I.N.F.E.R.N.O.

Welcome to My Inferno ||Dante Sweeny|| ||18 years old|| ||rescue ward patient|| Heroine addiction and Anorexia Everyone Has Their Demons to Face

[dantespersonalhell]

demixrivers:

Closing her eyes as she rest her head against the back of the bench in the gardens of Serenity, Demetria let out a small exhale and tugged her arms around herself. She had always found it funny that regardless of how drab the hospital could be at times, there were still some things that caught her off guard; which was the beauty that the garden held. Feeling at a complete tranquillity was the feeling that always possessed her heart when the fresh air collided with her skin and whilst Demi was not free, she felt free. Taking in the sun as she tilted her head back lightly, her eyes widened in surprise at the sound of a roaring crash; completely disrupting her relaxation.

Jumping up off of the wooden seat as a tide of rain came falling down to the floor, the brunette darted for the figure who - somehow - luckily had an umbrella with them. In an attempt to protect her hair and makeup, Demetria barely even looked at the silhouetteto see who it was before barging her way under their rain-shield. “Let me under, now!”

Dante was hardly even concentrating on what was going on around him as his listened to the rain hit and bounce off of the top of his umbrella. At least the security guard who let him come out here hadn’t only let him out without supervision, but had also given him an umbrella. Even though he had been clean for a few months now, there was still a dull ache that never seemed to go away. Even if he ate less than he normally was forced to, that still never helped. Glancing behind him as he heard some shouting he couldn’t fully comprehend what was happening until he saw the small figure of Demi pulling closer and hunching under the umbrella. She was already running her fingers through her hair, trying to shake any of the moister off. 

He felt a smile tug at his lips as he watched her and laughed quietly to himself. “That was a close one. I mean, heaven forbid your hair get wet.” he mocked sarcastically as he adjusted the umbrella so it was more evenly above both of them. 

[dantespersonalhell]

kenzie-webster-serenity:

“So I need a favor…”

“And I need drugs, so let’s make a deal, yeah?”

[dantespersonalhell]

ramsey-ashworth:

Smiling at the boys teasing she shook her head, giggling nervously.  She was less nervous than she had been before, knowing that he was just another patient.  “Do you think they’ll let me hang my drawings on the wall?”  She asked, thinking back to a couple of her drawings that she brought from home.  She’d been drawing ever since she was little, as an escape from her home, when she didn’t have to take care of her little brother.

Dante pondered the girl’s question before nodding his head. “Yeah, I don’t see why they wouldn’t let you hang ‘em. I mean, you did draw them and it’ll make it seem more like home.” he smiled and looked around the dark hall trying to see if anyone was coming. “So what are you doing up so late anyway? Were you looking for something?” 

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estellegrimesxo:

Estelle couldn’t possibly contain the admiration that she held for Dante. Being ‘superior’ to everybody else, she had already picked out the stronger ones and Dante was one of those. Not only was he friendly and approachable but headstrong too… And he had a sense of humour. Her giggle continued to hum through her vocal chords, finally coming to a halt at his question. “I don’t have any more painkillers but if I do, I will let you know.”

Dante laughed and shrugged. “Well, it was worth a shoot for asking, can’t blame me for that.” he sighed though. He knew they were only painkillers and that there had only been a few so they wouldn’t have lasted long, but even just having them for a day or two was better than nothing. “What I wouldn’t give for some heroin though,” he laughed to himself as he ran his fingers through his long hair. “Seriously, at this point I’m willing to give up a kidney for a gram of it. I don’t suppose Serenity has some sort of hidden black market I missed out on, huh?” he joked and leaned back into the chair. “I’m convinced Serenity is going to be the death of me Estelle. Call me a drama queen, but it’s true.” the teen mused and glanced back over at her. 

