but the sheet’s still covering him. “Okay if I look?” He grumbles in a way that you somehow know means if you must.
When you pull the sheet off, you have to bite back a gasp. Perpetua’s never been what you’d call small, but now he’s absolutely enormous, with the kind of ridging you’ve only ever seen in silicone. You really hope he’s fully hard. If this is only half-mast… You give a low whistle. “You weren’t kidding when you said everything changes, huh?”
He looks at you with the big eyes, and you just have to kiss his cheek. “I’m impressed babe. You know people pay hundreds of dollars for toys that look like this?”
Perpetua tilts his head in a way that’s so very him, the “are you shitting me right now?” look. He gestures down—this, really?
“Yeah, really.” You hold your hand just above him, and already you can feel the heat coming off him like a fire. “May I?”
He nods, and when you touch he sighs so deeply he seems to shrink. “Good?” You get a nod, so you wrap your hand around him as much as you can. He makes a low rumbling sound, almost a purr. He feels so different it’s almost easier to imagine that this really is a toy you’re holding, not part of the man you love.
This is too much. You shouldn’t even be thinking about trying to take him like this. But the want is simmering deep in your belly, the ache of emptiness growing stronger. “Pet, sweetheart?” He purrs. “Can I get you off like this?”
He’s quiet (well, he would be). Carefully, he touches the back of his fingers to your cheek, and kisses your forehead. “Shall I take that as a yes?” He nods. “We need a signal for no, too. How about if you don’t like what I’m doing, you knock on the headboard?”
Perpetua knocks, and sticks his tongue out at you. It’s longer than normal, and he trills when you stare slack-jawed for a moment. But then he makes a quizzical sound, nodding down at you—what about you?
“I’ll be fine. Just…you do trust me, don’t you?” He nods. “Do you trust me not to do anything I don’t want to?” That nod is more hesitant. “I swear to you Perpetua, I really do want you like this, too.”
You stroke him, and he can’t argue, just lets his eyes fall shut. Before long he’s rolling his hips into your touch, the tiniest thrusts he can manage. Your hand isn’t going to be anywhere near enough for this, you can tell.
“Here, lay back.” He lets you nudge him over, lets you get on top of him and nestle his cock against yourself so you can grind on him. It’s not the most elegant thing you’ve ever done, but it doesn’t matter—he feels incredible, so hot, the texture of him perfect to rub against.
You have to let this be enough. You can both get off like this, and clearly he’s getting close. But you can’t stop thinking about it. What if you tried? How far could you go?
You sit back a bit, earning a pleading moan from Perpetua. “Let me look at you, pretty darling.” You stroke him, a long slow squeeze, and he arches his back as shimmering fluid beads at his tip, spilling down the sides of his shaft. It’s much more and much slicker than normal—maybe enough to not need lube?
You grind against him again, shifting until he catches your entrance. He presses up against you on reflex, but it’s clear he won’t just slip in. Perpetua stops you with careful palms on your hips, and chitters worriedly. “I want you inside me, Pet,” you say. “If you don’t want it, I won’t try, but it feels like you want it too. Do you?”
He nods, though the concern is clear in his face. You can’t bring yourself to push him—he needs to be in control for this. “Here, let’s switch.” You lay down, and he scrambles to kneel between your legs. “You give me as much or little as you want, okay? I’m all yours for the taking.”
Lightning flashes, rendering him in chiaroscuro. For an instant there’s a storybook monster in the bed with you, sharp lines in black and white. But then in the soft light of the rainy morning, he’s your sweet Perpetua again.
He rubs against you, slowly, until the head of his cock is snug against your entrance, and you whimper. “Please Pet, please please please…” He presses his palms to your thighs, so careful of his claws as he spreads you as wide as he can, and he leans his weight into you, just a little.
“Fuck!” It’s so much—it’s too much—this was a mistake—you want your Pet back, your sweetheart who fits you like a puzzle piece and never feels like he’s going to rip you open—
The head pops in, and it’s still too much but now it’s easier, he’s pressing against all the most sensitive places and all you can get out of your mouth is “yes” and “Pet” and “please.”
Anyone or anything else would be unbearable—but it’s him. He’s not matching you, he’s reshaping you around him. But because he is still your Pet, he’s gentle. He barely rocks his hips, whining when you squeeze against him. His mouth falls open to pant for breath, and in another flash of lightning you see his fangs.
You should be terrified, but… he’s so beautiful. Beautiful like the storm outside when you’re here in bed. Your nerves send the fear signals, but you know in your bones you’re safe, you know this creature is tame for you.
