der art stuffs

this is the place where I just dump all the art I make. Pokemon and UTDR with a bit of other stuff too

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It really really sucks right now, in a lot of ways, so I guess I just want to say that my little stupid blog will be a safe space for any queer/LGBTQ+ people, I know how hostile it is right now to anyone who's even slightly different from "normal".

I hate it, and I know most people hate it to so that doesn't really change much but, this won't last forever. Hate is a fire that can only burn so long, I think. Queer people have always existed no matter how hard they've been tried to be stamped out, and they'll continue to exist long after this. Don't give up, you're stronger than you know.

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trying

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minor thing. but when people talk about Gerson talking about susie having a "white pen" it's a reference to chalk, in a way. obviously it has other meanings but chalk is white and is used to write on a dark chalkboard. and Susie's first thing is that she eats chalk, I don't know what the metatextual meaning of this is but there you go. It does also mean hope and stuff but it's also chalk.

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finally worked a bit more on a wip I've been meaning to finish ayayayayay!!!!!

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in an era of fandom where selfshipping/yumes are really pretty common and kindof the big thing, I think it's easy to see being a fan of something as almost like a competition. To be THE fan of something is idolized, like oh this guy is known for drawing a character so much, I wish I was the them of my fav!

And like, there's nothing wrong with that, but I think it's important to understand that it's okay to just be the yourself of your fav. Trying to be the #1 will inevitably result in some push-back because there will be someone who could be a bigger fan than you. Whether they actually are is irrelevant; them existing and being potentially the biggest fan also means that you aren't universally the biggest fan of your fav.

I guess maybe this is just a message to myself mostly, because I think I had to realize at a certain point that I'm never going to be the biggest fan of anything really. I'm too young to be a Kris fan, not smart enough to be a lore master, not good enough at art, etc etc... There's always things I like, but I'm probably never gonna be known as the person who loves ___ because... I'm just not good enough.

I know that's really self depricating, and some may disagree with me on that, but I just sorta am content with never really being some icon of a community, or the biggest fan. I'm just me, and that's all I really need to be. I mostly just draw because it makes me or other people happy, I'm content with being small and insignificant sometimes because I'm not insignificant to the people who matter to me.

[oyasumiya]

i made square prints of pokemon and food!!!

you can get them on my etsy ~

[pokeearthcollab96]

Happy MEWne everyone!

Our community came together to draw over 60 unique little Mew! Big thank you to @sleepycheeky on Bsky for helping us organize this!💙💗

Stay tuned for future collabs with various Pokemon content creators!

Credits

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I drew a little Mew for this!!!

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butterfly, evo to the early bug for my region. Not 100% on the design but I think it works fine enough probably

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one thing I think is cool about beauty nova is that out of all of the trainer classes she could've been, they made her the beauty trainer class. I know in japanese it's the "grown-up woman" but they've always kindof had the vibe of a pretty lady, so it's cool that they let one of the first transfem characters in pokemon just be... a lady. I don't know what trainer class they could've made her to make it a negative stereotype though, and she's just a one off battle facility trainer, but I dunno I just think it's cool regardless

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moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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more fakemon icons

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more icons

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I hope the lack of male characters in my game demo won't be too bad. There's one unqiuely designed male character. Just one. I had a friend playtest and I realized from them playing that this is a very lesbian game. I don't know how that happened

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little teaser

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I was like just on here where did that thing come from like that wasn't here a second ago what is that im so confused im so scared

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WHAT THE HECK IS THAT

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reminder that the leaked concept art that supposedly had comments about Hilda's butt was A) for pokemon masters so it was probably part of :DENA stuff and B) IT WAS ABOUT HER BACK POCKETS NOT NECESSARY HER BUTT and C) IT'S A MODEL SHEET YOU HAVE TO TALK ABOUT THAT STUFF sorta

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here's the concept art, it's for masters because the Hilda doesn't line up with the early XY hilda model and the style of the model sheet lines up with other master's model sheets.

Using basic google translate which yes, is not reliable (but I'd say it's more reliable than making stuff up!!) says it's about whether or not the top line of her back pockets are visible or not. That's it. They aren't oggling her butt, why would they, that doesn't make sense to put ON A MODEL SHEET