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miguel o'hara - spiderman : across the spiderverse
do not forget the patron saint of these weeks that we celebrate ourselves proudly and openly in the streets
her name was Marsha P Johnson, and we have her to thank for so much.
remember, the first Pride was a riot, and she was one of the brave souls who endured it to help carve the path which so many of us walk today. she helped found several activist groups regarding LGBT safety and wellbeing. and she was absolutely radiant, too.
Currently writing a angsty very slowwww-burn fanfic where Eren Jaeger is a yearner and a musician with trauma but heâs a green flag. It has long chapters and a lot of hurt/comfort with childhood friends to strangers vibe. Would yâall read it? I already wrote the prologue and itâs like 8k words already omgâŠ
holding you by the hands: you know that the "you" in a 2nd person pov isn't literally you right? you know that even in a "reader insert" story it is still a character, right? you recognize that because they are not actually you they may make choices different from the one that you would make for the sake fo the story, right? you know that? you know that the only "you" that exists in the context of the story is the you that is reading it? right?
Armin Arlert. The Armin that always sat in the front row of lectures, nerding out about coral reefs? Yeah. Heâs hot now. And when Eren drags him along to a party, heâs the first thing that catches your attention.
âDude, Iâm being so serious I donât want to hear a single word about the library,â Eren said with a deep chuckle as he poured Armin a drink.Â
The semester had just started at Shigashina State University. And to Armin's greatest luck? He just happened to be roommates and lifelong friends with Eren Jaeger himself.Â
Of course, they go way back. Theyâve seen each other through every season of life. Naturally, Eren couldnât just leave Armin behind.Â
Even if Eren didnât live at the fraternity house, he was still a very, very active member.Â
And what better way to celebrate the start of the semester than with a party?Â
âEren, seriously, Iâm taking like 17 credits andââ
âNope! Donât wanna hear about class. Not tonight anyway.â Eren interrupted as he offered Armin a red solo cup of who-knows-what type of alcohol.Â
âButââ
âDude. Come on, weâre going into junior year, youâve got to live the college experience a little.â Eren said as the music of the party started to boom loudly around them.Â
People slowly started to trickle in. Starting to make a dent in the house's stash of alcohol.Â
Armin winced at the loud noise, gripping his plastic cup tighter as he leaned in, raising his voice over the growing noise.
âLive the experience? Isnât the experience supposed to be about my Mediterranean sea life research project? Oh, and I have to update that paper about the effect of microplastics onââ
âDude, you seriously need to get laid.â Eren interrupts bluntly.Â
Armin winced, choking air as he processed the words that just came out of his best friend's mouth.Â
âIâI do get laid.â Armin choked out, the pitch in his voice rising as he tried to hide the obvious blush across his pale skin.Â
His grip on his drink faltered as his palms went sweaty. Armin nervously laughed off the awkwardness as he shifted on his feet.Â
âIâIâm not a virgin. Iâve..seen pussy before.â Armin stammered out before frantically taking a big swig of his drink.
He grimaced as the alcohol burned his throat. Armin tried to focus on the uncomfortable burning. Somehow, it was better than tolerating Eren's laugh of absurdity.
âYeah, through a screen!â Eren teased back as he put his arm around his friend. Armin chuckled weakly at the gesture as his eyes adjusted to the dim lighting.Â
âSeriously, whenâs the last time you at least made out with a girl?â Eren asked with genuine curiosity as he took another big swig of his drink.Â
âDonât hate me, but⊠high-school,â Armin confessed before drowning the rest of the burning liquid in his cup.Â
âThat was what⊠at least three or four years ago?!â Eren shouted over the music as he tossed his cup to the side, turning to grab his friend by the arms.
âDude, you're like my best friend, and I canât just sit and watch you waste away in front of an aquarium,â Eren said frantically.Â
âJust let loose tonight, have a few more drinks, maybe talk it up with some of the people. Not saying you have to be like me, but maybe just talk to someone, alright?â Eren smiled softly before giving his friend an encouraging pat on the back.Â
âA-alright, I will. Iâll try not to think about my thesis until tomorrow morning.â Armin replied as he took another gulp of his drink. Tasting the last few drops before he tossed the cup aside.Â
âThatâs the spirit. Iâll be around unless I hit it off with that blonde over thereâŠâ Eren said his eyes focused on a girl tucked into the crowd a few feet away from the kitchen.Â
âIâll scream really loud if I need help,â Armin replied, earning a sharp chuckle from Eren.Â
Armin let his elbows rest against the counters as his friend disappeared into the crowd. The music was loud, way too loud. The lights are flashing without coordination.Â
His eye scanned the room to see if he could maybe find someone he knew. That only became harder as more and more people packed in.Â
It was too hot, too loud, too crowded.Â
This is exactly why he didnât do parties.Â
âSorry, Eren..â Armin muttered as he pushed through the crowd. Slipping past couples making out without a care in the world. People drinking, laughing, grinding on each other.Â
He made a straight escape for the side door.Â
The wind instantly cooled his skin as Armin stepped onto the balcony. The sounds and chatter of the party were left muffled behind the doors.Â
Armin let out a deep sigh of relief as the fresh air finally filled his lungs.
His eyes widened as he realized quickly he wasnât alone.Â
A girl stood looking over the edge. Arms perfectly folded, ankles crossed as the breeze gently brushed against her skin.Â
Armin couldnât help but drop his jaw as his eyes raked up and down her figure from head to toe.Â
You turned around as you heard the sound of the door closing behind you. It was probably another frat guy who you figured you didnât want to see.Â
âArlert?â You questioned as your eyes raked up and down his appearance.Â
Your jaw dropped as you scanned him from head to toe. His soft blond hair no longer swallowed his face like you remembered.Â
His hair was cut off his neck, leaving long bangs across the top that melted softly against the porcelain of his skin.Â
His ocean blue eyes went wide as they met yours. You couldnât help but notice how he was perfectly shaven, his dress shirt now pressed to perfection.Â
He wore a casual blue button-up; the pale tone did wonders against his skin. The top few buttons were left undone, giving you a small glimpse of his sharp collarbone.Â
He wore a casual pair of slacks to match, tied together with a leather belt, and plain white sneakers.
Oh God.
When did he get hot?Â
You let out a soft chuckle of disbelief as you tore your gaze from his outfit to glance back into his eyes.Â
Armin nervously rubbed the back of his neck before he flashed you a soft smile.Â
God, you were flustered.
In front of him, of all people.Â
Armin. The nerd from your Environmental Ethics class last semesterâŠ
âSince when do you come to parties?â You asked playfully, your eyes raking him up and down.Â
âI donât.â Armin shuddered at your gaze, not in a bad way. With a self-deprecating chuckle, he responded.Â
âI literally have a paper coming up about the effect of microplastics on coral reefs and the living organisms thereâŠIâI really need to get a head start on it.â Armin stuttered.Â
Your heart warmed as you watched his eyes light up.
Damn, the nerd stuff really was his element.
The party? Not so much.Â
âSounds interesting, actually.â You replied. Watching as he subconsciously took a few steps closer.Â
âWaitâŠReally? Youâre not just saying that?â Armin huffed. His voice grew shaky as he leaned against the balcony right next to you.Â
The noise of the party seemed to fade away. The wind was soft against your hair as you glanced up into his eyes.Â
âI mean, I care about the environment too. The last thing I want is to see a coral reef destroyed. That would be pretty shitty.â You replied, nervously adjusting the straps of your top to give you something to focus on besides the fact that Armin definitely grew some muscle over the break.Â
His biceps flexed as he leaned against the balcony. His button-up shirt strained against his chest.Â
âWell, Eren told me no sea talk tonight.â He replied.Â
Wait Eren?Â
âEren? You mean Eren Jaeger?â You replied, heart thumping in your chest.Â
You swear youâve seen the two around campus together. It seemed to be quite the unusual pairing.Â
Eren was known for his charmâŠand other assets. While Armin seemed to hide in his shadow.
âYeah, Erens is my roommate. Iâve known him forever.â Armin replied casually.Â
Your brows contorted as you thought. Brain scattering as you tried to put the pieces together.Â
âI mean, heâs got quite the reputationâŠâ You mumbled nervously, tearing your gaze away from Armin to glance over your shoulder through the glass door.Â
âYeah, I know all about that. I try to stay out of it.â Armin chuckled nervously. His soft eyes couldnât help but fall on the way you looked in the dim lighting.Â
You were pretty, really pretty. And on top of that, you didnât interrupt him. Even during his explanation of microplastics and-
His heart raced. His cheeks flushed, ears burning as he stared at you again.Â
He couldnât help but notice the tight top you wore, the way it showed off the soft skin of your waist and stomach.Â
You didnât even realize he was checking you out. Through the window, Eren was causing trouble alreadyâŠthe usual, as it seemed.Â
When you turned back around to face him, Armin was flushing.Â
âIâm sorry, I wasnât staring! I promise..well maybe I was justââÂ
You raised an eyebrow, heart fluttering at his nervous scrambling. Your arms both rested over the edge of the balcony as the metal supported your back.
âYouâre just really pretty,â Armin whispered, his voice dropping a soft octave as his eyes flicked up to meet yours.Â
God, that blue. It would drive any girl crazy, but most couldnât handle the sea facts that came along with it.Â
âThank youâŠI mean, youâve got brains and looks. Whatâs not to love?â you confessed softly. The tension was coiled thick. The breeze seemed to dissipate between you.Â
Your hands found his waist, hesitant before they gently wrapped around him. His warmth bled through the soft fabric of his shirt. Your fingertips trembled slightly as they brushed against the leather of his belt.Â
âI meanâŠI usually donât talk to pretty girls often. Especially about coral reefs. Iâm a little out of my element here.â He confessed, his eyes darkening as he felt your hands slide around his waist.Â
He didnât protest, even though his heart was thumping loud enough to cloud his mind.Â
âSame here. I mean, my friend Sasha dragged me here. Iâd rather talk about coral reefs with you than deal with the drunk mess inside.â You whispered, voice breathless as you felt him press up into you.Â
Warmth spread throughout your body. Heat flooded down your neck from the gesture. Damn, he was seriously starting to turn you on.Â
 âGuess we have more in common than I realized,â Armin whispered softly, his cheeks still flushed as he gently reached down. His hand was moving with a mind of its own as he gently pushed some of your hair behind your ear.Â
âGod, youâve changed so much over the summer. I remember you being completely different last semester.â You replied as one of your hands slid from his waist to his shoulder. Gently, you pulled him in until his hips were pressed hard against your own.Â
Armin let a soft moan slip from his soft lips. His eyes went wide as he realized what heâd just done.
âShit, sorryâŠI meanâI guess I hope itâs a good change?â Armin whispered as his teeth tugged hard at his bottom lip to stop another desperate moan from escaping.Â
âA really fucking good change.â You whispered, the tension was so incredibly tightâ
Your hands glided from his shoulder to the back of his neck. The small whimper he let slip on you stirred you on more.Â
His lips were so close. His breath mingling with your own.Â
So you closed the distance.Â
Your lips were hesitant as you sought out his own. Gentle, light, just testing the waters.Â
Armin moaned shamelessly against your mouth as he desperately tried to move with yours. His hands slid to your waist, his soft fingertips trembling as they brushed against the hot skin.Â
He pulled you in. His body is all hot and desperate as he moved his mouth in synch with yours.
You kissed him harder, just enough to make your heart skip a beat, before pulling away.Â
The two of you panted for breath as your foreheads rested together. Armin smirked, his chest tight from the kiss.Â
âSorry, I hope that wasââÂ
âKiss me again.â Armin gasped.Â
âFuckâŠâ you cursed, tangling your fingertips into his soft blonde hair as you captured his lips again. This time, harder, stronger with more intent.Â
Armin's mouth was a little clumsy against your own. You laughed softly against his lips, glad he was so adorable like this. The fresh scent of his cologne made your knees nearly buckle.
The kiss deepened as your tongue slid across his bottom lip. Arminâs grip tightened around your waist at the gesture.Â
His lips gently parted enough to let you slip in. Tongue dancing dangerously as it caressed his own.Â
Armin whimpered at your warmth. His body was hot as it rutted up into your own.Â
The metal railing of the balcony dug into your back. But you couldnât even focus on the pain with Armin's hot mouth on your own.Â
âI likeânever do this..â Armin pulled away to whisper. The corner of his lips tugged up into a smirk as he pressed another needy, wet kiss to your lips.
You smiled softly as he pulled away. Your fingertips mindlessly playing with his perfectly styled hair as heat pooled hotter in your stomach.
âMe either if weâre being completely honest.â You whispered as your fingertips gently brushed the soft blonde locks from blocking his gaze.Â
âYouâre a good kisser.â Armin moaned, confidence bleeding through as he initiated another kiss.Â
With a gentle moan, you swallowed it, your core pulsing as his hands slid against the skin of your waist.Â
âLikewise,â you murmured into his mouth, catching a sharp breath before turning your head to kiss him even deeper.Â
âFuckâŠâ Armin moaned as the new angle sent a shiver of arousal through his body.Â
âDonât curseâŠit makes me feel things.â You whispered hope against his mouth, voice shaky.
âWhat kind of things?â Armin muttered as he dragged his lips away from your mouth. He hesitated only for a moment before he started to kiss down your jawline.Â
You choked on another moan as you felt his soft lips against the sensitive skin of your neck.Â
With a tight chest, you leaned back, heart beating loud in your ears as Armin found his confidence.Â
âI donât know if you can handle what Iâm thinking about you right now.â You gasped, mind going to unholy places as his teeth lightly grazed the flesh of your neck.Â
With a sharp breath, Armin gently sucked on the self skin, eyes softly fluttered shut as he just felt you.
âShitââ he gasped as his hips gently pressed against your own.Â
âItâs okayâŠâ You coaxed softly. Chest heavy as you fought against to grinding back into him.Â
âI havenât kissed like thisâŠin a while,â Armin confessed as he shuddered. Hips slowly rolling against your own with a breathless moan.Â
You moaned in synch at the contact. Armin was already hard beneath the fabric of his pants, pressed up perfectly against your thigh.Â
âRelaxâŠIt feels good.â You gasped as you gave in. His hands gripped the fabric of his shirt tight as you pulled him in by the waist.Â
âDoes it?â He whispered as his lips grazed your neck again. This time, leaving delicate kisses across the marks starting to form.Â
âMhm..â you moaned back. Breath heavy as the heat between you only grew.Â
Armin's soft lips were teasing your neck, his hard cock already pressed up against your body.
And with one more look into those innocent blue eyesâŠ
You had to have him inside you.Â
âHow do you feel about getting a room, Arlert?âÂ
You nearly spill your coffee all over your Political Theory textbook when you unlock your phone. Another two hundred comments on that TikTok. You know you shouldn't checkâyou probably watched it about a million times yesterday aloneâbut your fingers move before your brain can scream at you to stop.
@/bookslvt01: ok but the way he talks about virginia woolf??? NEED HIM CARNALLY
@/colossalthighs: iâd let him annotate my entire body fr
@/arlertmeout: he looks like he apologises before choking you
You bite your lip, half-entertained and half-horrified, scrolling through the endless comments under what was supposed to be an innocent campus interview. The video has 2.3 million views now, completely insane for something filmed outside the modest main libraryâthe same one you find yourself in at the momentâon a random Tuesday.
"Ugh, donât tell me. You're watching it again, aren't you?"
Your head snaps up comically quick, caught red-handed, to find Sasha sliding into the seat across from you at your usual table, eyeing your phone screen with knowing amusement.Â
"What? No."
"You are! You have that weird, glazed look in your eyes. The same one you get when Professor Ackerman extends the deadline for our research papers." Sasha unwraps what appears to be her third sandwich of the day. You don't mention how itâs only twelve in the afternoon. "You know you could just talk to him about it, right? He's literally one of your best friends."
"And say what exactly?" you finally close the godforsaken app, trying to ignore how your screen time report is definitely going to be embarrassing this week. "Hey Armin, I've watched your viral video more times than I can remember and I'm having very inappropriate thoughts about your tongue piercing that I absolutely shouldn't be having about my friend?"
Sasha snickers, a piece of lettuce tumbling to the table from her mouth. "Well, when you put it like that... actually, yes. One hundred percent that."
"Sasha, I can't justâ" you frown in frustration, inhaling deeply. "It's complicated."
"How is it complicated? You've had a crush on him since freshman year."
"That was different. That was before we became friends. Before I knew him." You lean back in your chair, staring at the ceiling as fond memories overwhelm you. "Back then he was just this cute, nerdy guy in my intro psych class who got excited about statistical analysis and always smelled like that vanilla body wash I love. I used to sit behind him just to watch him get all animated during discussions about cognitive behavioural theory, you know?"
Sasha merely rolls her eyes. "Jesus, and you call me demented. Well, what about now?"
"Now? Now, he's Armin. He's my friend who stays up until 3 A.M. to help me with my assignments, who brings me soup when I'm sick, who texts me the dumbest memes about historical figures," you slump forward, close to pouting. "He's the guy who spent six hours teaching me how to play that MMO he's obsessed with just because I mentioned being bored over winter break. He's..."
"He's the guy you're infatuated with," Sasha supplies helpfully.
"I'm not," you start to protest, then wisely opt to give up instead. "Okay, maybe. But that's exactly the problem. I can't risk blowing up our friendship just because some stupid interview made me realise I want to climb him like a tree."
"A tree with a tongue piercing," Sasha adds with a cheeky grin.
"Fuckâs sake, don't remind me," you let your head rest against the table. "Do you know how many times I've replayed that two-second clip where he licks his lips? It's pathetic."
"It's not pathetic, it's kind of sweet. There's a difference." Sasha takes another bite of her sandwich, her eyes evidently lighting up. "Besides, you don't know that he doesn't feel the same way. Have you seen how he looks at you during our study sessions? Boy's got it bad."
"He looks at me like a friend, Sasha. Because that's what we are."
"Believe me, friends don't look at friends the way he looked at you last Friday when you were explaining your thesis argument. I thought he was going to combust from sexual tension."
Before you can blatantly disagree, you hear an all too familiar voice behind you.
"Sexual tension about what now?"
Your stomach drops directly through the floor. You turn around carefully, and there he isâArmin Arlert, campus's newest digital sensation, standing there with that signature bemused expression he gets when he catches you and Sasha gossiping. His blonde hair is mussed like he's been running his hands through it, and he's wearing that adorable blue sweater that brings out his eyes deliciously.
"Oh, um..." You scramble for an explanation, panicking on the inside. "We were just talking about... about..."
"About how Professor Ackerman's lectures are basically academic foreplay," Sasha jumps in smoothly. "All that tension and buildup with no satisfying conclusion. I mean, hello?"
Armin laughs, the sound warm and comforting. "That's fascinatingly accurate, Iâll admit." He shifts his weight, and you only then notice he's carrying his laptop bag and what seems to be a bag of takeout. "Mind if I join you? I brought Thai food and figured you might be hungry since you've been here sinceâ," he checks his phone, "â9 A.M., according to the text you sent complaining about how itâs criminal that the library opens so early on weekends."
Your heart does a little flip at his consideration. "You didn't have to do that."
"I wanted to." He slides into the chair next to you, close enough that you can smell his cologneâa rich blend of velvety caramel and toasted cinnamon that positively makes you want to lick him all over.Â
Stop. None of that, you horny bastard.
"Besides, I figured you might want to hear about the latest developments in my accidental internet fame."
Sasha perks up at once. "Hell, yeah. Have you been recognised on campus yet?"
"Five times yesterday," Armin appears to lament, pulling containers out of the bag. "Including once in the bathroom, which was... awkward, to say the least." He hands you your usual order without asking what you want. "But the weirdest part is definitely the DMs."
"DMs?" you pipe up, failing to ignore how domestic this feels what with him knowing exactly what you like. Typical, precious Armin.
"You have no idea," he opens his laptop and turns it toward you two with a nervous twitch. "I've gotten marriage proposals, offers to 'show me a good time,' and at least a hundred messages asking about my tongue piercing specifically."
Your face burns as you push away the thought that you've been mentally composing similar messages. "That's... wow."
"The worst part is, most of them are asking if I'd be interested in demonstrating its uses." He fidgets with his glasses, coming across as embarrassed but also endearing. "I had no idea that thing would cause such a reaction."
"Well, it is pretty noticeable," Sasha remarks with a meaningful peek at you. "Very... attention-grabbing."
"I guess." Armin glances at you pointedly. "What do you think? You've seen the video, right?"
The question is innocent enough, but something in his tone makes you look at him more carefully. There's an out-of-the-ordinary implication that you can't quite put your finger on. "Uh... yeah, I've seen it," you manage to croak out. Terrific. Could you get any stiffer?
"And?"
"And what?"
"What did you think?"
You stare at him blankly, trying to figure out if this is a normal friend question or if youâre incorrectly perceiving the foreign edge of curiosity behind it. "I thought... I mean, your book recommendations were really good. Very passionate."
"Passionate," he repeats, the fleeting flash of understanding across his face confirming your earlier weariness. "That's interesting."
Sasha's phone cuts through the uneasiness with its incessant buzzing, and she scans it with obviously fake surprise. "Oh no, would you look at that. I have to go... meet... someone... about... a... very real thing... I have." She begins gathering her stuff with awfully suspicious speed. "You two have fun talking about books. And passion. And tongue piercings."
"Huh? Wait. Sashaâ" you squeak out, but she's already dashing out of the private study room you had booked for the both of you until late afternoon (traitor). Which leaves you alone with Armin, who's scrutinising you with an expression you can't quite read.
"Alright," he speaks after a moment, closing his laptop and leaning back in his chair. "Want to tell me what you actually thought about the video?"
"I already told you."
"No, you gave me the safe answer." He tilts his head slightly, studying you with purpose. "Come on, we've been friends for two years. I know when you're holding back."
You hastily shove some noodles in your mouth, avoiding his gaze. "I'm not holding back."
"Really? Because Sasha seemed to think you had some important opinions about it."
You make a mental note to start drafting your plan for the girlâs well-deserved comeuppance. "Sasha talks too much."
"She does," Armin agrees. "But she's usually right about things. Especially when it comes to you."
The rarely there confidence in his tone makes you look up and, when you meet his gaze, the intensity catches you off guard. "What do you want me to say?"
"Did you know," he continues conversationally, "that TikTok shows you analytics about who's viewed your videos?"
Almost instantly, your heart stops. "What?"
"Mhm. Very detailed analytics. Including multiple views from the same account." His lips quirk up in a small smile. "Want to guess how many times your account shows up in my viewer list?"
You feel heat creeping up your neck. "I don't know what you're talking about." You briefly consider denying reality, blaming a technical issue, or claiming a glitch in the matrixâbut none of it sticks.
"Seventy-seven times," he announces, the metaphorical checkmate hitting you straight in the chest. "As of this morning."
Oh god. Oh god, oh god, oh god. He knows. "I can explainâ"
"Can you?" He angles himself forward, resting his elbows on the table. "Because I've been trying to figure out why my very good friend has watched a boring thirty-second video of me talking about books seventy-seven times."
You want to run away, mouth opening and closing like a fish. "I... the algorithm is weird sometimes?"
Armin chuckles, low and warm, absent of any malice. "Try again."
"I was checking to see if the view count was going up?"
"Nope."
You're quiet for a long moment, trying to figure out how to get out of this without completely humiliating yourself. You don't suppose it's too late to jump out of a window? Ultimately, you sigh in defeat. "Okay, fine. Maybe I watched it a few times."
"A few?"
You narrow your eyes, crossing your arms in defiance at the unsolicited endless interrogation. "More than a few."
"How many more?"
You want to strangle him, and not in the sexy way. "Youâre being annoying."
"Come on." His voice has dropped slightly lower, and there's something almost akin to teasing in it. "I told you about the marriage proposals. Fair's fair."
You mutter a profanity under your breath, groaning. "Fine. I watched it a lot. Happy?"
"No. Weâre getting there, though. Why?"
"Why what?"
Arminâs glee sharpens into something ravenous, a flicker of desperation lurking beneath his carefree demeanourâlike heâs itching for you to say exactly what he needs. "Why did you watch it seventy-seven times?"
Your lungs feel too tight, too exposed. "Because..."
"Because?"
"Because you looked really good, okay?" The words come out in a rush. "Because watching you talk about literally anything is incredibly attractive, and because that frustrating part where your tongue piercing shows has been tormenting me ever since the video came out."
The silence that follows is eerily deafening. Armin simply stares at you, and you wish the ground would swallow you whole.
"Shit," you grumble, burying your face in your hands. "I'm sorry. That was completely out of line. I know we're friends and I shouldn't haveâ"
"Hey. Look at me."
The way he asks convinces you to peep through your fingers, reluctant but unable to look away. His expression is attentive and focusedâdefinitely not one of disgust.
"You think I'm attractive?" he questions softly.
"I... yes?"
He blinks, his usual calm shattered by the raw vulnerability in your voice. His fingers tremble, revealing the fierce hope inside that thereâs a potential chance that someone sees him as more than the sum of his quirks. "Even though I'm just a loser who gets excited about obscure paranormal documentaries and spends too much time playing video games?"
"Especially because of that," you admit, having never been more sure of yourself.
His answering smile is slow and devastating. "Good to know."
"Good to know?"
He hums, reaching across the table, and gently pulls your hands away from your face. "I've been wondering if you'd ever see me as more than just your friend who helps you with your homework."
Your brain, without a doubt, malfunctions. "What?"
"Did you really think I started bringing you food and staying up late just because I'm a good friend?"
The words disarm you. Youâre trapped between incredulity and the dawning comprehension of what he might be suggesting. "IâŠ"
"And did you think I learned how to play your favourite songs on guitar just because I had time to spare?"
"Y-you said you wanted to practiceâ"
"And I presume you thought I got this piercing because I was feeling rebellious?"
That stops you short, confusion apparent in the furrow of your brows. "You didn't?"
Armin's grin turns almost predatory. "I got it because I overheard you and Sasha talking about how cool you find them. This was back in October, after you'd been dating that guy with the lip ring."
You feel like a kettle left on the stove too long. "You... what?"
"You said, and I quote, 'There's something about tongue piercings that's beyond exciting.â Something along the lines of how the person has to be bold enough to get it, but there's the simultaneous insinuation of what they can do with it."
"Iâm going to kill myself," you gape at him in horror. "You heard all of that?"
"I was sitting right behind you in the campus coffee shop. You werenât exactly shy about it." He shifts closer, and you can spot the hint of silver when he speaks, "I made an appointment that very afternoon."
"You got a tongue piercing because of something I said about another guy?"
"I got a tongue piercing because I wanted to be the guy you were talking about."
The confession hangs in the air between you, charged and electric. You stare at him, trying to process this complete change in everything you thought you knew about your friendship.Â
"I've been trying to get your attention for months. I was starting to think I'd have to do something drastic."
In spite of being made to face terrifying revelation after revelation, you manage to stutter out a breathless laugh. "More drastic than getting a tongue piercing for me?"Â
"I was considering learning to play your favourite video game."
You snort despite yourself. "You hate that game."
He shrugs casually, as if the lengths to which he would go for you knew no bounds. "I know. That's how desperate I was getting."
The atmosphere between you feels tense now, full of possibility and two years of unspoken tension. Armin traces your knuckles and the simple touch sends heat shooting up your arm.
"So," you say, trying to stay as composed as you possibly can. "What happens now?"
"Now," he starts, standing up, "you tell me what exactly you were thinking about during those seventy-seven views."
He's close enough that you have to tilt your head back to look at him, and the unwavering want in the blue of his eyes makes your breath catch. "I was thinking..." you trail off, feeling timid with his attention on you.
"You can do it. Use your words for me?" his voice has gotten rougher, huskier, and it sends delightful shivers down your spine.
"I was thinking about what it would feel like."
"What would feel like?"
"Your piercing. When you..." You gesture vaguely, cheeks burning. Armin's hand comes up to cup your face, thumb brushing across your bottom lip. "When I what?"
"When you kiss me," you whisper.
"Just kissing?" The question is loaded with underlying intentions, and you shake your head slowly.
"Tell me what else you were thinking about."
"Armin..."
"Please." The plea is hushed but insistent. "I want to know what's been going through your head."
You swallow, your throat suddenly dry as you let go of the entirety of your self-restraint. "I was thinking about what it would feel like on my body. What it would feel like when you use your mouth on me."
His pupils immediately dilate at your words. "Fuck."
"Is that... is that okay?"
Instead of verbally affirming, he leans down and kisses you. It's gentle at first, tentative, but when you react by fisting your hands in his sweater and pulling him closer, he deepens it. The first brush of his tongue against yours has you gasping, and when you feel the metal of his piercing, it sends intoxicating pleasure shooting through you.
You break apart, breathing heavily, and Armin rests his forehead against yours.
"How was that?" he asks earnestly, voice raspy.
"Good," you breathe. "Really good."
His smile is full of care but there's primal desire behind it. "And the piercing?"
"Want more of it."
He brushes his thumb across your lip again. Truth be told, itâs plain torture. "You know, we're in public right now."
Every wall you built is crumbling under the weight of him, and all you can do is let it. "I know."
"Anyone could walk by and see us."
"I know."
"And you don't care?"
You drag your hand up his thigh, stopping just shy of where he clearly wants it, "Not even a little bit."
He kisses you again, harder this time, and you can't help the soft moan that escapes when his tongue meets yours in another dance of display. The sound seems to flip a switch in him, because his hands are tangling in your hair and he's pressing you back against your chair.
"God, you have no idea how long I've wanted to do this," he murmurs against your lips.
"Tell me âMin."
"Since freshman year. Since that first day in psych class when you argued with Professor Smith about the ethics of behavioural modification."
You draw away just barely, shaking under the intimacy of his declaration. "That long?"
"That long." He doesnât think twice before trailing his teeth along your jaw, and when the metal of his piercing digs into your flushed skin, you whimper needily.Â
"You were so assertive, so brilliant. I was completely and utterly gone."
"Why didn't you say anything?"
"Because you were dating that business major asshole, and then when you broke up, we became friends,â he hesitantly halts his ministrations to flutter his eyelashes at you, âI-I didn't want to ruin it."Â
Good heavens, you didnât stand a chance from the beginning.
"But then you kept looking at me like... like you wanted me too, and I started hoping..."
"I did want you. I do want you." The admission comes out whinier than intended, but you canât bring yourself to be bothered at this point. "So much."
His hands tighten in your hair. "Yeah?"
"Yeah."
Youâre unaware of how many minutes pass as you lose yourself in the sensation of his mouth on yours, and the way he tastes like mint and something uniquely him. You dig your nails lightly into his sides, claiming him in an act of fervent possession. His breaths mingle with yours and the world outside your tangled bodies fades until thereâs nothing but lust burning between you. By the end of it, your chests rise and fall in tandem.
"We should probably get out of here," he mumbles, peeking around the library.
Craving Armin has left you dazed, vision glassy as you attempt to make sense of your surroundings. "Right. Um, your place or mine?"
He pecks your nose, full of affection, tenderly guiding you. "Mine. My roommate's gone for the weekend."
You start gathering your things with shaky hands, hyperaware of the way Armin is observing you. When you bend over to pick up your bag, you hear his sharp intake of breath.
"Something wrong?" you ask innocently.
"N-nothing," he mutters, skittishly pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose.
The walk to his dorm feels like it takes forever, full of stolen glances and the kind of anticipation that makes your skin feel too tight. When you reach his room, he fumbles with his keys for a momentâso fucking cuteâbefore getting the door open.
You havenât had a lot of time this semester to crash at his dormâneat and organised, with anime posters on the walls and stacks of books and manga everywhere. But you barely have time to take it in before he's pressing you against the closed door, urgency lacing his actions.
This time, there's nothing apprehensive about it. His hands are everywhereâyour waist, your back, squeezing your assâand when you arch against him, he makes a low sound of approval.
"You taste so good," he shudders against you. "Everything Iâve imagined and so much more."
"You imagined this?"
"Every night for two years." His mouth moves to your neck, nibbling along your throat. "What you'd look like, what you'd sound like when I made you come."
The words send heat pooling low in your belly, prompting you to press your thighs together instinctively. "Fuck, donât say shit like that.â
"Why not? Iâve been longing for you. All of you," he whispers, pulling back to look at you with dark, lidded eyes. "Youâre not getting away until Iâve had my fill."
It would be an understatement to say that you hadnât foreseen this when you woke up today. That you'd be spending hours with your legs over Armin's shoulders, forgetting your own name; the compassionate, stammering genius the internet drooled over. Too bad heâs not on the market. It would be a treat if his fans could see him like thisâflushed and breathless, fingers gripping your hips like heâd die without you. Armin Arlert, golden boy of TikTok, practically begging to let him ruin you.
You grow dizzy at the promise in his voice. "Please."
He lets his hand trail lower, indecently tranquil, and just as you think heâll do something recklessâhe pauses, smirking wickedly.
"Want to find out what this piercing really feels like when I eat you out?"
warnings. oral (f recieving), he hits it from the back, hair pulling, blue collar dickđšđš
summary. in which your landlord sends an electrician to fix your power, and you end up learning firsthand the magic of blue collar dick.
note. if you are reading this.. this is a queueâd post while im in MEXICO!!!!! you horny little sluts really thought i would leave you alone for 5 days.. i would never. i figured â hey if i canât post part 5 of tpod i can at least give a life lesson on blue collar dick, right? backstory here is that the other day my best friend and i had a conversation about our sexy ass landlord and that got me thinking⊠jungkook..? blue collar..? big dick..? so anyways this is the product of that convo! (and also a standalone one shot bc yall be loving these!)
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Later, when someone asks you to recap this story, youâll say that in your defense, you werenât expecting the electrician to look like he walked straight off some cringy Pornhub set. Youâll say you just wanted your electricity fixed, not to be spiritually humbled by a man who smells like sawdust and pine.
Your apartment is the kind of place that builds character. And by character, you mean mild trauma.
The kitchen light flickers like itâs been possessed since the day you moved in. The ceiling creaks when your upstairs neighbor sneezes. Your shower only has two settings (arctic and molten lava). Thereâs a weird stain on the ceiling youâve been ignoring for three months. And today, of all days, the universe decided to cut the last thread holding your sanity together: the power.
No lights. No working outlets. No WiFi. Which means youâre sitting on your couch, in a hoodie and shorts, trying to hotspot your laptop with 3% battery left while rage-texting your landlord like youâre filing an official grievance with Satan himself.
You immediately text your landlord, fully expecting a five-day delay and a $30 deduction off your next rent.
You: hi. respectfully. what the FUCK is happening?
You: i work from home. i pay rent. i have needs. pls fix ASAP.
He replies five minutes later like heâs doing you a personal favor.
Landlord: sending my guy over. 15 mins.
Your landlord is somehow both your greatest nemesis and your weirdest emotional support system. Heâll ignore three maintenance requests, ghost you for a week, then show up unannounced with a half-eaten bag of Hot Cheetos. Youâve threatened to sue him in writing and sent him a happy birthday meme in the same month. And youâre already halfway into a mental spiral about âhis guyâ being a 60-year-old with pants that donât stay up and opinions about the current political climate when thereâs a knock at your door.
You swing the door open, fully expecting to see a crusty old man with a clipboard and a wheeze, and instead, you see⊠(and youâll remember this moment until the day you die.)
Lip ring. Tattoo sleeve. Tool belt slung low over cargo pants. A black tee stretched across broad shoulders. Jesus Christ, the hair. Dark, slightly shaggy, pushed back on top but long in the back, curling at the nape of his neck in a way that should not be allowed near unsupervised women.
âHeyâ,â he says, like this isnât a pivotal moment in your sexual awakening. âIâm here about the outage?â
You blink at him. You are officially unfit for conversation.
This man has a mullet. A tattooed, lip-ringed, mullet-wearing man is standing in your hallway holding a voltage tester like its foreplay.
Suddenly, your pajama shorts feel too short for this moment. You fumble with the doorknob, âUh. Yeah. Come in. Itâs, uh.. yeah.â
Brilliant. Shakespeare could never.
He steps inside, and holy shit, heâs even taller than you thought. The kind of tall that makes your ceilings feel shorter. The kind of tall where you have to crane your neck just slightly to look up at him, which is offensive because youâre not exactly short yourself. He smells like a mix of sawdust, a hint of pine, laundry detergent, and a 2002 Nissan Altima. Itâs oddly specific.
He glances around like heâs surveying a battlefield. âPower cut out completely?â
You nod, shuffling behind him as he moves farther into your apartment with the kind of confidence like heâs somehow been to your home before. His boots thud across your hardwood floor, scuffed and loud. The tool belt clinks. His shirt rides up when he stretches his arm to check something near the ceiling and thereâs a flash of golden skin and low-slung cargo pants andâ
Youâre not doing well.
He pops open the panel in the ceiling like itâs nothing. âYâall been having issues with this before? Flickering? Dead outlets?â
âSometimes the kitchen light hums like itâs possessed,â you say, which you regret immediately. âI mean, not literally possessed. Not like.. haunted. Just⊠you know. Buzzing.â
He chuckles. Itâs a low, gravelly sound that sinks its teeth into your spine and doesnât let go.
