I was reading the bible the other day, and I won’t lie, I was tired. If I read and pray, I usually do that early in the morning, before I do anything else. I didn’t go to bed early, like I usually do. I stopped reading for a second and just sat there, thinking about how much you actually have to pursue Jesus to really get on that spiritual level that you want. No matter if you’re tired, hurt, upset, or anything else. You have to be consistent through it all… Then I remembered how people always call us the “Bride of Jesus”, basically saying we are in a marriage with Him.
Marriage: an intimate or close union
If you’re married, you know it’s not easy. You have to work at it every day, whether you’re physically tired or mentally tired. I’ve never been married but I see how hard it is, but at the same time rewarding to know you’ve found your partner in crime, your ride or die, your best friend, and the one who is willing to stick it out with you until the end. You have to renew your love to them every day, trust them with your whole heart, keep open communication, accept them for how they are now, and what they are going to be in the future. It is an everlasting convenient made between two people to love each other.
Love: Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does
not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8 Love never fails. (1 Corinthians 13:4-8)
Then it dawned on me .. My relationship with Jesus is like a marriage. Constantly wanting to love each other, be with each other, Him being my best friend, accepting me for how I am now, but loving me for how He knows I will be in the future. No matter how tired I am, or how tired He is of my sin, we continue to pursue each other... That Makes me feel good.