The burn dissolves into a deep unyielding pleasure. You can focus. You try to pull Perpetua in a little deeper, lure him with sweet words, but somehow he’s still holding himself back. And then he freezes, a growl fading into a whine, and you feel a new heat and pressure right where he enters you. You reach down, and find the base of his cock has swollen so big he has to stop.
Fucking hell, he has a knot. It feels absurdly huge in your hand, far too big to push inside. But if he’d been balls-deep…
Never mind that. It’s an awkward reach, but you gently stroke his knot, and he leans toward your hand. “Come for me, sweetheart. Let me feel you.” It doesn’t take much more. You feel his cock pulse a split second before he floods you, more and hotter than you’ve ever felt before. He’s silent as he comes, rocking his hips against you as if he can’t help trying to push a little deeper. “That’s it, darling.” You squeeze him as hard as you can, and he nearly collapses on top of you, shaking and whimpering.
“Pet, c’mere, let me hold you.” It’s awkward, the proportions are all wrong, but you get him to hide his face against your neck. His breath is like steam against your throat. Between your legs the knot throbs, almost uncomfortably hot against your oversensitive skin.
“Got you, Pet.” Even as your own body clenches on his, trying to draw out every last drop, you focus on petting his curls and rubbing his back. “I’ve got you, that’s my darling, you’re so good…”
This time, you feel it when he changes.
At first, there’s a shift in the pitch of his panting, but that doesn’t necessarily mean anything. The claws might be shorter, or you might not have felt them enough to really know how long they’re supposed to feel. His skin feels softer, somehow, but everywhere he touches you feels lovely, it always does.
And then his cock softens and shrinks, and keeps getting softer, and suddenly it’s the one you know so well, suddenly the face pressed against your skin is the one you fell in love with. Perpetua picks up his head to stare at you in awe, flushed and sweaty and the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen. “You fucking angel,” he rasps, something beyond his usual morning voice.
“Look who’s talking. Hi, love.”
He kisses you, soft human lips and tongue with normal human teeth behind them. “Are you okay?”
“I am, I promise.” That’s not entirely honest—you know you’re going to be feeling this for a while, but it was worth it. You can’t help squirming as Perpetua’s cum drips out of you, and in a flash he’s between your legs, looking intently for any sign of injury. “I’m fine, darling.”
“That was too fucking risky,” he mutters, tracing a single fingertip around your entrance. He sighs deeply, leans his head against your thigh. “No blood. Fucking lucky.”
“Lucky fucking?”
“Don’t joke sweetness, I could have really hurt you.”
“But you didn’t. And you wouldn’t have.”
“I could have.” There’s those big sad eyes again.
“You could now, if you wanted. But you’ve never wanted to hurt me.” Even as every muscle protests, you sit up and pull him into a hug. “You were so good, Pet.”
“You were unbelievable.” His hands are everywhere, reveling in the fact that he can touch you any way he wants now. It’s going to be a long time before you get out of bed, you’re sure. “And you smell so good.” You had asked that, hadn’t you? “I don’t know how to describe it, it’s just…you. You’re intoxicating.”
***
“So next time—”
“Sweetness—”
“—I want to try taking your knot.”
“No. Absolutely not.”
“Do you think you wouldn’t like it?”
“Doesn’t matter, I’m not gonna risk hurting you.”
“It wouldn’t hurt if you were all the way in when you…inflate? Is that the word?”
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Ghost (Sweden Band)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Cardinal Copia | Papa Emeritus IV | Frater Imperator/Papa V Perpetua, Cardinal Copia | Papa Emeritus IV | Frater Imperator/Papa Emeritus III, Papa Emeritus III/Papa V Perpetua
Characters: Cardinal Copia | Papa Emeritus IV | Frater Imperator, Papa V Perpetua, Papa Emeritus III, Papa Emeritus II, Papa Emeritus I
Additional Tags: Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Twincest, Sibling Incest, Uncle/Nephew Incest, Explicit Sexual Content, Sexual Tension, Blow Jobs, asexual!perpetua, Asexual Character, Penetrative Sex, Voyeurism, probably a bit ooc but shhhh its okay
Series: Part 10 of C x P fics
Summary:
If Terzo had a nickel for every time one of his nephews expressed a sexual, deviant interest in him, he’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but it’s strange that it’s happened twice.
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copviiia on this fine sunday? anyone? it’s fresh outta the oven ;-)
When the newly appointed Papa Emeritus IV comes upon a young Sister of Sin still mourning his predecessor, he is determined to show her the true power of his position and prove to her who the true Papa is
So the gist of this is 'What if a fic wasn't Papacest, or Papawich, but a secret third option that's somehow...more unsettling? The Terzo widows are not going to like this and Copia's going to get real disrespectful. Pretty much everything in this is borderline problematic, so don't read unless you're prepared for that.