âProbably a loose connection in the junction box. Nothing too crazy,â he says, grabbing something from his belt that you will now dream about tonight. âYou work from home?â
You nod again, helpless. âYeah. Marketing.â
He glances back at you. âTough with no WiFi.â
You turn around under the guise of âletting him workâ but really just to text your roommate, Sana, with trembling fingers.
You: help. our power went out and the electrician we got sent is so hot
You: he has a MULLET. a mullet, sana. he said âjunction boxâ and i almost moaned
You hear him grunt softly as he stretches to reach something and you nearly drop your phone.
Sana: SEND A PIC RN
You sneak a glance back â heâs perched on your step stool, arms flexing as he reaches into the ceiling. His hair is curling perfectly at the back of his neck, a little messy from the heat.
You donât send a pic. You canât. It feels criminal. You feel like youâre watching live porn with consequences.
Then he speaks again, casually. âYou smell something burning last night? Or anything weird before it cut out?â
You nearly say âjust my ovaries,â but God reaches down and slaps your mouth shut.
Instead, you clear your throat. âNope. No sparks, no smell. It just⊠died this morning.â
He nods, focused. âMight be a fuse then. Iâll check the basement in a sec.â
He drops down from the stool with a casual thud and wipes his hands on that rag in his back pocket. That ass, that rag. This is no longer an apartment. Itâs a crime scene.
You glance up just in time to see him walking toward your front door, lifting the back of his shirt to wipe his forehead. You black out for a second.
You: he just wiped sweat off his forehead with the back of his shirt. i saw ab muscle. like cut definition. i think it smiled at me.
Sana: you need jail or a CONDOM stat. get his number???
Youâre halfway through typing âI donât even know his name yetâ when the front door opens behind you, and you almost launch your phone across the room like itâs a grenade.
He steps back into your apartment with that casual, unbothered energy heâs so good at carrying. Hair slightly damp at the edges now, cheeks pink from the walk up your stairs, tool belt still jingling.
âBasement breakerâs fine,â he says, brushing his palm down the front of his shirt. âMight be a wiring issue. Gonna check one more thing.â
You blink. Nod. Attempt human speech. Fail. âCool. Yeah. Check⊠stuff.â
Christ. You sound like you learned English from Duolingo five minutes ago.
He smiles then, actually smiles. Full teeth, little bunny front ones peeking out. His lip ring glints as he does it, and your brain goes completely static for a second.
âWant some water?â you blurt, and immediately hate yourself. âOr iced tea? Or, whatever I have in the fridge that isnât expired?â
He huffs out a little laugh, shakes his head. âNah, Iâm good. But thanks, sweetheart.â
You freeze like youâve been slapped by a porn star. He walks past you again like nothing happened, reaching for something in his tool bag, completely unaware that your soul just evacuated your body.
You unlock your phone immediately, fingers trembling, and text in all caps.
You: HE CALLED ME SWEETHEART.
You: arrest him. make him marry me. i donât care just make it LEGAL
You barely get the message out when he turns slightly and casually, and says, âSo⊠you live here with your boyfriend, orâŠ?â
You blink hard.
The question hangs there, just slightly too relaxed. Like itâs not loaded with potential. Like itâs not every Wattpad plotline youâve ever read come to life in front of your half-broken Ikea bookshelf.
Your brain short-circuits harder than your kitchen socket. Is he flirting? Was that⊠are you being flirted with? Itâs been a minute. Like, a long minute since youâve had someone show genuine interest in you. You canât tell anymore. He could be asking because he needs to know whose ass heâs about to get chewed out by if he knocks something over, or because heâs just curious.
You manage to croak out, âJust my roommate. Sana.â
He nods and doesnât press. He lets out a low, distracted, âHm,â like thatâs useful information. Like it slots into place somewhere in his head and heâs okay with it.
You, meanwhile, are mentally drafting a will because youâre not sure your heartâs going to survive the rest of this visit.
He leans over your couch armrest to reach the outlet near the floor. His cargo pants pull slightly tighter around his thighs and you look away so fast you give yourself whiplash. You try to look normal, like a woman who isnât catastrophically horny over someone adjusting your voltage.
You: HE ASKED IF I HAD A BOYFRIEND
Sana: I AM SCREAMING. IâM IN LINE AT TRADER JOEâS. OFFER TO MAKE HIM LEMONADE OR SIT ON HIS FACE IDK CHOOSE FAST
He stands back up, wiping his palms on that stupid fucking rag again, and glances over his shoulder. âShouldnât take much longer,â he quips with that lazy, dangerous smile.
You nod, eyes wide, pretending youâre normal. âCool. Thanks. No rush or anything. Itâs not like I need power to⊠survive.â
He quirks a brow at that, like he finds you kind of funny, or kind of tragic.
You sit on the couch, phone hidden in your lap like itâs a shameful secret. He crouches near another outlet, testing something with one of those little gadgets that beeps and blinks.
âSo, marketing,â he says over his shoulder. âLike⊠ads?â
You blink. âUh. Yeah. I work for a beauty brand. Mostly social media, some campaign strategy. Lots of pretending I know what Iâm doing and hoping the algorithm doesnât hate me that day.â
He chuckles. That low, amused sound that makes your toes curl. âThat why youâre so good at talking?â
You freeze. âWhat?â
He glances back, smile creeping in slow and lazy. Thereâs an unfortunate amount of sarcasm behind his tone. âYou seem to stumble a bit over words.â
You blink again, officially out of working brain cells. âSorry. IâI can stop. I donât mean to be annoying, I justââ
âI didnât say it was annoying.â He doesnât look at you when he says it. He crouches lower again, tapping something against the outlet. But you hear it anyway and feel it, low in your stomach like a dropped elevator.
Your phone buzzes in your lap, blessedly interrupting the moment before you combust.
Sana: girl. do i need to walk around the block or are you gonna fuck him. be honest.
You bite your lip so hard you nearly draw blood. He straightens up, wiping his palms again. âSo do you like it? The job?â
âOh. Um. Yeah. Itâs⊠stressful. But fun, sometimes. I guess,â You scratch the back of your neck.
âYou good at it?â He grunts out, looking for something in his toolbox.
Your mind blanks. âWhat?â
He turns to look at you full-on now, arms crossed, shirt clinging to the curve of his shoulders. âMarketing. All that stuff. You good at it?â
You let out a nervous little laugh. âI mean, I hope so. Iâve been doing it for a few years now, and nobodyâs fired me yet.â
âThatâs not what I asked.â His tone isnât aggressive. Itâs low and relaxed. But something about the way he says it makes your pulse skip.
âI⊠I think I am,â you say, slower this time.
He nods once as if that answer pleases him. âYou seem like youâd be.â
Youâre gonna die. Youâre going to actually die. This man is being nice to you, and it feels like your body isnât prepared for that level of stimulus.
You glance at your phone again.
Sana: WHY ARE YOU TAKING THIS LONG TO RESPOND??? IS HIS DICK OUT. BLINK TWICE
You look back up and heâs leaning against the doorframe that divides your kitchen and living room now, arms still crossed, lip ring catching the light. âSo your roommateâŠ?â
You nod, trying not to choke. âYeah. Her nameâs Sana. Weâve lived together since college.â
âShe at work?â You swear he looks at your legs in your shorts, but could also be wishful thinking.
âNot right now. She works night shifts at the hospital 15 minutes away from here.,â You twiddle your thumbs in your lap.
He hums, still watching you. âSo youâre here all alone today.â
Itâs not a question. It shouldnât be hot. Itâs just a sentence. But, the way he says it? The tone? The slight lilt at the end, like it means more than it says?
You let out a strangled sound that you hope reads as a laugh. âYeah. Just me. Alone. In this⊠apartment. Where you are. Currently.â
He tilts his head, smiling again. âYouâre kind of funny for someone with no electricity.â
You hesitate. Then, blurting before you can stop yourself, âAnd youâre kind of cocky for someone who still hasnât turned my lights on yet.â
He raises an eyebrow, a smirk slowly appearing. âHm?â
You shake your head way too fast. âI meanâjustâlike, youâve been here for a bit now and youâre fixing my power and it is taking quite long, but I promise Iâm not mad about it.. Iâm sorry.â
He lets out a real laugh this time. Full, low, and stupidly hot. He pushes off the wall and walks back toward the kitchen like he didnât just wreck your central nervous system.
You take another breath and text Sana.
You: heâs flirting. heâs literally flirting. i want to crawl inside the oven
Sana: girl. jump on the counter and say âwhile youâre fixing things, iâm also broken.â
Almost like he was trying to prove a point to you, the lights come back on with a quiet click, a whirr of electricity humming back to life through your walls, and you swear the sound might as well be a death knell.
He steps back from the panel in your hallway, tapping the side of it with a knuckle like he just fixed your entire infrastructure. âThere we go,â he says, âShould be good now. Mightâve just been a loose connection behind the breaker, itâs common in these old buildings.â
You nod slowly, like you understood a single word of that. All you really heard was competency and your brain whispered: breedable.
âThatâs⊠great,â you reply, way too softly. âThanks.â
He wipes his hands again on that same rag and starts packing up his tools, metal clicking together as he slips things back into place. His forearm flexes with every movement, tattoos shifting across his skin like theyâre in on the joke.
âNeed help with anything else?â he asks casually, not looking at you as he zips up the tool bag. His voice dips slightly.
Your heart stutters. You should say actually, yeah, my back is acting up and I think the solution involves that couch and maybe you using me like a handrail. But instead you go, âNope. Thatâs all.â
Your phone vibrates against your thigh, dragging you back to earth.
Sana: have you ever heard of blue collar dick??? this is ur chance
You squint at that text, thumbs pausing mid-reply.
Blue collar dick.
The phrase unlocks something buried deep in your brain. A memory. A TikTok you watched half-asleep one night at 1:37AM, under the glow of your LED lights, while eating dry cereal out of a mug. The girl had looked straight into the camera, wide-eyed and deadly serious, and whispered: âBlue collar dick is not just a concept. Itâs a lifestyle. Itâs the kind of unholy grip someone develops on you after a man with calloused hands and a union paycheck fixes your sink and rearranges your soul in the same afternoon.â
Youâd laughed. Scoffed, even. How dramatic.
He zips up the last pouch on his tool bag and stands tall, glancing toward the door like he might head that way but he doesnât. He stays.
He rolls his shoulder a little, absently adjusting the strap, and you watch his fingers drag across the curve of his neck.
âYou think everything working alright?â he asks, voice low and unhurried like heâs trying to fill the silence. Like he knows youâre still stuck in some sort of horny trance and heâs being generous enough to let you catch up.
âYeah,â you say, breathier than intended. âPowerâs on. Looks like the WiFi is back. I can check if my laptop came back to life.â
You gesture toward your computer like it matters. Like any of that is worth focusing on when he is standing six feet from you.
He hums, looking around your living room where youâre still on your couch. âPlace is cute.â
You blink. âOh. Uh. Thanks. Itâs⊠falling apart slowly, but charming.â
He doesnât really acknowledge that. âAnything else broken in here?â he asks, stepping away from the wall a little. âLeaky faucet? Shaky table leg? My dad taught me how to fix a ton of stuff, Iâm pretty handy with anything. You want me to check something else?â
Your mouth opens and closes. Your brain struggles to find the words, and the words you want to say are not coming out easily, so you just respond with, âNo. I mean⊠no, I think weâre good. You fixed the lights.â
His eyes flicker and stay on you just a second too long. Then he shifts slightly, sets the tool box down again with a thud, and stretches his arms overhead like heâs got nowhere to be. Shirt rides up just enough for you to see the line of his waistband and the shadow of toned skin beneath it, and you almost bite your tongue off.
âYou sure?â he asks again, tone casual, almost amused now. âYou looked kinda⊠bummed when the lights came back on.â
Your head jerks up. âWhat? No. I wasnât.. I mean, not bummed. Just surprised. Happy. Grateful. Electrified, if you will.â
Electrified. Youâre going to throw yourself off the balcony.
He laughs again, and you swear it vibrates in your chest. âI could hang out a sec,â he offers, and itâs not subtle anymore. âJust make sure everything stays stable. Sometimes the lights will turn back off randomly.â
Everythingâs stable, you repeat in your brain like an idiot. I am not.
Heâs leaning one shoulder against the wall now, lazy and relaxed, eyes still on you like heâs just waiting to see what youâll say next.
Before your brain can stop your mouth from doing anything reckless, you blurt out, âHave you eaten?â
His brows lift. âWhat?â
You clear your throat. âLunch. Have you had any?â
He tilts his head, eyes flickering down to your mouth for one half-second too long. âNot yet,â he says, âDidnât get the chance.â
You nod like this is normal. Like offering food to electricians with tool belts and stupidly sexy mullets is part of your daily routine. âI can make you something if you want.â
His mouth curves, slow and teasing. âYeah? You feed all the guys your landlord sends over?â
You roll your eyes so hard they nearly eject from your skull. âOnly the ones who save me from having to live in darkness.â
He huffs out a laugh. âThen yeah. Iâm kinda hungry.â
He walks over to where youâre sitting, drops his bag beside the couch, stretches with a casual groan that shoots straight between your thighs, and flops onto your couch like heâs done it a hundred times. Like your couch is a perfectly acceptable throne for his man-spreading, bicep-showcasing, very-much-staying presence.
You twiddle your fingers, âIf i make you food, itâs only right if I get your name.â
Smooth. Real fucking smooth.
âJungkook,â He looks over to you, trying to bite back a grin. âAnd yours is [Y/N], right? Saw it on the assignment sheet.â
âYup. Cool,â You gulp down some saliva that was lodged in your throat.
You march to the kitchen like a woman on a mission, flinging the fridge open with the determination of someone prepping for an exorcism. Itâs not that you want to impress him. Itâs just that⊠okay. No. You do want to impress him. You want to serve this man a sandwich so good he files a formal complaint against your thighs for being too far from his face.
You find good bread. Not the sad white slices. You find turkey. Cheese. Lettuce that isnât slimy. A tomato you aggressively pat dry with a paper towel like a psychotic housewife. You toast the bread and add a little mustard. You even cut the sandwich diagonally, because if youâre going to be delusional, youâre going to be domestically deranged about it.
Your phone buzzes for the billionth time.
Sana: DID YOU FUCK HIM YET
You ignore her. You grab a little paper plate with a cup of water and a napkin and present this meal like you are some Michelin chef. You walk it out carefully, feeling like you should have a white linen apron and one of those vintage Coke ads playing behind you.
âDamn,â he says when you hand it to him, voice warm with surprise. âYou really went all out.â
You shrug, trying to act chill. âJust a sandwich.â
He takes a bite and groans.âNo, this is next level. Wife-tier sandwich.â
Your face goes hot. You sit down beside him on the couch, one cushion away, legs crossed, heart racing. You grab your phone and finally reply to Sana before she drives to the apartment and physically removes you.
You: sana i need you to take a lap. actually take a five-mile lap. this house needs to be mine for two hours minimum.
Sana: i will literally be gone until sunset
You set your phone down and glance at him again. Heâs halfway through the sandwich already, clearly enjoying the hell out of it, crumbs on his fingers, lip ring glinting as he chews.
âSo,â you say casually, âhowâd you get into electrical work?â
He swallows, wipes his mouth, and shrugs. âStarted out helping my uncle with his crew back home. Learned enough on the job that I stuck with it. Took the exam, got certified, picked up my own clients.â
âThatâs hot,â you say before thinking.
He pauses, blinks, then smirks again. âYeah?â
You want to shrivel into the cushions. âI mean, just like the hands-on thing. Fixing stuff. Being good with your hands.â
He glances at you, faintly amused. âItâs a bold choice⊠Flirting with the guy who knows your wires inside out better than you ever could.â
Youâve made your decision. Youâve committed to the bit. Youâre going to have him. You donât care how. You donât care if itâs a terrible idea. Youâre already halfway there, and if blue collar dick is a myth, youâd like to be the one to confirm or deny it firsthand. You smile, tilting your head. âI like living on the edge.â
He finishes the sandwich and sets the plate on your coffee table with a little sigh. âDamn. Guess I shouldâve been in this line of work sooner.â
You let out a soft laugh, glancing at him through your lashes like youâre not actively in the process of losing your mind.
He shifts slightly on the couch, one arm thrown casually along the back cushion, knee brushing yours now, and your whole body tightens at the contact. You look down at his hand, rough, calloused, fingers spread just enough to imagine what theyâd feel like anywhere else.
Focus. Focus.
âSo,â you start, aiming for casual but landing somewhere around unhinged, âdo you, like⊠do this for a lot of people?â
He raises an eyebrow. âFix electricity?â
You laugh too fast. âNo! Well, yeah. I mean. Yes. But like⊠do you do this for one person a lot? Regularly? Like⊠someone special. Like a client. A consistent client.â
Heâs still watching you, brows slightly raised, clearly trying to follow your logic. âHuh?â
You look down, embarrassed. Shit. Too subtle. You double back. âSorry, I meant⊠like⊠is there someone who, you know, gets their power fixed all the time? Like a⊠girlfriend?â
Oh my god. Girlfriend. You say it like youâve never spoken English before, like the concept of casual inquiry never existed.
His lips tugging up like he knows exactly what youâre asking. âNah,â he replies. âNo girlfriend.â
He reaches for the glass of water youâd set on the coffee table earlier, and you watch his throat work as he takes a slow gulp. His lip ring catches the light again, and your brain completely flatlines.
No girlfriend.
No girlfriend. Thatâs⊠fine. Thatâs great. Thatâs also dangerous.
Your heart is pounding so loud in your ears you barely register that he hasnât looked away. When he sets the glass down again, his eyes donât drift back to his phone or the room or the vague distance.
They stay locked on you.
You shift slightly, suddenly hyperaware of how close youâre sitting. His fingers are still relaxed against the couch cushion, a breath away from the curve of your shoulder.
âShould I expect a full background check with your next outage?âhe says, voice low now.
Youâre officially in the danger zone now with no intentions of stopping. âAlready ran yours. Five star reviews all around. â
He chuckles, quietly. âIâm honored.â
Your breath catches. Itâs a small sound. Barely audible. But his gaze dips lower at the sound of it, flickering between your mouth and your throat. He doesnât hide it anymore. Thereâs no playfulness left.
âStop staringâ you mutter, trying to keep your voice even.
He lifts a brow. âIâm not.â
âAre you⊠thinking about kissing me?â This is worse than that one time in 10th grade when you got put in a closet with your crush and you practically slammed him against the door begging him to kiss you.
However, Jungkook doesnât smile or smile. His gaze lingers on your lips still like heâs counting the seconds. âWould that be a problem?â
Your stomach drops. The air between you turns solid. âNo,â you say softly. âItâd be the opposite of a problem.â
He doesnât move right away, or lunge and lean in. He lets the silence fill with heat, with potential, like he wants you to feel the choice stretch out and make sure you want it just as much as he does. (Is he insane? Of course you do)
You want him to kiss you so bad itâs physically painful. Every nerve in your body is waiting for it, screaming for it, for the weight of his hand on your jaw, the feel of his lip ring pressing into yours.
You inch just slightly closer and your knee brushes against his fully now. Your face is tilted up toward his without even thinking.
âAre you gonna?â you whisper, voice barely there.
His eyes flicker again and then he smiles. âThought youâd never ask.â
He leans in, not in some clumsy rush. He drags it out just long enough for you to feel your whole body tense with anticipation. His hand finds your jaw first, thumb brushing your cheek, fingers curling gently under your chin.
And then his mouth is on yours.
He kisses you like itâs his job, like heâs done this a thousand times but still finds something new in the shape of your lips. His mouth moves with intention, none of that awkward fumbling, none of the soft, shy hesitation. Itâs confident. His lip ring drags against your lower lip and you actually whimper, because of course he knows how to use it.
He groans low in his throat when your fingers knot in the front of his shirt, tugging him closer. One hand slips around the back of your neck, the other finding your waist, pulling you across the couch and into him like he canât stand even a breath of space between you.
He tastes like faint mint and the sandwich you made him. Your legs shift, tangling with his. His hand is already on your thigh, rough palm skimming under the hem of your shorts, gripping hard enough to make your breath stutter into his mouth.
You gasp when he bites down lightly, but enough to make you feel it. He soothes it with a kiss immediately after, dragging his mouth down your jaw, and murmurs into your skin, âYouâre a good kisser.â
You could die. You could die right now and it would be worth it.
You tilt your head back to give him more access, voice breathless. âYeah? Youâre not so bad yourself.â
That earns you another groan, this one deeper, more possessive. His hand slides up your side, under your hoodie, fingers grazing bare skin and making your back arch instinctively.
He kisses you again, messier now and wetter. Tongues tangling, teeth clashing. His fingers sink into your thigh, pull you closer until youâre practically straddling him on the couch and you feel him, hard beneath his cargo pants, pressed against your hip like a threat.
âYou sure you donât need anything else fixed?â he murmurs against your mouth.
And all you can do is nod, eyes heavy, hands trembling against his chest as you whisper: âHmm. I think my body is out of order. Needs fixing.â
Big hands grip your thighs, and with one swift, greedy motion, heâs pushing you back into the couch cushions. You land with a quiet gasp, hair fanned out, lips swollen, hoodie riding up over your stomach.
Heâs hovering, body caged above yours, weight pressed into one arm braced beside your head, the other skimming up your waist and dragging your hoodie even higher. His silver chain dangles loose from his neck and every time he leans down to kiss you again, it smacks against your throat, cold and heavy, sending a shiver straight through you.
He groans when you arch up into him, letting your hips roll slightly, needy and desperate, and he feels it, feels how bad you want him and how worked up you are.
His bicep flexes beside your head, holding himself up so he doesnât crush you but you kind of wish he would. You let your hand drift up, fingertips grazing the muscle slowly, shamelessly.
Holy fuck, heâs strong.
Strong in the way that makes your thighs press together, that makes you want to find out what else those arms can hold you down against. You squeeze just a little, test the resistance, and he grins against your lips.
âThatâs what youâre thinkinâ about?â he murmurs, dragging his mouth to your neck now, teeth grazing your jaw. âMy arms?â
You donât answer. You canât. Your brain is literally melting.
He licks a stripe up the side of your throat and bites, just enough to make you whimper, and the damn chain swings again, cold against the same spot.
âYou like that?â he asks, âHmm?â
You nod frantically, whining. Youâre gone.
His hand slides down to grip your thigh again, hiking it up around his waist, and the angle has you gasping. His hips dip into yours just enough to make it obvious: heâs hard, and heâs not even trying to hide it now.
âYou gonna let me take care of you?â he mutters, biting your earlobe. âSince you fed me and everything. Feels only fair.â
You nod again, breathless. âYeah.â
âGood,â he says, lips brushing yours. âBeen thinkinâ about kissing you since the second you opened that door.â
His hands are already slipping under the hem of your hoodie, thumbs dragging across the skin of your waist as he mutters, low and sinful, âLift your hips for me.â
You do instantly and he slides your shorts down so slowly it feels like punishment. They snag slightly at your thighs before he gets them off, flinging them somewhere over the armrest, and then he just stares. Lets his eyes drag from your knees to the place between your thighs like heâs about to pray and commit a felony in the same breath.
Youâre not even fully naked, but you already feel exposed. Every part of you twitching with anticipation because the way this man looks at you? Itâs like he already knows what you taste like.
He lowers himself, right between your knees and spreads your legs open with two hands and drags your body closer to him.
âYouâre already shaking,â he whispers, lips brushing along the inside of your thigh. âWhatâs got you so worked up, sweetheart?â
You want to answer. You try to answer. But then he presses a kiss right above your knee, then lower and lower. Itâs like heâs savoring every inch of you, kissing a trail up your thigh like youâre dessert and heâs been starving all day.
When he finally gets to your underwear, he lets out a low hum.
âFuck,â he murmurs, thumb dragging along the edge. âYouâre soaked.â
You choke on your own spit. He hooks his fingers under the waistband, and looks up at you, eyes dark. Youâre propped up on your elbows, watching him like youâre in a live-action fantasy, because thatâs exactly what it feels like.
âGonna take these off now,â he says, almost too gently.
You nod like a bobblehead. âPlease.â
He tugs them down painfully slow, and when they slip off your legs and drop to the floor, he doesnât even hesitate. He just dives in.
Tongue flat, broad, ruthless against you, dragging through your folds. You jolt, hips bucking off the couch, and his hands immediately slide up to pin you down, fingers bruising your thighs as he holds you in place.
He moans into you, tongue curling, lips wrapping around your clit with slow, maddening pressure. The suction makes you cry out, hand flying to grab at his hair, soft, messy strands you curl your fingers into.
âFuck, J-Jungkook,â you gasp. His grip tightens on your thighs in response. He flattens his tongue again, licking long and slow, nose nudging against your clit just enough to make your legs shake. Then he shifts, tilts his head just slightly, and flicks the tip of his tongue in tight, fast circles.
You swear you see God.
He doesnât stop, and itâs obscene how good it is. You can hear it. Mapping out every flick, every swirl, every suck that makes your thighs twitch and your head fall back in helpless, high-pitched whines.
Heâs so good at it, itâs almost infuriating. Like heâs been training for this specific moment, like he knew your body before you ever laid eyes on his goddamn toolbelt.
âShit,â you whimper, your fingers gripping the edge of the couch like youâll fall off the earth if he keeps going.
He pulls back barely, enough to murmur against your soaked skin, âWhatâs that, sweetheart?â
You look down at him, wide-eyed and desperate, and the sight makes your stomach flip.
His eyes are dark, heavy-lidded, locked on yours with zero shame. His lips are wet, his lip ring gleaming, his chain dragging down your thigh. His hands are still gripping your legs tight. âYouâre already shaking,â he taunts, âYou gonna fall apart before I even get my fingers in?â
You let out a sound you donât recognize. Your hips buck without permission, trying to chase more friction, more pressure, anything, and he laughs.
âThought you were gonna take it,â he mutters, kissing your inner thigh again, right where itâs already slick. âThought you were tough.â
âJungkook,â Your voice breaks.
âYeah, baby?â he smiles, âWant more?â
You nod frantically. âPlease. Please, please.â
âMmhmm.â He drags his tongue back up, slow and torturous. âTell me what you want.â
âI wantââ you gasp as he suckles your clit again, just hard enough to make your legs spasm. âI want your fingers please. I canâtââ
âYou can,â he says, way too calm. âYouâre gonna. Not done with you yet.â
He slides one hand down between your thighs, dragging his fingers through your slick folds, slow and unhurried. You feel the first press of his fingertip at your entrance and itâs over.
When he finally pushes in just one thick finger, your mouth drops open in a silent gasp. It feels so good, too good.
âYouâre so tight, baby,â he notes more to himself than to you. âFuck. Gripping already.â
He curls his finger and you practically wail. You slap a hand over your mouth but he sees it, and then lowers his mouth back down to your clit like heâs starving for it.
His tongue and his finger move in tandem. Circles and pressure and heat all at once, building you up, pushing you higher, dragging desperate sounds out of you that youâve never made before.
âJungkook, fuck, please,â you sob, grabbing at his hair. âPlease, I needââ
âYou need what?â he murmurs against you, adding a second finger slowly, the stretch perfect, his mouth never leaving your clit.
âI need, need to cum, pleaseââ
âNah,â he says, eyes flicking up to meet yours as his fingers start to fuck into you even deeper, âNot yet.â
Youâre near tears at this point.
He flattens his tongue and moans into you, and your hips jerk off the couch. Your hands are clutching at him now, your stomach tightening, thighs trembling around his head as he talks you through it.
âYouâre so fucking pretty like this,â he exhales, eyes locked on your face. âAll needy and loud. Fuck, baby. I could eat you all day.â
Youâre so close it hurts. He can feel it, the way your walls clench around his fingers, sucking him in.
âThatâs it,â he coaxes, voice hoarse against you. âCome on, pretty girl. Cum for me.â
And you do, embarrassingly hard. It crashes over you like a power surge, hot and fast and blinding. Your hips jerk, your mouth drops open in a silent cry, and youâre cumming so hard you forget your own name.
He doesnât stop until youâre twitching, until your legs are shaking uncontrollably and youâre pushing at his shoulder with a broken gasp.
Still, he doesnât let up. His tongue is relentless, fingers even more ruthless. Youâre sweating, teary-eyed and so close youâre practically vibrating, when you finally snap.
âJungkook,â you moan, throat raw. âI need you to fuck me. Please. I canâtââ
That gets him to cease. He pulls back, mouth soaked, lip ring gleaming. His hand lingers between your thighs for a second longer before he pushes himself up and wipes his mouth with the back of his hand, panting.
You reach up, fingers clutching the front of his shirt, dragging him down so you can kiss him. You taste yourself on his tongue, and it just makes it worse, makes you needier.
He stands up, stripping down as fast as humanly possible. The black tee comes off first, revealing a chest thatâs all muscle, abs that flex when he tosses the shirt aside. Then the cargo pants get shoved down, andâŠ
Holy fucking shit.
It swings free and heavy into his palm, and you gasp.
Thatâs what they meant by blue collar dick. Thick, veiny, the prettiest goddamn cock youâve ever seen. Long, curved just right, flushed and leaking at the tip as he wraps his hand around the base and starts stroking himself, slow and lazy.
He tilts his head back with a low groan, lashes fluttering, chain swinging over his chest and you just stare.
Youâve seen good dick before. Youâve had great dick, even. This is different. This is the kind of dick that installs central air and breaks bed frames. The kind that fucks through creaky floorboards, says âgood girlâ like a prophet, and pays in cash everywhere.
âYeah?â he rasps, still jerking himself slowly, eyes dark as he looks down at you. âYou want it, baby?â
You nod like your life depends on it. âPlease. Need it so bad.â
He doesnât waste another second. âTurn over,â he says, voice commanding. âFace down, ass up. I want that spine arched.â
You scramble to obey, flipping onto your stomach, shoving your hoodie up out of the way. You bury your face in the couch cushion, arms stretched forward, hips high in the air and the sound Jungkook makes behind you is inhuman.
âFucking hell,â he licks his lips, hands gripping your hips, thumbs spreading you open. âLook at you.â
You feel him line up behind you, thick head sliding through your slick folds, teasing but not pushing in yet, and your whole body twitches.
âYouâre perfect like this,â he says, one hand sliding up your back, pressing between your shoulder blades until your arch deepens. âBack all pretty, ass in the air, soaked for me. Fuck, baby.â
He leans forward, voice rasping hot in your ear. âYou gonna take it for me like this, yeah? Gonna let me fuck you nice and deep?â
You moan out, whimpering into the pillow. âYes. Yes, please.â
âAtta girl.â
He pushes in slow, allowing you to feel every inch. You feel the thick, burning stretch of him as he sinks in deeper, splitting you open around his cock. Your breath catches on a whimper, eyes rolling back as he fills you.
âFuuuuck,â you choke out, voice strangled. âYouâre so big.â
Behind you, Jungkook lets out a guttural groan.
âYeah?â he rasps, still sliding in, forcing your walls to open around him. âThat too much for you, baby?â
You shake your head, barely able to breathe, cheek pressed into the cushion. âNo, no, itâs so good, just, fuckââ
He bottoms out, hips flush against your ass, and you swear you see stars. Youâre so full itâs almost unbearable, like heâs in your stomach, Youâve never felt anything like it; your walls clenching, dripping, pulsing and heâs barely even moved yet.
He pulls out halfway and slams back in, then does it again⊠and again⊠and again.
His pace is brutal, deep, pounding thrusts that send shockwaves through your spine and bounce off the walls. Skin slapping, the obscene wet squelch of your cunt sucking him in over and over, the couch creaking beneath you. Youâre a full mess under him, and heâs moaning now too.
âFuck,âJungkook growls behind you, breath ragged. âYou hear that? You hear how wet you are for me?â
You do. The sound of your pussy squelching around his cock is loud, echoing with every thrust as your juices coat his length and drip down your thighs onto the couch cushions below.
âFucking soaked,â he growls again, hips snapping into you.
His hand finds your hair, grabbing a fistful at the base of your neck and pulling. Your head lifts from the pillow you grabbed from nearby in a panic, back arched to its limit, body bent like a bowstring as he fucks into you harder now that he has you right where he wants you.
âTaking it so good, baby,â he pants, yanking your head back just enough to make you moan. He keeps pounding into you, dragging that cock so deep it feels like heâs carving himself into your soul, keeping your head held high by your hair, whispering filth that makes your legs shake.
âYou wanna cum, donât you?â he growls, tone thick and mean. âWanna fall apart right here on my cock?â
Youâre shaking too hard to answer, all thatâs coming out are some babbles you nor him have any energy to interpret. Somehow, your brain flashes back to that fucking TikTok. That girl that described âblue collar dickâ like it was some natural disaster.
Now youâre living it.
Youâre bent over on your own couch, spine arched, tears in your eyes, unable to even think as Jungkook wrecks you with his cock and whispers filthy praise in your ear like itâs his job. This is blue collar dick. This is the goddamn thesis statement of that TikTok. Youâre going to send that girl flowers.
âPlease,â you cry, âPlease, Jungkook.â
âYeah?â he pants, breath hot against your neck as his fingers reach down and work your clit cruelly enough to keep you from tipping over. âThat desperate for it, sweetheart?â
You nod, choking out sobs, your body twitching around him, clenching hard enough that he starts to fall apart.
âFuck,â he groans, cock twitching inside you. âYouâre so tight. Keep squeezing me like that and Iâm gonna cum before you do.â
You moan loud into the pillow, your whole body wrecked and burning, still locked in this purgatory heâs created, his cock fucking you deep and hard, his fingers rolling over your clit with precision, holding you right there.
âSay it,â he growls, âTell me how bad you need it.â
âI need it, please, I need it so bad. I canât, Iâm so close, please let me cum.â Your self -control has exited the apartment.
âYeah, thatâs it,â he grits out behind you, âFuck, baby, feel how tight you are? How bad your pussy wants to cum for me?â
You canât answer. Youâre drooling into the pillow, gasping, your body jerking with every thrust like youâre being electrocuted.
âLet go,â he groans, voice shaking. âYouâre gonna cum for me now, yeah? Go on, baby. Fucking cum.â
The second his thumb presses tightly just right against your clit, you shatter. It hits you like a wave. Your body locks up, thighs clenching, back arching so hard it lifts your hips even higher as your orgasm rips through you, hot and overwhelming. You scream as your pussy clenches around his cock, pulsing and gushing as you cum so hard your vision goes white.
Your arms give out completely. You collapse forward onto the couch with a breathless sob, ass still arched up as your cunt throbs around him, wetness dripping down your thighs in sticky trails. Your face is buried in the cushion, your legs are trembling.
âOh my fuck,â Jungkook groans, âJust like that. You feel that, baby? Feel how good it is when you cum on me?â
He curses, pulls out fast and you let out a weak little cry at the loss, at the ache he leaves behind.
But then heâs jerking himself over you, his hand wrapped tight around his cock, wrist snapping fast, hips stuttering as he pants over you, chasing his own high.
His head tilts back, bottom lip tucked under his top teeth. A deep, broken moan is ripped straight from his chest as his hips twitch forward and he spills across the curve of your ass in thick, hot ropes. His chain swings with the motion, clinking gently as he fucks his fist through it, painting your skin in messy, perfect streaks.
âFuckfuckfuck,â he groans, his eyes squeezed shut. âYouâre⊠fuck, baby. Youâre unreal.â
Youâre too far gone to speak.
You stay face-down on the couch for a full minute post-impact, naked and glazed like a donut.
Jungkook exhales somewhere behind you, like he too is processing the life-altering events that just occurred in your living room. You hear his body move as he leans back, chest rising and falling, the distinct sound of a man who just came so hard he forgot his social security number.
Thereâs cum on your ass. Your hairâs stuck to your cheek. The throw pillow has a bite mark in it. You are not well.
You finally lift your head a fraction of an inch. âI think I just met God.â
Jungkook lets out a soft, post-nut laugh. âYeah?â he rasps. âTell him I said hi.â
You look over at him from where youâre sprawled out on the couch, now on your stomach. ââŠSo do I owe you money, orâŠ?â
He snorts. âFor what?â
âFor fixing my power?â You say it like itâs obvious.. which it should be.
Jungkook leans over and smacks your ass, casual, affectionate. âNah. This oneâs on the house.â
Eventually, he helps you sit up, grabbing the nearest clean towel in your bathroom like this is all completely normal. You look at each other and you donât know whether to laugh or cry or call your landlord and thank him for being so aggressively useless.
Youâll deal with that later.
Right now, you accept the towel, take a shaky breath. You blink at him, dazed, legs still jelly. âSo if I break something else⊠just a hypothetical, should I call you..?â
He smirks, tugs his pants back up without bothering to button them, and says, âDepends. If you break something else, I expect a personal invitation. No middleman this time.â
âËàż Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x f!Reader (best friends to lovers, long-distance)
âËàż Genre: Smut (18+), Angst, Pining, Friends with Tension/Benefits, Emotional Sexual Tension, Jealousy, Porn with (some) Plot, Reconnection
âËàż Rating: Explicit / 18+ / MDNI
âËàż Word Count: ~10k+ words
âËàż Summary: Years of late-night FaceTime calls with your long-distance best friend Jungkook started as innocent catch-ups⊠then turned into something else entirely. Instructions. Edging sessions. Filthy praise. You saved every recordingâespecially the one labeled â34 + 35â. He was never supposed to find it. He was never supposed to fly to Seoul and fuck you like heâs been starving for you since the very first call.
