sometimes, daphne feels alone. and itâs not hard to do â in comparison to her brothers, or to her family, daphne has been on the outskirts. never one to have many friends, never one to be someones first choice. she tries not to blush â always does, when people are not. not exactly a punching bag .. but someone who could never really take a compliment. itâs kind of embarrassing. âaww,â with a mixture of affection and annoyance. bradleyâs not annoying. daphneâs just annoyed with herself, never being able to take someones kindness or compliments in a normal way. quite the opposite, actually. âalright, alright, that works for me â but iâm watchinâ you, canter, just to be sure that youâre not doing it on the low.â itâs nice to have a friend whoâs friendship doesnât feel like a transaction.Â
and, really, she feels like theyâre some kind of weird two sides of the same coin scenario. not entirely, they donât fit perfectly like a puzzle, but thatâs fine with her. the best things in life are never perfect. daphne knows what itâs like to be lonely in a room full of people, crowded but no one sees you. a comparable see-throughness that feels a bit more abstract than sheâs comfortable sayin aloud, so she tries to show up in her own way. even if itâs going with bradleyâs ideas that sometimes .. leave her brow raising. âwell i wouldnât say itâs putting up with you. youâre not a bad person, you know,â despite what she thinks the other might think about themself. âyou donât have to thank me.â her arm touches the others, gingerly, as if like a stray cat â bradley is adorable, cat-like and all, but knows her boundaries. and daphne would never want to cross from comfortable to not if she could help it. âi wouldnât be around if i didnât want to be, you know? like â itâs not like i donât get it,â her head shakes, swallowing down her own feelings of slight indignation of family dynamics. if the two of them go to talking about that, daphne feels like theyâd be here for hours more. âand youâre not a bitch â â eyes roll at the inevitable pushback on that, but blonde knows sheâs right. âdonât say that about my friend and i mean it.â as if sheâs a real tough girl and not some 5â1 person, 100lb soaking wet or something.
she laughs at the move, her head shaking again. sometimes, daphne gets a little too in her own head â making a mention note to stop shaking her head so much, people are going to think weird things. âsee, and this is why youâre the sporty one and iâmâŠnot.â not anymore, at least. those days were long gone, even as the idea of it twinges sadness in her chest. âremind me to never challenge you to something sporty. iâm too prideful to get my ass beat gracefully.â
âwell if you can handle it â why not?â her cat is her best friend, sans people, obviously. but that creature is the light of her life and daphneâs most prized possessions. embarrassing, maybe, but sheâs unabashed by it. âare you sure iâll be able to handle it? donât want you to dim yourself down for me.â