18+ Explicit (2,816 words) Cardinal Copia x fem!afab!Sister of Sin x Portrait of Terzo? TW Dubious Everything
[Terzo is Newly Dead, Copia is a Hater, Mira is Legal But Barely, Mention of Underage Masturbation, Age Difference/Power Imbalance, Dubious Con/Coercion, Corruption Kink For Sure, Semi-Public Sex, Forced Masturbation, Fingering, Squirting, P in V Sex, Dirty Talk/Degradation, Problematic Everything]
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To her the small gallery connected to the Chapel had been a place of solace ever since she'd been a small child growing up in the Ministry orphanage. During Primo's time as Papa she was still young enough that her curfew has strictly enforced. Generally an abider of rules, no one suspected that she would sneak from her bed long after the lights went out to stand in front of his portrait, viewing him less as the malevolent bringer of unholy destruction, and more like the grandfatherly figure she'd never known. Oh, how she wished for him to choose her to be his assistant whilst tending to his cherished blossoms, maybe even to be trusted to care for them while he was away on tour. And though the idea of Primo having a tea party with a precocious young girl was laughable in hindsight, in her mind it was very real.
By Secondo's ascension she was just enough older to have more freedom, and being able to spend as much of the time not devoted to her duties or schooling as she liked devouring the tomes in the Ministry library opened her eyes to a great many things. But the more she learned, the more questions she had. Ever the worldly and wise father figure, she came to the picture of Secondo with all her curiosities. And though he couldn't give her the answers she craved, he always listened in a way that no one else did.
When Terzo's image appeared in its prestigious position on the wall, something changed in her. Time had marched on and she was on the cusp of womanhood by then, with all its complications and hungers. His mismatched eyes pierced into her in a way that the others hadn't, like he could see through her skin and directly into her soul. She yearned to drop to her knees in worship before him, to feel the supple leather of his glove against her cheek and the soft skin of his cock against her tongue as she took unholy communion. And it was in that very spot in the gallery, in front of his benevolent supervision, free of judgement, that she coaxed the first orgasm from her young body, the first of many he would inspire without even knowing it.
Now she sat again on the worn, dusty bench, left neglected since Terzo had been dethroned though the painting remained. The lustful longings of her younger self were the farthest thing from her mind, replaced with the dull ache of mourning that never seemed to fade, though she'd long since run out of tears to cry for him.
And beyond the constant sting of the loss, since she'd recently come of age, the time had come for a difficult decision to be made. Should she transition to taking her vows as a Sibling of Sin as so many of the foundlings chose to, or leave the only home she'd ever known and venture out on her own? The question hung heavy on her mind and the deadline to make her choice menacing ahead, closer by the day.
She was so consumed with her troubled thoughts that she didn't hear the clicking of heels on the stone floor slowly approaching, and she jumped when the lean, black-clad figure entered her peripheral vision. "Huh?!...Oh, Cardinal, it's you. You startled me. Nobody ever comes here anymore..."
He waved a gloved finger with a mock-scolding smile. "Ah ah ah...It is Papa now, remember?"
She blushed, uncomfortable to her core to address him by the title in such a sacred space. "Right...Of course...My apologies, Papa."
"I was just stopping by to make sure everything is order for my own portrait to be unveiled." He ran his finger along the ornate frame that held Terzo's picture and grimaced at the dust it collected, looking up at him with thinly-veiled distain. "The place certainly could do with a good cleaning..."
He sat down next to her, confidently extending an arm on the back of the bench behind her narrow shoulders, leaning in a bit too close. "And you, Sister...Why is it that I so often see you sitting in here with such a...dreary expression?"
She smiled wistfully, weighing just how much of herself she should disclose to the new Papa who filled her with such unease. "When I was old enough to be able to venture out of the orphanage wing on my own at night, I would come here to visit the Papas. I'd make conversation like, 'Nice weather we're having, Papa Primo', or, 'Your sermon for Black Mass was lovely, Papa Secondo'."
He watched her with rapt attention, though his focus was more on the movements of her plump lips and heaving of her chest than her words. "Once his portrait was hung, it was the one I was drawn to more than any before. And it was always the same...'So nice to see you, Papa Terzo, and how are you this evening?'"
"And how did he answer?" His voice was flat, his dislike of the man tainting every word.
She sighed heavily at the memory that now felt like a lifetime ago. "'Better now that you are here, bellisima.'"