âËàż Warnings & Tags: explicit sexual content âą heavy smut âą long-distance mutual masturbation âą FaceTime/phone sex âą guided masturbation âą dirty talk âą praise kink âą degradation kink âą edging âą orgasm denial âą multiple orgasms âą overstimulation âą accidental voyeurism âą jealousy âą possessive behavior âą rough sex âą unprotected sex âą creampie âą multiple creampies âą cum play âą light impact play (spanking) âą choking (light, non-breath-restricting) âą hair pulling âą nipple play âą oral sex references âą squirting âą marking âą no actual poly or cheating but brief date with another man (leads to jealousy trigger) âą cum eating (brief, self-tasting)
âËàż Additional Notes: This is shameless, plot-light smut with heavy emotional undercurrents. The sex is filthy, drawn-out, and escalates dramatically once theyâre in the same room. If degradation, possessiveness, or intense jealousy dynamics bother you, please skip. just completely inspired by 34 + 35 - ariana grande song
The apartment in Gangnam was quiet except for the low hum of the city filtering through the half-open windowâneon lights painting faint streaks across YNâs bedroom ceiling. She lay on her stomach across the duvet, phone propped against a stack of pillows, wearing nothing but an oversized black tee that used to be his from high school. It still smelled faintly like cedar and whatever cologne heâd worn back then, even after years of washing. She told herself she kept it for nostalgia. Lies.
The FaceTime ringtone cut through the stillness. She answered on the second one, and there he was: Jungkook in his study across an ocean, sleeves rolled to his elbows, the black ink of his forearm tattoos stark against the white button-down. Behind him, the same orderly chaosâtextbooks stacked like architecture, a single desk lamp throwing gold across his sharp jaw and the faint shadow of stubble he hadnât bothered to shave.
âYou look like youâve already given up on today,â he said first, voice low and rough from a full day of lecturing. He leaned back in the chair, stretching his arms overhead so the shirt pulled tight across his chest and the fabric rode up just enough to show a sliver of toned abdomen. He didnât fix it. âWhat time did you even wake up?â
She rolled her eyes but couldnât stop the small smile. âEarly enough to regret it. Had a meeting at nine that couldâve been an email. You? Still terrorizing freshmen with derivatives?â
âThey terrorize themselves. One kid today asked if the chain rule was named after actual chains. I almost retired on the spot.â He dragged a hand through his hair, mussing it worse. âBut yeah, long day. Grading midterms until my eyes crossed. Needed to see a friendly face before I lose my mind completely.â
The words landed softer than he probably meant. YN felt that familiar tug low in her stomachâthe one sheâd learned to ignore years ago. She shifted, letting the hem of the tee ride higher on her thighs, bare legs stretching across the sheets. His gaze flicked down for half a second. She pretended not to notice.
âYou always say that like Iâm doing you a favor,â she teased, voice deliberately light. âIâm literally just lying here procrastinating sleep. Youâre the one with actual responsibilities.â
âResponsibilities are overrated. Iâd trade them for your couch and a bottle of soju right now.â He tilted his head, studying her through the screen. âYouâre wearing my old shirt again. Still fits?â
Her pulse skipped. âBarely. Iâve gained⊠personality since high school.â
âLooks like it fits exactly the way it should.â His tone stayed casual, but the way he said itâslow, eyes lingering on the way the fabric clung to the curve of her breastsâfelt anything but. âYou always sleep in that thing when youâre stressed. Whatâs going on?â
She exhaled through her nose, debating how much to give him. âNothing major. Just⊠the usual. Swiped on some guy last week. Weâre supposed to meet tomorrow. Drinks, maybe dinner if he doesnât bore me to death in the first twenty minutes.â
Jungkookâs expression didnât change, but something tightened around his mouth. âAnother app casualty. Whatâs this oneâs deal? Finance bro? Gym rat? Trust-fund poet?â
âSoftware engineer. Nice jawline, decent conversation over text. Claims he can cook. Juryâs still out.â She shrugged, trying to sound indifferent. âFigured I should at least try. Canât keep living like a nun.â
He made a low soundâhalf laugh, half something darker. âYouâre not a nun. Youâre just picky. Thereâs a difference.â
âPicky, huh?â She arched a brow, rolling onto her side so the tee slipped off one shoulder. The strap of her bralette peeked out, thin black lace against skin. âSays the guy who hasnât dated anyone longer than three weeks since grad school.â
âI date. I just donât announce it.â He leaned closer to the camera, elbows on the desk, forearms flexing as he clasped his hands. âAnd when I do, itâs because theyâre worth the time. Not because Iâm trying to prove something.â
The jab landed. She felt heat crawl up her neck. âIâm not proving anything. Iâm just⊠curious. Bored. Horny. Pick one.â
His laugh was quiet, almost private. âAll three, probably.â He paused, eyes tracing the line of her exposed collarbone. âYou ever think maybe youâre looking in the wrong places?â
Her breath caught. For one dangerous second the line between banter and something else dissolved. She could feel the weight of his stare like fingers on her skin.
âAnd where should I be looking, Professor?â The title came out huskier than she intended.
Jungkook didnât flinch. If anything, his gaze sharpened. âSomewhere that actually knows you. Someone who doesnât need an app to figure out what makes you tick.â
Silence stretched, thick and humming. She licked her bottom lip, suddenly hyper-aware of how dry her mouth felt.
âCareful,â she said softly. âThat almost sounded like you were volunteering.â
He held her eyes for a long beat. Then the corner of his mouth liftedâjust enough. âI donât volunteer. I get requested.â
Heat flooded her core so fast she had to press her thighs together under the covers. She forced a laugh to cover it. âCocky much?â
âConfident,â he corrected, voice dropping lower. âThereâs a difference.â
She swallowed. âNoted.â
He changed the subject after thatâasked about her latest project at work, told her about a ridiculous theorem one of his colleagues was obsessed withâbut the undercurrent stayed. Every time he shifted and the light caught the ink curling around his bicep, every time his voice roughened from fatigue, she felt it: the slow, inevitable burn of wanting something sheâd convinced herself she could never have.
Later, after they said goodnight and the screen went dark, YN didnât move for a long time. She lay there staring at the ceiling, thighs still pressed tight, replaying the way heâd looked at herâlike he already knew exactly how sheâd fall apart under his hands.
She opened the dating app anyway. Swiped right on three more guys sheâd probably never message.
Distraction. Always distraction.
But when she finally slid a hand between her legs that night, it wasnât any of their faces she pictured.
It was hisâsharp eyes, low voice, the slow roll of âI donât volunteer. I get requestedâ echoing in her head while her fingers circled exactly the way she wished his tongue would.
The next few dates blurred together like bad playlist skipsâpolite small talk over overpriced cocktails, awkward laughs at jokes that werenât funny, hands brushing too soon or not at all. YN kept swiping anyway, telling herself momentum would eventually drown out the quiet ache that settled in her chest every time Jungkookâs name lit up her screen.
Then came Minho.
Software engineer, thirty-one, profile pictures heavy on gym mirrors and city rooftops. Messages sharp, flirty without trying too hard. He asked real questions, remembered details, made her laugh twice in under ten minutes of texting. When he suggested drinks at a low-lit bar in Itaewon and followed it with âno pressure, but Iâd like to kiss you if the vibeâs right,â her stomach flipped in a way it hadnât in months.
She said yes.
The date itself was goodâbetter than good. Conversation flowed, his hand rested lightly on the small of her back when they walked, and when he leaned in outside the bar to brush his lips against hers, slow and deliberate, she felt the first real pulse of want coil low in her gut. He pulled back just enough to murmur against her mouth, âIâd really like to take you home tonight. Only if you want.â
She wanted. Or thought she did.
But the second the words left his mouth, panic bloomed sharp and cold beneath the heat. Sheâd had sex beforeâscattered, fumbling encounters in university that left her more confused than satisfied. She knew the mechanics. She didnât know herself. Not the spots that made her breath hitch, not the pressure that turned ache into something shattering, not the rhythm her body actually craved. The thought of lying under him, clueless and performing, made her throat close.
She smiled, kissed him againâquick, deflectingâand promised to text about next time. He didnât push. That made it worse.
Two nights later the humidity in Seoul was suffocating, windows open, fan doing nothing but stir the thick air. YN sprawled on her bed in nothing but black cotton boyshorts and a cropped tank, skin sticky, hair piled messily on top of her head. The FaceTime call connected at 11:47 p.m. her time, 9:47 a.m. his.
Jungkook appeared shirtless.
He must have just finished a workout or a shower; damp strands of black hair clung to his forehead, a towel slung around his neck, droplets tracing slow paths down the ridges of his collarbone, over the dark ink that wrapped his shoulder and spilled across his pec. The desk lamp behind him cast everything in warm amber, turning the sweat on his skin into something almost obscene.
He didnât bother covering up. Just leaned back in his chair, arms crossed loosely over his chest, biceps flexing without effort.
âYou look like youâre melting,â he said, voice still rough from sleep or maybe just the early hour for him. âAir-con broken again?â
âNo. Just Seoul trying to kill me.â She shifted, propping herself higher on the pillows so the tank rode up, exposing the soft dip of her waist and the waistband of her shorts. âYou look like you just finished filming thirst-trap content for your students.â
He snorted, wiping the towel across his neck. âTheyâd fail the next quiz if I did. Whatâs got you up this late? Another date?â
She exhaled, long and slow. The words felt heavier than they should.
âYeah. Minho. The one I told you about.â
Jungkookâs expression didnât change, but his eyes sharpened. âThe rooftop guy. Howâd it go?â
âGood. Really good, actually.â She dragged her teeth over her bottom lip. âHe⊠wants to sleep with me. Asked tonight. I said maybe next time.â
A beat of silence. His jaw ticked once.
âAnd youâre freaking out becauseâŠ?â
She laughed, but it came out brittle. âBecause I have no idea what Iâm doing, Jungkook. Likeâzero. Iâve had sex, sure, but it was always⊠fast. Drunk. Awkward. I donât even know what I like. Where to be touched. How fast, how hard, if I even get there the normal way. What if I just lie there like a dead fish while heâs expecting some porn-star performance? Iâd rather die.â
He didnât laugh. Didnât tease. Just watched her through the screen with that steady, dissecting gaze he used when he was solving something complicated.
âYouâre not clueless,â he said finally, voice low and even. âYouâre just uncharted. Thereâs a difference.â
Her pulse kicked hard. âUncharted. Cute metaphor, Professor.â
âNot a metaphor. A fact.â He uncrossed his arms, leaned forward so his face filled more of the frame, tattoos shifting with the movement. âYouâve never mapped it out properly. Never taken the time to figure out what actually makes your breath catch, what makes your hips move on their own, what gets you so wet you canât think straight.â
Heat exploded under her skin so fast she had to press her thighs together. She tried to keep her voice steady. âAnd how exactly do I⊠map it?â
âYou experiment.â He said it like it was the most logical thing in the world. âAlone. No pressure, no audience. Start slowâneck, collarbone, the insides of your arms. Then lower. Stomach. Hips. Inner thighs. Tease yourself until youâre aching, then go where the ache leads. Light first. Then firmer. Circles, strokes, taps. Pay attention to what makes your toes curl versus what just feels nice. Build it. Edge it. Learn your own rhythm.â
Every word landed like a slow drag of fingers. She could picture itâhis voice in her ear while her hand moved exactly where he described. She swallowed hard.
âYou make it sound like a research project.â
âIt is.â The corner of his mouth lifted, but his eyes stayed dark. âHypothesis: certain touches make you soak through your shorts. Test it. Record the results. Adjust variables. Repeat until you know your body better than anyone else ever will.â
She laughed shakily, but it sounded more like a breath. âAnd then what? Hand him the lab report?â
âNo.â His voice dropped lower, almost intimate. âThen when he touches you, you know exactly how to guide his hand. Or tell him to fuck off if he canât keep up.â
Silence stretched again, heavy with humidity and something else.
She shifted, the movement making the tank slip higher, the underside of her breast almost visible. His gaze flicked downâdeliberate this timeâthen back to her face.
âYouâre blushing,â he said quietly.
âItâs hot in here.â
âSure it is.â He dragged the towel across his chest again, slower this time, like he knew exactly what the motion did to her. âTry it tonight. After we hang up. Start small. See what happens.â
âAnd report back?â The question came out huskier than she meant.
His smile was slow. Dangerous. âOnly if you want extra credit.â
She felt the words settle between her legs like a hand. Her clit throbbed once, traitorous and sudden.
âNoted,â she managed.
They talked for another twenty minutesâwork, weather, nothing importantâbut the undercurrent stayed. Every time he shifted and the light caught the ink on his ribs, every time his voice roughened on a yawn, she felt it coil tighter.
When they finally said goodnight, she didnât hang up right away. Just watched the screen go dark, heart hammering.
Then she slid her hand down her stomach, past the waistband of her shorts, and did exactly what heâd told her.
Slow.
Deliberate.
Imagining his voice the entire time.
âLight first. Then firmer. See what makes your hips move on their own.â
Her back arched off the bed at the first real press.
She didnât come that nightânot fullyâbut the edge heâd put her on stayed for hours, humming under her skin like a live wire.
And when she finally drifted off, it was his low, steady âOnly if you want extra creditâ looping in her head, over and over, until sleep took her.
The weeks bled into each other like ink on wet paper, humid Seoul nights stacking one on top of the next. YNâs dating life stayed lukewarm at bestâMinho texted sporadically, suggesting another drink, but she kept pushing it back with vague excuses. The real reason sat heavy in her phone history: longer and longer FaceTime calls with Jungkook that started innocent and ended with her thighs trembling under the sheets.
It began small. One call, she mentioned offhand that the âmappingâ experiment had gone⊠okay. âBut I keep getting stuck at the same point. Like my body knows what it wants but wonât tell me the combination.â
Jungkook had been mid-sip of coffee, shirt already gone because âLA decided to hit 38°C today.â The black ink curling over his shoulder and down his ribs caught the morning light filtering through his blinds. He set the mug down slowly.
âThen stop guessing. Be systematic.â His voice was calm, professorial, but lower than usual. âNext time, start at your clit but donât go straight for it. Circle the hood firstâlight, barely there. Then drag one finger down the outer lips, back up, repeat. No penetration yet. Just tease until youâre dripping. See how long you can hold off before you crack and press harder.â
Sheâd laughed, nervous, cheeks burning. âYouâre turning this into a fucking flowchart.â
âPrecision matters,â he said, eyes locked on hers through the screen. âYou want to know what makes you come undone? Then learn the variables.â
That was the first time she kept the camera on while following his instructions.
At first it was clinicalâalmost. She angled the phone high, so only her face and collarbones showed, the rest hidden under the duvet. Her giggles broke the quiet every time her breath hitched. âThis feels ridiculous. Iâm literally taking notes from my best friend like heâs my personal sex ed teacher.â
He didnât laugh back. Just watched, jaw tight. âKeep going. Slower circles. Tell me when the pressure feels good versus when it feels like nothing.â
âNow itâs⊠better. Shit. Tingling.â Her voice cracked on the last word.
âGood. Stay there. Donât chase it yet. Breathe through it.â His chest rose and fell visibly, slower than before, nipples dark against taut skin. âDescribe it. Exact sensation.â
âHot. Pulsing. Like everythingâs drawing tight but not enough.â
âThen add a second finger. Flat, not pointed. Slide along the sidesânever directly on the clit. Edge it. Pull back when you get close.â
She whimpered onceâsmall, involuntary. His hand flexed on the desk, knuckles white.
The next call, she didnât bother with the duvet. Just a thin silk slip the color of midnight, lace trim barely skimming the tops of her thighs. When she shifted to prop the phone higher, one strap slid down her shoulder. She left it there.
Jungkook appeared shirtless again, this time with sweat beading along his sternum. âYou trying to kill the AC or something?â she teased, voice lighter than she felt.
âItâs broken. Again.â His eyes dropped to the fallen strap, lingered, then flicked back up. âNice slip. New?â
âImpulse buy. Figured if Iâm doing âhomework,â might as well look the part.â She stretched lazily, back arching so the silk pulled tight across her nipples, visible through the thin fabric. âYour turn. Any updates on the heat wave?â
âStill brutal.â He leaned back, arms spreading along the back of his chair so every line of his torso flexedâabs contracting, the deep V disappearing into low-slung sweats. âYou ready for round two?â
âBorn ready.â She smirked, but her pulse hammered in her throat.
This time the instructions came slower, more deliberate.
âLegs wider. Let me see how youâre touching.â His voice had dropped an octave. âShow me the rhythm. Slow-motion replay.â
She hesitated only a second before angling the camera lowerâstill not full exposure, but enough that the silk rode up, revealing the damp patch darkening her black lace boyshorts. She hooked a finger under the fabric, pulled it aside just enough.
âLike this?â She circled her clit with the pad of her middle fingerâslow, feather-light.
His breath audibly caught. âYeah. Exactly like that. Now press a little firmer. Small, tight circles. Count to ten, then stop. Repeat.â
âYouâre evil.â But she obeyed, hips lifting off the mattress on the third round. âFuck⊠itâs building fast.â
âDonât come yet.â The command was quiet, almost gentle, but iron underneath. âEdge it twice more. Tell me how close you are each time.â
âEight⊠nine⊠close. Really close.â Her thighs trembled. âStopping⊠god.â
âGood girl.â The praise landed like a slap of heat. His hand had disappeared below the frame nowâshe could see the subtle flex of his forearm, the way his bicep tensed in rhythm. âOne more. This time, two fingers inside. Curl them up, press against the front wall. Thumb on your clit. Slow grind.â
She moanedâopen, shameless. âJungkook⊠Iâm gonnaââ
âNot yet.â His voice was rougher now, strained. âHold it. Squeeze around your fingers. Feel how wet you are. Tell me.â
âSoaked. Dripping down my thighs. PleaseâŠâ
âPlease what?â
âLet me come.â It came out desperate, cracked.
He exhaled hard through his nose. âOn three. One⊠two⊠three. Now.â
Her back bowed off the bed, a broken cry tearing from her throat as the orgasm hitâsharp, blinding, thighs clamping around her own hand. Through the haze she saw him: head tipped back, throat working, the rapid flex of his arm below frame speeding up before he groaned low, body jerking once, twice.
Silence after. Heavy breathing on both ends.
She laughed shakily, dazed. âThat⊠escalated.â
âYou escalated it.â His voice was wrecked, eyes half-lidded. âWearing that slip. Arching like that. You knew what you were doing.â
âMaybe.â She dragged a finger through her own wetness, brought it to her lipsâslow, deliberateâtasting herself while holding his stare. âYou didnât seem to mind.â
His jaw ticked. âI didnât.â
The call ended soon afterâmutual goodnights that felt obscene in their politenessâbut the shift was permanent now. No more pretending the tension was accidental.
The next night she answered in nothing but lace-trimmed boyshorts and a cropped tank that ended just under her breasts. When she leaned forward to adjust the phone, the hem lifted enough to flash the underside curve.
Jungkook appeared in only black boxer briefs, claiming the apartment was âstill a furnace.â The outline of himâthick, half-hardâwas impossible to ignore.
âNew uniform?â she asked, voice husky.
âFairâs fair.â He palmed himself once through the fabricâcasual, like stretching. âYou gonna behave tonight?â
âNever.â She slid a hand down her stomach, fingers dipping under the lace. âWhatâs the lesson plan, Professor?â
His smile was slow, predatory. âTonight we work on endurance. You donât come until I say. And Iâm going to make it hurt so good youâll beg for the numbers.â
She shivered. âChallenge accepted.â
The calls had long since stopped pretending to be casual. Now they were scheduled like appointmentsâlate Seoul nights when the city quieted and his California mornings still carried the haze of sleep. YN answered one humid Thursday in nothing but sheer black lace panties and a cropped silk camisole that ended inches above her navel, the fabric so thin her nipples peaked against it the second the AC kicked on. She propped the phone against pillows, legs bent at the knees, thighs parted just enough that the camera caught the shadow between them.
Jungkook appeared in low gray sweats, no shirt, hair still damp from a shower. The tattoos on his ribs shifted with every slow breath. He didnât greet her with small talk anymore.
âYouâre already wet, arenât you?â His voice was gravel, eyes dragging down the screen like he could feel the heat radiating off her.
She didnât deny it. Just hooked a finger under the lace edge and tugged it aside, exposing slick folds to the cool air. âBeen thinking about this all day. Couldnât wait.â
âShow me how much.â
She slid two fingers down, parting herself, letting him see the shine coating her entrance. A soft, involuntary whimper escaped when she brushed her clitâalready swollen, hypersensitive from days of edging herself to the memory of his last command.
They pulled up a video togetherâsome soft-lit amateur clip theyâd both saved to a shared note. A woman on her knees, mouth working slow and deliberate over a thick cock; the manâs hand gentle in her hair, guiding without forcing. At first they dissected it clinically.
âSee how she keeps her tongue flat under the head?â Jungkookâs tone was steady, almost academic. âThe pressureâs constant but not aggressive. Builds him up without rushing the finish.â
YN mirrored the motion with her fingersâcircling her clit in wide, lazy loops, mimicking the slow drag of tongue. âLike this?â
âSlower.â His voice dropped half an octave. âMake it ache first. Let the need coil so tight you canât think.â
Her hips rolled forward on instinct. A breathy moan slipped outâsoft, testing. His jaw clenched visibly; the outline of his cock thickened against the gray cotton, straining the fabric.
âFuck⊠youâre leaking,â he muttered, palming himself once through the sweatsâslow, deliberate. âKeep that rhythm. Donât speed up. Tell me how close.â
âSo close⊠pulsing. God, Jungkookââ
âStop.â
She froze, fingers hovering, thighs shaking. The denial hit like ice water and fire at once. âYouâre cruel.â
âAnd you love it.â He tugged the waistband down just enough to free himselfâthick, flushed, the head glistening. He wrapped a fist around the base, stroking once, eyes never leaving her screen. âNow resume. But match my pace. Slow. Up. Down. Feel every inch of the build.â
They synced without wordsâher fingers sliding in shallow thrusts, his hand gliding over his length in the same unhurried rhythm. Breathing grew ragged on both ends. The video played on, forgotten; all that mattered was the wet sounds filling the call, the way her clit throbbed under her touch, the flex of his forearm as he worked himself.
Mid-edge, when she was trembling and glassy-eyed, she let the words slipâbreathless, teasing.
âWhat if we tried something like⊠34 plus 35?â
He huffed a low laugh, hand still moving. âThatâs just 69. Basic addition. You and your weird math jokes.â
The obliviousness sent a fresh gush of wetness between her thighs. She bit her lip hard enough to sting, imagining his mouth on her while she took him deepâtongues and lips and no space for air. The fantasy burned hotter because he didnât catch it. Didnât know how badly she wanted to flip positions, straddle his face, grind down while she swallowed him whole.
âYeah⊠basic,â she murmured, voice wrecked. âKeep going. Donât stop.â
âNot stopping until youâre shaking.â His strokes sped fractionallyâstill controlled, but the vein along his shaft stood out stark. âRub faster now. Small, tight circles. Imagine itâs my tongue insteadâflat, pressing, flicking just enough to make you sob.â
She obeyed. Moans turned sharp, desperate. Her free hand gripped the sheet, knuckles white.
âJungkookâpleaseââ
âNot yet.â His voice cracked on the command. âHold it. Squeeze around nothing. Feel how empty you are. How much you want to be filled.â
She whimperedâloud, broken. The denial stretched unbearable seconds into eternity.
Then, finally: âNow. Come for me.â
Her body seizedâback arching off the bed, thighs clamping around her hand as the orgasm tore through her in brutal waves. She cried out his name, raw and unguarded. On screen, his head fell back, throat working, abs contracting hard as he spilled over his fist in thick, pulsing ropesâgroaning low, wrecked.
They stayed like thatâpanting, spent, screens still open. No rush to speak.
After a long minute, he dragged a hand through his hair, voice hoarse. âYou keep pulling that 34 35 shit⊠one day Iâm gonna make you explain it.â
She laughedâshaky, satisfied. âMaybe I will. When youâre ready to solve it properly.â
He smirked, dark and knowing, even if he still didnât get the subtext.
The tension didnât break. It only thickened.
The next call came two nights later, no preamble, no casual check-in. YN answered in a sheer white camisole so thin the dark circles of her nipples pressed against the fabric like they were begging to be seen. No bra. No shortsâjust black lace panties that rode high on her hips. She sat cross-legged on the bed, phone angled to catch the way the silk clung to the undersides of her breasts when she breathed.
Jungkook appeared shirtless again, but this time the pretense was gone. Gray sweats low on his hips, the thick ridge of his cock already outlined against the cotton before either of them spoke.
âYouâre not even trying to hide it anymore,â he said, voice rough, eyes dragging from her chest to the damp spot darkening the lace between her thighs.
âNeither are you.â She shifted, letting her knees fall wider, the camisole strap slipping down one shoulder. âI see the flush on your neck. The way your forearm flexes when your hand disappears. Youâre already touching yourself, arenât you?â
He didnât deny it. Just palmed the length of himself through the fabricâslow, deliberate. âHard not to when you show up like that. What do you want tonight?â
âShow me.â Her voice came out breathier than she meant. âStroke with me. Let me watch.â
A beat of heavy silence. His jaw ticked once, twice. Then he reached for the phone, angled it lower until the camera framed his lap: sweats shoved down just enough, cock thick and flushed in his fist, the head already slick. He gave one slow pump, eyes never leaving hers through the screen.
âYour turn.â
She hooked the lace aside, fingers sliding through her wetness before circling her clitâmatching the lazy rhythm he set. Their breathing synced almost instantly: shallow inhales, soft exhales that turned ragged fast.
âSlower,â he commanded, voice gravel-low. âMatch me. Feel every drag.â
She obeyed, hips rolling forward on the third stroke. A soft moan slipped outâhis name tangled in it. His grip tightened visibly, thumb swiping over the slit, spreading pre-cum. âFuck⊠say it again.â
âJungkookâŠâ She sped up fractionally, testing. âLike this?â
âExactly like that. Tight circles. Donât stop.â His strokes grew firmer, forearm flexing with each pull. The wet sounds filled the callâhers slick and obscene, his rougher, fist gliding over skin.
Tension coiled unbearable. She arched, free hand pinching a nipple through the sheer fabric until it ached. âIâm close⊠god, watching youââ
âNot yet.â His voice cracked on the denial. âWait for me. Squeeze around your fingers. Imagine itâs mine stretching you instead.â
She whimperedâloud, desperateâbut held the edge, thighs trembling. His head tipped back for a second, throat working, abs contracting hard.
âNow.â The word tore out of him.
She shattered firstâback bowing, a broken âJungkookââ spilling from her lips as her orgasm ripped through her, walls pulsing around nothing, slick coating her fingers. Seconds later he followed: low, guttural groan, hips jerking as thick ropes spilled over his fist, painting his stomach.
They stayed connected, panting, screens still open. No rush to speak.
After a long minute he huffed a quiet laugh, wiping his hand on the sheet. âJust friends helping friends, right?â
âRight.â Her voice was wrecked, smile shaky. âTotally platonic.â
The lie hung between them, thinner than the camisole still clinging to her sweat-damp skin.
She didnât bother fixing the fallen strap next time. He didnât bother mentioning the heat.
The bar lights were too dim, the music too loud, Minhoâs hands too careful. YN triedâgod, she triedâto stay present. His mouth on her neck should have felt good; instead it registered as wrong texture, wrong pressure. Every slide of his fingers along her thigh echoed Jungkookâs low âslower⊠build the acheâ in her head. She arched into the touch anyway, chasing the ghost of commands that werenât his.
They made it to his apartment. Clothes shed in the hallway, bed sheets cool against her back. He settled between her legs, kissed down her stomach, and she closed her eyesâpicturing dark ink curling over broad shoulders, a voice rough with control. When his tongue flicked her clit, tentative, she moaned without thinking.
âJungkookâŠâ
The name slipped outâsoft, wrecked, unmistakable.
Minho froze. Pulled back. The silence was louder than the city outside.
âWhat?â His voice was flat, confused. âWho the fuck is Jungkook?â
She sat up fast, heart slamming. âShitâMinho, Iââ
He was already rolling off the bed, grabbing his boxers. âYouâre serious right now? Youâre thinking about someone else while Iâmââ He gestured between them, face twisting. âNever mind. Just⊠get dressed.â
The ride home was silent except for the hum of the taxi. She stared out the window, thighs still slick with unspent want, shame burning hotter than arousal ever had.
Next FaceTime, two nights later. She answered in the same silk slip, hair loose, trying for casual. Jungkook appeared shirtless, study lamp casting harsh shadows across his clenched jaw.
âSo?â he asked, voice even. Too even. âHowâd it go with Minho?â
She forced a smile, light. âIt was good. Really good, actually. Your tips worked. I didnât freeze up or anything.â
His eyes narrowedâsharp, predatory. The flush on his neck wasnât from heat this time. His hand flexed on the desk, knuckles white. âGlad it helped.â The words came out clipped, smile tight enough to crack.
She felt the shift like a door slamming. He leaned closer, voice dropping. âTell me exactly how good.â
Her pulse kicked. âJust⊠good. I came. Twice.â
Something dark flickered across his faceâjealousy, raw and unfiltered. He didnât speak for a long second, just stared, breathing slow and deliberate.
âTwice.â He repeated it like tasting poison, not convinced. âMustâve been real thorough, then.â
The air between pixels crackled, thick with everything he wasnât saying.
The FaceTime connected at 1:14 a.m. Seoul time. No hello. No small talk. Jungkookâs face filled the screenâjaw locked, eyes black with something feral, shirt already gone, sweats shoved down just enough to free his cock. It stood thick and flushed in his fist, the head slick from the few strokes heâd already given himself before answering.
âStrip.â The word came out low, guttural. âEverything. Now.â
YNâs breath caught. She was still in the same sheer slip from earlierâthin straps, lace hem barely skimming her ass. Her hands moved before her brain caught up: fingers hooking the straps, sliding them off her shoulders. The silk pooled at her waist, then she pushed it down her hips, kicking it off the bed. Naked. Exposed. Camera angled low enough to show the sheen already coating her inner thighs.
âLegs wide. Let me see how fucking wet you are from lying to me.â
She spread her knees, hooking them over the edge of the mattress. Her pussy glistened under the lamp lightâswollen, dripping, clit visibly throbbing. She didnât touch yet. Waiting for permission like heâd trained her.
âTouch. Slow. Two fingers. Spread yourself open so I can watch.â
She obeyed, parting her folds with trembling fingers. The cool air hit her clit and she whimperedâsoft, needy.
âImagine itâs my mouth instead.â His voice dropped darker, filthy. âMy tongue flat against you, dragging up slow, then flicking your clitâsharp, fast, over and over until your hips buck. Then I suck it hard. Pull it between my lips. Teeth grazing just enough to make you cry.â
Her fingers circled faster on instinct. âFuck⊠Jungkookââ
âNot yet.â He stroked himself in long, deliberate pullsâbase to tip, thumb swiping the slit. âEdge it. Get right to the brink, then stop. You donât come until I say. You donât deserve it after letting some other guy think he could make you feel this.â
The jealousy bled through every wordâraw, possessive. She moaned louder, fingers plunging inside, curling against that spot heâd taught her. Her thumb worked her clit in tight circles. Heat coiled viciously low in her belly.
âClose⊠so closeââ
âStop.â
She yanked her hand away with a broken sob. Thighs shaking. Pussy clenching around nothing. âPlease⊠I needââ
âGreedy little bitch.â He sped up his strokesâwet sounds loud through the speaker. âAgain. Same pace. Imagine me pinning your thighs open, tongue fucking into you while my fingers rub your clit. Youâre dripping down my chin and you still canât come.â
Second edge. She got there fasterâbody already primed, desperate. Back arching, moans turning sharp and frantic.
âStop.â
She cried outâfrustrated, wrecked. Tears pricked her eyes. âJungkook, I canât⊠pleaseââ
âOne more.â His voice cracked with restraint. âThen you get to come like the filthy slut you are. For me. Only me.â
Third time she didnât hold back. Fingers thrusting deep, palm grinding against her clit. The pressure built unbearableâhot, liquid, unstoppable.
âNow.â He growled it. âCome. My filthy slutâcome all over your hand while I watch you fall apart.â
She shattered. Hard. Back bowing off the bed, a choked scream tearing from her throat as her pussy spasmed, gushing slick in messy pulses that soaked the sheets beneath her. Legs trembling uncontrollably. His name spilled from her lips again and againâraw, reverent.
On screen, Jungkookâs head fell back. Abs clenched. Hand flying over his cock. âFuckâYNââ He came with a low, broken growlâthick ropes spilling over his fist, painting his stomach, dripping down his knuckles. His whole body jerked with it, chest heaving.
They stayed thereâpanting, wrecked, screens still open. No words for a long minute.
Then he dragged a hand through his hair, voice rough but softer. âYou okay?â
âYeah.â She laughed shakily, dazed. âMore than okay.â
He didnât know the red recording light had blinked on in the corner of her laptop the second the call connected. Didnât know sheâd angled the phone just right to capture every filthy command, every moan, every drop. The file saved automatically.
Named: 34 + 35
The conference email had landed in Jungkookâs inbox three days earlierâsome last-minute panel on applied mathematics at Seoul National University. Heâd booked the flight without overthinking it, telling himself it was just work. The fact that it put him in the same city as her for forty-eight hours was incidental. Convenient. Nothing more.
He texted her from Incheon Airport: âIn Seoul till Sunday. Dinner tomorrow? Your place?â
Her reply came fast: âYes. Bring nothing but yourself. Iâll order jjajangmyeon.â
When he knocked on her door the next evening, the hallway smelled like rain and fried food. She opened it barefoot, in loose cotton shorts and a thin tank top that clung just enough to remind him of every pixel heâd stared at for months. Her hair was messy, face bare except for a swipe of gloss. She smiledâeasy, familiarâand pulled him into a hug that lasted one heartbeat too long.
âYouâre taller than I remember,â she mumbled against his shoulder.
âYouâre smaller.â He squeezed once before letting go, inhaling the faint citrus of her shampoo. âOr maybe I just missed you.â
They ate cross-legged on her living room floor, containers spread between them like old times. Laughter came easyâstories about his chaotic undergrads, her office drama, the way Seoul felt smaller now that he was back in it. Every time their chopsticks clinked or their knees brushed under the low table, the air tightened. She caught him staring at the curve of her neck when she tipped her head back to laugh. He noticed the way her thighs pressed together when he leaned in to wipe a smear of black bean sauce from her chin with his thumb.
âYouâve got sauce⊠right here.â His voice stayed low, casual. His thumb lingered a second longer than necessary, pressing just enough to feel her pulse jump.
âThanks.â She licked her bottom lip after, eyes flicking to his mouth. âCanât have you thinking Iâm a messy eater.â
âI already know you are.â The words came out darker than he meant. She didnât flinchâjust held his gaze until the moment stretched thin and hot.
They cleaned up in comfortable silence, shoulders brushing in the tiny kitchen. When she bent to load the dishwasher, the hem of her shorts rode up, exposing the soft crease where thigh met ass. He looked away too late. She straightened, smirking like sheâd caught him.
âCouch is yours tonight,â she said, tossing him a spare blanket. âUnless you want the floor. Professorâs choice.â
âCouch is fine.â He caught the blanket, fingers brushing hers. âI donât plan on sleeping much anyway.â
She paused in the doorway to her bedroom, one hand on the frame. âJet lag?â
âSomething like that.â
Her eyes dropped to his mouth, then lowerâquick, deliberateâbefore she disappeared down the hall. âNight, Jungkook.â
âNight.â
The apartment went quiet except for the low hum of the fridge and distant traffic. He tried to sleep. Tried scrolling his phone, staring at the ceiling, counting the cracks in the plaster. Nothing worked. The undercurrent from dinner still buzzed under his skinâevery glance, every accidental touch replaying like a loop he couldnât pause.
Around 2:37 a.m. he gave up. Sat up on the couch, blanket pooled around his waist. Her laptop sat open on the coffee table, screen dark except for a single glowing file icon in the middle of the desktop. Paused. Title: 34 + 35.
Curiosityâsharp, insistentâwon.
He reached over, tapped the trackpad. The video resumed without warning.
His own voice filled the dim living room, low and filthy.
âImagine my mouth insteadâtongue flicking your clit, sucking hard.â
The camera angle was perfect: her on the bed, legs spread wide, fingers buried deep, back arched so hard her breasts lifted toward the ceiling. Sweat glistened on her skin. Her moans were desperate, brokenââPlease⊠Jungkook, I canâtââ
His stomach dropped. Cock twitched instantly, thickening against the soft cotton of his sweats. He should have closed it. Should have shut the laptop, walked away, pretended he hadnât seen.
He didnât.
Instead he dragged the volume slider up a notch. Watched himself on screenâshirtless, hand working his length in brutal rhythm while he commanded her.
