Ayame

Wannabe writer n poet. Also likes memes.

[datpotatolover]

"Study maths

You stupid idiots!"

Shouted the bald Sir

Wearing a red shirt.

"Can't take it anymore,

I want to smile and laugh."

Slowly muttered a boy

As he put on his blue mask.

- @datpotatolover

[pansymilyagra-deactivated202505]

I'm not brave enough to die.

I don't know what else to feel, my heart is going off again.

What if I yearn for my death one more time?

Everyone's being happy out there, while I'm all alone in here.

I always desire but never live my wishes.

I try to think that a twilight will come back for me.

the moon seems reluctant to leave my sky.

the sun all it does is dazzle me.

and as I was once told

“you're going to end up alone”

well, they're probably right.

no one seems to be able to stand me, nor do i seem to be anyone important.

i try to think of my perfect suicide, am i so weak that i can't bear any sadness?

maybe yes.

But, I'm not brave enough to die.

[corpsethatdoesntrot]

Suffocation

I had safe kept

a special waxy candle

gifted by my dearest mother

I would light it up every night

to read when the world was half dead

even though I suffocated

I had to burn the candle

because it reminded me of her

I cough and hack

my throat ache

as I burnt the candle to vapor

it smelled like my mother

like childhood

like my favorite dish

but it was scentless,

I thought, why it was red

but it was but a outer covering

a cracked shell.

no matter what I did

give meaning to things

that are senseless

only to find solace

but that same solace choked me

till my face was blue

but I couldn't find it in me

to rue, afterall,

it was my favorite memory of you

[datpotatolover]

On a walk

Back to their garden

Together hand in hand

Side by side they'd walk.

She'd be going

On and on

About how she wants

To gift a certain bitch

A flower which smells

Like rotten meat

And has a smell

That's hard to clean.

While he'd be smiling

Looking at her

Like she was a fairy

An enchanting mystic being

Flying down from heavens

To adorn the dark night sky

In twinkling small dots

That will soon come to be known as stars.

- @datpotatolover

[datpotatolover]

Romance Story Idea.

She was a princess, isolated and abandoned. Cursed by birth to reduce the power of any being who dared to touch her.

He was a prince. Complex and irrational. Yet possessed a power so mysterious and unknown that could be altered by his will.

Only he was the one, whose power the princess couldn't alter. The first one to embrace her in years he was.

When the princess finally looked at him after her embrace, tears of joy rolled down her eyes, to find his power still and unchanged.

She held him and cried, years of loneliness and pain spilled from her eyes, leaving the irrational prince in a confused frenzy. Her first ever laughter came through her mouth at the sight of his confused face.

Enchanted by her lush laugh, the prince too smiled, and held her in his arms for as long as she wanted.

This is the heartfelt tale of princess d/dx and prince e^x. A cursed princess and an irrational prince.

[pukicho]

Can you call me a good girl?

I could, but I won't.

[datpotatolover]

Bwa ha ha ha

[thememedaddy]

[pixiesoul-deactivated20250417]

love, s

[myst1c-mayh3m]

I think of you now that it's too late.

I'll leave you alone for your own sake.

I think of what I could have given you.

I like to think we were end game.

I know you are happy now.

I know it's my fault we aren't together.

I know I pushed you away.

I know I did this.

I know it's not my place.

I can watch from a distance until I'm over it.

I can wait everyday to see your face.

I can pretend you look at me the same.

I'm going to be delusional for a while.

But I won't do anything because I've never seen that smile.

Your eyes light up.

Your face shows love.

You are in love.

I know I fucked up.

I'm glad you are happy.

I'm glad you can tolerate me.

I'm glad we had our dance.

I'm glad you existed and gave me your presence.

I'm glad I had you.

She makes you happier than I could.

I couldn't put that smile on your face.

I'd worry you or fuck up your mental state.

She's nice.

Nicer than I'll ever be.

I wish you the best.

I hope to watch your love blossom for eternity.

I just ask for you to forgive me.

I was stupid for hiding myself.

I was stupid for hiding my feelings and making you hurt.

I was stupid for thinking you weren't able to understand.

Maybe you weren't but I should've had patience.

I'm even more stupid now.

Writing all of this down.

I hope you never hear it.

If you do pretend you haven't please,

My emotions have never felt safe for me.

[datpotatolover]

Forbidden knowledge strikes back again,

Killing my poor cat

With curiosity once again.

While satisfaction ain't comin' to bring it back.

Like the cat

Is dead my heart

For it wasn't prepared

To know this wrenching knowledge just yet.

- @datpotatolover

[datpotatolover]

You were my sun

You were my light

In my plight

You were my sight

Together where we

Weaved the memories

Of joy and laugh

Now lies the cycle

On which we rode

On the road of glistening dirt

With roaring laughs.

