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my bpd: hey

me: what

my bpd, for at least the 10th time today: everyone is mad at you and no one truly wants to be your friend or hang out with you anymore and they’re all gonna leave because you’re a terrible person

me:

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Having bpd but also being selfless is the fucking worst:

You give everything to others and get jack shit in return

Always there for other people but when you ask them to be there for you, you’re “expecting too much”

Get taken advantage of financially, sexually, physically, because you want to give all you can. End up doing all the cooking and cleaning and having sex when you don’t want to and paying for everything and getting nothing back

You get bitter when people don’t reciprocate and have anger under the surface 24/7/365

When you ask for what you need, it’s always inappropriate so you don’t get it, or you have to pretend you don’t need it and fake being self sufficient

But you keep giving other people what they need anyways, in the hopes it’ll work someday and they’ll reciprocate

You can admit when you’ve done something wrong & fucked up, but other people aren’t expected to so you hold onto the guilt forever and get more and more bitter as the guilt eats you alive

In the end, you become less and less selfless and more selfish and angrier and angrier with the people who have taken advantage of you and who now accuse you of playing the victim, so you either self-destruct in more extreme ways or lash out or just cut them off entirely just to escape.

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