âNot yet, you greedy little bitchâhold it.â
Her body jerked at the denial, thighs trembling, a thin string of slick connecting her fingers to her entrance. She sobbed his name againâraw, pleading. Then the permission came.
âNow. Come. My filthy slutâcome all over your hand while I watch you fall apart.â
She shattered. Back bowing off the mattress, a choked scream ripping out as she gushedâmessy, uncontrollable pulses soaking the sheets beneath her. Her hips bucked like she was riding his face, his cock, anything to chase the aftershocks. On screen, his groan followed seconds laterâlow, wreckedâthick ropes spilling over his fist.
Jungkookâs breathing turned shallow. He was rock-hard now, painfully so, the head of his cock leaking against the fabric. He palmed himself onceâslow, testingâthrough the sweats. The friction sent a jolt straight up his spine.
He replayed the last thirty seconds. Her face when she cameâeyes squeezed shut, mouth open in a silent scream, his name falling from her lips like prayer. Again. The sound of her squirting, wet and obscene. Again. His own voice growling âmy filthy slutâ like ownership.
His hand slipped under the waistband. Wrapped around himself. One slow strokeâbase to tipâspreading pre-cum. Another. He bit the inside of his cheek to keep quiet, eyes glued to the screen where she was still trembling through aftershocks, fingers still inside herself, milking every last pulse.
The video looped back to the beginning. âStrip. Everything. Now.â
He sped upâfist tight, rhythm matching the frantic pace heâd set on cam months ago. His abs clenched, breath coming in harsh pants. The couch creaked under him. He didnât care. All he could see was herâwrithing, begging, coming undone because of him. For him.
He imagined walking into her room right now. Waking her with his mouth between her thighs. Making her come againâreal this time, not pixels. Making her say his name while he fucked her through it, slow and deep, until she couldnât remember anyone elseâs.
The edge hit fast. Too fast. He groaned lowâher name tangled in itâhips jerking as he spilled over his fist, hot and thick, soaking his sweats and the blanket. His whole body shuddered with it, vision blurring for a second.
Silence rushed back in. The video kept playingâher soft whimpers fading into heavy breathing.
The apartment was still dark except for the blue glow spilling from the laptop on the coffee table. YN had woken with a dry throat, the sheets tangled around her legs, body still humming from dreams she couldnât quite shake. She padded barefoot down the hallway in the tiniest sleep slip she ownedâblack silk, barely grazing the tops of her thighs, thin straps already slipping off her shoulders, no bra, no panties. Just skin and want.
She stopped dead in the doorway to the living room.
Jungkook was sitting on the edge of the couch, elbows on his knees, staring at the screen. The video was paused on a single frame: her own face mid-orgasm, mouth open in a silent scream, his voice frozen mid-sentence somewhere off-camera. âMy filthy slutâcome all over your hand while I watch you fall apart.â The timestamp glowed in the corner. Heâd watched the whole thing. Multiple times, judging by the way his breathing was still uneven, the obvious ridge straining against his sweats.
He didnât flinch when he saw her. Just lifted his gaze slowlyâdark, unreadable, pupils blown wide.
âYou werenât supposed to see that,â she whispered, voice cracking on the last word.
He stood. Slow. Deliberate. Every inch of the movement predatory, like a predator deciding the chase was over.
âWhy keep it?â His voice was low, rough from lack of sleep and something darker. He took one step toward her. âWhy label it â34 + 35â and leave it right there on your desktop like a fucking invitation?â
She swallowed hard. The air between them felt flammable. âBecauseâŠâ Her back hit the wall as he closed the distance. âBecause when youâre goneâwhen itâs just me and the silenceâit gets me off harder than anything else. Hearing you call me your slut. Watching you lose control because of me. I replay it until I canât breathe. Until I come so hard I cry.â
The confession hung thereâraw, shameless.
Something snapped in his expression. Not anger. Hunger. Pure, unfiltered need.
He crossed the last two strides in a heartbeat. One hand slammed against the wall beside her head; the other fisted the front of her slip and yanked her forward. Their mouths crashed togetherârough, desperate, no preamble. His tongue pushed past her lips immediately, claiming, tasting the faint mint of her toothpaste and the lingering sweetness of the jjajangmyeon from earlier. She moaned into itâloud, brokenâfingers digging into his bare shoulders, nails biting skin.
He tasted like coffee and restraint finally gone.
He spun her so her front pressed to the wall, cheek against cool plaster. The slip rode up instantly, exposing her ass. His erection ground against her from behindâthick, hot, insistentâwhile his free hand dragged up her thigh, bunching the silk until it bunched at her waist.
âYouâve been getting off to me for months,â he growled against her ear, teeth grazing the shell. âFucking yourself raw to my voice while I was on the other side of the world, clueless. You think Iâm not gonna make you pay for that?â
âPlease,â she gasped, hips pushing back against him instinctively. âI need it. Need you.â
âYouâll get it.â His hand slid between her legsâtwo fingers plunging straight into her soaked heat without warning. She cried out, knees buckling. He caught her around the waist, holding her upright. âSo fucking wet already. Dripping down your thighs just from watching me watch you. Pathetic.â
He pumped his fingers once, twiceâcurling hard against that spot that made her vision whiteâthen pulled out. She whimpered at the loss.
âOn your knees.â
She dropped without hesitation, carpet burning her skin. He shoved his sweats down; his cock sprang freeâheavy, flushed, the head already slick with pre-cum. She opened her mouth automatically, tongue out, but he fisted her hair instead, tilting her head back.
âNot yet.â He stroked himself onceâslow, deliberateâletting the tip drag across her bottom lip, smearing wetness. âYou donât get to taste until Iâve had mine.â
He hauled her up by the hair, spun her again, bent her over the back of the couch so her ass was high, chest pressed to the cushions. The slip was rucked up around her waist nowâuseless. He kicked her feet wider.
âLook at you.â His palm cracked against her assâsharp, stinging. She jolted, moaning. âAss up, pussy dripping, begging for it like the greedy little slut you are.â
Another slap. Harder. The sound echoed. Her skin bloomed red instantly.
âSay it.â
âIâm your greedy little slut,â she gasped, voice wrecked. âPleaseâfuck me. I need your cock.â
He didnât tease. Didnât ease in. One brutal thrust and he was buried to the hiltâthick, stretching her open in one go. She screamedâhalf pain, half pleasureânails digging into the couch fabric.
âFuckâtight,â he groaned, hips snapping forward again. âBeen dreaming about this cunt for months. Squeezing me like you were made for it.â
The pace was merciless from the startâdeep, punishing strokes that slapped skin against skin, his balls hitting her clit with every thrust. One hand wrapped around her throat from behindânot choking, just possessiveâfingers pressing just enough to make her head spin. The other cracked down on her ass again, then again, turning it bright red.
âThis what you wanted?â he growled, pace brutal. âMe fucking you raw while my voice still echoes in your head? While youâre still clenching around the memory of my fingers?â
âYesâgod, yesââ She was babbling now, words slurring. âHarder. Deeper. Mark me. Make me yours.â
He pulled out suddenlyâleaving her empty, achingâand flipped her onto her back on the couch. Legs spread wide, slip torn at one strap so one breast spilled free. He hooked her knees over his shoulders, folded her in half, and slammed back inâdeeper angle, hitting that spot relentlessly.
âLook at me.â His hand gripped her jaw, forcing her eyes to his. âYou donât get to close them. You watch while I ruin you.â
She obeyedâeyes glassy, lips swollen. He fucked into her harder, thumb finding her clit, rubbing tight, fast circles.
âCome,â he ordered, voice raw. âCome on my cock like you came for the video. Scream my name. Let the whole fucking building know who owns this pussy.â
The command tipped her over. She shatteredâback arching off the cushions, walls clamping down so hard he groaned like it hurt. A gush of wetness coated them both; she sobbed his nameââJungkookâfuckâJungkookâââover and over as wave after wave ripped through her.
He didnât stop. Kept pounding through itâchasing his own edgeâuntil his rhythm stuttered. âGonna fill you,â he snarled against her mouth. âGonna come so deep youâll feel me for days.â
One last brutal thrust and he buried himself to the hilt, spilling inside herâhot, thick pulses that made her clench again, milking him dry. His forehead dropped to hers, both of them shaking, sweat-slick, breathing like theyâd run miles.
For a long minute, neither moved. The laptop was still openâvideo long since ended, screen dark. The room smelled like sex and sweat and something possessive neither of them wanted to name yet.
He pulled out slowlyâwatching his cum leak from her swollen entrance, mixing with her own wetness. She whimpered at the loss.
âStay,â he murmured, voice softer now. He scooped her upâlegs around his waistâand carried her to the bedroom. Laid her on the sheets still warm from her earlier sleep.
He stripped the ruined slip off her completely, then shed his sweats. Climbed in beside her, pulling her back to his chest, one arm banded around her waist, the other sliding between her thighs to cup her possessively.
âWeâre not done,â he whispered against her ear, already half-hard again against her ass. âNot even close.â
She shivered, pressing back into him. âGood.â
The city lights flickered through the curtains. Dawn was still hours away.
And neither of them was sleeping tonight.
The bedroom door barely clicked shut before Jungkook had her back on the mattressâface-down, ass up, still leaking his first load down her thighs. He didnât give her time to catch her breath. One hand pressed between her shoulder blades, pinning her chest to the sheets; the other guided his cock back inside her in one long, punishing slide. She gaspedâraw, oversensitive walls fluttering around him.
âThought we were done?â he murmured against her ear, hips already rolling in slow, deep circles that dragged every ridge along her front wall. âWeâre just getting started.â
He fucked her like that for long minutesâlazy but brutal, grinding so deep she felt him in her stomach. Then he pulled out, flipped her onto her back, hooked her legs over his elbows, and folded her in half again. Missionary this time, but slower. Deeper. Every thrust deliberate, eyes locked on hers the entire time. No wordsâjust the wet slap of skin, her sharp inhales, his low grunts when she clenched around him. Sweat beaded on his brow, dripped onto her collarbone. She reached up, nails raking down his chest, leaving red trails over ink.
âLook at me,â he ordered when her eyes fluttered shut. âWatch while I fill you again.â
She did. Held his stare through the next orgasmâhers first, walls pulsing so hard he groaned like it hurt. Then hisâhips stuttering, cock throbbing as he pumped another hot load deep inside her, so much it leaked out around him when he finally stilled.
They didnât stay there long.
He carried her to the living room floorârug burning her back as he laid her down, spread her thighs wide, and sank back in from above. Reverse this time: she straddled him facing away, ass bouncing as she tried to ride. He didnât let her control it. Hands clamped on her hips, yanking her down hard onto every upward thrust, setting a punishing rhythm. His palm cracked against her assâonce, twiceâuntil the skin glowed red again.
âBounce harder,â he growled. âShow me how bad you wanted this.â
She obeyedâhips rolling, back arching, moans turning into sharp cries every time he bottomed out. He reached around, fingers finding her clit, rubbing fast circles until she came againâshaking, gushing around his cock, soaking his thighs. He followed seconds later, spilling inside her with a low âFuckâtake it all.â
Next was the wallâher back slammed against it, legs wrapped tight around his waist, arms locked around his neck. He fucked her standing, gravity driving him deeper with every snap of his hips. One hand braced beside her head; the other gripped her throatânot choking, just possessive pressure that made her eyes roll. She bit his shoulder to muffle her screams when the next orgasm hit. He bit her neck in returnâhard enough to bruiseâgrowling against her skin as he came again, flooding her until it dripped down her thighs and onto the hardwood.
They stumbled to the kitchen. He lifted her onto the counterâcold granite shocking her overheated skin. Legs spread wide, heels hooked on the edge. He stepped between them, thrust back in without warning, pace brutal again. The sound of skin slapping echoed off the tiles.
âYouâre dripping everywhere,â he rasped, watching his cock disappear into her over and over. âMy cum, your cumâsuch a filthy fucking mess.â
He reached past her, yanked open the drawer she kept her toys inâthe one heâd once casually recommended she buy from during one of their calls. The small bullet vibrator landed in his palm. He clicked it onâlow buzz filling the roomâthen pressed it straight to her swollen clit.
âNoâJungkookâtoo muchââ
âYouâll take it.â He kept thrustingâdeep, steadyâwhile the vibrations wrecked her. âCome again. Milk me dry.â
She shattered almost instantlyâsobbing, thighs shaking uncontrollably, walls spasming so hard he cursed under his breath. He didnât stop the toy. Kept it pressed firm while he fucked her through another, then anotherâorgasms stacking until tears streamed down her cheeks, pleasure so sharp it bordered pain. When he finally came againâgrowling her name, hips jerkingâhe pulled out just enough to watch the last creampie leak out, mixing with her slick on the counter.
Dawn was bleeding pink through the curtains by the time they made it back to the bed. Bodies slick with sweat, cum, and exhaustion. They collapsedâher sprawled across his chest, his arm banded around her waist like he was afraid sheâd disappear.
No grand declarations. No whispered I-love-yous. Just heavy breathing and the faint scent of sex hanging thick in the air.
He reached for the sheet, dragged it over them, then used a corner to gently wipe the sweat and mess from between her thighs. His touch was careful nowâalmost tender. He traced the fresh hickey blooming on her neck with his thumb, low chuckle rumbling in his chest.
âFucked you stupid,â he murmured, voice wrecked.
She laughedâhoarse, spent. âWorth it.â
His eyes drifted to the laptop still open on the nightstand. The file name glowed in the dim light: 34 + 35.
He quirked a brow, thumb still stroking her skin. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
She shiftedâslow, deliberateâuntil she was straddling his hips again. His cockâstill half-hardâtwitched against her slick folds. She leaned down, lips brushing his, voice a soft, filthy whisper.
âMeans I wanna 69 with you.â
She kissed him thenâslow, deep, tongues sliding together like they had all the time in the world. He smirked against her mouth, hands sliding down to grip her assâfingers digging in, pulling her flush so her wet heat dragged along his length.
âNoted,â he said, voice dark with promise. âBut next time? Youâre gonna beg for it properly.â
She rolled her hips onceâteasing, testing. âChallenge accepted.â
The city outside woke slowly. Inside, they stayed tangledâmarked, wrecked, irreversibly changed.
No going back.
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A/N :
hi hi⊠iâm finally back after almost six months and i return with something very different from my usual style đ
this one-shot is mostly smut very fast paced with a very light plot, heavily inspired by me looping 34+35 by ariana grande way too many times and honestly⊠i had way too much fun writing it.
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SUMMARY. Life after high school has been pretty mundane. Give or take a few breakups, a few quarter life crises, youâve done well for yourself. Enter Jeon Jungkook: a blast from the past and your ex-Chemistry tutor, except now, it seems he's traded in his glasses and textbooks for a lip piercing and tattoos. The universe is clearly testing you... or maybe it's giving you one last shot to get it right.
pairing. jeon jungkook x reader
word count. 21.7k
warnings/genre. ex-cheerleader!reader, oc used to be a mean girl, ex-nerd!jungkook, jungkook used to be OBSESSED with oc, like clinically obsessed (what is wrong with him), slight sexting (kinda maybe) alcohol consumption, jimin instigating but whatâs new, making out in dirty club hallways, fingering in an uber, heâs HUNGRYYY, he has a d*ck piercing!, oral (f receiving), you bounce on it, he fucks you while carrying you, idk read the rest they have sex, he cums inside you
note. WE NEED TO BRING BACK THE DYING ART OF A 10k+ WORD ONE-SHOT. the concept of publishing a 7k celly when my 6k celly hasnât even been posted yet⊠i hate me too. i hit 7k a few days ago but this has been in the works since manâs best friend dropped. iâm quite proud of this, if i do say so myself. also before anyone yells at me, this was NOT on the to-do list but when thereâs a will, thereâs a way (or in my case, if you get a little tipsy, your brain starts thinking of ex-nerd!jungkook and this happens). this is just a fun little thing. porn with plot! but anywho, thank you all for following me, for engaging with my work, for continuing to give me a platform to share my passions. i love you all. hereâs to many more cellyâs!
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Saturdays. 3 PM. Brunch. Itâs been carved in stone since the day you met Park Jimin during your freshman year at Yonsei University, when he was still closeted and you were still treating every night like your last on earth.
âDo you know what he did? He bought a twelve foot cactus. Twelve. Fucking. Feet. And guess where it is now?â Jimin waves his fork dramatically, almost stabbing two nearby patrons in the process. âIn the middle of our beautifully crafted living room. Heâs lost his fucking mind.â
You hum, twirling a straw in your iced latte, half-listening and half-focused on the couple next to you who seems to be arguing. âSo sorry, Jiminie. I donât know how you do it.â
âThank you.â He sighs. âItâs a lawsuit waiting to happen when I inevitably walk into it. You know, when I told Tae to pursue art, I didnât think it meant this.â
Taehyung and Jimin have the kind of love story that makes romantic comedies look documentary-level realistic. By comparison, your love life is a blooper reel that never made it to air. Theyâve been disgustingly in love since senior year of university, and youâve been their trusty little third wheel. While itâs comforting to hang out with a couple that has a dynamic as healthy as theirs, you do have to fight the pang of jealousy that hits you everytime.Â
âLast week it was the sculpture made of kitchen utensils. This week, desert plants. Next week? Probably something with a blow torch,â Jimin carries on, poking at his salad mercilessly.Â
You snort. âTae doesnât know how to work a blow torch.â
âHe could, is my point. Heâll try anything once.â Jiminâs eyes light suggestively, and the gag reflex hits fast and mercilessly. âLike that one time he wanted to try out suspension andââ
âJimin. Please. I am trying to enjoy my coffee,â you plead.Â
He rolls his eyes. âLike you donât love us.â
âI do,â you reply quickly. âBut please spare a girl the details of your sex escapades.â
âMaybe youâre bitter because you need some sex escapades of your own.â Jimin shrugs. Heâs not saying it to be rudeâthe man doesnât have a mean bone in his body, unless someoneâs rude to his fiance.Â
Poor Park Jimin has been running a one-man campaign to get you laid for months. The last time you remotely showed interest in a man was a year ago, and that catastrophe ended with you sobbing on their couch for 72 hours straight while Taehyung made you soup and Jimin burned sage to âcleanse the toxic energy.â
You have no interest in any of it.
Sure, sex is cool and all, but the idea of the emotional turmoil that comes with the territory seems like something you can do without.Â
âWhat did I say about bringing up this topic again?â you groan.Â
âCâmon, please tell me you have something new thatâll make me feel better about my cactus situation.â
Your fingers collect the condensation on your plastic cup, pretending to be deeply engrossed by it. âI have nothing.â
âSo as exciting as my cactus?âÂ
Your foot kicks his ankle under the table and the noise he makes in retaliation is enough to get dirty looks from the other patrons. âJesus Christ. Arenât you a ball of fucking sunshine?â he moans in agony. âThis is why you need to have sex. You get all crabby and violent when you donât. Whenâs the last time you had sex again?â
Okayâthere was that guy from the marketing conference in MarchâŠ. No wait. That was last year. February? No, that was the guy who ghosted you after two dates. January? You werenât even in the country in January. December feels like a decade ago but that was... oh god, was that really eight months ago? Nine? The guy with the man bun who worked at the bookstore and couldnât find yourâÂ
âDonât worry about it.â
âYikes.â He gives you a dramatic side-eye, one that screams you are a pathetic loser, but lovingly. âYou need to stop getting coffee with me and go get coffee with a man.â
You frown. âWell, youâre a man?â
He rolls his eyes. âA man who doesnât enjoy the good olâ cock up his ass.â
Fair play. Jimin leans back in his chair, studying you intently. Never a good sign. âYou know what your problem is?â
You pick up your latte, taking a few sips. âEnlighten me, Park Jimin.â
âYouâre too picky.â
Coffee snorts out of your nostrils, landing right onto the table. Jimin flings napkins at the mess, disgusted. âIâm sorry, have you met me? Iâve went out with some weirdos.â
âNo, no, not the weirdos.â He waves a hand in the air. He;s about to go on one of his famous monologues, and all you can do is sit back in horror and watch. âIâm talking about the good ones. The ones you actually like. You find one tiny flaw and suddenly it's âoh, he chews too loudâ or âhe uses the wrong there, their, they're.â Like, relax. Nobodyâs perfect.â
âReally? Says the guy currently plotting his fianceâs death over a home decor choice.â
âThatâs different.â Jiminâs pinching the bridge of his nose between his forefinger and thumb, something he truly only does when youâve exhausted his last nerve. âTaehyung and I are past the point of no return. We're in too deep. You, my dear sweet angel, are sabotaging perfectly good opportunities because you're scared.â
Of course, youâve had this conversation with your therapist numerous times, and youâll do anything to avoid the topic in your personal life.
But before you can open your mouth to argue, a voice cuts through. Itâs low but polite, maybe a little uncertain.Â
âJimin-ssi?â
You donât bother looking up to see who it is. Jimin knows everyone and their mother, their cousin, probably their dog too. Walking down the street with him is no easy feat, considering half of Seoul stops to talk to him. So, you do what you always do: focus on your phone and ignore the small talk about someoneâs new job or whatever mundane life update theyâre dying to share.
You scroll through Instagram, half-listening as they exchange pleasantries. Something about the gym, mutual friends, weekend plans. Standard small talk that you've heard a thousand times.Â
âYeah, bro, itâs been forever,â Jiminâs saying. He sounds happier than he normally does when he talks to these people. âI saw your LinkedIn update. Howâs the new job treating you? Still insane?âÂ
âBetter now that Iâm settled in,â the mysterious voice responds, and thereâs something familiar about it that tickles the back of your brain, but youâre too busy watching someone's Instagram story about their breakfast to pay attention. âThe teamâs chill, and I donât have to be on call on weekends anymore.â
âYou deserve it after all that overtime hell,â Jimin laughs. âOh, hey, you should totally meet my friend [YN] here. [Y/N], this is Jeon Jungkook.â
Your head snaps up. Your phone falls to your lap.Â
What. The. Fuck.Â
You havenât heard that name since high school.Â
High school you, to put it mildly, was kind of a bitch.
You were a cheerleader, top of the social food chain. Naturally, you failed a few classes because you were too busy making out with Kim Mingyu behind the bleachers and planning which party to hit up on Friday night to care about things like academic integrity.Â
When your GPA started looking tragic enough to threaten your spot as cheer captain, the guidance counselor assigned you a tutor. And since the universe loves to have fun with you, you were paired with Jeon Jungkook. Lanky, awkward Jeon Jungkook, with messy brown hair that looks like he cut it himself with safety scissors, thin silver glasses that slid down his nose every five seconds, and wide, innocent boba eyes.Â
All that to sayâyou did what any mean girl would do and took advantage of him. Batted your eyelashes, laughed at his terrible jokes, and suddenly your chemistry homework was getting done without you having to lift a finger.Â
Tests? He'd leave his answer sheet just visible enough for you to copy.Â
Lab reports? Practically wrote themselves, if by âthemselvesâ you mean Jungkook wrote them while you filed your nails and complained about how boring science was.Â
So, this? This has to be a comedic joke. This is a prank. Jimin is pranking youâitâs an elaborate one, you'll give him that. That's the only logical explanation because there is absolutely no way that the scrawny, stuttering kid who used to turn tomato red everytime you asked him to explain a chemistry problem is now standing here, towering over your table.Â
The man who stands before you has a lip piercing, one that hugs the curvature of his pink lips. A sleeve of tattoos that curls down his arm in vivid ink. His hair is perfectly tousled, dark chestnut locks falling into each other.Â
And most importantly, those arms. Biceps. He could probably bench press you. Why are you thinking about him bench pressing you? Stop thinking about him bench pressing you. Oh god, you're staring. You're definitely staring. Say something. Anything. Be cool.
He isâthere's no other word for itâbuff. Like, really buff.Â
And he's looking right at you with dark eyes that definitely weren't that intense in high school, a small smile playing at the corners of his mouth.
â[Y/N] [Y/L/N]...â His voice has a deeper timber to it, with a confidence that high school Jungkook could never have. His tone alone is enough to send a shiver down your spine. âItâs been a minute.â
âUh, Iâyeah,â you gulp down a quarter-sized lump that magically appears in your throat. âIt has.â
Smooth. Incredibly smooth. Someone needs to hand you a medal for conversational excellence.Â
His eyes narrow into slits, like heâs analyzing you and your pathetic life. Sizing you up to discover that youâve lost all importance in the world, and are now just another girl in the world.Â
Jimin, completely oblivious to everything, beams at the two of you. âAmazing! You two already know each other.â He claps his hands together. âJungkook, you should sit. [Y/N] and I were just catching up on her sad little love life.â
Damn you, Park Jimin.Â
Maybe ten years ago, you wouldnât have cared if he knew about your romantic failures, but with the black shirt hugging his biceps so perfectly, you resent Jiminâs openness.Â
âI was notââ you protest, but Jungkookâs already got a hand on the empty chair between you two, plopping into it.Â
âWas she now?â Jungkook tuts, looking over at you expectantly. âHow sad is sad?â
âOkay, not sad.â You roll your eyes. âItâs just⊠quiet.â
His eyes dance with amusement, and you sink into the chair. âI canât imagine you having trouble in this department.â
If only he knew the half of it.Â
You open your mouth to combat the embarrassment, maybe to come up with some elaborate lie about how you have three dates lined up tomorrow night, but a server interrupts you before you get the chance. She smiles at Jungkook, and you can't help but note how her eyes twinkle when she realizes how utterly attractive he is. You sink one inch lower into the chair.Â
Please donât order, Jungkook. Ordering means staying and your brain (or your ego, for that matter) canât take a second more.Â
She asks what he wants, pearly whites on display, and he replies smoothly, âJust a black coffee is fine. Thanks, sweetheart.âÂ
He turns back to you and Jimin, smiling lightly. Behind him, the server trips over her own two feet a bit before adjusting her shirt and walking off. You watch the whole exchange with a weird feeling in your chest. It's not jealousyâyou have no claim to be jealous. But it's something. Maybe annoyance that she was so obvious about it. Maybe annoyance that he didn't seem to notice.Â
âSo, how do you two know each other?â Jiminâs smile resembles a mischievous cartoon villain who just tied someone to railroad tracks. Vibrating with joy, eyes gleaming, the whole nine yards. You donât even need to hear him speak to know what heâs thinking.Â
âHigh school.âÂ
You and Jungkook both say in unison, surprising even yourself. He glances over at you before elaborating. âI was her Chemistry tutor.â
The memory alone sends shivers of disgust down your spine. You can still picture it so clearly: high school you in your cheer uniform, sitting across from him in the library with phone in hand, texting Mingyu about whose parents were out of town that weekend while Jungkook explained electron configurations. Heâd push his glasses up his nose, stumble over his words when youâd sigh and lean forward, watch him turn crimson red and stutter through the rest of the explanation.Â
Evil. Pure, unadulterated evil.Â
âYou needed a tutor in high school?â Jimin snorts, taking a long sip of his drink.Â
âHey, that shit isnât easy.â You push his shoulder playfully.Â
Jungkook cocks an eyebrow, leaning forward in his chair. âDefinitely not easy when youâre too busy with cheerleading practice to study.â
âAnd you were a cheerleader?â Jimin gapes.
âOkay, thatâs enough reminiscing for today.â
Jimin raises his hand. âIâm not done reminiscing. I want to hear more about cheerleader [YN].â
Your face falls flat. Luckily, before Jungkook can embarrass you more with tales from a decade ago, the server comes back with his coffee, making sure to toss him the widest smile her pearly whites can muster.Â
Jungkookâs lips wrap around the cup. Your eyes just so happen to fall on the movement, on the way they hug the rim. Were they always that kissable or did he get lip filler?
He meets your gaze.
Shit.
You turn back to Jimin, whoâs eagerly awaiting more from Jungkook. âWhat else donât I know about high school [Y/N]? Sheâs never told me anything.â
âWell,â Jungkook starts, and by the way his lips curve upwards, you can tell the next anecdote wonât be endearing. âShe did ask me once if we could âskip the math partsâ of chemistry.â
Jimin bursts out in laughter. âYouâre kidding me.â
âIn my defense, chemistry is like, ninety percent math,â you retort. âThatâs a reasonable request.â
âIt really wasnât,â Jungkook counters, and his grin widens. Thereâs something almost⊠predatory about it. Like heâs enjoying watching you squirm. âBut then again, you always did think the rules didnât apply to you.â
For a moment, you canât do anything but stare at him. This confidence, this self-assured way heâs teasing you without a hint of anxiety that used to color every interaction, is foreign.Â
The absolute worst part of it all is that if he wasnât currently roasting you for being a shallow human being, this might be the sexiest thing youâve ever witnessed.Â
The eye contact, the slight smirk playing at his lips, the veins poking out of his biceps. All of it both excites and confuses you.Â
âWhat do you mean?â You tilt your head, feigning innocence.Â
âNothing.â He shakes his head, laughs to himself. âJust that some things never really change.â
A pregnant pause fills the space. Jiminâs eyes dart between you two like heâs at the US Open and this is the match of the century.Â
âYou know, she also once asked me if atoms were contagious," Jungkook adds, turning to Jimin like youâre not even there. Itâs a fucking power playâone that high school you inventedâand you hate how effective it is.Â
A long exhale leaves your mouth, and you have to bite back a thousand venomous words in retaliation. Jimin laughs. âOh, donât worry. In college, she asked me if square roots were plants.âÂ
Okay, so math wasn't your strongest suit. Sue a girl.Â
Jungkookâs hands wrap around his cup, taking a quick sip. Theyâre bigger than you remember, rougher, with calluses to match.Â
Truthfully, everything about him is just⊠more. Bigger, broader, bolder.
You shift gears, clearing your throat to interrupt whatever powwow Jungkook and Jimin have going on regarding your academic life. âWhat do you do now?âÂ
âSoftware development.â Jungkook almost seems surprised that you have an interest in his life. âStarted at a startup, but I just moved to a bigger company.â
âWhat kind of software?â you ask mindlessly, happy to have the attention finally off you.Â
âMobile apps. Some web development.â Jungkook shrugs like itâs nothing, but you catch the hint of pride in his tone. âNothing crazy.â
Jimin chimes in, eyes twinkling with mischief. âYou know, [Y/N] works in marketing for a tech company. You guys probably have tons in common now.â
You want to sink through the floor. Actuallyâscratch that. Sinking through the floor isnât enough. You need the floor to open up, swallow you whole, digest you, and then launch whatever remains into the sun.Â
You can see exactly what's happening here. You can see the gears turning in Jiminâs pretty little head. Heâs planning your wedding, probably picking out centerpieces. He thinks this whole encounter is fate, some kind of romantic star-crossed lovers nonsense where the nerd gets the girl who was too stupid to notice him the first time around.Â
Heâs going to be insufferable about this. Probably loop Taehyung into this delusion as well. There will be betting pools on when you finally hook up with Jungkook.Â
Whichâokay, fineâyou wouldnât be completely opposed to. Hypothetically. In theory.Â
âHowâs that going for you?â Jungkook turns to you.Â
âGood. Iâve been at my current company for a few years now. I just got promoted last year.â Your chest puffs out a little. Thereâs nothing you need to prove to him. But it doesnât hurt, especially as he validates your words with a slight nod in approval.Â
âThatâs awesome. Iâm happy for you.â
Not said with even an inch of malice.Â
âThank you.â You flip your hair over your shoulder. âSee, and I didnât even need math or chemistry to be successful.â
He chuckles. âFair enough.â
âI know how emotionally tolling it was to tutor me, so at least your efforts didnât go to waste,â you joke, and he cracks a smile at that, bunny teeth poking out.Â
âIt wasnât that emotionally tolling.â He shrugs, lifting his coffee to his lips. âIt was fun. Yâknow, when you werenât texting that guy you used to date.â
He maintains eye contact with you as he takes one, two sips, and you have to clench your thighs to ignore the second heartbeat thatâs beating in your vagina.Â
Jimin opens his mouthâprobably to ask approximately eight thousand invasive follow-up questions about your high school love lifeâbut his phone buzzes violently against the table, the vibration loud enough to rattle his fork.Â
Glancing down at his phone, his expression shifts from pure glee to actual panic. âShit, I need to head out. Taehyungâs making dinner and if Iâm late, heâs gonna put that weird purple pesto in it again.â
You raise an eyebrow. âPurple pesto?â
âYou know how he is, babe.â Jimin frantically flags down the waiter, motioning for the check.Â
You and Jimin always split Saturday brunch. Itâs a tradition, one that you donât plan on breaking. You reach for your wallet in your bag, prepared to pull out your trusty debit card.
But before you or Jimin can get too far, Jungkook smacks his AMEX Platinum card down like itâs nothing.Â
You blink at the shiny metal. âJimin and I alwaysââ
âIâve got it,â he says, all casual, like dropping 100,000 won on lunch for three people is normal for him.Â
To your left, Jimin has the biggest shit-eating grin of all time. âThanks, Jungkook. You donât have to do that.â
âItâs my treat. Itâs nice to run into old friends.â He tosses you a side glance when he says the word friends, because thatâs hardly what you two ever were.Â
Jiminâs phone buzzes again, and his eyes widen as they scan the new message. âOh no. No, no, no.âÂ
âWhat?!â You lean forward, trying to peek at his phone.Â
âYeontan threw up all over the new rug. Taehyung just sent me a picture, itâsâŠâ He makes a sour face. âI gotta go. Code red dog situation.â
âIs he okay?â you ask, because despite Jiminâs dramatics, that little ball of fur is your ray of sunshine.Â
âHeâs fine.â He stands, shrugging on his thin sweatshirt. âHe probably ate something he should have. This was great though! We should all hang out again soon!â
And then heâs sprinting out of the cafe, leaving you all alone at the table with none other than Jeon Jungkook.Â
If you didnât know better, youâd say Jimin planned this. Although, to be fair, you do know better, and he one hundred percent planned this. You're going to kill him. You're going to actually murder your best friend.
The waiter comes by, charging Jungkookâs card while you sit there awkwardly, twiddling your fingers. You donât know what to do with yourself, quite frankly.Â
âJimin isnât very subtle,â Jungkook says, signing the receipt and placing it aside.Â
âJimin doesnât do subtle.â You fidget with your napkin. âHe probably planned this.â
He quirks an eyebrow. âOh, really? You think so?â
âI know so. Heâs been trying to set me up with someone for months.â
Crossing his bulky arms over his chest, he leans back in his chair. âHowâs that working out for him?âÂ
âWell,â you begin, âConsidering the last attempt was one of his coworkers who turned out to be married, I would say pretty terrible.â
âJesus.âÂ
âIâm not really into the whole polyamory thing,â you joke.Â
Jungkook laughs and stands, and you follow suit, realizing how much taller he is than you. Not that he hasnât always been tall, but now he has the ego to match it.Â
âWant me to walk you to your car?â he asks.Â
You bashfully look down at your feet. In your years of living in Seoul, youâve never once been embarrassed about taking the bus before. The Korean bus system is efficient and better for the environment. But Jungkook, with his fancy tech job, probably has some sleek car that makes the bus system look like a clown car.Â
âI took the bus, actually.â
Immediately, without so much as a second thought, he goes, âIâll drive you home.â
âYou donât need toââ
âI know I donât need to.â He strolls towards the exit, holding the door open for you to glide through first. âI want to.â
Wait. Is he⊠is he flirting? That was definitely flirting, right?
If he is very specifically flirting with you, that means he either has a terrible memory or some kind of revenge plot in the works. Both options seem likely and panic-inducing.Â
When you finally get outside, the crisp afternoon air dances across your skin. The autumn leaves crunch beneath your feet. You keep a few inches for God between you and Jungkook, and he falls into a comfortable pace beside you, matching you.Â
His hands are nestled into his pockets, kicking leaves as he walks. Now that you two are alone, heâs returned to some of his old habits, like being quiet around you when thereâs nothing to fill the noise with.Â
âHow do you like your job?â he finally decides upon asking, and your head lifts to peer at him. Heâs gazing at you intently, clearly waiting for an answer.Â
âI like it. Most days, itâs creative, but we do a good amount of analytical work too.â
âWhy did you choose marketing?â He seems genuinely interested in your answer, which sends tingles down your spine. Itâs been a while since someone has cared enough to ask about your life beyond the standard two questions.Â
âWell, you know I suck at math,â you start, and he laughs at that. A deep sound that reverberates in his chest and makes your insides mushy. âI also hate science, so that wasnât an option. I like being creative, and Iâm a visual person. I took an intro class and it stuck.â
He nods, soaking it in. âWas college you the same as high school you?âÂ
You know what heâs asking. Was college you also the biggest bitch alive, or did you grow out of that phase?