His smile widened, but there was an unmistakably green smolder behind his eyes. "You had, eh...A bit of a crush?"
She bit at her bottom lip nervously, smoothing back stray tresses to hide her flustered reaction to his words. "I suppose so."
She could feel his warm breath on her neck, what little distance was left between them shrinking and stealing the air from her lungs. "And were you...Attracted?...Aroused?"
The low purr of his voice was making it hard for her to think clearly and words were tumbling out of her mouth beyond her control. "Yes...I-I wasn't sure what I was feeling...It was new."
"Heart beating a little faster in your...ample young bosom?" She tried to ignore the way his eyes wandered over her body, leering and predatory, but it was growing more difficult by the second.
"Y-Yes."
"And what did you do with these new feelings, little one?" His lips barely brushed against her pulse point, just enough to make her stomach start to flutter. "Did you touch yourself?"
Her breath caught in her chest, and she cursed herself internally for her body's visceral reaction to his nearness, his warmth against her exposed flesh, the friction of leather sliding up her inner thigh.
"Sweet lamb, there is no need to be embarrassed. What you were feeling and what you did are both very natural. A young woman's relationship with her Papa is a very special thing. I only hope that someday you consider me your Papa, eh?"
His palm slid over supple flesh, barely reaching her apex before retreating again, giving the faintest of feather-light brushes against the growing wet spot on her panties only to leave her trembling from the sensation.
"Papa?...W-What are you doing?" She knew she should put a stop to whatever was happening. She was an adult now, wasn't she? And perfectly capable of setting clear boundaries. And yet...Every motion of his skilled hands only made her legs spread wider to give him better access to his prize.
Her eyes popped open when his hand disappeared suddenly, gently nudging under her chin to force her focus to his piercing, mismatched eyes. "Shhh, little one...Just let Papa make you feel good."
He pressed his lips to hers, soft but claiming, and when he felt her body shiver and relax he slid his hand under her skirt and hooked a finger into the waistband of her modest white cotton underwear, wrapping a strong arm around her waist to help her shift enough for him to slide them down her shapely legs. She looked up to her beloved Papa with pleading eyes as if he might come to life and rescue her, save her from her own wanton desires.
"What a shame he never truly saw you like this," he muttered against her ear as he bunched up the hem of her habit against her quivering stomach. "Such a lovely pussy...So plump and pink...So desperate for pleasure...So ready to be used and defiled in Satan's name..."
Her focus remained on Terzo's handsome but stern face, too afraid to look into the eyes of the man who held her in place with an iron grip, panic bubbling in her gut, arousal pooling hot and aching in her core.
He brought her tiny fingers to his mouth, wetting them on his tongue before pressing them against her clit and guiding her to stroke and rub it gently. "Show me, angel. Show me how you touched yourself when you were here alone. When you thought of Papa's tongue...Papa's fingers...Papa's cock inside you..." His last words made her moan, letting her trembling thighs fall open wider. He pulled one across his lap, giving him a better view and access to her dewed sex, his erection pressing hard and pulsing against her plush thigh. "Show him."
He waited for her to find a steady rhythm, slow circles around the eager bud that swelled under her touch. He kissed her with growing possession, breaking to give her soft words of encouragement until her lips fell slack, only able to pant ragged breaths into his open mouth.
"I'm going to fuck you with my fingers now," he said calmly. "Are you ready for me?"
"Y-Yes, Papa...I'm ready..." Her eyelids fluttered closed and she tried to focus on the pressure building in her core and block out the lewdness of it all. "Just p-please be gentle."
He slid just his middle finger into her at first and she took it easily, already so dripping wet and teetering on the verge of orgasm. "More, little one?"
She nodded with a needy whimper and his first digit was joined by a second. He felt her breath catch with a tiny mewl, but the sting of the new stretch dissipated into pure heat, and before long her hips were bucking to meet every pump of his deft fingers.
Her own touch was faltering, her strokes growing more erratic, and the sensation of his knuckles breaching through her tightening entrance only became more intense with each snap of her hips, her free hand twisting in the silk of his shirt until her knuckles turned white.
"Is this how you pictured it?," he growled as he felt her body start to shake, her inner walls clenching as he stroked the sensitive, spongy spot within. "Writhing and pleading like a little slut?...Wishing your tiny fingers were thick, gloved ones instead?...Now look at you...And all with your beloved Papa watching your sweet little pussy getting stretched open for another..."
Her head fell to his shoulder when the sensation overtook her. "Y-Yes, Papa...Oh, yes..."
"Cum for him now, sweet girl. Show him how much pleasure his successor can give your little body."