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aspensaspirin:

“You mean you haven’t felt inspired to cure yourself, thanks to their speeches?” Aspen asked with the raise of a brow, being uncharacteristically sarcastic. After a moment she chuckled lightly. 99.9% of the people here had been there longer than she, and so she was always sure they knew better -and more- than her. “It’s alright, we all have to get it out eventually. You as well,” and truly, it was nice to meet someone who seemed to be a bit more carefree…. though Aspen would probably prefer it to be a blood-less encounter. “Is it sunny out today?” she asked, honestly having no idea of the current weather. Th blonde shook her head, refocusing herself. “School work,” she shrugged, “Super exciting, I know. A couple essays to finish up,”

Dante rolled his eyes in a dramatic fashion and laughed. “Oh yeah, all of those speeches sure just make me want to be the best I can be.” he replied equally in sarcasm. “I think I’ve gotten enough of them to last me a life time. All of those ‘Oh Dante, I know you can get better you just need to stay positive~ <3′ Please, I don’t need to be positive, I need to leave this place, then I’ll have all the positivity I can handle.” He smirked but nodded at her question. “Yeah, it’s actually kind of warm out today... Youuuu wanna sneak out for a bit?” he asked coyly with a charming smile. “Those dumb essays will always be around, and it isn’t a crime to go and live a little.”

[shrpggossip]

I feel like everybody likes Dante Sweeny. Hooray for Dante Sweeny!!

Honestly it’s probably all that heroin, the kid is too high all the time to give a fuck about anything.

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[dantespersonalhell]

“Be nice to me! I haven’t had an ounce of heroin in weeks.”

[dantespersonalhell]

wesleyyandersonn:

After a long morning and afternoon of unpacking and trying to organize all of his things, Wesley was finally settled in at Serenity House. Not that it was hard for him to get settled. He was used to living in dorms or in camp counselor quarters, so he had never managed to acquire many personal belongs aside from essentials. Finally, it was time for his first shift.

He proudly donned the uniform as he wandered through the halls. It was not so different from the dorm buildings he had lived in during his years in college, but something about this place felt heavy. Knowing how many young people resided here hurt his heart. Wesley knew how it felt to be isolated from your peers, as he had spent a while in the hospital after his injury. Maybe that is why he was so eager about taking a job here. 

Before he knew it, he had lost track of where he was. Which ward, which floor, he couldn’t make out. Luckily he happened upon another person who appeared to have at least slightly more sense of direction than him. 

“Excuse me, I’m new around these parts. Can you help me find the cafeteria?”

Dante looked around and sighed as he realized the man was speaking to him. Of course it would be his luck that he would ask where the cafeteria was, just the place Dante always tried to avoid. He nodded and scanned over the older male’s uniform. Security from the looks of it. “Yeah, it’s over this way.” he replied and smiled. “The pictures they show you online make everything seem so tiny and small.” the male snickered glancing back at him. “Don’t worry ‘bout it, practically everyone gets lost when they first get here.” he remarked as he took the lead and started to walk towards the cafeteria. “First day on the job or something?” Dante questioned, trying to get a feel of the guard’s personality. One thing was for sure was that Dante was charismatic and at times he found it easy to talk himself out of sticky situations. So depending on what kind of character this guy was, maybe Dante could eventually use it to his advantage. 

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aspensaspirin:

“True, they never really stop hovering, but…..” but surely it was still worth seeing someone about it, right? Especially if it was affecting him this much?? “They’re always fussing over something with me too, don’t worry,” Aspen answered, without really answering his question. She was stuck in limbo between the wards, unsure of where she really belonged. “Aspen. On the newer side, so I’m not all that surprised. And also usually far away from blood too, so,” the blonde half smiled as she looked up at him, taking her eyes off the blood on his shirt.

Dante nodded as he backed off of the fire of questions he had just thrown at her. “All the doctors here always give the same speech again and again that they’re here to help and blah blah blah, in my opinion they do more harm than good.” he laughed to himself looking back at Aspen grinning. “Enough of my complaining though, it’s good to meet you Aspen. So, what bring you to the library on this good ol sunny day?”

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aspensaspirin:

She didn’t know the boy, but Aspen shifted her weight to one side, tilted her head and gave him a look. “This house is full of doctors. Maybe seeing one of them could help? Anemia doesn’t sound like something that’s incredibly hard to fix,” Aspen tried her best to just ignore the blood in general. “Same here… not exactly a fighter,” not that she was weak, but she didn’t see a point to physical violence as a means to solve problems.

Dante laughed and rolled his eyes. “Yeah, no. I’m not really looking to try and spend more time around doctors than I need to. I’m not even in the medical ward and they still always seem to be fussing over something. What about you? I don’t think we’ve met yet. I’m Dante.” 