âNah.â You shake your head. âIâm not as shallow⊠or annoying.â
He smiles. âGood to know.â
You reach his carâa black BMW that looks like it was ripped right off the set of Fifty Shades of Greyâand he unlocks it with a soft beep.Â
âYour car is nice,â you note, and his cheeks turn a soft pink at the compliment.Â
âThanks. I figured I should probably upgrade from the bus at some point.â He opens the passenger door for you, causing you to almost trip getting in at the sheer thoughtfulness.Â
You frown. âHey! I still take the bus.âÂ
He raises his hands up in surrender. âNot hating on the bus. I took that bad boy for years.â
Jungkook closes your door, rounding the car to the driver's seat and hopping in. the inside of the vehicle smells like leather, mixed with the faint scent of his cologne. Your brain canât help but go a little fuzzyâscents are your weakness. Any man who smells good deserves to get their dick sucked, period.Â
âAddress?â he asks, starting the engine.Â
You give it to him, and he inputs it into the GPS. Fifteen minutes, it spits back. Fifteen minutes in a car alone with Jeon Jungkook, the most confusing blast from your past.Â
Peeking over at him, you take his appearance in. His jaw is defined and sharp. Could probably cut glass on that thing. His nose juts out, big enough for you to wonder if heâs ever let a girl sit on his face. God, you really need to get laid. Youâve resorted to sexualizing the man you used to tease in high school like some kind of medieval man who just saw an ankle for the first time.Â
The guilt of your past sits heavy in your chest, but your body doesnât seem to care. It wants what it wants, ethics be damned.Â
You donât deserve to be this turned on by someone you treated like human furniture for two years. But here you are, wondering about the logistics of his face between your thighs, and maybe that makes you exactly as terrible as youâve always suspected.
Your eyes wander down to his biceps, down to his arms that are cluttered with tattoos. Different designs snake down his skin, some with color, and it takes all your might not to reach out and trace them. Fuck, now youâre thinking about his hands gripping the steering wheel. The veins. Those long fingersâÂ
âYou have a lot of tattoos,â you blurt out.Â
His eyes remain on the road, but his lips curl upwards. A little bit like a smirk. âI do.â
âWhen did you start getting them?â you wonder aloud.Â
âCollege. I started with one, but then I got addicted and kept going.â He glances at you for a second before turning his attention back to the road. âYou disapprove?âÂ
âNo! No, theyâre⊠they look good. Really good.â You want to die. âBut it is different from what I expected from you.â
His gaze hardens. âA lot of things are different from high school.âÂ
Silence fills the air as you two continue along the highway in the direction of your neighborhood. Your town is quaint, not too far outside of the main downtown area of Seoul. Itâs so peaceful that your neighbors are two elderly women who treat you like their daughter.Â
You wonder where Jungkook lives. If you had to guess, he probably lives in Gangnam, the upscale area in Seoul. Fancy tech job, fancy car⊠he must have a fancy house to match. Or a fancy girlfriend.Â
âDo you live near here?â you ask, hoping to sound as casual as possible. Although, realistically speaking, there is nothing casual about interrogating your ex-Chemistry tutor.Â
âNot too far. Iâm about ten minutes by car.â His grip loosens on the wheel a little. âNear Hannam-dong.â
So, you were kind of right. Hannam-dong, where all the celebrities and rich people live.
Before you can stop yourself, you say, âDo you live alone, orâŠ?â
Itâs possibly the least subtle question in the history of subtle questions, but you need to know.
Jungkookâs grip on the wheel tautens, and when you look over at him, thereâs a scarlet flash creeping up his neck. âIâyeah. Alone. Itâs just me.â
Is he⊠blushing?Â
âOh, cool.â You try not to sound too pleased by the information. âThatâs really cool. I mean, not cool that youâre alone if you donât want to be alone, but cool that you have your own space andâ yâknow, everything.âÂ
Nailed it.Â
âItâsâyeah, itâs good.â He clears his throat, and suddenly, you get a glimpse of the man you remember in high school. Less like the confident, macho guy from the cafe, and more like the boy who used to stumble over his words when you asked him questions. âNo one to, uh, bother me or anything. Not that having anyone would be bothering, I just meantâI live alone. No girlfriend orââ
He stops himself, like heâs just realized what heâs saying, and the flush spreads to the tip of his ears. Oh my god. Heâs flustered. Jeon Jungkook, with his tattoos and lip ring and his whole sexy confident energy, is flustered because you asked if he lives alone.
The ex-mean girl in you rises to the surface, bubbles in your throat. Itâs been a while since youâve activated her. Not since college, that one time when Park Eunji threatened your spot as sorority president. That version of you knew exactly what to do: touch his arm, squeeze once, watch him stutter. Make him want you so badly it hurts, then pull away. It's muscle memory, this kind of manipulation. You hate that it's still there, your instinct to weaponize attraction.
You want him to be nervous around you. Itâs a sick, twisted thought you have, and you donât know where it comes from, but you want it. âNo girlfriend,â you repeat, trying to hide your smile. Reaching out, you place a small hand on his bicep, squeeze once. His bicep is firm under your palm, and the second you make contact, you realize what you've done. That was flirting 101. High school you wouldâve done that without thinking twice, but current you? Current you doesnât have that kind of game anymore. Abort mission. Abort.Â
You yank your hand back to your lap like heâs made of volcanic ash.Â
âI didnâtâthatâs notââ He runs a hand through his locks, messing it up even more. âIâm just giving context about my living situation.â
âNo, I got it.â You keep your eyes trained on the road, even though your heart is doing somersaults in your chest. âThough, I have to admit, Iâm shocked.â
He gulps thickly. He pulls up to a red light, finally looking over at you directly. Thereâs vulnerability in his expression, polar opposite to his earlier reactions to you. âAre you making fun of me?â
Huh. You donât know why, but the fact that old, anxious Jungkook still lives somewhere deep within him makes your stomach backflip. âI would never,â you reply dramatically, waving your hand for emphasis. âIâm just speaking aloud.â
Jungkook hums at that, focusing his attention back onto the street. Itâs quiet again, if not for the sound of the engine purring and the awkward tension thatâs loitered in the car since you stepped inside.Â
He doesnât need to ask you anything else anyway, since Jimin did a good job of outing you as the most single girl in the history of single girls. He might as well have just admitted youâre a born again virgin.Â
The familiar road of your neighborhood looms ahead, and a pit of despair swallows your stomach whole. You really donât want to get out of the car that smells like him. It would be embarrassing how youâve begun to thirst over him, but after not getting laid in a while, youâre about ready to unzip your pants and jam your fingers in there.Â
âIs it the building up ahead?â he questions, pointing to the cream apartment complex that you reside in. You nod sweetly, smiling brightly. You dial up the olâ high school charm.Â
âThanks, Jungkook. I really appreciate it.â Another quick flutter of your lashes as he puts the car in park, taking a deep breath and angling his body to look at you.Â
âOf course. Anytime.â His face remains stoic, probably hoping to not look like you affect him anymore than you already have.
Your fingers land on the handle, pushing it open to let the brisk air in, replacing the suffocating tension in the car. âWell, I wish you the best. It was nice running into you today.âÂ
Maybe you should invite him to come up. Maybe you should invite him for a nightcap? Granted, it is midday and thereâs no actual alcohol in your home, but you can think of something real quick.Â
But he doesnât move toward you, or show any other inclination of interest. In fact, youâre feeling kind of slutty right about now. He probably thinks youâre some kind of embarrassing gold diggerâwhich like, yes, you might be. For him only.Â
Quietly, he says, âYou too,â and thatâs the end of that.Â
And just as youâre about to slam the passenger door shut and head upstairs to scream into your pillow, Jungkook abruptly speaks. â[Y/N].â
You whip around as fast as your body will let you. âYeah?âÂ
His big eyes twinkle under the sunlight rays reflecting on the car, two bunny teeth poking out as he sheepishly smiles. Youâre going to have fantasies about that mouth later.Â
âJust so you know, today wasnât planned. But Iâm really, really happy I ran into you.â
Huh Yunjinâs birthday bash has never been an easy feat. Every year, without fail, thereâs a table bought at an exclusive club, and your entire friend group blacks out within the hour. Youâre not sure how she gets away with it, but your love for her and mild fear of disappointing her clearly gets her very far.Â
Hence why youâre standing in a shopping mall at 3 PM, trying to decipher what makeup product she would like best. Her birthday gift needs to be top notch, because youâre up against Kim Taehyung and Park Jimin, and those two have some kind of gaydar for gift-giving. Last year, Taehyung got her a vintage Chanel bag he âjust foundâ at a thrift store. The year before, Jimin surprised her with tickets to see Beyonce. Youâre operating at a disadvantage here.
You pick up another lipstick, eyeing the two intensely. A salesperson loiters over your shoulder, waiting to pounce at any given moment. In the end, you opt for a sleek red lip gloss, one that you know will pair well with her peachy skin. The relief that washes over you at finally securing her gift is endless.Â
Pushing past the doors of the shop, you blend into the rest of the mall-goers. Itâs pretty packed for an afternoon, but you figure it has something to do with the sales going on. 50% off for shoes⊠hm. Across the way, you see a sign for 25% off scarves, and you squint to try and make out the tiny writing. Buy one, get one freeâ
âOof!â
Your body collides into something firm, something warm. Itâs fleeting, and you jump back several feet, immediately armoring yourself with numerous apologies. âOh gosh, Iâm so sorry, I wasnât looking where I was goingââ
A deep chuckle. âIâm not mad about it.â
You know that voice. That voice has been haunting your wet dreams and your poorly-written mental fanfiction.
When you were ten, you got chosen to attend a unicorn retreat. It was a glorified horse camp, but it was five days of pure magic. Horses walking around with plastic horns on their head, offering unlimited rides to anyone who wanted one. Magical doesnât even feel like the proper word to describe it.Â
You thought that was the most enchanting moment of your life. But this⊠this rivals any stupid pony. This makes those ponies look like donkeys. In fact, with the luck youâve been given, you might rent a unicorn and a castle.Â
In front of you stands Jeon Jungkook, looking somehow more scrumptious than he did a few days ago. Defying the damn laws of hotness. Youâd spent a good few hours tossing and turning in bed, dreaming about his lips, his eyes, his veiny hands. He looks like he stepped straight out of your wet dream, adorned in a zip-up sweatshirt and black t-shirt, fluffy hair askew.Â
His eyes still carry that same twinkle from the last time you saw him, and you wonder if theyâre like this all the time, or if it's just for you.Â
âHi,â you exhale breathily.Â
âHello.â He smiles at you, and itâs sweet, just a little dopey, and so decidedly adorable that you want to gnaw on his cheeks like a dog with a chew toy. âMust be my lucky day to run into you again.â
âClearly.â He is flirting. Sure, there were doubts in your mind before this, but anyone who says those kinds of things, is someone who wants to be balls deep inside you. âI donât normally treat pedestrians like bumper cars, though.â
Jungkook laughs at that, a melodic sound that sends vibrations from your head to your toes. âIf I was a better man, I mightâve moved out of the way to make room for you.â
âWell, then I guess itâs my lucky day youâve decided to not be a better man,â you counter, and he takes a step closer to you, allowing the people behind him to filter around. A mom of three tosses him an evil glare, but you could care less.Â
âI was actually hoping to talk to you again so I could ask you a question.â His eyes bore into you, the eye contact making the walls of your vagina contract incessantly. His confidence from the cafe has returned with a vengeance, and youâre not sure whatâs gotten into him, but you hope it never leaves.Â
âI might have an answer,â you tease.Â
His lips quirk upwards into a soft smirk, one that would normally disgust you but doesnât whatsoever. âI was thinking you and I should get dinner sometime. Maybe catch up one-on-one.â
If this were a game of tennis, you just won match point. He served, you returned, and now the ballâs sitting in his court while he watches it roll away. Checkmate. Victory. Crowd goes berzerk.Â
But you know how to play this game. Even though youâre a little out of commission, you still invented half the rules in high school. And rule number one: never let them see you sweat. Rule number two: make them work for it.Â
Tilting your head, you pretend to consider it like you havenât thought about what underwear you would wear to this hypothetical one-on-one time. âMaybe,â you say, drawing out the syllables. âIâll have to check my calendar.âÂ
Your calendar is wide open. Your calendar has been wide open for months. Your calendar is begging for plans. Your calendar is weeping with joy at the possibility of having something on it besides âtherapy 2 PMâ and âdonât forget your lexapro.â
But hereâs the thing: if you say yes immediately, if you're too eager, too easy, heâll figure it out. He'll realize you're still that girl who only wants things because they're shiny and new, who gets bored the second the chase is over. Except this time, the thing you want isnât a spot on the homecoming court or the captain of the basketball teamâs attentionâitâs him.Â
âMaybe?â Heâs grinning now, full teeth, like heâs finally been let in on how the game works. âI pour my heart out and I get a maybe?âÂ
âYou didnât pour your heart out. You asked to get dinner.â
He scoffs, âSame thing.â
âNot even remotely close, lover boy.â You migrate an inch backwards, so miniscule he hardly notices.
Something flickers across his face at the nicknameâamusement, or something darker, more interested. His eyes track your movements like a predator watching prey.Â
âI feel like youâre just testing fate at this point,â he jokes. You can see the gears turning in his head, shifting and transforming to try and get to his end goal: you.Â
âItâs worked once before already.â You shrug, taking a few more steps back.Â
âAlright, well, can I at least get your number? Not really feeling like leaving it all up to the universe.â The color drains from his face slowly as he realizes youâre really, truly, going to walk away. His voice raises a little at the end of the sentence.Â
âIâll see you around, Jungkook.â
With that, you turn on your heel, bags in tow, and make your way towards the exit of the mall with what you hope exudes confidence, and not like someone whoâs about to sprint outside and scream into the void. His eyes burn into your back the entire way. Donât turn around. Youâre doing so well. Youâre a mysterious enigma. Youâre unattainable.Â
You trip over your own two feet and have to do some weird stumble-hop recovery move just so you donât eat shit in the middle of the mall. Â
Okay, so maybe not entirely mysterious. But you do make it outside with a goofy grin on your face, caught in some kind of daze, all because your ex-Chemistry tutor has made it abundantly clear he wants to see you again.Â
The following Saturday, you and Jimin cozy up at a nearby cafeâa different one than last weekâs. You suggested it over text a few days ago, after you had run into Jungkook, because there was some perverse thrill to testing fate and the universeâs weird way of working. Jimin, who could care less where he got his cup of coffee, agreed with a shrug of his shoulders.Â
âSo, tell me again why you didnât give him your number,â Jimin furrows his brows, picking at his limp salad in disgust. Heâs trying this new diet that only allows for 1000 calories a day, and itâs made him even more judgmental than usual. âWalk me through your thought process here.â
You sigh. âJiminie, I told you already. Iâm playing the game.â
âThe game⊠I hate straight people.â
âHey, you did the same thing with Tae when you guys first started out,â you frown, taking a prolonged sip of your iced latte. Senior year, Jimin refused to see Taehyung more than once a week in fear of seeming too desperate and clingy, even though he texted him every five minutes anyway.Â
Jimin lets out a long-suffering sigh, pushing the soggy lettuce into the corner of his plate. âTae and I are different. Weâre homosexuals. Thereâs no rules when society already hates you anyway. But you are playing a dangerous game with him.â
Rolling your eyes, you scoff. âIâm not. Iâm playing hard to get.â
âHow do you know he wonât get bored?â Itâs an innocent question that, when asked, makes you want to bash your head into a concrete wall. âI mean, youâve seen the guy. He probably has a roster of girls throwing their phone number at him.â
You pause mid-sip, straw frozen against your lips. You⊠hadnât actually thought about it like that. In your mind, this whole thing has been about you trying to regain an inch of the upper hand, about making Mr. Cocky work for it. But Jimin's rightâJungkook isnât the same nerdy kid who would wait around forever for a crumb of your attention. Youâre also not the cheerleader that everybodyâs dying to get their hands on. He could have anyone, and yet his sights are set on you (or well, as far as you know).
âThen I guess weâll just have to see how into me he is.â You shrug, but no ounce of you feels calm.Â
Jimin quirks an eyebrow. âReally? Off of one conversation after ten years, heâs supposed to be magically in love with you?âÂ
âOkay, first of all, it was two conversations, and second of all, do you have no faith in your hot and sexy best friend?â You swish your hair for good measure, but Jimin doesnât buy it for a second. Your charms have no effect on his gay self.Â
âI do have faith in you. However, I canât recall the last time youâve successfully kept a guy around after the first kissâŠâ he trails off, pretending to count on his fingers. You gasp, appalled by the insinuation.Â
âPark Jimin,â you scold. He bursts into a fit of laughter, wiping faux tears from his eyes, and you really canât help but follow suit at the hysterics of it all. âYouâre the worst.â
âIâm honest, babe,â he says through another fit of giggles. âYou hate to see it.â
âJimin? [Y/N]?âÂ
The laughter dies down within a millisecond. Somewhere in the distance, you swear you hear a record scratching.Â
Tentatively, you crane your neck upwards. Lo and behold, Jeon Jungkook stands before your table, holding an iced coffee and looking between you and Jimin in bewilderment. He must have a tracker planted inside you, because although you had daydreamed about this scenario approximately ten times in the past few days, never did you actually think it would come to fruition.Â
âWhy are you here?â you blurt, and Jimin throws you a glare, facepalming. You slap a hand over your mouth. You have the sudden, embarrassing, debilitating urge to vomit.Â
Jungkook laughs, and you notice the tip of his ears turning pink. âI could ask you the same thing. This is my regular spot.â
âThis isââ You glance around the cafe, like the answer will appear written in invisible ink. âSince when?âÂ
âSince I moved to the area?â Heâs donning a massive grin now, one that lights up his entire face.Â
Your face falls flat. In your frantic search for a new cafe, you neglected the fact that the new spot you selected is located in Hannam-dong. Exactly where he told you he lived last week.Â
Jiminâs completely forgotten his salad, jumping in to save you from the depths of shame. âJungkook! Join us.â Heâs already pulling out an empty chair before he can protest.Â
Jungkook shakes his head, the hoop earrings in his ear moving with him. âI donât want to interruptââ
âDonât be silly,â Jimin retorts quickly, shooting you a look that both screams: youâre an idiot and this is fate knocking at your door. âCome, sit here.â
Jungkook hesitantly sets his drink down, sitting down in the chair. âSo, what were you guys laughing at before?âÂ
You blink a few times, utterly speechless. Thereâs no universe in which you admit to Jungkook what you two were discussing before his appearance.Â
âNothing crazy,â Jimin starts, and he has this glint in his eyes he only gets when heâs about to do something so diabolically crazy youâll have to second-guess your friendship. âShe was just telling me about this guy sheâs playing hard to get with. Real shame, honestly. He sounds great.â
What the fuck is going on? you ask yourself silently. Your mind is shooting blanks.Â
Jimin sips his water nonchalantly as if he didnât just throw you under the bus.Â
You finally muster up the courage to speak. âJiminâs being crazy,â you say, trying to recover some dignity. âThereâs no guy.â
âReally?â Jungkookâs smirk is unrattled. âAt the mall, you said you had to check your calendar. It sounds like youâre pretty busy.â
Oh, he wants to play this game. Â
âI am busy.â You lift your chin in defiance.Â
âDoing what?â Jimin chimes in. After this lunch date, heâs lucky if you ever respond to one of his texts ever again. âYou texted me yesterday saying you were bored.â
âI hope you die, Park Jimin,â you mutter.
He turns to Jungkook, a conspiratorial grin plastered on his face. âSheâs playing hard to get. I told her it's a terrible strategy, but does she listen? No.â
Jungkookâs eyes donât waver from your face. âHard to get, huh?âÂ
âThat is not what Iâm doing,â you huff, even though thatâs exactly what youâre doing, and all parties present at the table know it.
âNo, it makes sense.â Jungkook nods, leaning forward in his chair. âAfter all, you have that busy calendar⊠you know, the one you need to check.â
âExactly,â you agree.Â
âAnd have you? Checked it, I mean?â
You stare blankly at him.Â
âIâve been meaning to.â
âMm,â Jungkook hums, sipping his coffee. The white t-shirt and grey sweatpants combo heâs wearing today makes you feel like a rabid animal whoâs been deprived of food for too long. âWhoâs the lucky man?âÂ
âGet this,â Jimin jumps in eagerly. âShe met him at the mall.â
âThe mall?â Jungkook asks incredulously, dropping his chin into his open palm.Â
âAnd she didnât even give him her number.â Jimin continues this charade as if youâre not even sitting there. Which, you really wish you werenât. In fact, you might just bury yourself six feet under this cafe after everythingâs said and done.Â
âWow,â Jungkook tuts. âI hope that guy gets her number somehow.â
âSeems like a long shot.â You shrug, fiddling with your straw.Â
âRight. I mean, we canât forget about fate, because fateâs probably working in that guyâs favor.â
It hits you square in the chest, that Jungkook really does know exactly what heâs done, that he is perfectly aware of the effect he has on you.Â
ââThere's a pause. A long pause. Jimin is grinning like the Cheshire cat, and you're seriously considering faking a medical emergency.
Jungkookâs biceps strain against his shirt, tongue darting out to play with his lip ring. âYou know what I think?â His voice drops several octaves, low enough for you and Jimin to hear. âI think this guy should just show up at your door. Skip all the games.â
âThat would be weird,â you quip.Â
âWould it?â Tilting his head, Jungkook observes you. Feels like heâs seeing right through you with x-ray goggles. âEven if youâve been thinking about him too?âÂ
Youâre painfully aware of how close he is, how his knee is almost touching yours under the table, how his eyes keep dropping to your lips. Your brain is short-circuiting. You canât think, canât breathe, canât do anything except stare at him and wonder what would happen if you just gave in.
âThereâs rules to be followed,â you finally mumble.Â
âRules for what?â Jimin snorts.Â
In hindsight, that probably wasnât the smartest excuse you couldâve conjured up. No one seems to understand the dying art of playing hard to get anymore.Â
But, really, it was only a matter of time before you lost your temper and threw in the towel. You were never good at winning anything besides cheerleader championships, anyway. âThe game, Jimin. The fucking game I explained to you already. Just so weâre all clear, by the way, I was trying to enjoy my lunch before you two decided to gang up on me, so thank you both very much.â
Jimin and Jungkook deadpan, eyes wide like a deer caught in headlights.Â
Embarrassment courses through your veins, choking your throat. Itâs not like you meant to have an outburst and openly admit youâre playing the game with Jeon Jungkook, a man who you used to ignore as if he were invisible. Sometimes a girl gets sexually frustrated and it manifests in interesting ways.Â
âIâm going to the bathroom,â you grumble. You speed-walk as fast as your legs will take you, all the way to the restroom, locking yourself in one of the stalls and plopping down on the toilet. You canât pinpoint why youâre suddenly overcome with some silly desire to win this âgameâ you conjured up in your head, why you wonât just give in to what he so clearly wants to offer you.Â
But maybeâand you donât want to admit itâthereâs a residual guilt that lives deep inside you. One that when you really face, reminds you of just how cruel you were to others in high school. There was a time in your teenage life where you thought being the queen bee of high school meant you were at the apex of the universe. Now that the tables have turned, and youâre not as big as you once were, maybe you donât deserve what the universe is trying to offer you.Â
Maybe you don't deserve what Jeon Jungkook is trying to offer you. Â
Itâs Sunday, but itâs hardly peaceful or restorative. Saturday night was spent partying with Yunjin and Chaewon at some club in Gangnam that served drinks comparable to battery acid, which is why youâre currently battling the worst hangover of your entire life. Your head is pounding so hard you can hear your heartbeat in your eyeballs. And you're pretty sure you're still drunk, which means the real hangover hasn't even hit yet.Â
Thereâs no one to blame but yourself. Your brain was a broken record last night: Jungkook, high school, the game. The only way to stop the endless loop was to wash it down with copious soju shots.
Groggily, you roll over and unplug your phone from the charger. A quick scroll through your missed notifications and itâs the usual suspects: Jimin, Yunjin, TaehyungâŠ
Wait.Â
Your eyes squint into slits, trying to make sense of the unknown number that sent you one message at 8 AM. You donât recognize it. Spam, probably. Or maybe someone from last night asking if you got home okay. You donât remember giving your number to anyone, but then again, you don't remember much after midnight.
You unlock your phone, rub your eyes, and adjust to the bright white light of your messages.Â
+823137565798 waited ten years to run into you again, [Y/N]. im not really interested in waiting another ten to see if fate brings us together a fourth time
It doesnât take much time for you to put together the puzzle pieces.Â
You gasp, nearly flinging yourself off your bed at the realization. You reread the message one, two, three times, just to confirm he really said your name in it. You try to do a little excited kick under your covers, but your legs are tangled in your sheets and you nearly fall off the bed.
After yesterdayâs temper tantrum, you had exited the bathroom to see Jeon Jungkook no longer present at the table. Jimin shrugged, said âhe was tired, so he went home,â and that was the end of that. You were under the impression that you ruined the entire charade, that you wouldnât have to worry about the game because you already lost anyway.Â
But here he is, in your messages, contradicting your worst fears.Â
you whoâs this?
Squealing, you throw your phone to the side, but within a few seconds, it lights up again with a new message.Â
+823137565798 wild guess?
you my amazon package?
You snort as you watch him read it and begin typing.Â
+823137565798 close. even betterÂ
An unwarranted smile sneaks its way onto your face.Â
you enlighten me
+823137565798 itâs your ex chemistry tutor from high school. that weird dudeÂ
you weird dude is how youâre choosing to introduce yourself?
+823137565798 trying to be humbleÂ
+823137565798 so about yesterday
Your hangover creeps back into your skull, your head pounding to the beat of a drum.
you we donât need to talk about yesterday
+823137565798 why not?
you because i embarrassed myself?
+823137565798 you didnât. thought it was cute
+823137565798 may have also told your best friend i needed your number in the name of saving you from your drought, so youâre not the one who embarrassed themselvesÂ
Staring at the message, your alcohol-riddled brain struggles to make sense of the words in front of you. Heat spreads from your chest to your neck to your cheeks. The guilt tries to claw its way upâyou donât get to feel this giddy, not about himâbut your body overrules it with a decisive vote. Your hangover is completely forgotten now, replaced by a warm flutter in your stomach that has nothing to do with last night's tequila.
Itâs so unlike him, the polar opposite of what Jeon Jungkook used to evoke in you, but the mere thought of him ending your sex drought sends a tingle down your spine.Â
Youâre grinning like a foolish schoolgirl now, dignity be damned. You save his number to your contacts, makes it official in your brain.Â
you are you offering to get me out of my drought?Â
You fling your phone to the opposite side of the bed, and scream into your pillow.Â
The buzz causes you to shoot back up, heart thumping in your throat as you read his response.Â
jungkook possiblyÂ
Somewhere in the sky, your guardian angel is doing backflips.Â
Hands shaking, heart pumping blood erratically, you type back:
you take a girl to dinner first
The three dots pop up almost immediately, and then:Â
jungkook tried that already. the girl ran away from me :/Â
Technically, heâs right. You did run away. And now heâs resorted to joking about it, like it doesnât bother him. But it should bother him. Should annoy him that the girl who didnât acknowledge his existence in high school is now playing games with him like she has any right to.Â
You donât know how to let him be nice to you, how to let him want you, when all you can remember is a younger you rolling your eyes while he patiently explained molecular bonds. You were cruel. Mostly in small ways that probably hurt more than massive shows of dismissiveness, but harsh nonetheless.Â
Guilt sits burdensome in your chest, a thorn in your side. Deep down, youâre terrified that when he finally sees you clearlyâreally sees you, not the filtered version you're trying to presentâheâll realize what you already know. That you were never worth the wait.
Your fingers loom over the keyboard, twiddling. The guilt is there, always there, always a dark cloud hanging. You were cruel to him. Casual about it, even. Used him like a tool and never once considered that he was a person with feelings that could be hurt.
But maybeâand this is the thought that's been needling at you since the cafeâmaybe the worst thing you could do now is waste his second chance on you by playing games. Maybe the cruelest thing would be pretending you donât want this when you so obviously, desperately do.
On the one hand, honesty is terrifying and vulnerability makes you nauseous.Â
But, on the other handâŠ
you well maybe the girl wants to see if youâre full of shit or notÂ
Your heart speeds up behind the confines of your ribs.Â
jungkook iâm not the same guy from high school. i donât play about what i wantÂ
With bated breath, you type your response. Itâs a question that you know the answer to, and you donât know why you need him to say it, but he will anyway.Â
you and what is it that you want?
jungkook you.Â
The night of Huh Yunjinâs birthday creeps up slowly on you, amidst a week busied with work, adult errands, and most stupidly, thoughts of Jungkook. The thoughts of him play, pause, tape spooling, and then rewind on a constant loop, unrelenting in their nature.Â
You hadnât spoken to him much after your last exchange, minus some âgood morningâ texts from him that you responded to politely. Itâs foreplay, if nothing else, because even a few words from him are enough to leave you giddy for days to come.Â
You fully intend to take him up on his offer, you just donât know when. .Â
Sinkhole is packed to the brim, sweaty bodies colliding in an attempt to feel human intimacy. A disco ball hangs loosely from the ceiling, transmitting silver light across the dance floor. The DJ is spinning up cringy Top 40 hits you havenât heard since college, but the amount of soju shots youâve consumed within the past hour masks the embarrassment you feel.Â
âCheers to my 28th!â Yunjin yells in your ear, raising her shot glass in the air. Jimin abandons making out with Taehyung in favor of lifting his shot glass with hers, and you canât help but join in on the festivities.Â
Yunjin keeps toasting to things that get progressively more unhinged. âTo being 28! then âTo my IUD!â then âTo tax evasion!âÂ
You're not sure she's even joking on that last one.Â
Youâve lost count of how many youâve taken, but the liquor burns less with each passing shot.Â
âHappy birthday, baby!â Jimin leans over the table youâre all perched at, pressing a chaste kiss to Yunjinâs cheek. She giggles in delight, smiling brightly in the way only a drunk person could.Â
âOh, why thank you, Jiminie,â she laughs. âAnd thank you, Tae and [Y/N] for buying the table!â
It was 75% Taehyung and 25% you, but youâll accept her gratitude. Buying a table at the club with unlimited alcohol was also part of your master plan to get absolutely obliterated and halt all thoughts of Jungkook, at least for the night.Â
â[Y/N], we need to find you a hot guy tonight. That dress is doing insane things to your legs,â Yunjin whines, pushing your shoulder. âThereâs soooo many boys here.â
Jimin and Taehyung share a meaningful look, one that you donât miss. Rolling your eyes, you say, âIâm not looking for anyone tonight. I want to spend it with you.â
âBooooring.â She pokes your side, raising her voice to be heard over the sound of Usher. âIf you ditch me on my birthday to fuck a hot dude, I wonât be mad.â
âBut I donât want to fuck a hot dudeââ
Jimin clears his throat. âWell, actually, you do. Heâs just not here right now.â
There goes your vow to ignore all Jungkook thoughts this evening.Â
âJimin.â
âWhat? Itâs true,â he giggles, cozying up into Taehyungâs side. âThe guy practically sexted you last weekend.â
Feeling caught, you busy yourself with the hem of your black bodycon dress. âWhether I fuck him or not is nobodyâs business but my own,â you mumble.Â
âOh, please,â Taehyung rolls his eyes. âYouâve been needing to get laid for months. Weâre your best friends, which makes it our business.â
âSheâs just upset that she ignored him in high school and now heâs this big, hunky guy,â Jimin snickers.Â
Taehyung frowns. âBigger than me?âÂ
âOkay, enough,â you snap, pouring more soju into the empty shot glasses. âI just wanna get drunk and enjoy my night.â
âIâm sure you would enjoy your night more if you had a big, sexy man to take care of you. I know I would,â Jimin chuckles. Not in a mean way, but your heart does sink a little as you watch him give Taehyung an open-mouthed kiss.Â
Yunjin turns to you. âWhy havenât you fucked him?âÂ
You donât know when this became an intervention, but everyone seems arduously interested on whether or not you fuck Jeon Jungkook.Â
You shrug. âI donât know. Itâs not that I donât want toâtrust me, I doâI just⊠feel a little bad about how I treated him in high school.â
Your friend snorts, rolling her eyes with an affectionate smile playing upon her lips. âIf he felt bad about how you treated him, he wouldnât be pursuing you.â
âSheâs right,â Jimin jumps back in, and you fight the urge to slam his head into the table. He picks up a soju shot. âItâs kinda cute how desperate he seems for your attention. Thatâs a guy whoâs gonna eat you out like his life depends on it.â
The mental image of his moist, plump lips wrapping around your clit has your thighs trembling under the table, but you clamp them before anyone can notice.Â
âIâm gonna fuck him,â you promise. âI swear.â
Taehyung raises an eyebrow. âI hope you do, before someone else snatches you up.â He tilts his head in the direction of a man eye-fucking you, and your stomach queases.Â
âHeâs cute,â Jimin takes his shot, and you follow suit. Thereâs no way youâre getting through this night without getting absolutely obliterated.Â
âOooo, thereâs a really cute guy over there. 12:00,â Yunjin leans into the group, whispering as lowly as she can over the sound of Kesha.Â
You refuse the desire to look. Taehyung, however, lets his eyes wander to who sheâs talking about. Luckily, Jimin is too entranced by pouring himself another soju shot to care. âOh fuck me. Heâs fucking sexy. I would let that man give me a rimjob.âÂ
You slump into the chair. Somehow you have a feeling youâre about to undergo the worldâs least subtle setup.Â
Jiminâs eyes nearly roll into the back of his skull. Slowly, he angles his body to see who his boyfriend is talking about. âHe canât possibly be that hotâoh my god. Oh my god.â
âWhat?â you and Yunjin say in unison. If you had to guess, based on Jiminâs track record and the specific tone of that âoh my god,â heâs either spotted a celebrity, a firefighter in uniform, or someone from his legendary whore phase. And given that youâre at a nightclub, you're betting on option three. Jiminâs whore phase is the stuff of legendâa six-month period during sophomore year where he worked his way through half of Seoul's gay club scene. He doesn't talk about it often, mostly because Taehyung gets a very specific look on his face when it comes up, but every once in a while someone from that era will resurface and Jimin will make that exact noise.
âWho is it?â you press on, heart thumping in excitement.Â
Jiminâs blonde hair sways as he turns to look back at you. âOkay, donât panic.âÂ
Furrowing your brows, you start, âDonâtââ
âThatâs Jungkook, you idiots. The fucking guy from [Y/N]âs high school weâve been talking about,â he says in a hushed tone, punching Taehyungâs shoulder.Â
Thereâs a warm feeling hugging your chest, your body feeling as though itâs been lit on fire. It might be the alcohol, or the sheer joke of it all. Out of all the scenarios youâve conjured up in your daydreams, this wasnât one of them.Â
You turn your body to track where your friendâs eyes were just a minute ago. Even though Jimin already confirmed it, thereâs a tiny part of you hoping his eyes deceive him. But there he is, Jeon Jungkook, in the flesh, talking to one of his equally attractive friends. Heâs wearing all blackâblack t-shirt that sculpts his biceps, black baggy jeans that sit tightly on his slim waist. His hair is ruffled, hoop earrings dangling from the holes in his ear. And really, the most sickening part of it all: he has two lip rings instead of the usual one. Youâre gonna be sick.
âEarth to [Y/N]...â Yunjin waves a shot in front of your face, and without preamble, you take it from her, swallowing it in one easy sip. The alcohol travels down your throat, but you barely feel the burn.Â
âYou good?â Taehyung raises an eyebrow.Â
âJust peachy,â you lie. You smile at your friends, but they donât seem convinced.Â
Jimin guffaws, leaning back in his chair with an evil grin. âIs that why you just downed another shot?â
âIâm thirsty.â
âFor alcohol or for Jungkook?â Yunjin bursts into a fit of giggles, high-fiving Jimin across the table.Â
Groaning, you let your head fall into your hands. âI hope all of you die a slow and painful death.â
âHeâs gotten even hotter since the last time I saw him,â Jimin notes, sipping his untouched margarita. âHow is that possible?â
âCan we please talk about anything else?â You reach for the soju bottle, pouring the last of the clear liquid into your glass. Your second in thirty seconds. A new personal record.
