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Comming back soon
Sorry i Havent put anything here yet - i have been busy with survival and depression. I will comeback with new series of posts by tomorrow.
NO FREEDOM EP 6 - Dictator speeks
Dictator of Poland speeks again: outside catholic church there is only a nihilism which will DESTROY US ALL ! WHOOOOO!
Vice prime minister, instead of trying to find middle ground with half of the society which hates this theocratic fascist revolution of theirs, calls for war of one part of society with another.
This is the level of psychopathy we have to deal with in Poland.
One of Polish madnesses
NO SENSE - ep 4 - Polish Spirit Shaman Medicine
Above: Lichen basilica located in village of...1479 people. Crown example of Byzantine pomp and wastefulness...from taxpayer pocket of course.
Below pictures says:
“31,000 priests
14,000 pediatricians
8,000 gynecologists
1 church per 4,000 inhabitants
1 hospital per 40,000 inhabitants “
No sense ep 3 - COVID19 medieval spirit medicine
https://www.reuters.com/article/us-health-coronavirus-poland-priest-idUSKBN2153HR
Polish priests goes on “COVID crusade”.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IDFSnilyDfA&t=280s
I dont like above chanel as it seems somehow vulgar, but above link shows well the madness of catholic church in Poland trying to deal with Virus. There are no subtitles but just
How much sense does it make to “ask God for help” with Coronavirus:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HdWsogGqRv0
Here is the fun fact: Gym calls itself church to avoid restriction and make use of church’s privileges.
https://www.businessinsider.com/poland-gym-rebrands-church-of-the-healthy-body-coronavirus-restrictions-2020-10?IR=T
26.10.20 - the fifth consecutive day of protests against Poland’s court’s near-total ban on abortion.
they follow a ruling by Poland’s Constitutional Court that abortions, even in cases of foetal defects, are illegal.
it means that abortion is now only valid in cases of rape or incest.
the fight is about the right to choose.
Abortion is not murder !
Imagine you stand by the cliff and there is another human being attached by rope to you, hanging from the cliff. If you move from the place or try to manipulate the rope it will SNAP. That human beibg will be released to the death then. Moreover if you want the person hanging to stay alive you need to feed him, clean his a*s, clothe him, watch him over.
Do you not have right to decide on yourself and move from the place without burden ? Are you morally obligated to stay roped for years or even ubtil end of your life ? Are you obliged to become a slave of situation, without freedom to decide on your movemnts, body and further life? Are you morally chained to misery just to save that person life? ARE YOU MURDERER BY DECIDING TO LEAVE THIS DREADFUL ENSLAVEMENT ?
End this lie once and for all - ABORTION IS NOT MURDER.
"Eugenics"
We hear from fanatics that abortion is an eugenic activity.
I wish to remind that Eugenics were pseudosciences which were used by state to force LIMITATION OF REPRODUCTORY RIGHTS - by sterilization.
By forbiding abortion Polish goverment pursues the same goal as eugenics did, namely LIMITATION OF REPRODUCTORY RIGHTS - only by different means.
THEREFORE Antiabortion has more to do with EUGENICS and abortion is precisely not THAT.
NO MONEY ep 2 - fitting myself into cardboard
Fallowiec in Poznan (West Poland)
Lubelska, Warsaw
Grochowska, Warsaw
Dudziarska, Warsaw
Average Housing space per person in Europe is 40 sqm. In Poland it is the lowest in Europe at 25 sqm. And this is only average mind it - there are also people such as me living at 15 sqm per person - and I dont have data on it but I would place a safe bet that 15 sqm is closer to median than 25 sqm.
Moreover even casual street walk reveals that housing stock is dated or even decomposing.
Source: https://www.euroconstruct.org/ec/blog/2018_04
https://ec.europa.eu/energy/content/housing-space-person_en
Above Archbishop’s Slawoj Glodz - professional alcoholic and harasser - Palace in the middle of poor village he was born in.
NO FREEDOM ep 5 - theocracy
On the right - Polish Prime Minister - Mateusz “Pinokio”Morawiecki
On left - Tadeusz Rydzyk - Avaricious “humble” “Father director” - powerful director of Catholic media conglomerate “Trwam”. Kissed on foot by Jaroslaw Kaczynski (look to NO freedom ep 2), Prime minister, minister of justice and prime attorney, Minister of Defence etc. Majority of his funds come from public money.
State funded, byzantine expenditures “Temple of divine providence” dominating the landscape of Wilanow in Warsaw. Each polish city, town and even village is overstuffed with those buildings.
90% of Catholic church’s income comes from state/public money and EU (mainly grants for land ownership).