[dantespersonalhell]

lucygriffithpsych:

“Even I’ll admit I’m a little nerdy,” Lucy laughed, biting her lip. “Always have been. And I do like to read, you’re right about that. But no, I’m sorry to say that I’m not currently taking bribes. I’ll let you know if I do, though.” Lucy crossed her thin legs in front of her, readjusting her position in her comfy office chair. She was pleased to come to the conclusion that Dante certainly seemed to be in better spirits than he had previously. Perhaps it was that he was beginning to come to terms with his hospitalization. The Snow Ball probably also had to do with it, not to mention this Nathan person he mentioned. “I’ve never actually had the chance to meet him, you’ll have to point him out to me or introduce me to him some time. Have you two been spending a lot of time together?”

Dante laughed and leaned back in the chair. “Shoot, I guess I got my hopes up for nothing. You sure I can’t bribe you? What if I get you two books??” he smirked and seemed to brighten up as the therapist started to ask about Nathan. “Sure. He seems pretty shy and quiet, but I think he’s over in the medical ward.” Dante paused, the two had been fairly physically close at the dance, but out side of that they hadn’t seen each other too much, maybe the nerves had finally gotten to both of them. “I mean... When we can.” he sighed and leaned forward again as he had his own question for Lucy. “He doesn’t know about my uhh... Problems though. I don’t want him to worry about it though.” It wasn’t like he could readily get drugs at Serenity and his food intake was being heavily monitored. 

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gavinlocke:

"Maybe, but I think everyone here would feel safer we just made sure nothing’s wrong. How’d the nosebleed start?”

“Uh I mean... It just sort of happened.” Dante sighed, it was just his luck to run into a doctor. “I get a little anemic sometimes because of... stuff.” he replied vaguely not wanting to disclose his eating habits, or lack there of, to some doctor. 

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estellegrimesxo:

Estelle couldn’t help but childishly roll her eyes at the others comments, appearance had never meant anything for the blonde but she had much greater concerns than just her hair. “Thank you, very much but I can assure you - I have no worries… As for your mother, it’s her job to be concerned. Let me tell you now, you would make a very pretty girl.” The therapist joked, a chuckle tickling at her throat. 

Dante laughed at the woman’s comment and flicked his long hair over his shoulder. “Oh no need to be modest, Estelle. I would make a sexy girl.” he couldn’t keep his composure for long as he burst out laughing and leaned back in his chair. “By the way I finished the uh, stuff you gave me.” he sighed a bit ashamed he had gone through it so fast. “I know you said you didn’t have more but I thought it wouldn’t hurt to ask.” 

[dantespersonalhell]

A Dance to Remember [Dante x Nathan]

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nathan-maverick:

 Nathan’s heart barely had any time to pick up its pace with anticipation as he saw the other leaning in closer; now this was different. A kiss full of feelings that made him melt instead of causing him awkwardness, because this time it was real. Dante could say that it was all fun and games as much as he wanted, but this interaction did not seem as a mere game no more, and the other boy’s attitude towards him had definitely improved. At this moment time had frozen, there was no wrong or right, neither of them cared about whoever was watching; it was just them and the music. Feeling his cheeks turn pink as their eyes met again, Nathan couldn’t help but let his own teasing comment leave his mouth as he now started feeling more comfortable around the other; “What, is this part of your game too?” He asked with a chuckle, indirectly trying to understand what Dante’s intentions were towards him.

Dante was glad when the other didn’t pull away from the kiss. He was fairly good at reading people, but he still hadn’t been sure how Nathan would react to being kissed again. He smiled into the kiss as he allowed his hands to travel up to the sides of his neck, gently continuing to kiss the other. At the other’s comment, he wasn’t sure if it was a game anymore. It had started as a game, but now things were confusing. Maybe it was still a game, or maybe it was out of lust, he wasn’t really sure. “You know I’m always full of fun and games. But you, you’re full of surprises.” he laughed and broke the kiss once more looking back at the other, his fingers weaving through the other male’s hair. Dante wanted to keep kissing the other and his hands itched to keep touching him, but he had to remind himself that this was supposed to be fairly innocent date and that they were in public, surrounded by other patients and staff members. Besides when it boiled down to it, Dante didn’t know much about the other. All he knew was that Nathan was a good kisser. “Luckily no one has come to steal you away from me yet. What about back home though? Anyone special I should know about?” 