âWe will do no such thing,â Jiminâs eyes are gleaming with elation. âYou need to go talk to him.â
You nearly choke on the liquor. âIâm sorry, what?âÂ
âGo. Talk. To. Him.â Jimin enunciates each word like youâre a toddler.Â
âAre you insane?â you deadpan. âLike, actually stupid? Have you suffered a brain injury I donât know about?â
Both Jimin and Taehyung share another unspoken look. âIâm trying to help you.âÂ
âBut I donât want helpââ
â[Y/N].â Jimin doesnât often get very serious, but the expression on his face makes you squirm. âIâm not letting you fuck this up.â
âI;m not fucking anything up by staying exactly where I am.â You cross your arms over your chest. Realistically, you know heâs right. If you were more drunk, maybe you would bite the bullet, march over there, and plant a kiss right on those lips you havenât stopped thinking about. But youâre not, so at the table you will stay.Â
âThis is fate. This is the universe putting him a few feet away.â Jimin gestures vaguely at Jungkook.Â
âThe universe can fuck off, honestly.â
He sighs, âIâm doing this for your own good.â
And before you can process his movements, a lag in your brain, Jimin turns in his seat, arm raising in a wave, mouth opening to call out his name.Â
âNo!â You lunge across the table, knocking over Taehyungâs drink, causing him to groan. You latch onto Jiminâs arm, yanking it down forcefully. âDonât you fucking dare, Park Jiminââ
Itâs too late.Â
Because in your desperate scramble to stop Jimin from committing social suicide on your behalf, you've made a scene. Swiveling your head slowly, you see Jungkook staring directly at you.Â
His eyebrows are raised, a hint of a smirk playing upon his lips. His tattooed fingers toy with the straw in his drink. It feels as though time drags on for hours, as if the hands of a clock are being lugged through molasses.Â
You slowly extract yourself from on top of the table, slinking into your chair with as much dignity as you can muster. Your hand comes up in the worldâs most awkward, tentative wave. The tiniest flutter of your fingers.Â
Jungkookâs lips stretch wider, raising his hand in return. Itâs a proper wave, filled with that newfound confidence of his. Then he turns back to his friend, resuming their conversation. Itâs not like you expected him to drop everything for youâor well, you kind of did. You exhale a deep breath. âOh my god.â You slump in your chair. âThat was horrible.â
âThat was⊠bad,â Jimin tiptoes around the word, twiddling his thumbs.Â
âIâm going to have to fake my death and move to a different countryââ
âStop being a drama queen,â Yunjin cuts in, sliding a shot towards you. You donât even know or care where it spawned from, but all you know is you need it. âHe waved back. He probably thought it was cute.â
Sighing, you shake your head. âThere is nothing cute about what just happened.â You down the shot, and youâve completely lost count at this point of how many youâve ingested.Â
âOkay, new plan,â you announce, slamming the glass down. âNone of that happened. We enjoy Yunjinâs birthday. We do not make eye contact with Jungkook, we do not speak about Jungkook.â
âYeah, about that,â Jimin trails off, eyes glued to somewhere behind your shoulder. âItâs too late.â
âToo late for what?âÂ
âHeâs coming over here.â
Your entire body halts all movement, rigid like a statue. âWhat?â
âHeâs coming here. Right now,â Taehyung repeats, and your heart drops to your feet. A hornetâs nest of anxiety swarms your stomach, filling your body with buzzing fear.Â
You shake your head frantically. âPlease say youâre messing with me.â
Yunjin turns to see where Jimin and Taehyung are staring, and the moment she touches your arm, you realize youâre trapped. Thereâs no way out but through.Â
â[Y/N]. Itâs nice to see you here.âÂ
His voice is deeper, a low timbre that makes your brain go all fuzzy around the edges. He stands in front of the table, and you peer through your eyelashes to look up at him.Â
Fuck. Fuck, he looks even better up close.Â
The two lip rings catch the light of the disco ball. A silver chain dangles from around his neck and you briefly wonder what itâll look like hanging over you while he pounds intoâŠGod, get a grip. You can catch a whiff of his cologne, something citrusy and woodsy that causes a pool of arousal in your underwear.
âHi,â you manage a smile, struggling to hold the intense gaze heâs sporting.Â
He breaks it for a moment, turning to your best friend, nodding. âJimin, good to see you again.â
âYou too, Kook. You should join us!â He scooches closer to Taehyung, patting the minimal space beside him. Jungkook stares at it, then looks back at you with a hunger in his eyes that almost has you keeling over.Â
âActually,â Jungkook begins, âI was hoping I could steal [Y/N] for a drink. If thatâs okay with you all?â
He wants to... what? Steal you? For a drink? Alone? You turn to Yunjin, eyes pleading. Help me. Save me. Make up an excuse. But she was never going to let you escape where heâs involved. She looks you dead in the eye, smiles sweetly, and says, âNo, sheâs all yours.â
Youâre going to remember this. Youâre going to bring this up at every possible opportunity for the rest of her natural life.
Jungkookâs hand extends towards you, palm up, awaiting yours. For a brief second, you stare at it, at his long fingers, at the veins running down his forearm, at the silver rings stacked on his nimble fingers. The hand that's now being offered to you, in public, in front of all your friends.
You can either take his hand and let whatever this is happen, or you can make up some excuse and run away for the fourth time.
Your heart starts cartwheeling in your chest. You canât look away from his hand, the one you desperately want to take. Jungkook watches patiently, confidently, like he knows just what youâre deciding between.Â
Fuck it.Â
You place your hand in his, let your fingers intertwine with his warm ones. Itâs secure, and his fingers tighten around yours as if to remind you he has you. Jungkook pulls you to your feet gently. He doesnât let go as he guides you through the crowd toward the bar, and youâre trying very hard not to think about how right it feels, how you never want him to let you go.Â
He parks you at the bartop, where a woman who looks like sheâd rather be anywhere else is serving alcohol to a group of minors. Jungkook pats the stool beside him, and youâre more than grateful to take the chair. Your heels have been hurting like a bitch all night. When you sink into the chair, his eyes follow the way your dress hugs your thighs, revealing more skin than your old cheer uniforms. You debate tugging it down, but a warm feeling is flooding your insides at the thought of him wanting to see more of you. He towers above you, his AMEX hanging loosely from his deft fingers.Â
âWhat do you like to drink?â He leans down, whispers it directly in your ear. The heat of his breath makes your entire body feel like molten lava.Â
The bartender begins to make her way over, eyes gleaming when she spots Jungkook. If you were less tipsy, you might come up with a witty response, but your current state only allows you to say, âA dirty shirley, please.âÂ
He doesnât make a face at the girly drink, nor bats an eyelash when the bartender touches his arm four times while he recites his order. You can only watch in awe as he hands over his card and turns his attention back to you, body angling toward you as if to shield you from every other patron who might be able to see you. The slight possessiveness heâs exhibiting would normally make you hurl, but heâs so unapologetic about it that you could care less. You hope he puts his mark on you so no man will ever speak to you again.Â
Jungkook fiddles with his fingers on the counter, unsure where to put them. The only glimpse of high school Jungkook youâve seen in days. His hand hovers near your thigh, then his jeans pocket, then back to the counter. For all his cockiness over text and possessiveness, still lies a man whoâs intimidated by the thought of truly having you.Â
The soju in your body hums through your veins, making everything feel hazy and like a really good idea. Liquid courage, Yunjin calls it. Liquid stupidity, sounds more precise.Â
But right now⊠youâre thinking liquid courage might be onto something.Â
Because heâs standing so close you can smell his cologne, something that smells like grapefruit and lemon. Because he angled his body to block out the rest of the bar like youâre the only person here. Because his hand is right there, inches from you, and looks like he wants to touch you so badly itâs causing him physical pain.Â
And youâre tipsy enough to think: yeah, liquid courage is real.Â
Before the sober, anxious part of your brain can intervene with a thousand reasons why this is a horrible idea, you reach out. Your fingers wrap around his wrist, and his eyes snap to yours, surprise written across his features.Â
You donât utter a word, just simply guide his hand until his palm settles at the small of your back. Every place where his skin connects with yours seems to tingle.Â
âIs this okay?â he asks, voice low and chest rumbling with the sound. Again, his mouth is right by your ear, and you canât think, canât breathe, can't hear anything but him.Â
âWould I have moved it there if I wasnât?âÂ
His thumb strokes once against your side. âJust making sure.âÂ
âIâm tipsy, not drunk,â you clarify, only because you need him to know this is a choice. This is something you tried to talk yourself out of over and over again, but you want this. Liquid courage is making you brave enough to admit out loud what you only ever thought to yourself sober. âI know what Iâm doing.âÂ
âAnd what are you doing?â His breath hits your cheek, the side of your mouth, and itâs laced with peppermint and whiskey, and youâre dizzy with need.Â
âGiving you the green light,â you say, tilting your head to meet his gaze. His eyes are hooded, trained on your lips that are coated in shiny gloss. âThat okay with you?âÂ
His hand tightens on your waist, pulling you incrementally closer. He doesnât need to say anything.Â
âVery okay,â he murmurs into your hair.Â
The bartender returns with your drinks, but Jungkook doesnât move his hand. He takes your dirty shirley with his free hand, passing it off to you. His grip becomes more secure, more selfish, like now that youâve given him permission, heâs never planning on letting go.Â
Good, you think. You donât want him to.Â
Jungkookâs hand wraps around the glass of whiskey, taking a slow sip. âSeems like fate was on my side tonight.âÂ
You take a gulp of your dirty shirley, the sweetness coating your tongue. âIâm starting to think you might be stalking me.âÂ
His eyebrows raise, a tiny upward twitch in his mouth. âHow do I know youâre not stalking me?âÂ
âOh, you would know.â
âReally?â He leans in, brown eyes sparking like pools of chocolate. âAnd howâs that?âÂ
âBecause Iâd be better at it,â you proclaim, emboldened by the alcohol. âYou wouldnât catch me three times in two weeks. Iâd have a whole system. Disguises, a wig collection..â
He laughs loudly. You notice that his dimples pop when he does so, eyes crinkling. âA wig collection.âÂ
âAt minimum. Maybe some fake glasses and a trench coat.âÂ
âClearly, youâve thought about this,â he hums.Â
You raise your hands in defense. âIâm just saying, if I were stalking you, youâd never know it unless I wanted you to know.âÂ
âShould I be concerned?â he questions, but heâs grinning.Â
âDepends,â you tilt your head. âAre you worth stalking?âÂ
His fingers spread across the expanse of your spine. âIâd like to think so.âÂ
âConfident.â Another sip of your dirty shirley snakes down your throat, your lips toying with the straw as you peer up at him.Â
His gaze never leaves yours. âBesides, youâre the one who guided my hand to your back. If anyone's being forward hereâŠâÂ
That almost makes you choke on your sugary drink. âI was justââ
âGiving me the green light,â he finishes. âI remember. Trust me, I remember.âÂ
Your mind stumbles, then short-circuits.Â
You resort to drinking more alcohol, needing something to do with your hands thatâs not touching him. âThis is crazy, right? Us, here?âÂ
âCrazy how?âÂ
âYou know how. I mean, ten years ago, I was copying your chemistry homework, and now youâre so⊠youâreâŠâ
Thereâs not a single English word that properly describes what present day Jeon Jungkook does to you, with his tattoos and lip rings and expensive cologne and platinum credit card and⊠fuck.Â
âIâm what?â He leans closer, waiting, expecting.Â
âThis.â you say helplessly. âAll of this.âÂ
âIs there something wrong with.â he uses his free hand to motion over his toned body, âthis?â
âNo. Nothing. Thatâs the problem.â It slips out before you can stop it. âIt would be easier if something was wrong with it.âÂ
The hand not looped around your waist moves from the bartop to your dress, fingers finding the hem where itâs ridden up on your thigh. He plays with the fabric absentmindedly, rolling it between the pads of his fingers. âIf no oneâs told you, by the way,â he mutters just loud enough for you to hear him over the music, âthis dress looks insane on you.âÂ
The wind is knocked out of your chest, a jolt of electricity flashing through your core. âNo oneâs told me yet. Youâre the first.âÂ
His eyes drag up from where his fingers are flirting with your dress, traveling up your body until they meet yours. âYou look fucking gorgeous,â he says. âThere. Now I'm the second to say it.âÂ
Itâs hard to breathe, hard to swallow. Even harder to find words, or form a coherent sentence.Â
âYouâIâyou canâtââ
âCanât..?â His hands donât dare move from your dress, knuckles occasionally brushing against your thigh. âCanât tell you the truth?â
âYou know what youâre doing, Jungkook.âÂ
âI do,â he agrees. âIs it working?âÂ
You want to lie. Want to play it cool. Want to maintain some semblance of the upper hand.Â
But your downfall was inevitable, right from the moment you saw him standing in the cafe. Like a champagne bottle that someone shook a little too hard, a balloon pressed against a thumbtack. It was always meant to explode.Â
âYes,â you admit.Â
âGood.â Both of his hands move to grip the side of your barstool. In one smooth movement, he turns you to face him completely. His legs spread, creating space, and he guides the stool forward with his toe until your thighs slot between his. Heâs caging you in, hands landing atop your thighs, palms warm against your bare skin.Â
Youâre practically pressed against him, his face level with yours, âIs this okay?â he asks again, fingers digging into the flesh.Â
Suddenly, itâs like youâre painfully aware of all the places where he isnât touching you. Your faces, your chests. You want more, need more.Â
âStop asking me that,â you mumble, looking away, but he guides your gaze back with a finger under your chin.Â
âI need to know, princess.â His tone is serious, but you want to smile from the pet name. âTell me if itâs too much.âÂ
âItâs not,â you whisper. âItâs not too much.âÂ
âNo?â
âNo.âÂ
His hands slide up your thighs, hiding underneath the fabric, pushing a boundary that hasn't been tested in a long time. âWhat about now?âÂ
Youâre going to combust. Right here, in the middle of Sinkhole, surrounded by people, you're going to burst into flames.
âStill okay,â you exhale.Â
For one exhilarating second, his eyes drop to your lips, and you think youâll get what youâve been seeing in your dreams the past few nights. You need to get out of here. Away from the crowd, away from the noise, somewhere you can actually hear yourself thinkâor not think. Preferably not think.
âDo you want toâŠâ you start, then hesitate. The words die on your tongue.Â
He cocks his head, hair flopping into his eyes. âDo I want toâŠâÂ
Your heartbeat reverberates in your throat. âTalk somewhere more private? Itâs loud here.âÂ
His composure shifts, and you watch the realization hit him. What you're suggesting. What that implies.
âPrivate,â he repeats. âTo talk.âÂ
âYes.âÂ
âAbout?âÂ
You deadpan, brain racking for a subject, any subject. âStuff,â is what you come up with.
A dry laugh escapes him. âAnd maybe things as well?âÂ
You pout. âImportant stuff.âÂ
âIâm sure.â His smile is lopsided, goofy and full of light. He pulls you up from the barstool until your feet touch the ground again. His hand finds your fingers, easily lacing them. âWhatever you want, princess.âÂ
Where the fuck did that come from? When did he become the type of person to use pet names? And why is it working? Why is that single word making your entire nervous system light up like a Christmas tree?
Tugging you through the crowd, he peers behind him every few seconds to make sure you havenât floated away. His hand is firm around yours, guiding you through the mass of bodies, and you try and catch a glimpse of any of your friends.Â
Unfortunately, you do spot Jimin and Taehyung, pressed against a wall, entranced in a makeout session so intense that theyâre definitely not coming up for air soon. At least you wonât have to explain to them where you went. Yunjin is nowhere to be found, probably on the dance floor or already home with one of her many flings.Â
Jungkook pulls you through another section of the crowd, leading you down a side hallway thatâs mercifully empty. The music is muffled, bass still thumping through the walls but not deafening anymore. You lean back against the cold concrete, the chill a shock against your overheated skin. The wall vibrates with each bass drop, humming in your chest.Â
Jungkook stops in front of you, and you have to tilt your head back to see his face. âWhat did you want to talk about?â Â
Your mind shoots blanks. In this dim hallway, youâve become aware of how completely the tables have turned. Ten years ago, you held all the cards. You were the girl who made him nervous, who had him stumbling over words, who could get him to do anything with a smile and a flutter of your eyelashes. But now youâre the one whoâs heart is racing, who feels like you might explode from a single touch. He has the upper hand, utterly, entirely. And you handed it to him willingly. Put his hand on your waist, guided him here, and now youâre putty in his hands and he knows it.Â
âYou make me nervous,â you blurt out.Â
The silence that engulfs you feels like punishment. Your mouth goes dry, palms sweating under the guise of his stare.Â
He takes a step closer. Thereâs little to no space between you. âThatâs interesting.âÂ
âWhy is that interesting?â Your back is pressed against the wall. Nowhere to go.Â
âYou used to make me nervous,â he says, bracing his hand on the wall. His bicep strains and you have to fight the urge to ogle at them. âFor years.âÂ
âThat was different, Jungkook.âÂ
âWas it?â He studies you. âIn what way?âÂ
âWell, because now youâre you, and Iâmââ
âIâm me?â His eyebrows raise an inch, lips curling upwards in a smirk. âWhat does that mean?âÂ
Why did you drink so much alcohol? Why, why, why? Maybe if you hadnât, your lips wouldnât be so goddamn loose. Your filter would still be in tact. You wouldnât be staring at him like you want to devour him whole.Â
You peer up at him, eyelashes fluttering. His cheeks are flushed from the amount of drinks heâs consumed, and heâs close enough that you can see the moles that litter his face. The one under his lip. The one on his nose. You want to kiss each and every single one of them. Map them out with your lips until you have them memorized.Â
You give up on any pretense of playing it cool. âYou know youâre hot, Jungkook.âÂ
âDo I know?â The smirk on his face grows tenfold, and god, you want to kiss it off him. âYouâve never told me this before.âÂ
âHigh school was different.âÂ
âYouâve said that a lot, but itâs actually not that different,â he murmurs.Â
âHm?â
His gaze drops to your lips for the hundredth time tonight. âBecause Iâm still so fucking unbelievably, out of my mind, attracted to you.â
Your brain struggles to process itâthat heâs felt this way for years. That it never went away. That all the confidence and cockiness is built on top of the same desire that made teenage Jungkook stutter around you.
âYouâre just saying things,â you whisper. But youâve known. Youâve always known.Â
His hand falls from the wall to cup your jaw. âYou think I begged Jimin for your number because I was just being polite? You think I showed up at three different cafes hoping fate would bring us together because Iâm casual about this?â
âBut you said that cafe was your regular spotââ
He fights to hide the smile creeping onto his face. âIâve wanted you since I was a teenager.â His thumb brushes across your cheekbone. âSomehow, impossibly, I want you even more now.âÂ
Your heart is trying to break out of the confines of your ribcage. âJungkook.âÂ
His forehead is almost touching yours. âWhatâs different is that now Iâm not terrified to tell you.â
You donât know what else to say to him, so you smile as brightly as you can, letting your happiness live on your face.Â
âHow many drinks have you had tonight?â he asks.Â
You scrunch your brows together. âA lot of soju. That dirty shirley. Why?âÂ
Bluntly, he says, âBecause I want to kiss you. But not if youâre too drunk to remember it tomorrow.âÂ
You squeak, back slightly arching off the wall. Youâve never wanted anything more, never ached to feel someone the way you do him. Heat travels through your veins, burning you to your core.Â
âI told you, Iâm tipsy,â you rush to protest. âIâll remember this tomorrow.âÂ
It should be embarrassing how quickly you reassure him, how the words tumble out of your mouth.Â
His forehead presses against yours, and itâs a miracle you donât dissolve into a puddle. âThen can Iââ
âYes,â you interrupt. If he doesnât kiss you in the next five seconds, you might actually die.Â
âI didnât finish the question.â His lips ghost over yours, a gentle taste of what you yearn for.Â
âI donât care what the question is,â you exhale. âThe answer is yes.âÂ
And then his lips are on yours.Â
Never in your high school years did you imagine how Jeon Jungkook kissed. Never thought about how his lips would feel against your own. Never cared to think about it.Â
This past week, however, youâve spent more time imagining this exact scenario than youâve spent breathing. But reality is superior to whatever your brain could conjure up. Your imagination could never describe Jungkookâs demanding kiss, or the way his lips melt into yours with utmost certainty. His hand slides from your jaw to your cheek, cradling it. The other hand finds your waist, pulling you flush against him.Â
A mix of a gasp and a moan falls from your lips, and he swallows it wholly. Your fists find his shirt, tugging on the fabric, pulling him closer even though thereâs no space between you. His lip rings are cold against your mouth, a contrast to the heat of his lips and the heat between your thighs. Parting your lips, his tongue sweeps in, tastes just like you smelled earlierâwhiskey and peppermint. Your lip gloss is definitely everywhere at this pointâon him, on you, probably on the wall behind youâbut you couldnât care less.
His strong hand travels from your cheek down, down, fingers wrapping loosely around your throat. Claiming, holding. The possessiveness of the gesture sends heat pooling low into your stomach. Jungkookâs thumb presses into your pulse point, feeling how your heart is racing.Â
And when you do finally pull away, your heart is still going berzerk. His lips are shiny with your gloss, pink and swollen and thoroughly kissed. You can't help but giggle at the sight.Â
âWhat?â he asks, breathless. The tips of his ears are tickled pink.
âYouâre wearing my lip gloss,â you giggle again, reaching up to wipe it with your thumb. But he doesnât let you get far, catches your wrist and presses a kiss right where your flowery perfume is sprayed. He takes a deep inhale and smiles back at you like you hung the moon and stars. Your heart is pumping so wildly youâre worried it might actually burst out of your chest.
Then his lips are on your neck, trailing down to your exposed collarbone, finding every sensitive spot with ease like he already knows you, like he holds the map to your body. He holds you tight to him, groundingâand thank god because your legs are shaking so badly that you're not sure you could stand without him holding you up.
âJungkook,â you gasp, and he hums against your skin. His mouth finds your jaw, pressing open-mouthed kisses, and youâre pretty sure youâre going to pass out. Your fingers thread through his unruly dark brown locks, tugging slightly at the nape.Â
And you canât really help the intrusive thoughts that leap in your mind, the tidal wave of desire that keeps lapping at your core. Heâs insatiable, and you feel gluttonous. âDo you wannaââ you start, but his teeth graze your pulse point and your brain turns to mush. âmaybeâahhâgo to mine?â
He halts, pulls back enough to look at you. âIs that what you want?â His voice is strained, the thread of self-control growing weaker and weaker.Â
Your brain is fuzzy from alcohol and kissing and the feeling of his hands on your waist, but you know what you're saying. You know what you're offering. Youâre done fighting whatever decade-old guilt lives inside you, because you deserve him. Maybe youâre finally ready to accept it. To trust that youâve grown, that youâre growing, that youâre not done growing and thats okay. You deserve all the good that Jeon Jungkook has to offer. âYes,â you breathe, âI wantâI want you.â
His eyes search for hesitation. âYouâve been drinking, and I don't want you to feel like you need toââ
âIâm sure.â Cupping his face in your hands, you cut his sentence in half. Donât even let it slip between you. âI know what I want.â
Somehow, his eyes have gone darker, fingers tightening for purchase. âSay it again,â he murmurs.Â
âI want you, Jungkook.â Your thumb brushes against his bottom lip, catching on his lip rings. âTake me home.â
âFucking hell,â he practically moans, and then his lips are on you again with an urgency that wasnât there before. âWe should probably tell your friends weâre leaving.â
âJiminâs busy.â If you had to guess, heâs on his knees at home, getting topped by Kim Taehyung. âAnd Yunjin will understand. Your friends?â
âThey know who you are.â
A swarm of butterflies kick up in your stomach.Â
You tug on his shirt. âNow can we please go before I lose my mind?âÂ
His answer to that is another quick kissâbut still thorough, because who is he if not a man starvedâand he pulls you through the hallway, back into the club, into the thick of the chaos still lingering this late in the night. You hardly register any of it. The lights, the bass of the music, the bodies pressing against you as you squeeze by. None of it matters.Â
You feel like youâre floating, like your feet are moving but you canât feel the ground, like youâre walking on clouds. His hand is wrapped around yours, pulling you forward, and youâd follow him anywhere right now. To the ends of the earth. Off a cliff.Â
Once the crisp night air hits your skin, Jungkook is already scanning the street, hand raised to hail a taxi. One pulls up within secondsâitâs got to be fate, or the universe supporting your agenda to get laidâand he opens the door, ushering you inside with a hand on the small of your back.Â
Jungkook shuts the door forcefully, immediately snuggling into your side, leaving little to no room for you to create space between you two. Not that you wanted to, but you want to giggle at how utterly fearful he seems of distance from you.Â
âWhere to?â the driver asks, eyeing Jungkook in the rearview.Â
You rattle off your address, and the cab pulls off into traffic. Seoul at this hour is never quietâin fact, itâs usually more lively, since clubs stay open until the wee hours of the morning. But all you can really focus on is Jungkook beside you, his thigh pressed against yours in the cramped backseat. His fingers lace through yours. An innocent, sweet gesture, a complete contrast from what was happening ten minutes ago against that hallway wall. Â
You look down at your intertwined handsâhis so much larger than yours, rings cool against your skin. A smile bestows upon your lips. When you glance up at him, heâs staring at you with this fond expression that makes your heart stutter.
âWhat?â you ask, giddy.Â
âNothing,â he replies, but the smile on his face doesnât disappear. âI just canât believe this is happening.âÂ
âMe neither,â you admit sheepishly.Â
His hand reaches over, tugging the hem of your dress down where itâs ridden up your thigh. The action would be chivalrous, if not for the way his fingers linger, if not for the way his jaw clenches, if not for the way his fond expression darkens into something sinister.Â
âYou need to stop moving,â he says, a deep exhale following his words.Â
You roll your eyes. âIâm not even moving.â
âYour⊠dress is moving.â His hand remains on your thigh, holding the fabric down. âI canât hold it together if this dress rides up any more.âÂ
âOh.âÂ
He shifts in his jeans, clearly uncomfortable. You have to fight not to avert your eyes to his crotch.Â
âDo you know how long itâll take to get to her apartment?â Jungkook asks the driver. You snort loudly.Â
He shrugs. Clearly, the man has never shared Jungkookâs predicament, because he looks unbothered by the urgency in his voice. âAbout twenty minutes.âÂ
Jungkook groans, leaning back into the seat, closing his eyes for a second. When he opens them again and catches your gaze, he has to close them to calm his friend down there. And it does make you giggle again, but what you want more than anything is to feel him. For him to give you a part of him that you didnât know you needed until now.Â
You whisper in his ear. âI donât want you to hold it together.â
His eyes fly open, and you watch his Adamâs apple bob up and down. âDonât tempt me right now, [Y/N].â
âWhy not?â And you pull out your tricksâyou bat your eyelashes, tilt your head down, lick your lips to wet them. His face grows pale.Â
âBecause weâre in a cab,â he murmurs, staring at your lips. âAnd Iâm trying to be respectful.â
âMaybe I want you to disrespect me right now.â
The words are barely out of your mouth before he's kissing you again. His hand leaves your dress to cup your face, angling your head so he can kiss you deeper.Â
The cab driver clears his throat. You both ignore him, too hypnotized by the other to think about stopping. He pulls you as close as he can, and a frustrated noise escapes from your lips. Thereâs too many layers, too much distance, and he smiles knowingly against your lips.Â
He seems to know just what you need.Â
Jungkookâs large hand lands on your knee, caressing the supple skin.Â
âYou know how to be quiet, baby?âÂ
You nod meekly.Â
His voice brushes against the shell of your ear, hand traveling up your thigh to mask itself under the fabric of your dress. âGood girl. Spread your legs for me.â
Eyes widening, you stare up at him blankly. There is no way on this planet, Jeon Jungkook, the man who you were sureâup until nowânever had his first kiss, is about to finger you in a taxi. But his hand moving near your lace panties says otherwise. You jolt forward at the feeling of his deft fingers swiping at the fabric as discreetly as possible. You gasp, and he tosses you a look before you slap your hand over your mouth. Luckily, the taxi driver seems more focused on the fastest route to your apartment than whatever debauchery is occurring in his backseat. Itâs also dark in the car, impossible for the naked eye to see Jungkookâs movements.Â
He presses against the wet spot on your underwear, and heat creeps up your neck at the realization of just how turned on heâs had you since the hallway. Maybe even before then, if youâre being honest. He smiles at the revelation.Â
Your nails dig into the leather seat of the cab. Jungkookâs tattooed fingers push aside your underwear, his pointer finger collecting the arousal. A whimper escapes you, and when you look at him, the look on his face sends another round of wetness dripping down his finger. âGod, baby, youâre so fucking wet,â he whispers into your ear, letting two fingers ghost over your clit, gently pushing the bundle of nerves. âDidnât know public sex turned you on so much.âÂ
You bite back a moan. The teasing pace heâs set over your clit would be fun, if you had a constant stream of sexual endeavors, but unfortunately, youâre as desperate as a raccoon sifting through trash. Gripping onto his wrist, you push him onto you fiercely. âNeedy, arenât we?â he mutters.Â
All you can reply with is a quick nod. He chuckles softly, rubbing circles on your clit with the pad of his pointer and middle finger. Your head falls back on the headrest, eyes squeezed tight, tight, tight as you try to calculate how he found your clit so fast. Itâs so wet, dripping onto the seat, his hands, that you could cum just from the stimulation of it all.Â
âWhat do you want, princess? Hm?â Somehow, it sounds like heâs far away from you, like youâre caught on your own cloud of bliss. You want to ask for more, need more like itâs oxygen. His rhythm slows just a tad, enough to have your eyes flying open. âI asked you a question.â
Oh. Oh. So heâs that kind of guy.Â
âI wantâI want your fingers,â you whisper feebly.Â
âYeah? Where, princess? Iâll give you whatever you want.â he kisses your shoulder, your jaw, and it makes your brain fuzzy around the edges.Â
The tantalizing pace heâs set on your clit makes it hard to speak. âW-want you to fuck me with them.â
His lips curl upwards, eyes blazing. âYou like my fingers?â Another nod. He removes his fingers from your clit, slipping back out underneath your dress. Youâre about to protest, maybe even kick him out of the car, until you watch him make direct eye contact with you, and place his fingers in his mouth, letting his tongue swirl around the digits. You blink. What the actual fuck have you gotten yourself into?
âPlease, Jungkook,â you beg, your nails scrambling to dig in his clothed thigh. He chastises you, laughs at you, before slithering under your dress again, plunging his fingers directly into your sopping entrance. You gasp, loud enough to make the driver look in the rearview, but you bite your bottom lip before any more can escape. âI know you can take it. If you can take that douchebag Kim Mingyu, you can handle me. Although, after Iâm done with you, my name might be the only name you moan for the rest of your life.âÂ
You should hate that. You really, really should. But clearly, your dignity has taken the night off, and in its place is a woman who is so endeared over being degraded by Jeon Jungkook.Â
His fingers pump in and out, achingly slow, making you feel every inch. Youâre gripping his thigh so tightly you swear thereâll be claw marks. Your head rests on the back of your seat, chest heaving. If not for the sound of traffic outside, the driver might be able to hear the way your pussy squelches with each movement.Â
Jungkookâs lips press against your jaw, litter around your neck. âMore,â you mumble, sounding drunker than you did in the club.Â
âGod, youâre so fucking wet. I canât wait to be inside you. Gonna fuck you all night.â Lewd words continue to spill from his lips. Sending waves of arousal onto his fingers, more for him to play with as he picks up his pace. He curls his fingers upwards, reaching that sensitive spot that far and few men have ever found. Your body trembles, thighs shaking, and Jungkookâs hand lands on them to try and steady you.Â
His thumb finds your clit, rubbing sloppy circles as he brings you to the brink of your orgasm. Your eyes fight to stay open, looking over at Jungkookâand holy hell. His arm veins are popping out, mostly from the amount of effort heâs putting into fucking into you to completion, his dark hair flopping over his face. His silver chain bounces off his chest, reflecting on the city lights outside.Â
And you donât even realize how quickly youâre about to cum, tears brimming your eyes from the way his fingers pump in and out you wildly, thumb matching his pace over your clit. âSo tight around my fingers, princess. You gonna cum?âÂ
Thereâs no way you can be quiet about this. Not with how fucking good he looks, not with how easily his fingers slip in and out you, hitting your sweet spot. You bury your head in his neck, moaning into his warm skin, trying to muffle the sound as much as possible. âFuck, Jungkook.âÂ
âWant you to cum on my fingers, princess. Can you do that for me?â You nod into his neck.Â
Your walls clench around his fingers one last time, to the point where he can hardly move them, his thumb working you through the orgasm that ripples through your body. Your fingers claw at his arm, teeth biting at his neck. You can feel yourself lose control, heart beating erratically in your chest.Â
Jungkookâs fingers halt inside you, thumb coaxing you through the rest of your orgasm. âItâs okay, princess. Iâve got you.âÂ
Your body completely slumps into him, still feeling full with his two fingers inside you.Â
Finally, after he allows you a moment to catch your breath, he pulls them out of your pussy, soaked with your creamy arousal. âOpen,â he says gently, but when you look up at him, his gaze is hardly sympathetic. Your lips part for him, and he places his fingers on your tongue. You swirl it around, tasting yourself, sweet and salty and warm, foreign to you. Jungkookâs eyes never leave yours.Â
âGood job, baby,â he says as he removes his fingers, pressing one, two chaste kisses on your lips.Â
All things considered, youâre in absolute shock. Somewhere between high school and now, Jeon Jungkook learned how to kiss like heâs trying to ruin you for all other men. Where did he learn all this? Who taught him to do that thing with his fingers? How does he know exactly where to put his hands, exactly how much pressure to use to make you lose your mind?
The thought of him practicing on other peopleâother girlsâmakes something ugly twist in your stomach.Â
Youâre an evil, evil girl. âWhereâd you learn all that?âÂ
He raises an eyebrow, tucking a strand of your loose hair behind your ear. âAre you asking about my sexual history now?âÂ
âNo.â
âYou are,â he teases. âYouâre not jealous, right?â
If only he knew how ill you felt at the idea of another girl knowing how his fingers can easily find their g-spot.Â
âI am not jealous.â You feign indifference, but your voice comes out all defensive and petulant, which kind of ruins it all. âJust asking a question.âÂ
âYou want to know who I've been with?â he asks, clearly trying not to laugh.Â
âNever said that.âÂ
He presses another soft kiss against your lips. âThereâs been other people. Iâm not going to lie about that. But thatâs not a big deal.âÂ
You furrow your brows. âWhy?âÂ
His thumb traces circles on your thigh. âBecause I thought about you during all of it. I wondered what youâd feel like, wondered what sounds you would make. So, yeah,â he continues. âI learned some things. But I only ever wanted to use them on you.âÂ
You kiss him again because you donât know what else to do with the feeling expanding in your chest. Because heâs looking at you like that and saying things like that and your heart is fluttering out of your body. God, if that doesnât make you want to drag him upstairs immediately.
The cab pulls up to your building and Jungkook is already pulling out his wallet, throwing bills at the driver without checking the amount. "Keep the change," he says, and then he's out of the cab, pulling you with him.
