poisonedlace🕷️

letterboxd: sweetkitti

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Lets be Moots 😙

in need of some besties sooo add me if u feel my vibe <3

🕷️ virgo - cancer - aquarius 🕷️

interests: sewing - fashion - music - graphic design - partying - beauty - girlblogging

fav artists: suicideboys - lana del rey - lady gaga - grimes - blood orange

fav movies: trainspotting - spun - gia

pinterest: https://pin.it/2QKGzBjqL

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/user/mikala.gov.?si=9qKXlgJoQ7e1Tf9kAJ6rNQ

letterboxd: https://boxd.it/7d9r1

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I've had enough of being humbled everyday of my life going to check my phone to see no notifications at all </3

Nobody checking up on me 😹😹

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Crazy how long I went without feeling this sad, did not think I'd reach this point again wow. Feeling cringe when I try to talk about and also I see something beautiful in suffering alone 🧚🏻

I <3 self destruction

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Feeling stuck and wanting to erase my existence from everyone's mind and start fresh. My urge to escape toxicity is all I can think about but moving forward with it is hard. I am not perceived correctly, but who cares, why correct people who don't give a shit about it anyways. how do you just wipe away the last 6 years of your life where comfort became all you know but it's just not fulfillment? I thought I was okay with it and this is how life is supposed to be but I'm growing and it's not what I want at all. It should be my choice right?

I feel like I'm locked in a cell of frustration and I do have the key - it's like stolkholm syndrome really.

Wanting to try all the methods that people claim are life changing.. like give me a moldavite stone or divine intervention - actually ANYTHING to give me the push I need.

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The time change and it being sunny outside got me yearning for summer rn UGH even tho it's still cold out and it won't be warm for a while still I am urging to go to the beach and play mermaids 😔

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WHYYY does everyone ever have a 2009 rick owens leather jacket BUT ME. 😔😔 when will it be my turn fr

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Feeling the urge to be tatted and pierced all over i just wanna customize my character ❀༉‧₊˚

Might go and get a dermal piercing tmw it's been on my mind forever

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been saying #fuckit and buying tickets to all the concerts this year 🫶🏻

snowstrippers presale on wednesday ahhhh so excited

i YEARN for tati

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the vibe lately

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it will never make sense to me that people my age are having kids and getting married. LIKE I DONT EVEN WANNA GET OUT OF BED & HOW DO THEY HAVE SO MUCH MONEY ☹️

i hate my broke life

also being a *broke* fashion girl with expensive taste is terrible. i want everything but can have nothing 🥀 at least i can sew and tell myself "i can make that" but never do :3

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i need more dark whimsy outfits for fall / winter ughhhh

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haven't posted in a while so here i am being cvnty on halloween 🐈‍⬛

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so fall vibes lately. watching ahs coven and building my fall outfit vibe on pinterest

#justgirlythings

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sad :(

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been a while since i had a crash out we're so back

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i need to remember more that my boyfriend is so awesome and does so many great things for me ☹️ i feel i take that for granted too much but he is the greatest ever. i know he is sad and going through a really dark patch rn and he had a bad day today :(( i just wanna protect him and make his bad feelings go away