[dantespersonalhell]

A Dance to Remember [Dante x Nathan]

[dantespersonalhell]

nathan-maverick:

 “Well, that’s true.” Nathan replied at the other’s statement, feeling extremely glad that his first dance was with a person like him, regardless of the circumstances that had brought them close in the first place. Chuckling at his comment, it was enough for the boy to break free a little, as he started swaying around to the music with more energy than before, deciding that he wanted to make the best out of this experience.

 Staring at him with glimmering eyes as he spoke, Nathan still couldn’t help but wonder about the other’s true intentions; Did Dante actually like him after all, or was this just a game to him? It wasn’t like the boy had thought much of the other from the first day they met, but after that kiss took place, he couldn’t deny that he was starting to develop a different kind of interest for the other male, one that he had never planned in the first place. “And how exactly are you gonna do that, mister Dante?” Nathan responded teasingly, staring in his eyes with a playful, suggestive smirk.

Dante smirked as the other flirted and teased back. The two of them had already kissed, but the circumstances had been a bit off. Not to mention Demi had been staring at them the whole time and it wasn’t exactly high on his list to just have someone staring at him while he kissed another person. Maybe she was fine with being so open about her and Aiden, but Dante liked to think he had a bit more class. “I have a few things in mind,” he finally replied in a coy voice. He leaned forward and let their lips meet once more, this time it was slower and with more passion. Now that he didn’t feel pressure of having to run back to Demi he took his time, letting his arms wrap around the other. When their lips finally broke apart for air, he could feel the other’s hot breath on his face. “What now? I am your date, and I promised to make this a special night. Your wish is my command.”

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aspensaspirin:

“Did someone hit you, or something, or…?!” Aspen asked, not really sure how he was so calm about the his own blood on him.

He sighed and pushed a lock of hair out of his face, a little bit amused by how much she seemed freaked to see blood. “Nah, just anemic. At least that’s what I’m assuming. Although me getting into a fight would prove to be entertaining, I would prefer to just watch the fight occur and not actually be in one.”

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lucygriffithpsych:

“What would you bribe me with?” Lucy asked with a bemused smile. “I’m curious what you think that I want.” Speaking of her notes, the psychiatrist slid her clipboard off her desk and onto her lap, flipping to the page with Dante’s name written across the top. She jotted a few things down about Dante’s mood then looked back up at her patient. “I’m glad you enjoyed the dance, it was actually pretty cool, I think. I helped set up a little and I came for an hour or so… It looked like most people had a good time. Do I get any clue as to who your hot date was?” She tilted her head and gave Dante an intrigued look.

Dante thought about what he would even be able to give to Lucy that she would like. Even though the two of them had so many conversations, he still didn’t know a whole lot about his therapist, while in turn she seemed to know a lot about him. “Well... Not gonna lie, you seem pretty nerdy,” the male joked running his fingers through his long wavy hair. “Maybe some new book? Fantasy maybe? Or are you the kind of person who would read memoirs... If anything I would default on some fancy looking psychology book. Or at least an IOU since I can’t really go shopping right now.” Dante leaned back in his chair and looked around the woman’s office curious to see what kind of books she had. Lots of them were psychology books... But this was her therapist office so that was to be expected. “I dunno, maybe you’ve had him for a therapy session before? His name’s Nathan, he’s over in the medical ward.”

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estellegrimesxo:

“It’s only hair, it’ll grow back!” Estelle exclaimed with pupils lit up from excitement. “But yes, I do have balls and surprisingly, you’re not the first to have told me.” She whispered, leaning in for him to touch as he pleased.

“But you had such nice long hair, it’s going to take forever for it to grow back! My mom always used to nag me that my hair was too long.” he cleared his throat and tried to make the best female impression he could. “Dante! Your hair is so damn long someone is gonna confuse you as a girl!!!” The male snickered and leaned forward to touch the part where she had shaved. “It’s.. Surprisingly soft.”