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This blog is currently inactive. However, I may come back every so often as a checkpoint to save my progress. Only kept alive as memories of my past self and how far I've come. Last selfharmed: 7/31/19

[topherchris]

[darhwolf]

Checkpoint (12/10/25): Age 25. Well, after a lot of hard times and a health crisis that my partner had (she's okay), we finally got a place together! It took a long time, but we finally did it! We move in on January 1st of 2026. It's quite literally the best possible spot we ever could've found. It's ideal in terms of price, location, and amount of space. I'm so excited to REALLY start my life with my partner. I no longer have to say goodbye, only goodnight ❤️❤️❤️

Other than that, I'm 6+ years clean from s/h! The apartment was the biggest update, though.

Progress saved.

[darhwolf]

I fucking hate America

[darhwolf]

Checkpoint (1/23/24): Age: 23. I've had quite the ride in the past few years. I'm writing this down over a year from my last save point. I've hit 4 years clean from self harm and I'm just a day away from reaching the 2 year anniversary with my girlfriend.

Since last time, I've realized that I'm definitely trans and started going by the name River. I really enjoy it. Annika, my girlfriend, and I are looking forward to moving in together this year and then I can finally start living my life the way I want to, as my true authentic self. I'm excited to spend life with her.

I still miss my mom. I haven't visited the spot we spread her ashes yet... I should. It would help me feel better and maybe help me cope a bit because I still miss her just as much as the day I lost her back in 2009. That's all. I think I'll save again when I actually move in with Annika, like I said I would last time, but it's been a while.

Progress saved.

Small checkpoint revision: I'm coming out to my dad as trans in about a month! 8/8/24

[darhwolf]

Checkpoint 9/25/22: Age: 22. I've had quite the ride. Hit three years clean from self harm, lost a girlfriend, and gained a new girlfriend and we've been together 8 months now. I've also been questioning my gender and everything is so damn confusing but I'm taking it one step at a time. My girlfriend is supporting me the whole way through.

Annika, my girlfriend, makes me so damn happy. I think I'll save my progress when we move in together one day.

I miss my mom.. a lot. I wish she could've lived to meet my girlfriend and see me through my transition. I lost her in 2009. I know she would be so damn proud of the woman I'm becoming.

Progress saved.

[darhwolf]

Why is it too much to ask to not be used?

[darhwolf]

I'm basically never on tumblr anymore. I'll never delete it because it has so many memories, but if anybody wants to attempt to converse with me, send me a message on here (I'm terrible with conversations and mostly send cute animals and memes) and I'll give you.my discord.

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

healthy love exists and it’s worth being patient for

[dear-ao3]

hold on a fucking second. delaware is a state?? i thought it was a river? or is the river more important than the state? why don't i know this? (i should mention i don't like in america, i'm just confused)

there is delaware (state) and delaware (river) 

both are equally strange

the state is a tiny little cryptid thing

the rive is a monster that spans new york, pennsylvania, new jersey and delaware. also washington crossed it once and that was like kinda a big deal i guess. like crossing the rubicon in rome.

the state tries to me more important with its “im the first state!!!” bs (seriously its even on the fucking license plates) but we all know. its the river.

[dear-ao3]

THATS TUPPERWARE

[sobutmermaids]

i thought delaware was a place in ohio? why are there so many things named delaware?

[dear-ao3]

delaware is too powerful

[uncertaininnit]

what the fuck

[dear-ao3]

[skaktusposts]

Wait what? I thought Delaware was a store with building supplies. Like paint, wood, nails and stuff?

[dear-ao3]

THATS HOME DEPOT ???

[skaktusposts]

I know home depot, but dude I don’t know anything about America mad have never been there. Are you sure there is not a some sort of store called something close to Delaware!?!

[dear-ao3]

…..ace hardware….?

[uncertaininnit]

this post has only been around for a few hours but could very well be a world heritage post

[dear-ao3]

but at what cost

[publiusmaximum]

This post launched at 8am PST on 12 Feb 2021. The above conversation has happened in 3 hours.

[heavensickness]

colllection

[everythingfox]

Good boy offers food to his toy

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[whitepeopletwitter]

[ryebreadgf]

maybe if you had read every post i have ever made you would have correctly interpreted the tone of my post

[catchymemes]

[the-real-skeletor]

Good evening to my short kings

[transfemininomenon]

in my restless dreams i see that place

[memeclassheroes]

[halles-comet]