Catholic church has just forced it’s pseudoscience about embryos being persons on general law
Catholic church openly speaks that it is recommending conversion “therapies” for LGBT people - and it seeks public funding for it
Lessons of catholic indoctrination are default and near obligatory in public schools or even kindergartens. Those are two hours a week which is more than e.g. physics, biology or history.
There are laws against blasphemy which are called here “insult against religious feelings”. It was enough for one woman to draw a rainbow over mary’s head and for another to call bible’s authors drunkards to be prosecuted.
Church officials are seen in each public ceremony or celebration. They enjoy VIP status.
President and other officials kneel before the church symbols, attend masses and kiss bishops hands.
Public television is right now agitating against opposition candidate because he didnt send his children to communion and public television and radio is openly hostile to non-catholics
Church receives gigantic areas of lands from state for 1%-5% of value (where it builds hotels, businesses, palaces for bishops etc.), bishop enjoy status of princes with private servitude of nuns in their palaces etc
Priests and catholic TV are agitating for rulling party.
Only 4 priests were actually sentenced for paedophilia (while investigations in Usa, Australia, Germany revieled that about 4% of priests are paedophilia) etc. I could go on and on. General Prosecutor who is also a Minister of “Justice” is thwarting any investigation against church. Inspite big scandals and media investigations into scandal (including two documentary movies watched by 7 millions viewers) police or prosecutor are not even starting any processes against church or priests.
Religious nationalistic bandits enjoy state protection
Bishops, archbishops, common priests and church fanatics are constantly publicly agitating against atheists, homosexuals, jews, people living together without marriage, etc. They are constantly on the lookout for imaginery enemies - and it got normalized. Recent example that comes to my mind is bishop Jez citting “Protocols of Elders of Zion”.
To summarize - it scary to live here for anyone who thinks different than radical wing of catholic church. Yes, you will be ok if you keep apparances and do not admit your true beliefs. But God help you if you admit publicly what you really belief…
https://www.questia.com/magazine/1G1-84805914/back-to-the-past-poland-s-experiment-in-theocracy
Bogdanow, Lodzkie, Poland. Colossal temple towering threateningly over village of...290 people. Those churches are active and running. You will be on tounges in villages such as this if you dont attend Sunday mass. If you would reveal yourself as e.g homosexual or atheist they will start a psychological war on you until you kill yourself.
Source: https://kph.org.pl/wp-content/uploads/2019/07/Situation-of-LGBTA-Persons-in-Poland-10.07.pdf
TRY TO TAKE OUR FREEDOM FROM ANY OF US AND WE WILL START BUILDING STAKES
(translation: LEADER! The only PU*SY you can manage lives in the PALACE)
"The only pu**y you can manage lives is president palace". So true :D
NO FREEDOM ep 4 - TVP propaganda
Here is how TVP - Pis Proaganda arm - is describing human rights protests - “aggresive radical groups”,”destroying churches”,”Protesters using Nazis signs” etc.
Although there thousands upon thousands of protesters in every major and not major city they are portraying it as just several small groups. Completely skewed alternative reality.
“Clash of civilizations” 104 down 39 up.
We are paying 2 billion PLN of taxes a year (enough to fund several hospitals) for this Bulshit which serves only rulling party.
NO FREEDOM ep 1 - Ban on abortion
This is a hot issue in Poland.
Yesterday “Constitutional Tribunal” (a formerly independent, currently compromised by Government insitution) rulled (on rulling party “apeal”) that legal clause allowing abortion in case of heavily deformed/terminally ill fetus is against constitution. Massive protests erupted overnight and those were squashed by police with paper gas and raw physical violence. Poland is not that much different from Belarus. I abstract from the fact that Machiavellian Goverment has insidiously proceeded this during a ban of public gatherings due to COVID-19.
Women legal rights to decide on their own bodily integrity were already heavily limited. Now it will be EVEN WORSE.
WE already used to have so called “conscience clause” which allowed physicians to refuse abortion EVEN IN CASE OF DANGER TO WOMAN LIFE AND HEALTH. I remember well the infamous case of Doctor Hazan - demigod of Polish fundamentalist right movement.
This psychopath not only refused to carry abortion but also lied about fetus deformation. When baby was born it was so deformed, so much in suffering that Nurses and doctors were fainting and crying their faces off at mere sight of it. Parents are undergoing PTSD therapy until now.
This is religious mentality in action - good and evil, empathy, morality - it is of no concern to the fanatics. Only rules ! Not principles, but rules ! There is no concern for suffering of others in Christians. Dr Hazan could end suffering of this child and his parents - but his own religious comfort was more important to him. Religion is creating fake moral problems which are the smoke screen to hide/forget about real moral issues. Religion is an excuse to act without empathy.
