DarthCotten

I'm a 20 something year old college student trying to work through life. Let's see where we end up.

[sunflowerletters]

This is awful, Losing someone you talk to everyday is awful, Being bored, while they make memories with other people, is miserable Being so sad and lonely, you actually make yourself physically ill is terrible

This is miserable, but I know it’s for the best, Excerpt From a Book I’ll Never Write (via sunflowerletters)

[darthcotten]

I'm just so done

[wilwheaton]

MINNEAPOLIS, MN - MAY 28: “Kneel for Justice not for Death” is written on the road outside the Cup Foods, where George Floyd was killed in police custody, on May 28, 2020 in Minneapolis, Minnesota. People have gathered at the site since Floyd was killed earlier this week. (Photo by Stephen Maturen/Getty Images)

[lovelydisarray]

[thr-ill]

distract me pls

[fyeahaskmemes]

1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?

2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?

3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”

4: What’s something you really want right now?

5: Are you afraid of falling in love?

6: Do you like the beach?

7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

8: What’s the background on your cell?

9: Name the last four beds you were sat on?

10: Do you like your phone?

11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned?

12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?

13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler?

14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?

15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?

16: Are you tired?

17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact?

18: Are they a relative?

19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?

20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?

21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?

22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?

24: Is there a certain quote you live by?

25: What’s on your mind?

26: Do you have any tattoos?

27: What is your favorite color?

28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?

29: Who are you texting?

30: Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?

31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?

32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you?

34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?

35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?

36: Were you single on Valentines Day?

37: Are you friends with the last person you kissed?

38: What do your friends call you?

39: Has anyone upset you in the last week?

40: Have you ever cried over a text?

41: Where’s your last bruise located?

42: What is it from?

43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?

44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes?

46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?

47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style?

48: Do you make supper for your family?

49: Does your bedroom have a door?

50: Top 3 web-pages?

51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping?

52: Does anything on your body hurt?

53: Are goodbyes hard for you?

54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?

55: How is your hair?

56: What do you usually do first in the morning?

57: Do you think two people can last forever?

58: Think back to January 2007, were you single?

59: Green or purple grapes?

60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug?

61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?

62: When will be the next time you text someone?

63: Where will you be 5 hours from now?

64: What were you doing at 8 this morning.

65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today?

68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?

70: How many windows are open on your computer?

71: How many fingers do you have?

72: What is your ringtone?

73: How old will you be in 5 months?

74: Where is your Mum right now?

75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?

76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?

77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?

78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?

79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?

80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?

81: How many people have you liked in the past three months?

82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?

83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?

85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care?

86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?

87: Who was your last received call from?

88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?

89: What is something you wish you had more of?

90: Have you ever trusted someone too much?

91: Do you sleep with your window open?

92: Do you get along with girls?

93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?

94: Does sex mean love?

95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?

96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?

97: Did you sleep alone this week?

98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?

99: Do you believe in love at first sight?

100: Who was the last person that you pinky promise?

[kaydean]

get to know me, pick some numbers.

1. selfie 2. what would you name your future kids? 3. do you miss anyone? 4. what are you looking forward to? 5. is there anyone who can always make you smile? 6. is it hard for you to get over someone? 7. what was your life like last year? 8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed? 9. who did you last see in person? 10. are you good at hiding your feelings? 11. are you listening to music right now? 12. what is something you want right now? 13. how do you feel right now? 14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you? 15. personality description 16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t? 17. opinion on insecurities. 18. do you miss how things were a year ago? 19. have you ever been to New York? 20. what is your favourite song at the moment? 21. age and birthday? 22. description of crush. 23. fear(s) 24. height 25. role model 26. idol(s) 27. things i hate 28. i’ll love you if… 29. favourite film(s) 30. favourite tv show(s) 31. 3 random facts 32. are your friends mainly girls or guys? 33. something you want to learn 34. most embarrassing moment 35. favourite subject 36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill? 37. favourite actor/actress 38. favourite comedian(s) 39. favourite sport(s) 40. favourite memory 41. relationship status 42. favourite book(s) 43. favourite song ever 44. age you get mistaken for 45. how you found out about your idol 46. what my last text message says 47. turn ons 48. turn offs 49. where i want to be right now 50. favourite picture of your idol 51. starsign 52. something i’m talented at 53. 5 things that make me happy 54. something thats worrying me at the moment 55. tumblr friends 56. favourite food(s) 57. favourite animal(s) 58. description of my best friend 59. why i joined tumblr 60. ask me anything you want

[darthcotten]

Awake after another afternoon.