She cried out weakly, muffled against the muscular pillar of his neck, her whole body wracked with tremors, her release gushing violently and pooling on the marble tile between her feet. She clamped down so hard around him that he had no choice but to hold his hand still, rocking her gently through each lingering spasm until she was limp and whimpering in his arms.
"My angel...You have done well...Very well...," he praised. "You cum so beautifully...So perfectly..." He held his hand up in front of her face, her juices running in thick streams that he lapped up from the buttery leather. "And so much nectar...All for Papa."
He stood up suddenly, leaving her to slump in her seat while she fought to catch her breath. He approached the painting, facing Terzo eye to eye with a satisfied grin. "Don't you wish you had been able to taste her first, eh? Here you go, Papa. Buon appetite, stronzo." He smeared her slick across his predecessor's painted face with a grim chuckle before turning back to his young conquest.
Clutching her hands and pulling her to her feet onto wobbly legs, he positioned her without any resistance to lean forward and brace herself against the frame of the portrait. pressing himself tightly against his back to keep her still.
"I have been waiting quite some time for you, little one." He rolled her skirt up around her waist, spreading her legs farther apart with one hand and placing the other on the small of her back, encouraging her to arch for him. "I am going to enjoy feeling your tight little flower taking every inch of me..."
The sobering realization hit her like ice water, and the shameful lust she'd felt only moments ago was replaced with fear. "But I...But I...Papa, I've never-"
He stroked and squeezed her haunches as if he was trying to tame a frightened animal, but his voice was an ominous, rumbling threat. "You do not want to disappoint your Papa, do you?"
Things were moving too fast, too much out of her control. "No..."
"That is what I thought." Her hands left her for a moment once he was satisfied that she wouldn't try to escape, and she could hear the unmistakable metallic sound of a zipper and the rustling of fabric behind her. "Then let Papa show you what your little body is made for."
She pinched her eyes shut when she felt the heat and pressure of his swollen head against her entrance, whispering a useless, barely audible prayer to the Dark Lord for mercy. He entered her in one long, slow thrust until he felt her tense and squeeze the polished wood under her hands. "P-Papa...Please...It h-hurts..."
"I know, my dear, I know. I promise it will feel good soon." He circled his hips slowly, giving her time to relax, for the sharp sting to fade into a throbbing ache, pleasure and pain warring inside her straining walls.
But he didn't wait for her to be ready, too full of blood-lust by then to think of anything but his own pleasure and pride and glaring smugly at the face above. Once he started pumping into her tight spongy depths it was like lighting gasoline with a match and her pained whimpers fell on deaf ears.
"That's it...That's it...," he grunted, wrapping his hand around her neck to force her into an even more bowed, contorted position. "Show him how much you love giving your cunt to Papa."
Tears were pooling in her eyes, more from the grief than the pain. And yet every time he pulled out of her snug grip she awaited the next slam of his hips into hers like an addict craving their next hit.
"Who is your Papa now?," he panted, leaning forward to huff it against her ear but still leering up into Terzo's towering presence as he pounded into her tender flesh.
"Y-You...You are...," she whimpered, voice breaking pitifully.
He twisted her hair around his leather-clad fist and yanked her head up to force her focus on the deposed man's face, still dripping with her release. "Don't tell me, whore, tell him!"
"H-He's my Papa now," she groaned.
"Tell him who your pussy belongs to," he growled. "Say it!"
Tears were spilling down her cheeks by then, shame burning them while nausea twisted in her gut and her walls tightened and started to quiver. "My pussy is his now...I'm his..."
Her strained words only made him fuck into her harder and deeper than ever, and the intensity making her vision blur, a loud ragged scream parting her lips and echoing through the sacred hall, the most intense orgasm she'd ever felt quaking through her entire body.
He pulled out abruptly, releasing his iron grip on her and letting her crumple to the floor, fucking into his fist and spraying a thick, abundant stream of his seed across the portrait with an animalistic roar.
And just like that, they were in silence. She looked up from where she'd fallen to see him spraying the last few spurts onto Terzo's elegant spats with a proud smile. He leaned in tight to the dead man's face, hissing just loud enough for her to hear. "Who is Papa now?"
He looked down at her with cold, unfeeling eyes as he adjusted himself back into his sleek pants, smoothing back his hair and already looking like nothing at all had happened. "Perhaps I will call on you here again when my portrait is revealed. We can christen it together, eh?" He turned on his heels and strode out of the Chapel gallery, whistling a familiar tune as he went.
And she collapsed, body still trembling through aftershocks, sobbing as Terzo loomed from above, unphased.