Covered with rust it is now

And mud, and scratched

Caused by the several seasons

Which have changed a million times

Since our together had passed.

Can't help but smile

Looking back at the memories

Where your heartfelt laughs

Were pure and your heart had no scars

How did it all change?

Where did we go wrong?

What caused our paths

To separate so soon?

These questions,

Every night

Come to haunt me,

Not letting me sleep

Without tears being shed thinking of what

We could have been

Had our choices been different

And so would've had been our paths

I hadn't realised

How much I had meant to you

Until you came back

But not as you.

Even as your mind

Hadn't been yours

Your arms still remembered

To protect my back

From we used to be side by side

Not fighting against eachother

But the world was our enemy,

So together we fought for a peace we sought.

When I realised

How much my mind

Didn't want to see

Blood seep from a body

In which once

Your soul used to reside

By a wound caused

By hands of my own.

They used to say it's love

What your shining eyes

Used to make me feel

I didn't believe it back then

But now I do.

I can't bear

To see you suffer

In a place where you don't belong

Only to protect me.

This world is meaningless

Without your presence

This, your absence, made me realise.

So rest your soul

Let the death destroy

Our mortal fragile cages

In which is trapped our souls.

Souls free,

Now smile with glee

For now death has

Let us hold each other

In embrace once again

Which this so called

'Beautiful life'

Never allowed us to.

Let's go now, go on a ride

On our cycle like in the past

On the road of sun and spring,

A never ending road which stretches to eternity.

- @datpotatolover

[datpotatolover]

Winter Clouds

The day, before me, when

Your strings of life

Had been sucked by the clouds

Light disappeared

From your gate to soul

I knew never will I

Be ever seen

As a human once again.

With you

Had ended my first

And last

Warm spring of laughs.

It is so sad

To think how

This season

Ended so fast.

But thank you

For entering

As a sun, to

Spread spring in

My season of winter.

For showing me

A season

I wasn't aware existed.

Beaming with spectrums

Of light and joy

You blinded me

With your bright spring.

And I am sorry

For being blinded

By the bright light

I had seen for the first time

And not seeing

The winter and ice

Which rained on you

Trapping you in a dark, cold void.

Why didn't you tell me

Your threads of life

Had began being sucked

By the clouds of your winter.

I could have tore through

The clouds so cold to bring

Back your threads to you

Only had you told me.

Too late it had been when I found you

On the winter grounds

Where nowhere was found, the spring

That you had brought with you.

All the warmth left

Leaving me under the nostalgic

Clouds of winter, an old friend

I never wanted to see again.

But now that time so long had passed away,

Thinking back, never had been with you, the clouds of spring,

But just like me, had winter ones.

It was when our clouds of winter

Had met each other',

they had made spring.

And your last winter,

was your own winter, grown colder.

But now,

don't you worry

In a while,

I will follow you

So once again, side by side

We can walk, with our hands,

Upon one another's shoulders

Smiling, under the bright sun and sky.

Together once again

Maybe even for eternity

We can smile in the season of spring

Which we will make, maybe,

over the skies,

If not, then in the next life for sure,

Spring will never leave us,

I can promise you that.

And this time,

I won't let your winter

Grow any colder than mine.

This too, I promise you.

- @datpotatolover

[letmebethecure]

It’s a slippery slope

Loving a person who is afraid

Of their own feelings

One that can make you

Lose sight of what is real

Inside your own heart

Which way is forward?

[fedupwithyou]

No matter how many days

turn into nights

I will never forget his eyes

when he asked me to stay

and how heavy the steps felt

when I know I could not

[thememedaddy]

[thememedaddy]

[datpotatolover]

The. Way. And. Speed. At. Which. My. Jaw. Dropped.

[datpotatolover]

Winter

O' the cold

Of mountains, of hills

Who comforts this broken soul

Turning my hands red, and nose

Flow with a speed so fast.

Blowing wind carrying the smell

Of lost rivers and due

And shivers of cold from whiteness above.

O' the winds of cold

Which blow and make my hair

Dance with leaves of trees so dense,

Whistling in the darkest night.

Bringing smell of soil so sweet

Of trees so lost yet standing tall.

The great messenger of glacial

And comfort brought by your freeze.

With you when comes

The rain of elixir so wintry,

Under winter starry sky so dark

Covering the grace of nature with wet.

Soon thee evolve into whiteness like above

Covering the green beauty

Spread so wide and long,

In the blanket of white and fluff.

Grace of nature spread like web

Of a spider mad and wild

Knowing no bounds, spreading by leaps

Shadowing the ground beneath by its leaves.

On it all like sky above earth,

Is spread the cover of freezing cotton of water

Glistering at the crack of dawn

As the cold wind carries its chilly misty scent.

Freezing blood, freezing bones

Freezing lungs, making lips and

Tips of fingers bleed,

O' the cold wind of ice.

- @datpotatolover