Nov 5, 2020
The days go by and you feel great, but then one morning you can feel the good things fade away. You lie in your bed and sigh, thinking that it is so unfair, because all you do is try. Trying to be happy, trying to work on yourself, trying to escape all the bad thoughts in your brain. You feel like the sun has died and suddenly there is a total eclipse. You have no idea why, but all you can do is go with it. Just know that feeling sad after a couple of good days does not mean that you are failing. In fact it just shows that your soul is tired from trying; it just needs to rest and rekindle its fire, so that it can return even stronger, my beautiful fighter.