Beaten, bested by being.

Confused chiefly cause chaos.

Dearly dreading dreaming,

Exhausting every early escape.

Feeling far from familiar,

Greatly grieving,

Headstrong heartache

Insisting in insomnia.

Jest, jokes justify

Keeping kind, kept knowing

Lost love.

Missing myself, missing memories,

Needing night nonetheless now.

Out of Order. Out of Okay.

Passing past prayers,

Quiting quoting questions.

Remembering restful rythm.

Seemingly sleepless still.

Too tired to try,

Until upsetting understanding

Vents vulnerability.

Woken with weeping.

Existing

Yearning for

Zen.

[hplyrikz]

“I saw that you were perfect and so I loved you. Then I saw that you were not perfect and I loved you even more.”

— (via hplyrikz)

[thesadchicken]

this episode is important (part 1)

[tendersea]

emmy award….. now.

[best-life-wisdom]

CANT WAIT FOR THE DAY WHEN I GO TO BED EVERY NIGHT ALL SNUGGLED UP NEXT TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND GET ENDLESS LOVE AND CUDDLES

[sixpenceee]

Crystal Cave in Mexico

Its main chamber contains the largest selenite crystals ever found, some of them reaching 11 meters in length, 4 meters in diameter and about 55 tons in weight. The conditions here are extreme, with a constant temperature of 58 °C and high humidity, proving to be a dangerous environment for those who are exposed more than 10 minutes without proper equipment. 

The crystals are said to be 500,000 years old and were formed from the underground magma which maintained the water at a stable temperature of 50°C, saturating it with minerals, including gypsum. This process allowed the selenite crystals to grow to the unbelievable sizes that we see today. (Source)

[phrases]

I really miss those days back in 1994 when i didn’t exist.

[literallyaflame]

i have rocks and crystals and i like them and i like to buy them and i’m always afraid ppl will be like “oh u must kno something about Witchcraft or Spirituality” but i don’t know dick about shit i just like shiney rocks, i’ve got a Crow Brain

[darthcotten]

I'm starting to think people only come around because they need something. Some one needs their car worked on. They need someone to come to work for them. They need IT work. Someone needs me to teach them something. They need something built. Some people just need someone to talk to or emotional support. It's the same thing over and over and it's not a bad thing but I want to feel more than needed. Just once it would be nice if someone wanted me, instead of needing something. If someone wanted to just hang out or just wanted to check up and see how life is going. Because I don't mind being there for people and taking care of what they need, I try to do that in friendships and relationships anyway, but once they get what they need they always leave. Everyone, Everytime.

[local-meatbag]

anyways y’all have @theebonhawke to thank for this

[darthcotten]

3, 15, 53, 81, 128

3: 3 Fears: 

-Big Spiders, Little Spiders, and all the other Spiders

15: Favorite quote: 

-  “I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun in his hand. It's when you know you're licked before you begin, but you begin anyway and see it through no matter what.- Atticus Finch” -Harper Lee. I don’t really know a lot of quotes to begin with but when I read this book growing up, this quote really stuck with me. If you know me then you know that I have grown up around firearms, I collect firearms, and I even build firearms when I can and I think this quote is very honest despite my thoughts on guns. It points out that guns don’t make people courageous but bravery and faith do. 

53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?: 

- I would probably have to walk away because that would hurt very much. I love and admire that person a lot so that would suck. 

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr:

-setheverman, markiplier, wilwheaton, friendly-animals, thatsthat24

128: Stalked someone on a social network?:

- I think everyone has in this day and age to some degree. Its so easy to just type someone’s name into facebook to check up on people or find out what they are up to. There is a point to going to far with it though and I don’t believe I’ve ever crossed that line.