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— Melissa Cox
being weird and full of love can save you
and it might save those around you, too
handwritings might be one of the most intimate things that we leave behind.
i love remembering people by the way that they write. and it's the best feeling when im able to recognise it later by their curvy y's, loopy g's or by the way they write their i's; whether they put a quick dot above the i or a tiny circle over it. you can tell so much by just seeing someone's handwriting, and after a while you even learn to see through the rushed words, one toppling over the other, you understand that they wrote it in between classes, words that scream "i was in a hurry, but i wanted to talk to you". sometimes, the almost perfect carefully placed nervous words scream "i didn't want to make a mistake, i took my time for you". i cannot help but notice the way how someone's pen shifts depending on who they're writing to. i always notice those shifts. i somehow always do.
Sometimes, out of nowhere, I remember certain people, certain moments. A tune or a passing details… like a voice, a glance or a fleeting moments…brings me back to a life I once lived. It’s like my mind opens a hidden door, and I’m there again….not just remembering, but feeling it. The same air, the same version of me, the same people.
But now… it’s all layered with a quiet ache I cannot name.
And I let myself dissolve into it, I let myself relive it fully. And there’s a quiet trap in that because it feels beautiful, almost addictive. Yet it fills me with a sudden, wordless grief for the time that was lost, for the people who passed by my life, and for the lives they continued to live beyond me…lives that I’ll never know of.
It’s astonishing to think those moments, those days, are ones I’ve already lived. That some moments are meant to exist just once, in one specific version of us… and then never again.
Listen and make your own on Suno.
hope you like it
There will never come a time where you will have nothing to stress about, so learning to manage your stress now is what will ultimately free you. There is no future that frees you from stress, because the mind can always find something to turn into a problem.
February 23, 1925 Journals of Anais Nin 1923-1927 [volume 3]
I remember the early phases of my healing journey. First, it was constant sadness. As I went deeper, the anger surfaced. "What's wrong with me?" I asked myself. I very much though that I was doing something wrong. The thought crossed my mind that I was doing it incorrectly. Healing was supposed to help me not be sad or angry because I was supposed to be able to figure out the source of it all, process it, then move forward. It's not that easy, though.
Trust the anger. It's telling you the ways in which you were done wrong. This doesn't always mean that this wrongdoing came from the outside. Sometimes, we can do wrong by our own selves. Not taking care of ourselves properly. Not completing the tasks we know we need to complete.
Once you learn how to get past the anger and how to use it for your progress instead of it being a hindrance, you'll be well on your way.
we seriously need to have a conversation about how evil, slow, and lifeless january is
Happy 100th birthday to television and screen legend Dick Van Dyke, born on December 13th, 1925 in West Plains, Missouri. ❤ Gifs of Mr. Van Dyke from an interview with Good Morning America, originally broadcast by ABC on December 12th, 2025.
Colours I Almost Missed
I woke up to another dull morning, the kind that feels like it sinks into your bones, mourning. Nothing dramatic, just that quiet heaviness, the kind that makes even breathing feel tired, breathless.
Brushing my teeth felt like climbing a hill, the light in the bathroom too sharp, too cold, still. Outside the window, the world looked washed out, as if someone turned the saturation all the way down, no doubt.
And yet… something flickered. A strange little glint I couldn’t trace, a spark reconsidered. Gone in a second, like maybe my eyes lied, but still enough to make me pause, unsatisfied.
It startled you, that tiny warmth, as if someone whispered your name from a place you’d forgotten light could live in, a soft orange flame.
In the mirror, I expected the same worn-out version of myself, the one I’ve been dragging through days, dust on a shelf. But the reflection wasn’t as harsh as usual, almost like I looked… okay, unusual. Not perfect, not glowing. Just… not awful, soft colours showing. And somehow, that felt like a win, a gentle pink rising beneath my skin.
I didn’t crawl back to bed like usual. I made breakfast, something gradual. Sat with my parents. Let the soft yellows of morning light brush against the blues under my eyes, turning shadows bright.
The colours in my cereal looked brighter today, tiny childish rainbows against the gray, on display. The kind of thing I usually ignore but somehow couldn’t look away from anymore, like before.
I did the chores I’d been avoiding for weeks. They didn’t fix everything, they just didn’t feel impossible, no peaks. The weight was there, but lighter, like someone loosened its grip, a spark brighter.
Walking outside, I noticed the world as if someone had turned the dial up one notch, unfurled. I saw a dog trotting proudly down the street, fur glowing, leash bright in the sunlight, red and sweet. Kids ran across the park, faces full of every colour I thought I’d forgotten, teal, gold, stark.
A couple laughed under a tree soft blossoms unfolding above them, serenity. the kind of pink that promises gentler days, that seasons do change, even inside people, in blooming ways.
Little moments kept happening, strangers complimenting each other, softening. someone laughing loudly, a breeze that smelled like something new, cloud free. Tiny, harmless pieces of joy I didn’t expect to find, small colours in kind.
And for the first time in a long while, it didn’t feel like the world was closing in, hostile. It felt like maybe I could breathe here. It felt like it was slowly colouring itself back in, one soft shade at a time, lilac, rose, coral, clear.
I walked through all the quiet parts that used to drag me down, yet somehow found small sparks of warmth in this familiar town. Little colours stitching themselves into places cold and worn, a gentle hint that even tired hearts can feel a day reborn.
And maybe, just maybe, this phase will fade, like night learning how dawn is made, gold laid. Believe in the glow you saw today: the world wants you here in more than gray, in every shade you’ll find your way.
Real intimacy is when someone understands the walls you built for protection and approaches them with patience instead of pressure.
LL Cool J
Tonight Show (2009)