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I got some alcohol markers and none of the ink colors match the caps

#artshits #greg (oc)#annette (oc)#ive only drawn a handful of things in the past 4 months and its pretty miserable #im trying to do artfight but drawing is like pulling teeth rn #nothing is fun or interesting and its so hard to get myself to care about anything

dgalerab

current fan creation landscape is kinda like if you went to a party with a homemade cake and everyone takes a slice and silently thumbs up at you with no attempt to start a conversation except for occasionally some guy sits in the corner with a tape recorder critiquing the cake as though he was a restaurant critic and another guy is handing the cake to an uber driver like "yeah i need you to find a restaurant that makes cake like this so i can have more of it" and the only person that's talked to you in 30 minutes is a very sweet little guy who was like "hey i liked your cake" and then ran away apologizing for bothering you the moment you said thank you.

dgalerab

someone brought a cake analysis robot to feed the cake into to determine the exact ingredients and supposedly it can spit out the exact same cake. and if you're like dude. what. then they're like well if it bothers you you should have made more cake. i'm hungry and i deserve cake. and you're like dude we're at a party.

sainamoonshine

Three months later you find out that fifty people locked themselves in a room to discuss how much they loved your cake and how they wished you made more. None of them ever told you.

dear-ao3

so for the love of god. please tell people you liked their cake and don’t feel embarrassed about it. because then they will make more cake.

#please tell me you liked my cake #i am an organic machine that turns nice comments into more art

ensalada-de-lengua-de-pajaritos

crabs-and-bongos

#thingposting

bisforbutch

Reblog to punch a nazi

#this kid is my fucking hero #i got suspended for strangling a bully once and missed my drama class performance #dude was so butthurt over being beat up by a tiny girl that he stalked me and my mom for 3 years

targetedknowledge

#all of my ocs @ me

yardsards

but i stay silly! *←said in the most world-weary voice you ever did hear*

fizzlepop-frog

“but I stay silly!”

sensiblereblogifposts

Reblog you stay silly

weaselle

on it boss

cumpleaños criatura

#artshits #hi its my birthday and im kinda strung out #i had a peaceful day of introspection (which is code for stressing myself out about shit that doesnt matter anymore)#havent made any art in at least a couple weeks and its uh....... wearing on me

toqareign

#kitty #i am sobbing and crying

Okay i got my ADHD meds, hopefully that will put me on a better trajectory

#also hanging out with my friends a lot has definitely helped #i wanted to surprise my roommate with a clean apartment when she got back but thats not realistic to expect of myself #perhaps i will post art today

Made my roommate late for her plane bc i was shitting my brains out & she took my sensitive toothpaste :/

#its not actually important bc i can just get another one im just.... miffed #i get really peeved about people helping themselves to things i see as 'mine' bc my mother routinely stole my shit while i was growing up

I want to scream and cry and freak out, but im too tired

#i need that little jolt of energy to get me over the activation hump #too bad im stuck on the upwards incline like that bad rollercoaster tycoon build #i want to get off of eternal damnation i want to get off of eternal damnation i want to get off of eternal damnation i want to ge

lavenderlemniscate

feels like im always recovering. when do i get to live

lavenderlemniscate

"it's okay to rest for as long as you need from burnout" how long is it actually going to take though. there's stuff i wanna do.

#bruuuhhhhhh same i got shit to doooooooooo #im BOOOOOORED #REST IS BOOOOOOORING AND I HAVE THE BRAIN DISEASE THAT MAKES BOREDOM FEEL LIKE NEEDLES DIGGING INTO MY SKIN

cecil-apologist-deactivated2024

does anyone know if we have transmasc and transfem love and friendship today

damazcuz

We do. And tomorrow and the next day and every day forever and ever and ever too. :)

cecil-apologist-deactivated2024

a long time ago i was struggling with being transmasc because i felt like i was betraying womanhood somehow. then one of my best friends came out as a trans woman and i realised "ah... there will always be so many beautiful women in the world, so it's okay that i'm not one of them". what i'm trying to say is you need to love each other or there's no point to any of this

risenfromthebog

in a reversal of this. when i came out as transfem i was almost dissapointed because i spent so long trying to be a truly good man. i was raised with a lot of shitty guys so i tried to be the most pro-feminist comfortable dude i could be for the women around me. when my egg cracked, i almost felt this feeling of "shit, are the only men who think like this secretly women inside?" and it feels nice to see that proven so utterly and completely wrong by the trans men i know in my life. i love seeing people take on the masculinity i hated and do amazing shit with it, god bless trans dudes

#needed this #been feeling really bad #i feel like im not worthy of love or attention because of my gender #since i was born ive been trained to step aside #to make myself small and invisible and unobtrusive so that others can have the limelight #by throwing away my womanhood ive thrown away the thing that made me worthy and desireable and important #im having a really bad time in my own brain

Im forcing myself to rest and it suuuuuuuuuuuucks

#i wanna draw but my hands dont work #im tired all the time #im sad and anxious and paralyzed by fear #i just want to sleep until everything is better but thats not how reality works