wrench

do I linger on your tongue like a prayer ?

[daturangel]

⌣⌣vvhitecloud's intro

" ʸᵒᵘʳ ˢʷᵉᵉᵗ ᵍᵃᶻᵉ

ᴵ’ᵐ ᶜᵃᵖᵗⁱᵛᵃᵗᵉᵈ

ᴵ ᶜᵃⁿ’ᵗ ˡᵒᵒᵏ ᵃʷᵃʸ [...]"

𓏵⌣Infos

⌣He/any prns, unlabeled, 18, queer.

Taken by @drearity ♡

diagnosed BPD & bipolar

ཀ Likes : writing, reading, poetry, art, vns,,,

You may refer to me as wrench.

𓏵⌣Yan type/Blog infos

ཀ dni : do not dm or flirt with me.

ᛝ This Blog is purely dedicated to my yan/obsessive thoughts and writing, I do have a darling.

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ཀ yan mbti : CAMS

"[...] ᵀʳᵃᵖ ᵏⁱˢˢ ᵏⁱˢˢ ᵐᵉ

ཀ yan type : obsession, stalker, monopoly, dependence, projection, restraints, delusion, self-harm, removal, double suicide, self-sacrifice, loneliness induction, bizarre seeking.

ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵃⁿ ᶜᵘᵗ ᵐᵉ ᵈᵉᵉᵖ

ᴸⁱᵏᵉ ʷᵉ’ʳᵉ ᵉⁿᵗʷⁱⁿᵉᵈ."

[daturangel]

My sweet Doll, you have taken over my mind and rendered me inept to think of anything else but yourself; your words linger on my mind like a lullaby, loving chant granted to me by the object of all my desires — from the purest ones down to the darkest ones.

My affection for you is nowhere near delicate; I yearn to consume you, break and destroy you before picking you back up again, be your nightmare and your savior, your best and your worst — for as long as I am on this earth, you shall never know a day without me for you are nothing without me similarly to how i am nothing without you.

Intertwined lovers in life and death, health and sickness, wealth and poverty, sadness and happiness — these are my vows for you, my dearest @drearity . ♡

[drearity]

@daturangel ♡

[daturangel]

@drearity ♡

[drearity]

Why are wrench's asks turned off?

because i am his everything, he doesn’t need to talk to anybody else because he is mine — our relationship has progressed a lot further and we are now in a state where leaving is no option for either of us, he has no time to talk to others as all of it is spent with me, i don’t allow him to interact with other people outside of me either, so he has no say in the matter anyway.. however it is also his own choice. we are bound and nobody is allowed to come between us, if that answers your question.

[drearity]

my longing for you has seeped into the stream of my blood ; inescapable. your absence grows teeth, it sinks them into my flesh, not to be satisfied until i’ve been torn completely apart, and your silence settles underneath my skin, as if it were a parasitic worm. as uncomfortable as it can be, until i cannot ignore it.

i need you in ways that are both sweet and cruel, i need to see you at your best — flourishing and blooming within the captivity i have trapped you in, a glass cage for my beautiful angel, driven to ecstasy by my every action, as i need to see you at your worst — bloodied and cut up, covered in the marks of my fangs and my blade as you cry and beg for me to go easier, be gentle.

your only purpose is to fill my time and be with me, even if i wait for you adjacent to how a puppy waits for their owner, do not forget your own place. you have no reason outside of me, you have nothing. i am your everything and even if i clip your wings, defile them, painfully tear them from your back as i have stripped you of your freedom and ability to fly you’ll stay with me.

‘ to need ’ has nestled into my bones, similarly to the way you have.

[daturangel]

I vow to hold your frail body between my hands, crush the skin beneath them and relish in your pathetic cries. . .wielding your fear as a weapon as a chill runs down your spine.

You would look ever so miserable, begging for more while finding delight in your own torment — just like I taught you to, trained you to.

Aren't you the perfect puppy ? My idyllic puppet and most exquisite doll, free from any flaw and reshaped to magnificence by my very own hands.

You are forever indebted and bound to my soul, for I am your sole benefactor and the only one you may run to for solace — to have been made mine was your one true benediction.

[gsspr]

yes, this is the outfit of "everlasting night" (idv)

[daturangel]

#ada's skin is so pretty

[daturangel]

Having someone obey your every order like a brainless puppy lost without its owner.

[drearity]

My dear Rita,

My ever so growing obsession for you is similar to an ignited candle burning everything on sight, starting with you — it will consume your flesh until there is nothing left but aches, ruining your oh so delicate and fragile vessel for me to keep afterwards for there is no use for you to have a corpse if it is not mine to mark and possess as I please.