Your legs are unsteady when you standâfrom the alcohol, from the kissing, from everythingâand his arm wraps around your waist, steadying you. âIâm not done with you yet, princess.âÂ
And, really, heâs not joking because heâs on you the second you step through the door to your apartment. Barely even crosses the threshold before his lips are colliding with yours passionately, slamming your spine into the wall by your entryway. His hands cup your cheeks entirely. He canât get enough of you, like opposite poles of a magnet attracting. Shortly after his affair with the entryway, Jungkook moves a little more down your hallway, but youâre too focused on kissing him to direct him. Your shoes are discarded, purse on the floor, and then your back finds another cool wall to rest against.Â
Jungkook assaults your neck, leaving a trail of bruises that are going to take a hell of a lot of explaining tomorrow. Your apartment probably sounds like the set of some cheap porno, what with Jungkookâs whimpers and your moans, and neither of you are even naked yet. Your hands run over the front of his chest, feeling his sculpted body underneath his shirt.Â
âFuck, youâre so beautiful,â he murmurs into your collarbone, where heâs leaving hickeys in his wake. His hands wander over your chest, cupping them over your dress. Without another word or warning, he yanks down the top of your dress, your breasts spilling out. You canât help the gasp that escapes you as he manhandles you, his lips coming to wrap around your hardened nipple. His tongue swipes over the sensitive nub, eyes peering up expectantly, watching every facial expression that contorts on your face.Â
Your eyes squeeze tightly, a kaleidoscope of color blooming behind your vision. âJungkook,â you moan, carding your fingers through his unruly hair.Â
Without preamble, Jungkook kisses your nipples one last time before dropping to his knees on your hardwood floor with a resounding thump.Â
You open your eyes. The sight in front of you is fucking ungodly. If you look closely, you can see Jungkook from high school, expectantly looking up at you with puppy dog eyes, pushing your dress up to hang around your waist.Â
âW-what are you doing?â you ask.Â
He looks drunk. âNeed to eat you out. I want to taste you, princess.â
You donât remember the last time a man has looked so needy to feel you, to taste you. Actually, you canât remember a time this even occurred.Â
You exhale. âYes. Yes, please.âÂ
Thatâs all he really needs. Jungkook doesnât waste a moment more in burying his face between your folds as though itâs his last meal on earth. His fingers come to spread your lips open for him as he flicks his tongue over your nub, sending you bent over as you scramble for purchase in his hair, his shoulders, anything. âOh, fuck, Jungkook, right there.âÂ
He notices your struggle to stand upright, and then heâs guiding your leg over his shoulder, toes dangling. He moans into your pussy, a breathy little exhale that sends fire shooting through your veins. Jungkookâs strong arm holds your leg in place over his shoulder. His tongue fucks inside of you shallowly, your eyes rolling backwards. âTastes so sweet, so fucking heavenly, baby,â he mutters but it barely makes its way into your ears. You can feel his lip rings swiping over your arousal, the cool metal causing your thighs to quake uncontrollably.Â
And then youâre just babbling profanities, a mantra of his name, curse words. A litany of praise. Some other embarrassing things you hope he never remembers.Â
âI feel g-guilty. For the way I treated y-you in high school,â you stammer, quivering against his face as he licks another stripe up your slit.Â
You donât know why itâs all coming out now, but it is. God, you were such a bitch in high school. Such an egotistical brat who was too caught in her own ways to ever see that there was more to life than social status and cheerleading.Â
His tongue encircles your clit, one of your hands flying to his hair to tug. âDonât feel guilty,â he murmurs. âThatâs not what I want you to feel right now. I want to make you feel good.âÂ
His tongue travels from your hole to your clit, and normally the rhythm would throw you off, but heâs so skillful about the whole thing that youâre teetering on the brink of an orgasm. And he must know, must be able to read your body like itâs something he spent years studying, because heâs sucking on your clit, letting his tongue flick over it repeatedly, maintaining a rhythm that has you screaming, âOh fuck, oh shit, Iâm gonnaâJungkook, Iâm gonna cum.âÂ
That doesnât deter him the slightest. Spurs him on like heâs entered in some kind of pussy-eating competition. Youâll spend years talking about this experience, you think.Â
Your fingers tighten in his hair, tangling, tugging, and your entire body vibrates as your orgasm crashes over you in waves. He fucks you through it, keeps going until youâre pushing him away with your toe forcefully. When he finally gives up, he says from between your legs, âBetter than Kim Mingyu?âÂ
Maybe you shouldnât care about high school anymore, but you canât help but laugh, smile at him. âHe never even ate me out, Koo.âÂ
His face softensâ whether thatâs because of the nickname you adorned him with or the fact that Mingyu was an asshole, youâll never knowâand heâs standing up, pressing a dirty kiss to your lips. Itâs messy, sloppy, tongue over teeth, but so undeniably him that you cling to him like a koala. âHeâs the biggest idiot of all time to miss out on that.âÂ
âHmm,â you hum against his lips. They taste just like you, and it sends another gush of arousal pouring out of you. His hands slide down your sides, gripping your waist, your hips, pulling you impossibly closer. Youâre drowning in himâhis taste, his smell, the way heâs kissing you like heâs been starving for it. You can feel his length poking against your thigh, and your heart skips at just how large it al;ready feels through his jeans.Â
Your hands roam down his chest, feeling the firm muscle beneath his shirt, tracing lower until your fingers find his belt. You fumble with the buckle, fingers clumsy with desire. Jungkook looks down at your manicured fingers, easily working, speaking to how much experience you have. His cock throbs at the thought.Â
Youâre about to get on your knees, return the favor, but he stops you as soon as you lower an inch.Â
Jungkook simply says, âThe next time I want you to cum, is going to be on my cock.âÂ
Okay, yes sir. Heâs all dominating and commanding and it makes your pussy clench around nothing.Â
His forehead drops against yours, breath punching out of him. âFuck, I need to be inside you.âÂ
The metal clinks as his pants drop to the floor, his Calvin Klein boxers doing little to hide how big he is. Jungkook kicks them off, eager to remove as many layers as possible. Your mouth salivates, and youâre positive a sliver of drool is slithering out of your mouth. His hands tighten on your hips, bruising the skin.Â
You kiss him again, but this time, itâs rougher, faster, hand slipping beneath the waistband of his boxers, and he makes a sound between a groan and a whimper that makes you feel powerful. Your hands roam, searching, untilâ
Holy shit. You gasp into his mouth, feeling his length. Heâs big, no doubt about that. But itâs the fucking girth of it that has your mouth watering. Heâs thick, and you can feel the veins that decorate his cock.Â
Jesus Christ. This is what your Chemistry tutor was hiding under his pants. A fucking anaconda.Â
But youâre not about to admit that.Â
No shot in hell.Â
âMhmm, I feel like youâre kinda small,â you tease, battling your eyelashes at him as you stroke his hardened length dangerously slow.Â
His nostrils flare. âYeah? Think Iâm small, baby?âÂ
âTiny.â
Your thumb drags over his tip, and then you feel it. A piece of metal. Jeon Jungkook has a fucking dick piercing.Â
His eyes set ablaze as he realizes that you know. âFucking hell, youâre still the same brat youâve always been.â
Jungkookâs lips collide with yours, and he kicks off his boxers urgently. âFuck,â he breathes against your mouth. Suddenly his hands are gripping the backs of your thighs, lifting you up like you weigh nothing. You gasp, legs wrapping around his waist as your back hits the wall harder. The new position puts you at eye level with him, head spinning. He reaches down between your bodies to let his cock sit in between your wet folds, ever so teasing.Â
Your fingernails dig into the nape of his neck, head lolling back against the wall. âPlease fuck me, Koo. Wanna feel you inside me.â
âOh, now you want to beg? After you called me tiny?â He hisses as he swirls the tip over your clit, the cool metal of his piercing sending shockwaves down your spine.Â
âPlease,â you beg. âPleasepleaseplease.â Itâs slurred when it leaves your mouth, breath catching when you look down and see the way the metal reflects off his soaking tip, encased in your juices. âI need it.âÂ
With that, he pushes into you, all inches of his length, squirming in his arms. You scramble to hold onto something, opting for his biceps that are straining with the weight of holding you up. A moan leaves both of your mouths. He waits until youâre fully adjusted, taking every inch of him. âFeels so good, princess. So tight and warm, holy shit.âÂ
âJungkook,â you pant. Youâre so full of him, heâs everywhere. Stopping is the last thing on your mind. Youâre a woman made of greed. âYouâre soâfuckâbig.âÂ
He smiles triumphantly and takes that as his sign to move. He uses his arms to slide you up and down his cock, slamming you onto him, your clit meeting his pubic bone. The piercing drags against your walls with each thrust, hitting the sweet spot inside you that has you screaming a litany of crude words thatâll have your neighbors knocking your door down tomorrow morning. His head falls to the crook of your shoulder, burying himself in your scent.Â
Itâs more than youâve ever taken, beyond any sex youâve ever had in your life. Youâre going to be ruined for all other men and you havenât even made it to the bedroom yet. Your past lovers are about to become a footnote. A distant memory. Ancient fucking history.
The sound of your pussy squelching with each rough thrust fills the room, Jungkookâs hairline beading with sweat as he furiously pounds into you, tits bouncing in his face. He begins to babble, âUsed to cum so hard thinking about you, baby. You in thatâfuckâcheer uniform, with your nipples hard. I wanted to push it to the side and fuck you.â
You moan at the thought. âYeah, why didnât you? I wouldâve rode your face with your glasses on.âÂ
He presses a sloppy kiss on the side of your mouth. âBet you wouldâve loved that, huh? Deflowering the nerd?â
The mental image flashes through your mindâseventeen-year-old Jungkook, all awkward limbs and nervous stammering, those thick-framed glasses sliding down his nose while you sat on his face in the library after hours. You wouldâve been so mean about it too. Wouldâve made him beg, wouldâve had him so desperate and eager to please that he wouldâve done anything you asked. Wouldâve probably given him the best night of his teenage life and then ignored him in the hallway the next day because you were dating Mingyu and had a reputation to maintain.
âI wouldâve made you cumâahh, shitâso hard.â You try your hardest to maintain eye contact, but everytime you do, your walls flutter around his cock. âYou wouldâve been obsessed.â
âI was already obsessed,â he groans, nipping at your jaw. His balls slap against your ass, adding to the horrific amount of sounds eliciting from your apartment. âIt couldnât have gotten much worse.â
He has a very fair point.Â
You thread your fingers through his hair, already on the brink of another orgasm. Everything about himâhis scent, the way his tattoos glisten with sweat, how his bottom lip is tugged underneath his front teethâsends your mind into delirium. Heâs fucking you with enough force to have your head bouncing off the wall every few thrusts, that you feel it resound along your bones.Â
âFuck, I donât wanna cum yet,â he whimpers into your skin. âBut god, I donât think Iâll be able to last.â
Neither will you, but an idea sparks in your pretty little head. You crook a finger under his jaw, making him look at you. His expression is completely fucked out, lips swollen, cheeks ruddy. His thrusts slow, enough so that he can pay attention to your words. âI want to get on top. Let me fuck you, Jungkook.âÂ
He nods, and then heâs readjusting you in his arms, with you clinging to him like a newborn baby. You giggle as he frantically tries to find your bedroom, pausing every few moments to press a few kisses to your cheeks and lips.Â
Finally, he locates your room, plopping you down on the bed, and you moan at the sudden emptiness you feel with his cock gone. He tosses his t-shirt over his head.Â
Jungkook sits up against the headboard, gently stroking his length as he watches you move to bracket his thighs, settling over his tip. âReady for me, princess?âÂ
Eagerly, you shake your head in approval, and you sink down inch by inch onto his length. For some reason, in this position, it feels like heâs stretching you out more, your walls sucking him in greedily. Your hands come to rest on his beefy chest, nails digging into the skin.Â
Thereâs not many things you're good at, but one thing you are insanely talented at? Riding cock like itâs your god given right. Your hips undulate wildly, bouncing up and down to accommodate his full length. Jungkook watches in awe, in a trance, as you cream his cock. His hands come to sit at your hips, guiding you the best he can. His head rests against the headboard, lazily watching as you play with your tits. âRide my cock,â he groans, âjust like that, princess.â Â
âYou stretch me out so good, Jungkook,â you moan, thighs trembling with each movement. He can feel you getting closer to the edge, already riled up from the previous position. Your walls clench around him, sucking him in. His thumb falls to your clit again, finding it so easily after so many rounds. âRight there, baby,â you chant, eyes closed. âRight fucking there.â
âJesus, I'm so close,â he grunts, beginning to thrust upwards into you as your own pace slows. The sounds are beyond obsceneâhis cock plunging into your wetness, headboard slamming against the wall. You donât care about any of it, not one bit, as long he keeps fucking into you.Â
It was always obvious from the moment he kissed you at the club that neither of you were going to last long, anyway.Â
âFuck, Iâm cumming,â you practically scream, which would have you embarrassed, but he seems just as ruined as you.Â
Your orgasm washes over you, legs shaking as your mouth tears open around a sound that might be his name, might be something else entirely. Your walls flutter around him, and Jungkook canât help himself anymore. âFuck, baby, Iâm gonna cum too. Can Iâfuckâcan I cum inside?âÂ
You nod like a broken bobblehead. Thank god for modern medicine.Â
He empties into you, bruising your hips with his hold. Heâs so attractive when he finishes that you almost orgasm again from the sight. His bare chest heaves, a slight sheen of sweat layered on the skin.Â
For a few moments, you two catch your breath, letting his cock soften entirely inside you. He looks worn, eyes drooping.Â
But after an eternity, you finally roll off him. Youâre not sure what you were expecting in terms of aftercare, but your heart flutters when he lazily wraps his arms around you, tugging you into his side to rest your cheek on his chest. Itâs comforting, with his hands playing with your hair, his own heart thumping along in his chest. Reminding you that youâre here with him, and this is real.Â
Silence has never been so peaceful.Â
You think youâll fall asleep like this, but then he says, âI want to see you again.âÂ
Your heart softens around the edges, at the notion that he believes youâll never speak to him again after this. You canât blame him for it. Itâs exactly what high school you wouldâve done.Â
But youâre not 17 anymore, and you deserve all the good he has to offer you. No more silly little games.Â
âI would really like that,â you whisper back.Â
He presses a kiss to the top of your head. âMind checking your calendar for me?âÂ
You grin like a lovesick idiot. âYup. Checking right now. And it looks like Iâm free this whole week.âÂ
âThursday, then. Dinner at 7,â he confirms. âYouâre not going to, like, make me beg for a real answer this time, are you?â
Giggling, you respond, âMaybe I should check that calendar againâŠâ
He sits up, pouting. âDonât. Donât you dare,â he warns, and then his hands are moving to tickle your sides.Â
You squeal, squirming away, but he just pulls you back against him. The laughs that escape you are so full of sunshine that you hardly recognize them. Youâve been living under a fog for so long that when it lifted, you forgot how bright life could be.Â
âOkay, okay!â you gasp, and his fingers still. âThursday. 7 oâclock.â
âThere we go.â He kisses your forehead. âWas that so hard?â
âHardest thing Iâve ever done,â you say dramatically, resuming your post, nestled into his side.Â
âLiar.â His fingers resume playing with your hair. âYou like me.â
You feel like a kid in kindergarten, caught passing a note in class with âdo you like me? check yes or noâ scrawled in messy handwriting. Like youâre on the playground at recess, heart racing because your crush smiled at you across the monkey bars. But itâs got you just as giddy. âI guess I do.âÂ
Jungkook reaches over to pull the blanket over you two. âSo what happens now?â you wonder aloud. Itâs an innocent question, but somehow loaded with more intent than you realize.Â
âNow?â he yawns. âNow you let me stay the night. Then tomorrow Iâm gonna make you the most fire breakfast of all time. Then Thursday, Iâll take you to the best dinner of your life. And thenââ
âThereâs more?â Your eyes widen in sarcasm.Â
âAnd then I keep taking you out until you realize youâre in love with me too.â
Your heartbeat is quick but steady in your chest. âPretty confident about that, hm?â
âExtremely so.â Jungkook yawns again, voice getting drowsy. âIâve got years of romcom knowledge. Iâve read those Tumblr fanfics. You donât stand a chance.â
Heâs probably right. You donât stand a chance. In fact, you didnât from the moment he stood in front of you at that cafe.Â
Before you close your eyes and float off into sleep, you mumble out, âGod, when did you get so hot?âÂ
synopsis : youâre freshly heartbroken watching your influencer ex boyfriend yeonjun move on like itâs his full time job, so obviously you start a chaotic little series called house of me and rope your hot, tattooed neighbor into fake dating you for content, except the kisses and touch feel a little too real, he keeps calling you â pretty girl â off camera, and now you youâre left asking yourself are you rebuilding your heart, or just setting the whole house on fire. so yeah do you want the house tour ?
pairings : tattoo artist!jungkook x youtuberf!reader
genre : fake dating + neighbours to lovers
rating : MDNI | 18+ ( explicit )
warnings : jungkooks an absolute simp, lots of sexual tension, dirty talking, unprotected sex, dry humping, recording sex tapes, tit play, overstimulation, creampie, semi-public sex, possessiveness, choking, multiple orgasms, slight voyeurism, hair pulling, spitting, praise kink, thigh riding, jealous/territorial jk, cockwarming, pussy slapping, edging, cockwarming, squirting, crying from pleasure, body worship
status : to be released
taglist : open
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you kick off your shoes and pad farther inside, eventually lowering yourself onto the floor with your back against the couch still wrapped in plastic, still not quite yours yet. your phone buzzes in your hand.
ten minutes thatâs how long itâs been since house of me the first episode went live.your screen lights up nonstop.you unlock it, breath hitching as comments flood in faster than you can read them.
im so proud of you
this feels so real, thank you for trusting us
healing looks good on you already
WEâRE HERE ALWAYS
your chest tightens, emotion swelling until it feels too big to contain.you smile, blinking hard, liking comment after comment. your thumbs move on instinct more than thought. âthank you,â you whisper, barely audible, like a prayer like maybe the walls could carry it back to them.
but when you lock your phone and set it down beside you, the quiet rushes back in again. you stand and you begin unpacking slowly.
a sweater tossed onto the couch books stacked crookedly on the floor. small pieces of your life placed without any real order, like you donât yet know where anything belongs and then you freeze.
at the bottom of a box labeled MISC / CLOSET, you find it yeonjunâs hoodie folded and soft.Still carrying the faintest trace of him your throat closes instantly.
you sink back onto the floor, clutching the hoodie in both hands like it might disappear if you loosen your grip. the ache comes fast sharp and unexpected.
another box gives you more proof youâre not as finished as you pretended to be an old concert ticket tucked inside a notebook, a polaroid of you both laughing, careless and happy.
your phone lights up again when you accidentally brush the screen you unlock it scroll and find his contact
jjunnie : did you eat ?
jjunnie : i miss you already đŁ
jjunnie : come over
a broken laugh slips out of you âGod, i hate this.âthe words echo back at you, swallowed by the empty apartment.
â i hate pretending im okay,â you say aloud, voice cracking. âi hate being strong on camera i hate that he gets to move on like it didnât wreck me.âyour fingers hover over the keyboard one word.
you : hey
thatâs all it would take. you stare at it for a long moment heart racing, hope and humiliation tangled together. then you delete it and exhale.
âno,â you whisper firmly to yourself. ânot again.âyour phone buzzes once more, a new comment. you open it without thinking.
honestly ? best revenge is living well or bagging someone hotter.
you snort through your tears, a surprised laugh breaking free.âbagging someone hotter,â you repeat softly, shaking your head. your gaze drifts upward to the door.
then to the door across the hall you blink. ââŠi have a hot neighbor.â the thought doesnât hurt. it lands lightly not a plan, not a promise. Just a tiny spark of something easier than grief.
you smile to yourself, wiping your cheeks. âyeah,â you murmur âthat might be enough.âyou stand, folding the hoodie neatly this time. outside, the hallway stays quiet then, across the hall, a light flicks on.
and for the first time since the breakup, standing in the middle of your new apartment, you donât feel completely alone in your new house. you stare at your reflection in the dark screen of your phone.
what am I doing ? the thought comes too late. you slip on your slippers, wipe your cheeks one last time, and step out into the hallway. the lights are dimmer here, quieter, like the building itself has settled in for the night.
you stand in front of 1406 jungkookâs door. your heart thuds loudly in your ears. okay breathe youâre just being friendly. this is normal neighbor behavior totally normal not unhinged at all. you lift your hand pause take a deep breath and knock.
immediately, you hear movement inside footsteps, something being dropped, a muffled âfuckâ your eyes widen slightly the lock clicks and the door opens.
jungkook stands there with messy, sleep tousled hair like heâs run his hands through it one too many times. heâs dressed down now grey sweatpants sitting low on his hips, black hoodie hanging loose, sleeves pushed up just enough to show inked forearms.
he looks unreal like youâve accidentally walked into a very specific fantasy. âhi,â you say, suddenly very aware of how small your voice sounds. he blinks at you once, twice.
ââŠhi?â he replies, confusion laced with amusement. you shift your weight, hands fidgeting. âsorry, i âthis is random i know but i just wanted to say thank you again for helping earlier.â
âoh,â he says slowly, expression softening. âyou didnât have to do that now.â âi know,â you nod quickly. â i just my manager left and i was unpacking and then i thought about it andââ You stop yourself, exhaling. âi promise im not this chaotic usually.â
a corner of his mouth lifts âcouldâve fooled me.â uou laugh, relieved. â i also promised id treat you so consider this me officially not forgetting.â he leans against the doorframe, arms folding loosely. âyou offering food or emotional compensation?â
âboth?â you offer. hs eyes flick over your face like heâs really looking this time. ââŠokay,â he says. âcome in for a sec.â your heart skips. you step inside, the door clicking shut behind you. jungkookâs apartment feels nothing like yours yet.
the lights are low and warm, casting a soft amber glow across the space. it smells faintly of laundry detergent and something deeper beneath it coffee, maybe, or the lingering comfort of someone who lives here fully not boxed up not in transition.
you perch on the edge of his couch, spine straight, hands folded tightly in your lap like youâre waiting to be interrogated. your knees bounce once before you force them still.
jungkook sits beside you, close but careful not touching just near enough that you can feel the warmth radiating from him, steady and grounding and incredibly distracting.
âso,â he says casually, leaning back into the couch. one arm draped along the backrest behind you, not quite around you. âshatâs the exact reason you came over here?â he raises an eyebrow.
your stomach drops okay now or never. you hesitate, lips parting, closing again. your eyes flick to the floor, then back to him. âi âum i kind of need your help.â
he doesnât interrupt doesnât rush you just waits, patient and attentive, like he has all the time in the world.âwith,â you continue, the words spilling faster now, âmaking my ex jealous.â
there, the truth hangs between you. jungkook blinks once then twice. you donât give him time to respond.
âhe started dating someone literally one month after we broke up,â you say, frustration slipping through despite yourself. âlike he didnât even wait for the emotional dust to settle. heâs posting her everywhere and i know i shouldnât care, but i do, and i hate that i do.â
something shifts in jungkookâs expression subtle, but there. his jaw tightens just a fraction.âand,â you rush on, âim not trying to ruin his life or anything i just want to look like im thriving like i moved on like im fine.â
your hands start moving now, gesturing helplessly as your thoughts tangle. âand I have this series, right? and people love tropes neighbors to lovers soft launch casual flirting nothing obvious but also very obvious?â you finally look at him, eyes wide, hopeful, terrified.
â I need you to act like my love interest,â you blurt. âbut also like my friend just flirt with me hold my hand sometimes maybe a back hug lingering touches stuff that looks natural real but not too real except maybe a little too real.â
you suck in a breath, realizing youâre spiraling. â i donât want to give away too much but also i want to give away enough andââ you stop yourself abruptly. your face burns. ââŠdid i yap too much?â silence.
just long enough for regret to creep in then jungkook laughs. warm and low, filling the room as he shakes his head, eyes crinkling with genuine amusement.âwhatever you say,â he says easily.
then, softer slower âpretty girl.â your brain promptly shuts down. ââŠreally?â you blurt. âreally really? youâre agreeing to this?â he shrugs, still smiling, utterly unfazed. âSounds fun.â
your gasp comes out before you can stop it, and suddenly youâre leaning forward, arms wrapping around his torso, pressing into him without thinking.
âoh my god, thank youââ you freeze mid hug reality slams into you oh, youâre hugging him. you pull back instantly, eyes wide, cheeks flaming. â i â sorry â i didnât mean toââ then you stop narrow your eyes.
ââŠwhat did you just call me?â you demand, pointing at him. âyou canât just drop that and pretend you didnât.â jungkook tilts his head, clearly enjoying this far too much. his smile turns slow dangerousâhmm?â
âyou called me something,â you insist. âyou donât get to do that without consequences.â he tilts his head, lips twitching. âdid I?â
âyesâ he leans in just enough to make your breath hitch, lifts his hand, and gently taps your nose with his finger.
âpretty girl,â he repeats.
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đŻïž JOâs NOTES : hiii pookiesss !! <33
finally starting a new series and iâm actually so excited for this one đ HOUSE TOUR has a really special place in my heart, so i hope you guys enjoy reading it as much as i loved writing it. taglist is open, just comment if you want to be added <3
also wdym mark isnât in nct anymore đ he was literally the reason i became a czennie iâm actually baffled ??? but i respect his choice anyways his contract was ending on 8th april. i really wonder who the next one is. the kpop industry is in shambles, an industry which is literally built on lies is ought to fall some day and i can feel that the days are near
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hello! welcome to the closer to you universe, here you will find all the installments of the fic with the same name. You probably wonât need to read all the works in a specific order â unless said otherwise, besides the first 3 parts of the original fic, as iâll be mostly writing the ideas that come to my mind randomly for this story.
I also want to make a quick reminder that I donât have a posting schedule for this or any of my other fics, due to my job and personal life thatâs very time-consuming. Therefore, please refrain from asking when the next part is gonna be up, because just as you, I donât know.
Lastly, I will reopen the taglist for this one, since I kinda already did have one for the first two parts, but now you can ask to be tagged for future parts by dropping a đ in the comments. Enjoy your reading and have fun!
warnings : smut .á threesome .á zack x reader x cloud .á smut with plot .á
I pushed open the door to Seventh Heaven, hearing Tifa humming a soft tune from the bar. I walked towards her and sat on one of the stools at the bar. âSlow day today?â
Tifa looked up, setting the glass she was cleaning down. Her eyes twinkled warmly. âYeah, pretty slow. You came at the perfect time,â she replied, leaning against the bar. âWant anything to drink?â
I shook my head. Tifa continued cleaning off the glasses, glancing up at me. âYou know, thereâs a bonfire happening tonight in Costa del Sol, and I think youâd enjoy it,â she said warmly, placing the last clean glass on the bar. âWhy donât you join me?â
I raised an eyebrow, slightly surprised but intrigued. âA bonfire? In Costa del Sol?â I mused, tapping my fingers on the bar counter. The idea of a beach bonfire sounded fun, but I wasn't sure if I was in the mood to socialize.
Tifa chuckled, her hands resuming their rhythm of cleaning off the glassware. âYou know, you really need to get out of Midgar more often,â she said, a mixture of concern and encouragement in her tone. âYouâre always holed up in your room. Come on, leave that place behind for at least a night. Itâll be good for you.â
I feigned mock offense, crossing my arms over my chest. âExcuse you, Iâm not always holed up in my room, thank you very much,â I retorted playfully. âIâm usually busy and full with missions, you know.â I stuck my tongue out at her, trying to hold back a grin.
Tifa leaned in closer, a smirk tugging at the corner of her mouth. âCome on, just this one night,â she pleaded, her voice tinged with persuasion.
âI promise you wonât regret it. Itâll be fun, I swear.â Her playful tone was infectious, and I found myself wavering despite my initial hesitation.
I sighed, unable to resist Tifaâs persuasion. âFine, fine, Iâll go to this bonfire with you,â I relented, a small smile creeping onto my face. âBut if itâs a complete waste of time, Iâm blaming you.â
As the sun dipped below the horizon, casting a warm, golden glow over the landscape, Tifa and I made our way towards the beach where the bonfire was being held.
We had arrived in Costa del Sol just in time to witness the gorgeous sunset and had quickly gotten settled into our hotel rooms.
Now, with anticipation coursing through us, we walked closer to the bonfire. The sweet scent of smoke and saltwater mingled in the air as we approached the gathering.
The bonfire crackled and snapped, its flames licking at the night sky. A small crowd had already gathered around it, their laughter and chatter filling the air.
Some people were roasting marshmallows, others were simply enjoying the warmth of the fire, huddled together. Tifa and I found a spot close to the fire and plopped down onto the cool sand.
The night was perfect, the sound of the ocean waves in the background adding to the serenity. Tifa bumped my shoulder with hers, a mischievous smile on her face. âSee? Not so bad, huh?â
As Tifa playfully nudged my shoulder, I looked up, my gaze wandering across the bonfire. My heart skipped a beat when I saw them.
Cloud and Zack stood across from me, their shirts unbuttoned, drinks in hand, deep in conversation.
Seeing both of them there, so casually attractive, made my stomach flutter. I tried to look away, but my eyes kept darting back to them.
Tifa let out gasp, her eyes widening in recognition. âOh my god, is that Cloud and Zack?â she exclaimed, starting to wave and call out to them.
Panic surged through me, and I quickly slapped my hand over Tifaâs mouth, silencing her. âTifa, no!â I hissed, my cheeks burning with embarrassment.
Tifa shot me a knowing smirk, clearly amused by my panicked reaction. She leaned in, her voice barely above a whisper. âOh, I get it now,â she teased, a mischievous gleam in her eyes. âYouâre crushing on both of them, aren't you?â
My cheeks burned even more, and I shot Tifa a withering glare. âShut up,â I muttered, burying my face in my hands. Of course, Tifa had to hit the nail on the head.
I was hopelessly crushing on both Cloud and Zack, and it was incredibly embarrassing.
Tifa couldnât help but tease me, a sly smile spreading across her face. She leaned in even closer, her voice now a low whisper. âCrushing on both zack AND cloud? Someoneâs greedy.â She snickered, clearly amused by my predicament.
âTifa!â I exclaimed, my face feeling like it was on fire.
Tifa couldnât hold back her giggles, clearly enjoying my flustered state. âYour greed really does sicken me,â she teased, poking my side playfully.
Tifa leaned in close, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. âDo you ever picture them together... you know, Eiffel Tower style?â
I nearly choked on my own spit, my eyes widening in shock. âTifa!â I hissed, swatting her arm. âYou canât just say stuff like that!â
Tifa laughed, clearly amused by my reaction. âWhat, just being honest here.â She gave me an impish grin. âI bet youâve thought about it, havenât you?â
I flushed even deeper, feeling utterly mortified. Yes, I had thought about it, more times than I cared to admit. But having Tifa tease me about it was a whole different level of embarrassment.
Before I could respond, Tifa suddenly perked up, her hand shooting up in the air as she called out to them.
âZack! Cloud! Over here!â
My heart skipped a beat as I watched Zack and Cloud turn towards us, their eyes scanning the area, wondering where their names are being called from until they found us.
Zackâs face lit up with a friendly grin when he spotted us, and he quickly made his way over, with Cloud following close behind.
âWell, look who it is!â Zack exclaimed, his usual charm in full force. âTifa, Y/N! Good to see you two!â
Tifaâs smile widened, greeting them both warmly. âWe didnât know you were going to be here tonight.â
Cloud nodded in greeting, his gaze flicking towards me for a moment before shifting back to Tifa. âYeah, we decided to come last-minute.â
I tried to compose myself, still feeling flustered from Tifaâs earlier teasing. âItâs a nice night for it,â I managed to say, hoping my voice didnât sound shaky.
Zack plopped down on the sand next to me, flashing a playful grin. âYou donât mind if we join you, do you?â
Tifa eagerly nodded, her smile widening. âPlease do! The more the merrier.â
I shot Tifa another glare, trying to silently convey that I wasnât very enthusiastic about her enthusiasm. She just smirked back at me, clearly amused by my discomfort.
Zack let out a lighthearted laugh at my expression, his shoulders shaking. âRelax,â he said, bumping my shoulder gently with his. âWe donât bite.â
Despite my initial reluctance, I couldnât help but chuckle at Zackâs lighthearted remark. âSo how are the missions going?â He asked.
âMissions have been hectic, as always,â I replied, trying to sound nonchalant. âNothing I canât handle, though.â
Zack nodded, understanding the hardships that came with being a mercenary. âI feel you. Seems like thereâs always trouble brewing somewhere.â
Cloud, who had been silently observing, spoke up finally. His eyes flickered towards me, a hint of concern in them. âYou holding up alright?â
The genuine concern in Cloudâs voice caught me off guard, and I found myself blushing slightly. âYeah, Iâm managing,â I said, forcing a casual tone. âJust the usual chaos, you know?â
Tifa, still finding amusement in my situation, stifled a giggle. She was clearly enjoying seeing me squirm.
Cloud turned his gaze to Tifa, a small smile forming on his face. âAnd hows Seventh Heaven doing, Tifa?â
Tifaâs smile widened, and she leaned back, proud of well seven heaven was doing. âOh, Seventh Heavenâs doing great, as always.â She chuckled. âBusiness is good, and the regulars keep coming back for more.â
Zack chimed in, giving Tifa a playful nudge. âItâs because you make the best drinks in all of Midgar, of course.â
Tifa beamed at the compliment, clearly pleased with herself. âAh, you flatterer. But itâs true, my cocktails are pretty unbeatable.â
I rolled my eyes playfully, unable to help myself. âModest as always, Tifa.â
Time ticked by as the group caught up, chatting and laughing together. I couldnât help but steal a few glances at Cloud and Zack every now and then. Their casual demeanor and easy banter only added to their appeal.
I tried to be subtle about it, not wanting anyone to notice my lingering stares, but I caught Tifa giving me amused glances occasionally.
Suddenly, someone nearby yelled out, their voice cutting through the chatter. âAnyone up for some truth or dare!?â
Zack raised an eyebrow, a mischievous grin spreading across his face. He nudged my arm playfully. âYou game, Y/N?â
I hesitated, still feeling a bit self-conscious about the whole situation. But before I could respond, Tifa stood up, her hand extended towards me.
âCome on,â she said with a mischievous grin of her own. âLive a little.â
I let out a sigh, knowing that Tifa wasnât going to let me off the hook. I took her hand and let her help me to my feet. âAlright, fine,â I conceded.
Tifa cheered, clearly delighted with my decision. She linked her arm through mine and dragged me towards the circle of people gathering for the game.
Zack and Cloud followed right behind us, their gazes fixed on me, curious to see how this would play out.
As we sat down, Cloud and Zack settled on either side of me, and Tifa took a seat across from me. Zack handed me a drink, his fingers brushing against mine as he did, causing a slight jolt to run through me.
I took the drink from him, our gaze lingering for a moment before I muttered a soft âThanks,â my heart racing a little faster than usual.
Zack grinned, tilting his own drink toward me in a playful toast. âNo problem,â he said, his voice light and teasing. âThought you could use something to loosen up a little.â
Cloud shifted slightly beside me, quiet as ever but somehow still making my pulse quicken just by being so close.
Tifa smirked from across the circleâshe knew exactly what was happening. The chaos was only beginning.
The game started out relatively tame, with people daring each other to do silly tasks or answering innocent questions.
But I could feel the tension building beneath the surface, especially between me and the boys sitting on either side of me. Their proximity was more distracting than I cared to admit.
As the game continued, the dares grew bolder, and the questions became more personal.
When it was my turn, my heart nearly leapt out of my chest. âAlright, Y/N, truth or dare?â someone asked.
I swallowed hard, aware that both Zack and Cloud were watching me keenly. âUh, dare,â I managed to say, my voice betraying my nervousness.
The girl giving the dare gave me a sly smile, clearly enjoying the tension in the air. âI dare youâŠâ she said, pausing for dramatic effect, âto kiss Cloud.â
I nearly choked. Kiss Cloud? My face felt like it was on fire as I turned to look at him. He seemed unfazed, a small smirk playing at the corner of his lips.
For a second, I wondered if I should just take the penaltyâdown my drink or somethingâbut then Cloud shifted slightly beside me, his smirk deepening.
He was daring me to do it.
I swallowed hard, my pulse hammering in my ears as I turned toward him fully. The firelight flickered across his sharp features as he watched me with quiet amusement.
Slowlyâprobably too slowlyâI leaned in, feeling the warmth of his breath mingling with mine before our lips finally met.
It was quick but electric, sending a shiver down my spine as we pulled apart far too soon for my liking. The group whooped and hollered around us while Zack let out an exaggerated whistle from beside me, grinning like heâd won something by witnessing it firsthand.
Tifa wiggled her eyebrows at me from across the circle before turning towards someone elseââAlright! Next!â she announced cheerfully.
The game continued, with each round more and more daring than the last. When it was Zackâs turn, someone dared him to kiss me. It was a playful dare, but it still sent a flutter right through me.
Zack didnât hesitateâhe just flashed that roguish grin of his and leaned in, his lips brushing lightly against mine. It was a quick, unexpected peck, but it left me reeling all the same.
Across from me, Tifa looked visibly surprised. Clearly, she hadnât expected two of the guys I had a thing for to be kissing me in one night.
By now, the game had grown more chaotic, with the dares becoming even wilder. I needed a break, some space to catch my breath and collect my thoughts. So I excused myself, muttering that I needed some air.
I walked away from the circle, making my way towards the shoreline, craving the cool night air and the calming sound of the ocean waves.
The beach was quieter away from the bonfire, the only sound the rushing of the waves against the shore.
The gentle sea breeze cooled my flushed skin as I took a few deep breaths, trying to steady my racing heart.
I sat down and brought my knees up to my chest. I watched the waves reach the tips of my feet, just enough to feel how cool the water was.
âNeeded a break?â
I turned my head abruptly at the sound of a familiar voice, and my heart skipped a beat. Zack stood there, his hands casually stuffed in his pockets.
âYeah,â I managed, my voice catching a little. Seeing him there, the light from the bonfire dancing over his face, was doing things to my heart rate. âIt was getting pretty chaotic back there.â
He chuckled softly, walking over to where I was sitting and taking a seat next to me. âYeah, that game tends to get intense,â he agreed, his gaze drifting out towards the ocean.
There was a comfortable silence between us for a moment, the sound of the waves crashing against the shore the only noise.
I stole a glance at him out of the corner of my eye, trying not to give away how much my heart was racing in my chest just by having him sit this close to me.
Zack leaned back slightly, stretching his legs out in front of him. He seemed to notice me stealing glances at him, a small smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.
âYou know, youâre pretty bad at hiding your staring,â he said lightly, a playful tone in his voice.
Heat flooded my cheeks, and I quickly looked away, embarrassed that heâd caught me ogling him. âI wasnât staring,â I mumbled, trying to sound nonchalant even as my heart thumped against my ribs.
âOh really?â Zack replied, his voice still tinged with amusement. âYour face says otherwise.â
He inched a little closer, and I could feel the heat radiating off his body even through the cool night air. âYouâre cute when youâre flustered, yâknow,â he chuckled lightly, his eyes twinkling mischievously.
âShut up,â I said laughingly, giving him a playful shove.
Zack feigned hurt, clutching his chest dramatically. âOuch, harsh,â he said, grinning, before retaliating with a quick nudge back.
It was impossible to be genuinely mad at him, especially when he was so close, a teasing glimmer in his eyes.
Zackâs gaze shifted from me to a figure approaching us. I looked up too, seeing Cloud strolling over, a casual, relaxed look on his face.
âGame got too intense, had to leave,â Cloud stated plainly, making his way over and plopping down on my other side.
Zack smirked. âCouldnât handle the dares?â he asked, tilting his head playfully.
Cloud leaned back, looking out towards the ocean. âThe dares got stupid as time passed,â he explained, a note of boredom in his voice. âThought Iâd join you two instead.â
Zack chuckled at Cloudâs bluntness. âDonât want to partake in the chaos?â
Cloud shrugged, a small glint in his eyes. âToo much idiocy there for my taste.â
Zack let out a snort of laughter. âYouâre one to talk about idiocy,â he teased.
Cloud shot Zack a sideways glare, but there was no real malice behind it. âAt least I donât have the attention span of a goldfish like you,â he retorted.
I tried to hold back a grin as I watched them jokingly banter back and forth.
Zackâs eyes gleamed with mischief as he spoke up, a smirk spreading across his face. âHow about we have our own game of truth and dare?â he suggested, glancing at Cloud with a knowing look.
Cloud raised an eyebrow but didnât seem averse to the idea. âAs long as the dares arenât as ridiculous as the ones back there,â he said, his tone skeptical but intrigued.
