thin + wearing black

22 // 5'2" // sw: 137 // cw: 118 // cgw: 115 // ugw: 90 /// being out of recovery doesn't mean i dont want every other person with an eating disorder to be in recovery.

[darkspo]

Only made it to 36 hours but at least that’s halfway. Probably shouldn’t have broken my fast with a section of quesadilla doused in hot sauce tho :/. Starting another fast now.

[darkspo]

Well, I’m back on this train after like 3 months off it. 16 hours into a 72 hours fast - water, tea, coffee, vegetable broth and wine and vodka sodas only. So far so good, occasional hungry that’s quickly subsiding, no actual cravings.

[inanimate-dolls]

Faves pt. 6

[darkspo]

Been absent for months. Sorry about that. Gained , but here’s a leg check

[naive-personality]

[curiouuuu]

It’s so easy.

You could be at your goal weight in the blink of an eye

If you would have some self control

It’s really not that hard. Exercise. Eat fruits. Say no to junk food.

Don’t make things harder than they have to be.

[seaymphea-deactivated20190709]

Anne Carson, from Plainwater-Essays and Poetry

[thedudeleftthebuilding-deactiva]

[redmc]

[seirenez]

[poor-little-honey-girl]

not mine

[zani-kanie]

🌹

[blue-sadcalm]

[laxatives-n-roses]

i wish oh i wish i could carve off my fat

[xdeadly-thinx]

💮

[rdtyf]

laxatives and purging only get rid of the food, not the calories. so don’t eat something you’ll regret in the first place.

[jipmulder]

[smallthinempty]

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