Practice Reckless Optimism

23 • Newcastle UK ☞ Australia • Bipolar 2 & BPD Lewis He/Him

[transbloke]

Some of us are brave enough to do it twice!

[sinnerx10-deactivated20210417]

Thursday Blues / wishlist

[falsulaiman]

New year plan?

Survive

[aqua---regia]

Feels like a mental breakdown kinda day ~~ Hoohoo spicey

[dragonagegenerator]

ancient god (self-diagnosed)

[wolfdrawn]

[nomatterwhat447]

I really am sorry to myself.

I got no excuses

For all of these goodbyes

Call me when it's over

'Cause I'm dying inside

Wake me when the shakes are gone

And the cold sweats disappear

Call me when it's over

And myself has reappeared

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why

I do it every, every, every time

It's only when I'm lonely

Sometimes I just wanna cave

And I don't wanna fight

I try and I try and I try and I try and I try

Just hold me, I'm lonely

Momma, I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore

And daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor

To the ones who never left me

We've been down this road before

I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore

I'm sorry to my future love

For the man that left my bed

For making love the way I saved for you inside my head

And I'm sorry for the fans I lost

Who watched me fall again

I wanna be a role model

But I'm only human

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why

I do it every, every, every time

It's only when I'm lonely

Sometimes I just wanna cave

And I don't wanna fight

I try and I try and I try and I try and I try

Just hold me, I'm lonely

Momma, I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore

And daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor

To the ones who never left me

We've been down this road before

I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore

I'm not sober anymore

I'm sorry that I'm here again

I promise I'll get help

It wasn't my intention

I'm sorry to myself

[mstrkrftz]

[bluecaptions]

How focal length affects perspective.

[manicpixiedeathwish-blog]

also known as the reason you look awesome in the mirror and shitty in photos

[interpretivescreaming]

This is seriously a life altering revelation

[get-with-it-or-get-out]

I think we feel it the most at night because at the end of the day our hearts just want to be home, but our homes aren’t always where we rest our heads.

[roseocd]

[ecooli]

[never-not-ever]

[savemefromthisaddiction]

[0nly-an-illusi0n]

[positivelly-pessimisticc]

can we just skip the whole “how are you” part of the conversation i’m tired of lying

[nomatterwhat447]

Fuck.This.Shit