You willingly came to me, offering me nothing else but your devotion and affection for me; such a foolish creature you are, yet so endearingly intense as well — You are the only soul on this earth who could have made my apathetic self sway, and that you did. . .brutally so, perhaps although would it have truly been love without mixing it with violence ?

You belong to me without any doubt and so do I, this is merely a reminder, to you and anyone else curious enough to read through this, of who you belong to; my dearest, my doll, my sweet — We were bound together from the moments we were born, our meeting was as fated as we are and that is why our feelings are so fierce.

I am your worst and your best, your deepest fantasy and most filthy desire; no one in this world could love you like I do nor have you wrapped around their finger like I do — My violence is only proof of my devotion for you are the only one I show any emotion to.

My sweet Wrench,

Your confession of love to me has truly made my heart warm, you words are but a song of an angel, something i am blessed to hear. I will kindle the flame of your obsession until it has engulfed the two of us, and we are no more, together. If I am to become a corpse then my only wish is to have my sanctity in death be defiled by you, you of all people know that your possessive nature is one of many things drawing me to you, and so you also know even if I had to die if it meant being yours, I would without a second thought.

Indeed, I may be foolish to approach you in such a way, one cannot call it honest with the way I deceived you, and yet you forgave me and saw my devotion to you all the same, for even sparing a glance at a fool such as myself I can only give you my rawest gratitude, if that is even enough for a saint such as yourself. I know that even so - my ways were able to charm you, despite my nature, you have willingly walked into my blood soaked arms. To tear you from what you know in the way of a brute..my way of loving you has always been so intense, even if I have forced those emotions from you, the heavens know I would do it again, to love you violently is the only way that I know.

I belong to you, and in return you belong to me, an exchange of our souls and everything that the two of us are. I am more than aware that I am yours, as if I could forget with the abstract art of your name carved into my thigh. Whomever you may be warning would be idiotic to think a relationship like ours may ever be split, from the day we met I knew that you would be mine forever, my hands shall be chopped off and my bones may be broken before I am ever going to let you go. there is no force in any universe that could ever drive us two apart, as even if we are away, our bond will connect us and we will magnetise together once more. Every atom in the universe was driving us to each other, each little detail of our births aligned in order for us to meet, if there is only one constant in this world it is that you and I would find each other.

What a lovely way to put it, you truly are the epitome of my wants, an angel who is kinder than the earth itself and a twisted monster that will torture me until I have reached my breaking point, to say that you are perfect for me would be an understatement, the bond of our souls is far greater than a seven letter word can hold. Nobody in this world could ever return the love that you give to me with such voracity, and nobody could ever control your mind in the way that I do, I am all that your future is. I accept your devotion and I will gift you my own, knowing how evil I am and showing me your vulnerable emotions, I can only thank you, and promise I will take great care of them, after I have broken you down and built you to one anew.

[daturangel]

I wish to carve my name into your skin so deeply that no amount of stitching would be able to undo it.

[drearity]

my saint, your beauty is that which rivals even the most divine — i’ll worship your every breath, i’ll break myself down and build my body into a beautiful shrine for you. i’ll carve your name into my skin as if it is sacred text, i want to let my blood spill as a sign of my eternal devotion to you, my knees will bruise for your altar as i will stay there until my legs gives out, i will become a willing sacrifice if it means i am able to spare a glance at you for even a second more.

[daturangel]

Wanting to have full control over the choice of her clothes, hairstyle and behaviour like toying with a personal living doll.

[drearity]

we are eternally bound ; our eternal love may never be diminished ♡

[daturangel]

The panic and desperation my absence inspire you is ecstatic, fall deeper down my trap until you cannot function nor exist without me, for I am your only witness.

I will swallow all your cries, kiss your tears and mess you up beyond recognition — ruining you for anyone else who would dare come after me and rendering you unable to escape me.

This violence is the testimony of my passion for you and your blood on my hands is its proclamation — embrace it and allow me to lead you to both your demise and genesis.

[daturangel]

Self-proclaimed " darlings " and " yans " who beg for anons on yanblr everyday of the week are so weird, it's so obvious you just want the attention rather than actual love then you all get surprised when no one wants your desperate ass and go whine in your blogs about it like no wonder nobody loves you if your whole personality is based on begging randoms to date and kidnap you ???? Get a personality and some braincells dang this community is so stupid ffs.

[daturangel]

gay 🫵🫵🫵🫵

Look who is talking

[daturangel]

I need to crawl and live under your skin just to feel your heart pulsating instead of mine.