Dark days

[musiccokeandfrench]

now that I have listened to the entirety of the album, I feel like I cannot do anything else but sit by myself and feel things

[darkpast007]

Let’s admit it. 3 years and 16 days later, a heartbreak is supposed to be healed. But what if the heartbreak never came from a relationship. An unsaid love, It haunts you. The day you lie on the bed waiting for the sweet disposition of life to end, you remember the things you could have said, you could have done. If it wasn’t for the rules of this world, I would have been with you. If it wasn’t for your ego, we would have ended up together forever. If it wasn’t for the circumstances, we could have been brave enough. If it wasn’t for the distance, I would have stared at the shine your eyes reflected when I looked at you. But only, if it wasn’t for the rules of this world!

And I hope, you still miss me like I miss you. And you crave my touch as much i crave yours. But let’s be honest, love like ours isn’t meant to last forever. We burnt too close to the sun. We could only fight the world if we were willing to leave it all. I hope you remember the words we said to each other and how it felt when we were in love. Because I will remember, even 40 years later when I am with the love of my life, I ll remember the love I could have and the life we could have made.

[samsstudygram]

some bomb ass study music

sorry - halsey

let it go - james bay

tenerife sea - ed sheeran

simple as this - jake bugg

oblivion - indians

without words - ray lamontagne

cellophane - sia

i see the light - tangled

lostmyhead - the 1975

unsteady (erich lee gravity remix) - x ambassadors

half the man - rozzi crane

meet me in the hallway - harry styles

down - marian hill

bloodstream - the chainsmokers

rose gold - pentatonix

cruz - christina aguilera

suite for solo cello no. 1 in g major - yo-yo ma

the scientist - coldplay

skinny love - birdy

urn - childish gambino

the long grift - hedwig and the angry inch

two ghosts - harry styles

eye of the needle - sia

november has come - gorillaz

xo - john mayer

almost - dnce

if i believe you - the 1975

non, je ne regrette rien - edith piaf

blood theme - dexter

kiss me - ed sheeran

one - ed sheeran

magic - coldplay

somewhere over the rainbow - israel kamakawiwo’ole

heathen - colouring

skyscraper - demi lovato

lose it - oh wonder

burn the pages - sia

i’m in here - sia

the wave - colouring

last living souls - gorillaz

long way down - tom odell

tee shirt - birdy

beside you - 5 seconds of summer

footprints - sia

heartbreak warfare - john mayer

nocturnes, op. 9: no. 2 in e-flat major - chopin

all i want - kodaline

all alone - gorillaz

from the dining table - harry styles

everything has grown - colouring

an encounter - the 1975

drive - halsey

i miss you - blink-182

photograph - ed sheeran

all we do - oh wonder

trouble (stripped) - halsey

not about angels - birdy

young god - halsey

link to this playlist on spotify

[darkpast007]

Say whatever you want CERSEI IS BADASS

[indieteen]

[just-shower-thoughts]

I’d like to see a documentary where KKK members compete against black athletes and scholars in physical and intellectual challenges and then try to explain how they’re superior.

[ftariq08]

What an epitome of broken dreams and hopelessness.. Someone give him a hug.

[gentleonmymind13]

Find it disgusting that Amanda Knox has signed a $4million book deal. Whether or not she was guilty it is the most disrespectful thing I've seen.

This world is a joke.

[darkpast007]

an innocent human being was wrongfully convicted..spent time in jail..was disgraced and slut shamed worldwide..lost 4 years of her life for a crime she didn’t commit...but oh God she is writing a book nd getting paid for that??how disgusting..right??

[darkpast007]

After the show finale

Pll fans : Gordon Ramsay PLL writers : sandwich lady

[darkpast007]

Troian bellisario with a british accent is my new kink 🔥🔥🔥

[darkpast007]

Oh my God...its a twincerrrrrr

[darkpast007]

We don't need hook ups..WE NEED ANSWERS MARLENE WTF?

[darkpast007]

Ok its been 50 minutes since the episode started.. WHERE ARE MY DAMN ANSWERS?

[darkpast007]

Forget pll sequel...i need a sequel with their moms kicking ass..

[just-juno-stripping]

That Rough Night trailer has me all infuriated now. 

When will sex workers stop being the target of violent jokes in main stream media? As if it isn’t DIFFICULT ENOUGH to hear of deaths in our actual community, only to have it displayed like it’s “super funny” in a movie trailer.