So anyway - I havent found a good working argument against abortion. Lets even assume that fetus without nervous system can be a person (it is an magical thinking of course, but lets just assume it is true for a moment) there is still a Violenist argument of Judith Jarvis Thomson:https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Defense_of_Abortion
I will write more later on. Have to go back to my tasks in work..,
NO SENSE EP 1 - “Pro-life”
So there is this obsession with controling others life.
I suspect it derives of the frustration - if you believe you cannot achieve hapiness on you own you can only feel better by putting others down or by forcing “hapiness” on others.
Two days ago Polish far right obsession with controling others life have resulted in nearly total ban on abortion.
Arguments against abortion reffer to appeal to emotions metaphysical giberrish about personhood and “diginity of human being”. However it is a confusion. Even if embrion is human it is not necessairly person. Being a person implies at least capacity for cognition. Embrio doesn;t have brain. If we assume that we cannot abort living cells even if they dont have brains - then we also dont have right to remove tumors and parasites. It makes no sense to apply such a worldview.
Anti-choice madmen argue that child may not have capacity to think now but it will have it in future.
And here comes Violonist thought experiment of Judith Jarvis Thomson.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Defense_of_Abortion
Lets say to go to sleep. You wake up in hospital bed, connencted through tube to unconcious Violinist. He is sustaining himself only through connection to your body. If you unplug yourslelf during next 9 months he will die. Violinist is unable of cognition now but will be able when he wakes up later on. He is certainly a person. BUT so are You.
Do you not have right to decide on yourslelf and unplug so you can live your life ?
I would extend Judith Thompson’s experiment to fit current reality of Polish hellhole. What if Violonist wakes up after 9 months and needs you constant care - wipping a**, feeding, washing - THROUGH REST OF YOUR LIFE ?
What if he will BE DEING SEVERAL YEARS in EXTRUCIATING AGONY of PAIN IN YOUR HANDS ?
Are you really morally obliged to waste your life for someone else life - just for that person can live in agony and misery ?
In my opinion “defence of life” is really an excuse to exert power and violence over others - so that psychopats can feel better.
NO MONEY EP 1 - budget
What life can you afford in Poland ? Here is my personal perspective:
We live in Warsaw. Fortunately my Wife owns studio apartment in one of most shamy districts of city. Cant imagine how could we afford renting whole apartment anymore. We used to but it had literaly taken 75% of my work check. This is the situation of most young Poles - we either live with parents or throw out majort part of our incomes on shamy apartment who have not been repaired since 90s.
Fortunately I am working for International company as junior. My wife doesn't work. She used to try but mobbing and excessive stress and workload has made her burnout fast. Moreover multiple health issues makes it hard for her to withstand demands of work. Hey, but this doesn't matter becuase as she continues to apply she cannot get any work for 8 months in that market. We both have higher education, Master's degree. Just imagine situation of somebody who does not Uni degree and does not work for one of those international companies with high ethical standards. More about job situation latter on. Now lets talk about budget.
We are trying to live on my check of 5,600 PLN (1,446 USD) GROSS. It is above country average income and way above median country's income.Out of these governments steals 31 % in form of direct taxes and about 23% of all purchases in form of indirect taxes. There are different calculations circulating around however overall tax ratio is somewhere between 60%-85% of our incomes. I get less than 3,900 PLN to my account each month. Out of this I am paying 975 PLN to a ripoff Solicitor licence which my wife undergoes and which causes Depression and Mental Exhaustion in her with no hope of blooming into effect. I pay between 450-550 PLN to rent and somewhere between 500-600 on bills. 220 PLN to our joint Discount Private Medical plan because of course you cannot use "Public Health system" when you really need it. Our state is a predatory state - we pay enormous taxes but cant expect any real, quality "public services" afterwards. Inflation runs fast because government keeps creating money for his public Corruption programs such as 500+ or more church subsidies. Gasoline (LPG) for 90's car, maybe some pizza once a month, a lot of private medical health expenditures (because remember that you cant really be admitted for "public health care") and I the middle of month we are out of money.
So this is a picture. Two people - both with about 7 years of higher professional education, own apartment, NO theatre, NO Cinema, NO clothes expenditures. I am working about 50h a week. And we can still bearly make it. Now imagine happens if:
- you have average or below average income ?
- you have no professional education ?
- you are not working you ass off?
- you have to rent a room from someone ?
- you need to pay for mechanic/plumber or someone else ?
- you clothes tore off after time ?
- you need an operation which costs 20,000-50,000 PLN (as my wife needs) ?
Welcome to little Polish hell. I would escape but I barely have money to pay for gasoline so I can get close to the border.
Send Bear Grylls to Poland. He will be calling moma next day.
Believe whatever you like, but leave me out of it. Thanks.