Mentally fucked up

Girl/UK/ Gay as fuck  If you feel the need to talk about something I'm here for you.

[nomatterwhat447]

👏👏👏

[brokenflicker]

"All I have are negative thoughts."

—Joker (2019)

[darkworld066]

"It's something I did? Something I said? I don't understand, you were good, you were happy. We were happy. What went wrong?" And here goes the same story again, the love of my life, with the same tears in her eyes, blaming herself all over again "How I've not seen this happening?" And I look at her, and the pain I caused, and all I can think about it's getting at least one line. To get rid of this feeling. To get rid of this number, 1 year, 5 months, 25 days clean. The story of an addict, the core of my existence. Cause it's nobody's fault but my own. My own weaknesses, my pain, my scars, my whole...life. Cause I was happy, but happy is not enough for us, is it? Something is missing. Something is always missing. All the love in the world cannot fix this. And for that I am so so sorry.

The story of an addict, the core of my existence.

[drugalcoholrecoverycenters]

“Every time I draw a clean breath, I’m like a fish out of water”

— Narcotics Anonymous

[darkworld066]

People need to get the fact that I am not trying to kill myself. I'm trying to kill that thing inside of me. That monster...that bloody monster.

A.A

[somepiecesofmyheartandsoul-deac]

“If you know the things I went through, the experiences that left scars underneath my skin, you will realize how ugly I have been. Wonderful will be the last thing that comes to your mind whenever you lay your eyes upon me.”

— Lukas W. // If you know

[13rwhyblog]

[one-big-hassle]

My friend sent me this after she won 3000 dollars off a scratch off. Reblog so that you can have good luck too

[goluxexmachina]

that’s a lot of dollars

[mayormccheese]

IT WORKES I GOT PAID THREE DAYS EARLY

[one-big-hassle]

THAT’S FUCKING AWESOME

[darkworld066]

I need a miracle

[darkworld066]

One big joke from the universe.

[profeminist]

[bob-belcher]

[mercedesbenzodiazepine]

I’m sending him a friend request LMAO

[thegoodvybe]

[darkworld066]

So my parents found out that i cut myself about a month ago and they told me to just get over myself and stop feeling sorry for myself and that it's all in my head. I just feel like giving up on life. I'm getting worse everyday and nobody cares.

Your parents are the ones who should get over themselves. But some people can't see the truth even if its standing in front of them. So, it's not your fault, what they think it's not your fault. Try to ignore them, because in the end your happiness is more important than their opinion. Work on that, work on you, cause there is always hope, you just need to fight for it. Keep your chin up, there's a better life, a better end for people like us. If you don't believe this yet, just trust me.So don't give up,I care.

[qvotable]

“Always be kinder than you feel.”

— Unknown

[scntrx-deactivated20191108]

[thelavenderfaerie]

issa mood (via The Mighty)

[tittytron]

tumblr friendships are hard to maintain like im sorry i know i havent talked to you in 5 months but you’re still super rad and i still consider us friends im just dumb

[ironbound-oberon]

#if you’re wondering if this is for you #it’s probably for you

[lifeisaroughjourney]

If I have ever messaged you or messaged me and never heard from me again, I still consider us friends. I just suck

[darkworld066]

"I was broken before I even had a chance to be whole"