Fuck off Hollywood, seriously. 

Do you even have a clue as to how many stories I’ve heard of my fellow strippers going MISSING because they happen to be sex workers? 

Sure, you can work at the safest, most superbly monitored club in the world but that doesn’t stop angry customers from following you home or like the poor girl from the Midwest who was abducted after a late shift (because she was pretty, it was late, BAM BOOM they take her). 

It’s fucking SAD. 

It’s mortifying. 

LIKE girls at my home club are still mourning the death of a beautiful soul whom was lost last fall and IT’s AWFUL to see the media joking about the death of sex workers.

STOP. JUST STOP MAKING MY LIFE AND THE LIVES OF MY FELLOW SEX WORKERS FEEL LIKE WE DON’T FUCKING MATTER. THAT OUR EXISTENCE IS NO MORE THAN A JOKE. A “HA-HA”. 

THIS IS WHY WHEN WE GO MISSING, PEOPLE DON’T COME LOOKING, BECAUSE TO SOCIETY, WE’RE ALREADY DEAD. 

[darkpast007]

I watched rough night last night and i just wanna say…ya all are dumbass…sorry fr ruining the movie plot..but the guy who was killed was not a sex worker of any sort…u went on a rant after watching a 2 min trailer..the movie was actually pretty fun..also the guy didn’t die cuz the girl was fat..he died cuz he hit his head while going down…so ya all need to keep ur extra sensitive asses in control sometimes

[just-juno-stripping]

Except, originally the trailer actually said he was a stripper. Plus, regardless of the actual context of the film now, the points are still relevant. Don’t pretend like suddenly debunking the movie makes my “rant” about how our lives are important any less, oh you know, important.

[darkpast007]

The points are relevant..but not for this movie..i had pretty low expectations before watching it..but there is one thing that i learnt…trailers don’t tell shit about a movie..so, by no means i said that ur lives don’t matter…its a freaking movie..it does not define the value of a human life ,which is equally important no matter what you do.

[tiredstripper]

no one asked you

[darkpast007]

[darkpast007]

Me when A.D is finally revealed

[just-juno-stripping]

That Rough Night trailer has me all infuriated now. 

When will sex workers stop being the target of violent jokes in main stream media? As if it isn’t DIFFICULT ENOUGH to hear of deaths in our actual community, only to have it displayed like it’s “super funny” in a movie trailer.

Fuck off Hollywood, seriously. 

Do you even have a clue as to how many stories I’ve heard of my fellow strippers going MISSING because they happen to be sex workers? 

Sure, you can work at the safest, most superbly monitored club in the world but that doesn’t stop angry customers from following you home or like the poor girl from the Midwest who was abducted after a late shift (because she was pretty, it was late, BAM BOOM they take her). 

It’s fucking SAD. 

It’s mortifying. 

LIKE girls at my home club are still mourning the death of a beautiful soul whom was lost last fall and IT’s AWFUL to see the media joking about the death of sex workers.

STOP. JUST STOP MAKING MY LIFE AND THE LIVES OF MY FELLOW SEX WORKERS FEEL LIKE WE DON’T FUCKING MATTER. THAT OUR EXISTENCE IS NO MORE THAN A JOKE. A “HA-HA”. 

THIS IS WHY WHEN WE GO MISSING, PEOPLE DON’T COME LOOKING, BECAUSE TO SOCIETY, WE’RE ALREADY DEAD. 

[darkpast007]

I watched rough night last night and i just wanna say…ya all are dumbass…sorry fr ruining the movie plot..but the guy who was killed was not a sex worker of any sort…u went on a rant after watching a 2 min trailer..the movie was actually pretty fun..also the guy didn’t die cuz the girl was fat..he died cuz he hit his head while going down…so ya all need to keep ur extra sensitive asses in control sometimes

[just-juno-stripping]

Except, originally the trailer actually said he was a stripper. Plus, regardless of the actual context of the film now, the points are still relevant. Don’t pretend like suddenly debunking the movie makes my “rant” about how our lives are important any less, oh you know, important.

[darkpast007]

The points are relevant..but not for this movie..i had pretty low expectations before watching it..but there is one thing that i learnt...trailers don't tell shit about a movie..so, by no means i said that ur lives don't matter...its a freaking movie..it does not define the value of a human life ,which is equally important no matter what you do.