Zackâs smirk deepened. âNo promises,â he teased, nudging Cloud playfully. âBut you know me, I like things interesting.â
I shifted slightly, my heart skipping a beat when I realized I was now sat between Cloud and Zack, both of their shoulders brushing against mine on either side. This could be either wildly fun or a complete disaster.
Zackâs smirk widened. âAlright, Iâll go first,â he said, his eyes glinting with amusement. âCloud, truth or dare?â
Cloud seemed cautious but decided to take the bait. âDare,â he replied, eyeing Zack warily.
Zackâs smirk turned into a full-fledged grin. âI dare you...â he drawled, clearly mulling over his choice. After a moment, his mischief returned. âI dare you to... kiss Y/N.â
My heart leapt into my throat, and I was sure they could hear it pounding against my ribcage. My eyes widened, and I looked at Cloud, who seemed both amused and slightly taken aback by Zack's demand.
Zackâs grin widened, clearly enjoying himself. âAnd not just a peck,â he added, his eyes dancing with mischief. âReally go for it.â
I could feel my face heating up. I had expected teasing and harmless dares, but this was something else entirely. Across from me, Cloudâs expression remained stoic but there was a hint of something more in his eyes.
With a quick, smooth movement, Cloud grabbed my chin, tilting my face up to meet his gaze. His eyes were intense, almost searing into mine, before his lips found mine in a searing kiss.
It was like electricity crackled between us as his mouth moved against mine, his hand on my chin keeping me anchored to him. The world seemed to fall away as I lost myself in the kiss, my heart pounding wildly, every nerve in my body alive with unexpected desire.
I couldnât think straight, couldnât even focus on anything other than the sensations he was igniting within me. My hands moved of their own free will, fingers grasping at the fabric of his shirt, pulling him closer, needing more.
Just as quickly as it started, it was over, Cloud breaking the kiss, but his hand still lingered on my chin, our faces still just a breath away from one another, his eyes dark with an intensity Iâd never seen before. I was left speechless, my heart still thrumming in my chest, my lips tingling.
As if on queue, Cloud turned his attention to Zack, the corner of his mouth curled up into a small smirk. âZack,â he began, âtruth or dare?â
Zack lifted an eyebrow, feigning nonchalance but there was a glint in his eye. âDare.â
Cloudâs smirk grew, and he leaned back, his gaze locking with Zackâs. âAlright then, I dare you...â He paused, as though for dramatic effect. âI dare you to pick a number.â
Zack raised an eyebrow, clearly curious but wary. âA number? That's it?â
âJust a number,â Cloud confirmed, a hint of challenge in his tone. âSay any number between one and three.â
Zack shrugged, a nonchalant smirk on his lips. âAlright, three.â
Cloud nodded, a sly gleam in his eyes as he looked between Zack and me. âKiss Y/Nâs neck.â
I felt my cheeks grow warm as both Zack and Cloudâs gazes found me, and then Zack shifted, moving closer. His hand gently brushed my chin, tilting it up to expose my neck as he dipped his head, his lips meeting the sensitive skin there.
I let out a soft gasp, the sensation of his lips on my neck sending a shiver down my spin. It was a simple touch, but it set my skin on fire. His lips traced a path along my neck, trailing soft kisses along my jawline, and as he did, he looked up, his eyes meeting mine as if to gauge my reaction.
Zack leaned in, his voice a low whisper, âTruth or dare?â
Despite the shiver that ran down my spine, I managed to find my voice. âDare,â I replied, my heart pounding in anticipation.
Zack's lips curled into a lopsided grin, his gaze flickering towards Cloud for a moment, and then he leaned forward, his words soft but deliberate.
âI dare you to choose... me or Cloud.â
My breath hitched at his words, my heart fluttering wildly in my chest. I looked at him, and then at Cloud, who was watching me with a cool, unreadable expression.
I felt torn, conflicted, my feelings a tangled mess. How could I possibly choose between the two of them?
Just as I was about to speak, I felt Cloud move closer to me, his chest almost flush against my back. His breath was warm against my skin, and I couldn't help but shiver.
âHaving trouble choosing?â he murmured, his voice low and smooth, his fingers lightly grazing my arm.
My thoughts raced, and I suddenly realized something. Tonight, I didn't need to choose. The realization hit me like a freight train. I wanted them both, desperately, intensely, and the thought was liberating.
âBoth,â I managed to blurt out, my voice hoarse with desire. âI want.. both.â
Both Zack and Cloudâs eyes darkened at my words, a momentâs silence passing between the three of us as they processed what I had said.
Zack broke the silence first, a cocky smirk playing at the corners of his mouth. âDid you hear that, Cloud? She wants both of us.â
Cloud raised an eyebrow, a hint of a smirk tugging at his lips. âI heard,â he replied casually, his gaze shifting between Zack and me. âBut can you handle both of us?â
A surge of confidence rushed through me, and I found myself responding with a smirk. âI can manage,â I assured them, my voice laced with playfulness. âThe question is, can you both handle me?â
Zack let out a bark of laughter, his expression amused and intrigued. âOh, we can handle you alright.â
Cloud nodded, a hint of a smirk playing at the corner of his mouth. âWeâll show you exactly how well we can handle you.â
Before I could even react, both Zack and Cloud descended on my neck, their lips finding the sensitive skin in a flurry of kisses.
I gasped, my head falling back, my eyes fluttering shut as their mouths worked in tandem, their touch possessive and hungry.
I whimpered softly, my fingers tangling in Zackâs hair as his lips trailed down my throat with slow, teasing bites. At the same time, Cloudâs mouth found the other side of my neckâhis kisses deeper, more deliberate.
The contrast between them was intoxicating; Zackâs playful teasing and Cloudâs commanding intensity melded together perfectly.
Slowly, Cloud moved away from my neck, his lips trailing upwards, finding their way to my mouth with a heated intensity. I met his kiss with equal fervor, my body arching against him, desperate for more.
His mouth was demanding, his grip on me firm as he kissed me deeply, his tongue exploring my mouth with a possessive fervor. I could feel his desire, his need for me mirrored in the way his hands roamed over my body, as if he wanted to claim every inch of me.
As I pulled away from Cloud, my breath coming in quick, sharp pants, I found myself drawn to Zack. His mouth was hot and eager as he met mine, his kiss rougher, more urgent than Cloudâs.
He pulled me closer, his tongue delving into my mouth, his desire for me clear in his every touch. At the same time, Cloudâs lips moved down my neck once more, his mouth leaving a trail of kisses, his teeth grazing my skin sending shivers down my spine.
I stood up, my legs slightly shaky, I turned to both Zack and Cloud, my voice low and filled with anticipation. âFollow me.â
They exchanged a glance, a wicked gleam in their eyes as they quickly stood up, following me without question. The night was still young, and the fire between us was far from extinguished.
Tugging on both of their hands, I led them towards the nearby hotel, a place I had checked out earlier with Tifa. It would offer some privacy for the night.
As we slipped away from the bonfire, everyone was too busy with their own fun to notice our absence. We made our way to the nearby hotel with silent footsteps, the night air cool against our flushed skin.
The walk to the hotel felt like an eternity, the anticipation building with every step. Finally reaching the entrance, we quickly made our way through the lobby, doing our best to look casual despite the intensity of the desire crackling between us.
As soon as the hotel room door clicked shut behind us, the pretense dropped, replaced by a palpable hunger.
I stood between them, Zack in front of me, and Cloud behind. Zackâs shirt was unbuttoned, making it easy to slide off, and it hit the floor with a soft thud. I turned to Cloud, my hands finding the buttons of his shirt. He watched me intently, his gaze darkened with desire.
I slowly began undoing the buttons, my fingers slightly trembling with anticipation. Finally, his shirt fell away, revealing his broad shoulders and muscular chest. I trailed kisses down his neck, my hands roaming over his skin, relishing the feel of him.
Cloud let out a low growl as my lips traveled down his chest, his hands gripping my waist possessively. Meanwhile, Zack stepped forward, pressing himself against my backâhis own skin warm and firm against me. His fingers traced up my arms before threading through my hair and tilting my head back so he could claim another deep kiss.
Caught between them like thisâCloudâs mouth on mine one moment only for Zack to steal it the nextâleft me breathless and dizzy with want.
âGuess I was right,â Zack murmured against the shell of my ear while Cloud nipped at the juncture of where neck met shoulder. âYou can handle us just fine.â
Cloud let out a low chuckle, his hands tightening around my waist as Zackâs fingers trailed down my back, leaving goosebumps in their wake.
âShe definitely can,â Cloud agreed, his voice rough with want as he tilted my chin back towards him to claim another searing kiss.
Zack didnât waste any time eitherâhis teeth grazed along the curve of my shoulder while one of his hands slid possessively up the front of me.
My breath hitched at the contact between both their touchesârough and teasing from Zack, slow and deliberate from Cloudâleaving me completely overwhelmed by sensation yet still craving more.
I arched into them shamelessly now; no hesitation left in me⊠only need burning hotter than any bonfire outside ever could.
As the straps of my tank top slipped down my shoulders, both Zack and Cloud inhaled sharply, their gazes darkening with a mix of desire and possession.
âYouâre a goddamn vision, you know that?â Zack breathed, his eyes raking up and down the bare skin now exposed.
Meanwhile, Cloud leaned in, planting a line of searing kisses along the curve of my shoulder to my neck. He murmured his approval against my skin, the words sending shivers down my spine.
They didnât stopâZackâs hands explored every inch of me they could reach while Cloud continued kissing on my neck. They seemed to want to see if they could find and tease every sensitive spot I had, making me moan and gasp with every new brush of fingers and mouths against skin.
Finally, Cloudâs hands found the hem of my tank top, and with one swift move, my top was tossed in the growing pile of discarded clothes.
Zackâs hands found my waist again, turning me to face him. He slowly sank down to his knees, his eyes never leaving mine.
Behind me, Cloud reached up and cupped my breasts with his hands. His touch was rougher this time, more possess. His fingers flexed and twitched against my skin as he moaned against my neck in approval.
I arched my back in response, my head falling back against Cloudâs shoulder. He leaned down, his mouth finding the other side of my neck to kiss and nip.
Meanwhile, at the foot of me, Zack was staring up at me like I was a goddess. âEyes on me,â he said, his voice rough with need. âDonât look away from me.â
Zackâs hands found the waistband of my shorts and he paused, looking up at me with a silent question in his eyes. He was waiting for my word, my assurance that I was comfortable going further.
I knew exactly what he was asking, but my head was swimming as they both continued to touch me, to make me feel things I never imagined feeling. Still, I managed a nod, my voice a mere whisper as I murmured, âYes⊠please.â
Zackâs fingers looped through the waistband of my shortsâhis hands slightly trembling with anticipation. With a slow, torturous motion, he eased them down, his lips trailing a path of kisses along my hip bones.
Every touch, every kiss sent waves of heat through me, and my knees wobbled beneath me. Zack pressed another lingering kiss to the valley between my hip bones, his hands gripping me tight to keep me standing.
As I stepped out of my shorts, my legs quivered uncontrollably, my moans growing louder and more desperate with each passing second. Cloudâs hands continued their slow, methodical massage on my breasts, his thumbs circling my hardened nipples, sending electric shocks of pleasure straight to my core.
Without warning, Zack buried his face between my thighs, his warm breath hitting my most sensitive spot. I cried out loudly, my hands flying to grip his hair as he began to lick and suck on my clit with fervor.
My head fell back against Cloudâs shoulder, my lips finding his in a desperate, hungry kiss. He responded immediately, his tongue tangling with mine as Zack continued to devour me between my legs. The sensation of being kissed deeply while being eaten out was overwhelming, and I moaned loudly into Cloudâs mouth.
As Zack continued to feast on my pussy, his tongue thrusting in and out, Cloudâs hands slid down my body to spread my legs wider. He guided my hips back slightly, allowing Zack better access while his own hands gripped my inner thighs, keeping them spread open.
I moaned louder, the sensation of being so completely open and exposed sending me spiraling into a state of pure, unadulterated pleasure. Zackâs tongue was relentless, his fingers spreading my lips apart to expose my clit, which he sucked hard into his mouth.
Lost in a haze of ecstasy, I looked down between my trembling legs to see Zack eating me out with wild abandon. His hair was disheveled, falling into his eyes as he buried his face between my thighs. I reached down and gently moved the strands away from his face, revealing his flushed cheeks and intense gaze looking up at me.
With a final, wet suck on my clit, Zack pulled away and began placing open-mouthed kisses up my inner thigh, my stomach, and finally reaching my neck where he captured my pulse point between his lips. His hands came up to grip my ass tightly as he looked up at me with hungry eyes.
As Zack kissed and sucked on my neck, Cloud leaned in from behind me, his lips capturing mine in a deep, passionate kiss. My hands instinctively reached out, slipping into both of their swim shorts simultaneously. I wrapped my fingers around their hard lengths, stroking them both as they continued to kiss me everywhere.
Zack broke the kiss on my neck to groan loudly as I pumped his cock steadily. Cloud moaned into my mouth, his tongue pushing past my lips to dance with mine urgently. Precome leaked from both of their tips, coating my palms as I jerked them off together.
The boys started to move their hips in sync with my strokes, fucking my hands eagerly. Zackâs kisses turned brutal on my neck and collarbone, marking me up while Cloud deepened our kiss even more intensely.
With a smirk, I released both their cocks and took a step back, sitting down on the edge of the bed to watch them. The command was clear: âStrip.â
Both boys paused, exchanging a smirk before immediately obeying. They slowly peeled off their swim shorts, revealing their hard, dripping cocks.
As soon as their swim shorts hit the floor, I reached out and grabbed both of their shafts again, this time pulling them closer to me. They stepped forward eagerly, standing between my spread legs with their cocks pointing straight at my face. I looked up at them with a playful grin before opening my mouth wide.
Without hesitation, Zack shoved his length into my open mouth, hitting the back of my throat immediately. I moaned around his thick member, swirling my tongue around the head as Cloud gripped my hair and guided my face to his own erect dick. I happily switched, sucking Cloud deeply before switching back to Zack.
The room filled with the wet sounds of sucking, slurping, and moaning as I eagerly bobbed my head back and forth between their lengths. Zack and Cloud took turns thrusting into my mouth, their hands tangled in my hair to keep me in place. Precome leaked down my throat with each switch.
After a few moments of switching between their cocks, Zack and Cloud suddenly paused, looking at each other with hungry grins. Before I could react, they both stepped forward, pushing their cocks into my mouth at the same time. I choked instantly, my eyes watering as they stuffed my mouth completely.
âFuck, look at that mouth stretched around both of us,â Zack growled, his hips moving slightly to push deeper into my throat alongside Cloud's cock.
Cloud groaned in agreement, his hands gripping my head tightly as he started to fuck my mouth together with Zack. âSo fucking perfect,â
I gagged loudly, saliva dripping down my chin as they used my mouth together. They set a rhythm, taking turns pushing deeper while the other pulled back slightly. My eyes rolled back in pleasure as they treated me like their shared toy.
Thick ropes of cum filled my mouth and started dripping out onto my chest and tits as they continued thrusting weakly through their orgasms.
âCome here, sweetheart,â Cloud panted out, collapsing back onto the bed with his arms behind his head. âRide my face. I need to taste that pretty pussy.â
I crawled up the bed eagerly, throwing one leg over each side of Cloudâs face as I lowered my wet pussy onto his waiting mouth. He immediately wrapped his arms around my thighs, pulling me down flush against his face as he began eating me out aggressively.
His tongue pushed inside me while his nose rubbed against my clit. I moaned loudly, grabbing onto the headboard for support as he devoured my pussy eagerly. Meanwhile, Zack watched from the side of the bed with a hard cock again, stroking himself slowly.
âCome here,â I moaned out, reaching a hand out towards Zack. He eagerly moved closer, allowing me to wrap my hand around his hard length. I started jerking him off while Cloud continued to tongue-fuck my pussy. It was pure heaven.
As I stroked Zackâs cock, he leaned down and captured my mouth in a filthy kiss, sticking his tongue inside so I could taste myself on him. The position was so dirtyâme riding Cloudâs face while making out with Zack and jerking him off.
âMmmph!â I moaned into Zackâs mouth as Cloud suddenly sucked hard on my clit, making my eyes roll back. Zack swallowed my moans, his hand reaching up to squeeze my breast roughly.
âOh fuck, Iâm gonna cum!â I cried out, pulling away from Zackâs lips to moan loudly as my orgasm crashed over me. Cloud didnât let up, sucking my clit through my orgasm until I was shaking and begging for mercy.
After my orgasm, I slowly pulled my sensitive pussy off of Cloud's face, seeing him lick his glossy, wet lips as he looked up at me with heavy-lidded eyes. His cheeks were flushed red, and he was breathing heavily, clearly loving eating me out.
Cloud gently turned me around so my back was against his chest, his arms wrapping around my waist possessively. Zack knelt between my legs, his hard cock pressing against my entrance. He looked up at me with hungry eyes, seeking permission to enter. Cloudâs hands squeezed my breasts from behind encouraging him silently.
With a nod from me, Zack pushed inside slowly. I gasped at the sudden intrusion, my hands gripping Cloudâs arms behind me for support. As Zack started to move, Cloud began kissing and sucking on my neck and shoulders, his hands playing with my sensitive breasts. The dual sensation was overwhelmingly pleasurable.
Zack picked up the pace, pounding into me harder while Cloud continued his attentive kissing and squeezing of my breasts. I was sandwiched between them perfectly, moans escaping my lips nonstop. Cloud slid one hand down to rub my clit in sync with Zackâs thrusts.
Zack lifted one of my legs up higher, changing the angle of his thrusts. Suddenly, I felt Cloudâs cock press against my entrance alongside Zackâs. I gasped sharply, realizing they were both trying to fit inside me at the same time. âWaitâwaitââ
Cloud pressed the head of his cock against my already stretched hole, slowly pushing in alongside Zack. I could feel every inch of both their cocks stretching me out impossibly wide. âOh my godâitâs too much,â
âToo much, baby?â Zack teased, pulling almost all the way out before slamming back in. âOr do you want more?â Cloud asked, thrusting forward an inch more, making me whimper. They started a torturous rhythm, pulling out and only pushing in an inch or two.
âPlease...â I begged weakly, my voice shaking with need. They chuckled darkly, loving how desperate I sounded.
Zack wrapped his hand around my throat gently as he started to pick up speed, slamming in deeper with each thrust. Cloud followed his rhythm, pushing in further too. My eyes rolled back as I felt them bottom out inside me.
âFuck, sheâs so fucking tight with both of us inside her,â Zack groaned, his fingers squeezing my throat gently.
âShe can barely take it,â Cloud panted, his hips snapping forward to hit my most sensitive spot. I cried out, feeling completely stuffed and overwhelmed.
Zack leaned over me completely, putting my legs up on his shoulders and practically folding me in half. This position allowed them to push even deeper into my stretched pussy. I couldnât move or escape their dual invasion, just taking their cocks over and over.
Zack kissed me deeply as they continued to fuck me together, swallowing my moans. I clung to his bicep desperately, needing something to ground me because I felt like I was floating away from the overwhelming pleasure of having two cocks stretching me open.
They started fucking me harder and faster, taking turns kissing me passionately. Zack would kiss me deeply while Cloud pounded into me from behind, then Cloud would pull me into a fierce kiss as Zack slammed into my front. The rhythm was brutal yet fair, each giving equal attention and pleasure.
The bed creaked loudly under our movements as they both started to cum inside me at the same time. I screamed into Zackâs mouth as hot ropes of their release filled my pussy, making it even tighter and more sensitive. The room was filled with our combined moans, gasps, and the wet sounds of their cum leaking out around their shafts.
As they finished cumming, they both collapsed on top of me, panting heavily. Moonlight streamed in through the window, illuminating our sweaty, satisfied bodies.
They kissed me gently in turns now, nuzzling against my neck and shoulders affectionately. I was completely sandwiched between them, covered in cum and kisses.
They slowly pulled out of me, making me whimper at the loss of fullness. âFuck,â Zack groaned, looking down at his cock covered in our combined fluids.
âThat was insane.â Cloud nodded in agreement, gently removing me and laying me onto the bed next to him.
âYou okay?â Cloud asked softly, running a hand through my hair as Zack moved to lie on the other side of me. They both caught their breath, still panting slightly but now cuddling between me. âFuck, you took both of us so well,â Zack murmured.
I chuckled weakly, still feeling the crazy events of the night. âI canât believe we just did that,â I murmured, looking up at the moonlight filtering through the window.
Cloud smiled and leaned down to kiss my forehead gently. âCrazy how good it felt though,â Zack added, nuzzling into my neck affectionately.
As the moonlight continued to dance across our spent bodies, we all fell into a satisfied, exhausted sleep. The bed was a tangled mess of limbs, with me sandwiched perfectly between Zack and Cloud. Their arms were wrapped around me possessively even in sleep, as if they couldnât bear to let go.
finally made it to the saucer. Can they keep it together or is the tension boiling over?
Spoilers for the game's story
~*~
If one were to inquire youâd say Billâs ranch was your home since Bill was the one person who took you in without profiting off of you. He opened his home in exchange for labor of course but he allowed you to create your own label under his own business and celebrated your achievements with you instead of claiming your new found popularity as his. Chloe was nine when you moved in, Billy twelve, and she was glued to you though you always kept her at arms length. If you make it back alive at the end of this journey you'd really like to foster that âlittle sisterâ bond that she always talks about. Billy was always cautious, seemingly afraid to get close to people much like yourself, but eventually came around. You were more of a mentor figure which was fine by you, but maybe someday that might change.
However the Gold Saucer was just as much your home as the ranch. You were arguably the best jockey anyone had seen. You held the record for shortest race time to this day, and took home the gold almost every championship until you were disqualified over the man you nearly killed. You were content with the outcome, since you saved that girl, but you do miss the thrill of it. Now you occasionally came back around racing season to fulfil your contracts with clients. Every patron who wanted the big payout required a champion bird, and you were the best when it came to chocobos.
The railway darkened as it slipped into range for the virtual projection plunging your surrounding into an endless night filled with flashing colors as the fireworks burst around you. You heard the glimmers of magic chime before you seen the wisps that quickly formed into the holographic deities. The scene was burned into your head, having seen it well over a hundred times, though it never ceased to take your breath away.
The moment you stepped out of the cab you were assaulted by the aroma of fried food, stale soda, and spun sugar, and the feeling of home swelled in your chest. The familiarity of the grates under your boots, and the obnoxiously cheerful music that haunts your dreams was comforting. The delivery boxes stacked against the wall hasnât changed a bit, nor the overflowing garbage cans in the corners.
You slipped between the guys, and ran after the giggling girls, your feet thinking against sandstone floors as you followed the long curvy halls. Your steps faltered as you rounded a corner and came face to face with another sickly man. Before you could move around him his hands shot out and gripped onto you tight enough hold you in place. The aura that came from within him was thick and oily swirling around like a vortex sucking in the warm pink energy that recharged souls leaving nothing but a dark dismal residue. As the man looked at you with hollow unseeing eyes the pressure inside your head intensified like someone was taking their fingers and pressing them into your eyes that you honest to gods thought your head would split open, and then the ringing started at a constant low note but grew louder and louder. You clawed at the manâs hand desperate to pry away leaving bloody streaks against the white skin but he didn't budge. Darkness threated around the lines of your vision the only thing in perfect clarity was the sinister grin below a sharp nose. You watched his lips part and form letters but the words were lost in the noise. Reunion.
But then it all vanished. You blinked your eyes not convinced the threat was gone and yet when you checked he wasnât touching you at all. In fact he was four feet away and groaning to the wall. Hallucinating or not you ran. You wanted to be as far away as from these freaks forever, and terrified that you were getting swept away in the conflict that threatened Gaia. Could it be a taste of your future if you continued to follow this path? Or maybe you were just starting to lose your mind. With the horror you've done and seen you wouldnât be surprised if you started to loose your grip on reality. Maybe you were just really freaked around the robes since the last one, your potential father, attacked you, and you imagined the whole thing. That sounds plausible.
You slowed when the hallway ended, and you paused altogether as you walked through the high pointed arch into the endless night. The nebula danced overhead the glimmering stars sucking up every once of uncertainty, like the sea of stars was blessing wishes upon you. A faux breeze swept across your skin bringing the scent of the imitation palm trees and wild grasses to your nose. You closed your eyes to soak in the magical feeling only this place possessed like all the troubles in the world no longer exist, at least for a little while. You were home.
You didn't need to look to know he was watching you, but the feeling of his side pressing near you was comforting. The side of his hands knocked against yours, his pinky just barely wrapped around yours. So this is what people say are butterflies. No, maybe nowhere was home anymore. Maybe itâs just him.
When you looked to him you found looking at you as if you hand hung each star personally, and it made you heart skip, and if not for Red telling the two of you to hurry up you wouldâve stayed like that forever.
Loud groups of people frolicked here and there as the continued the final leg of todayâs journey. A family of three stood not to far from the path you walked on, the little girl squealed with glee as they watched the animated theme park moogles babbling recorded messages. More people in robes were grouped in twos and threes in some of the other walkways, the crowd splitting around or away from them to avoid them pointed and griped about their admission to the park, not that anyone could stop them.
You absentmindedly trailed your fingers along the smooth waxy palm leaves as you passed them before really took in the synthetic gardens by your feet as you waited in line. Snowdrops and lilies, some yarrow and rabbits foot clover, even a few peonies here and there. It was lovely, until you learn that the energy to run this place comes from sucking the region dry effectively killing the flora and leaving the environment with hot sweltering sands in its wake.
Big red paws next to your feet drew your attention to your canine like friend mouth open and tongue lolled out as he panted miserably in the never ending heat. âYou could jump in yâknow.â You suggested. His large oval amber eye looked at you with excitement. Poor guy must he dying with all that fur. âItâs a slow current. Have some fun, Red.â You gestured to the pool of water to your right.
He beamed up at you with a ridiculous toothy grin. âI think, that I shall.â He took off at a run, all four feet moving at a speed youâll never achieve, before leaping into the waterâs current. He did a lap or two, his paws cutting through the smooth surface, before hopping out and met you at the end of the line shaking his fur rigorously. âAh, thatâs better.â
You patted his head as you proceed forward knocking your shoulder against Cloudâs as you moved. Barret strolled over to the animated moogle directory map scoffing as the toy started waving its arms. Itâs eyes glowed a pinkish hue as it projected the map of the parks layout, itâs performance pure childlike whimsy. You didnât stick around to listen having known this place like the back of your hand. You continued on to the crowd gathering between the two colossal moogle statues before the golden gate which could only mean one thing; the show was about to start.
Every evening, as the newest visitors began to arrive from across the land, the Saucer held a big performance. A warm welcome with theatrical entertainers with a rehearsed dance number to hype up the crowd before the legend and park owner, Dio, moves to the to challenge a lucky member from the crowd to a brawl. As embarrassing as it would be to confess this to your friends, you did enjoy filling in for the headliner from time to time for Andi, and yes he did travel from Midgar very often to consult on these performances.
You weaved through the vacationers until you pushed to the front where the other girls were waiting not so patiently. Confetti rained down onto the crowd in sliver and gold and the chattering crowd started to quiet down eagerly to see the show. Childlike wonder glowed in Yuffieâs wide chocolate eyes as she tugged on you to make sure you too were witnessing the festivities.
And you were. You took in the repugnant pink pinstripe suits, and matching top hats. Incredibly large moogles AI danced in their clunky automated style and the lights dimmed low to make space for a much larger moogle accompanied by a Cait Sith rider, microphone phone held proudly as it addressed the crowd. âAlright, everyone!â It exclaimed with fluctuating pitch, itâs syllables quick and vowels elongated. âLetâs get this party started!â
The puppet blew into the microphone summoning cactuars of various sizes that sparkled blue under the materiaâs light, quickly joined by, what was hands down, the fattest chocobo youâve ever seen. The whole scene before you felt surreal, like a fever dream. Flashing lights, and chocobos, and moogles, and tonberries, swirling confetti, but the crowd chanted for more. âHope youâre ready to boogie!â
The rainbow spot lights lit up the stage and swirled around before a white light stopped on Yuffie, Tifa, and Aerith, and in a blink some of the dancers dragged them off to the dance floor. The women showed them the correct moves and they followed along clumsily and awkward till they started to get into the rhythm. It was entertaining until two more of the dancers came after you. You could've protested, or refused to move, but knowing your friends they would've dragged you up anyway. With one at each arm they guided you to the center, and thatâs where you started getting suspicious. Why pull you to the headliner position, unless the one and only director knew of your arrival.
The opposite stage lit up in the whitest of white lights, and in the center directly across from you stood Andrea Rodea, your former instructor, and employer though the relationship was more of a uncle/niece archetype. He was dressed to the nines, like always, with a stark white tail suit tail, and his famous tantalizing chest slit. His team of male dancers marched to the front till he stood toe to toe with you. You could tell he was wildly amused by the shit eating smirk on his stupid face. You stood still with your arms folded across your chest. There was no way you were going to be caught up in more of his ridiculous schemes.
But you didnât see the growing green glow on his bracelet till he casted the spell, magical orbs of green floated around you until your comfortable work clothes reconstructed into a exquisite formal wear. Morph materia- you should've known.
The deep red velvet added another layer of heat to your already feverish skin, the dark color soaking up more than your fair share of the spot light. Although it was beautiful. It accented the color of your skin, brought out the color in your hair, and showed off the shape of your body. The cropped halter was snug with a more than generous key hole cut between your breasts, and beautiful golden embroidery overlayed the fabric. The thick woven band of the skirt sat just above your navel and ended mid hip length before the skirt flowed like a river of red to the floor. It had two slits on each side, each cut high enough to show some thigh, so the outfit didnât constrict your movement. The look was completed with a belt made of two golden chains overlapping over your mid waistline wrapping around to overlap again on your back. The single chains laid flat against your hips, and jingled as you moved.
He didnât even have the decency to look guilty. His stare flickered past you to the front of the crowd, your own gaze following out of curiosity, and then you understood why he chose such a revealing costume.
Cloud appeared stoic, but you caught the wide pupils with barely controlled lust, and flaring nostrils as he reigned himself in. His hands balled into fists at his sides his gaze unwavering just like Junon. And Andi saw it too.
You couldn't breathe momentarily like he had sucked the air from the room. So you danced. He didn't waver once those soldier trained eyes locked onto you, tracing the way your body moved in sync with the performers, the way the slits flew around your legs just barely keeping your ass covered. Your heart throbbed in your throat your skin pricked hot under his attention all while the crowd cheered loudly completely caught up in the magic that no one ever noticed the two of you yearning for each other.
The music stopped, and your feet came to a halt, the hyper charged bubble popping as the crowd parted around the largest jacked up monster truck youâve ever seen-seriously how do they keep getting bigger?- and stood on top of its cab was the freakish man of nature himself, Dio. His mustache was still creepy, his windblown hair cringey, and his inhuman bulging muscles still grossed you out, though his cape was cool. The women around pushed and shoved and screamed to get as close as they could all fawning at the man in a desperate attempt to get his attention though it never worked. (You were convinced he was in a relationship with himself.)
It took four men to carry the colossus man to the center of the âringâ, and as always he made a spectacle of searching for tonightâs opponent. You knew he would pick Cloud before he could even utter the words, and your prediction came true as he scurried towards him with a giant sausage finger pointed at the merc.
âThere his is! Our challenger for the evening!â The two women that pulled you onto stage now latched themselves around Cloud, your nose scrunching with contempt at their audacity, and tried their hardest to pull him into the ring. Halfway there he freed himself and tried to walk away, but he was intercepted by some Dioâs drooling fangirls forming a wall around him. âWelcome to our gilded paradise, the Gold Saucer.â Your cringed as his pecs twitched with each word. Dio outstretched a hand to welcome him as he continued his introduction. âDio, park director, and you sir are?â
Cloud was visibly hesitant, as he should be, to shake his hand, but ultimately took his hand. âCloudâŠâ Dio jerked him forward wrapping a veiny arm around him. You chuckled quietly at Cloudâs discomfort knowing Dio would hold firm.
âWell, Cloud, shall we duel?â
âLet. Go.â Cloud seethed.
âNow, now.â Dio insisted. âWhen fate sets us a challenge, we must rise to meet it!â The crowd roared and the platform under their feet rose high into the air for every eye could see.
The cait sith puppet leaped onto the flat stage, the microphone firmly pressed to its mouth-speaker? âAre, ya ready to rumble!â
The platform broke apart in the center and the machine whistled as the stage moved into position across from each other. The hologram projected the chibi avatars the computer generated, and you weren't too proud to admit that the tiny Cloud filled you with glee. In fact you were already plotting to have the staff, your old coworkers, make you a replica.
From your heel Red shouted words of affirmation. Barret wrenched a fist up in support and the girls were blowing your eardrums out as their cheers rang from behind you. âGo, Cloud!â âYou can do it!â âShow âem whoâs boss!â
The strobe lights were pointed directly down, encasing them in hyper whites. The crowd quieted down and focused on the spectacle that was about to go down. âLets see if you have what it takes, young man.â Dio roared, as his avatar swung the first blow. Cloudâs double ducked, and jabbed a counter taking a third of Dioâs âlife pointsâ. They went back and forth toe to toe weaving around blows neither really winning until Dioâs tiny figure couldn't keep up with Clouds speed and reaction time. His final blow was a move you've seen many times in the field only this time didn't include his sword, for obvious reasons, and mini Dio fell back onto the ground. The crowd roared in this once of a lifetime display of his defeat. You knew heâd win, he always did, but you were proud anyway. He never did cease to impress.
The platform came together again, and stayed elevated so the crowd could continue to congratulate his victory. The second Cloud was in range Dio grabbed him yet again and thrusted his arm into the air, his booming voice rising above the roaring fans. âLets give our worthy contender another round of thunderous praise.â
You could practically feel the self satisfaction ooze off if him, that cocky smirk worn proud and mako blues sparkling in the spotlight as they darted around the crowd as if he was searching through the screaming faces. You made it easy, stuffing two fingers into your mouth before giving a splitting fan whistle, his eyes lit up immediately as he found you. His face softened, and shoulders relaxed before he pumped his other fist into the air. Like a cactus in the desert, that stupid spikey head drank in the attention and fame that came with his victory, and well, who could blame him?
The stage lowered to the floor and the your ragtag group ran to him, Red being the only one to hover around the outside with you. Aerith and Yuffie got into his face boasting about his performance so fast that their words blurred together. Tifa waited for a pause in their praise to speak her own. Dio interrupted, bringing an end to the whirlwind of compliments, by throwing his beefy arm around Cloud. He quickly removed Dioâs hand with a cutting icy glare.
Dio only smiled and took a step back. âA small token of my thanks.â He lifted a shiny metal plate up above his head in another dramatic display, the light glinting off it to glare into your eyes under the harsh light. âYour ticket to paradise.â
âCool.â He said dryly, obviously fed up with with his over the took persona and touchy feeliness. He plucked the token from his grasp.
âThanks!â Yuffie exclaimed as she bounced on her feet.
Dio glanced at you briefly before doubling back to get a good look at you. Its been a year since you've been here, and the first time you've ever returned with other people. How strange that must be for him. âWelcome home, dear Y/n.â
Cloud raised a brow at you and you without breaking eye contact you expressed your thanks for such a warm welcome. Cloud scoffed like you sharing pleasantries with the owner was offensive. However his faux irritation didn't stop him from raking over your new revealing attire, pausing near the slit exposed your upper thigh, without a hint of shame even after everyone crowded around him again.
âNicely done.â Tifa said.
âBet you were pretty nervous.â Yuffie said.
âNah.â Cloud answered as he finally looked away.
The three girls huddled together, as they headed for the golden gate, but you seen the way Aerith made sure to look directly at you. âCloud is use to performing in front of crowds.â She winked at you over her shoulder. âYou should have seen him at the Honeybee Inn.â
âAerith!â He yelled from behind you before sneaking a peek for your reaction.
âOh, youâve got to tell that one later.â Yuffie said in the distance.
âHoneybee?â You asked, a true smile on your face as you stepped closer to him.
âForget it.â
You went to put your hands on his chest, but thought better of it. âOops.â You said as you went to pull away, but froze went when his hands wrapped around yours.
âWhat are doing?â He asked his words packed full of confusion.
âYou must be touched out. I forgot-â the words stilled on your tongue as he pulled your palms to rest on his chest.
He turned his head away to try, and failing, to hide the blush rising to his face. Even the tips of his ears burned pink. âIts fine.â
âYeah?â Your heart squeezed in your chest and warmth spread down your arms.
âJust you.â I want you to, in Cloud talk.
âOkay.â You basked in this moment the two of you shared long after his ears turned pale. When he finally looked back at you, you decided that was enough vulnerability- for now at least. âYou mustâve looked so cute in those bee costumes.â
He scoffed, yet the corner of his mouth ticked upwards like he held back a laugh. âLike hell.â
âTell me⊠Did you show off there too?â You raised to your tip toes leaning to closer to his ear. âOr was this all for me?â He didnât have a chance to answer as Aerith called back for a group vote, but the only thing you cared to hear was the heavier breaths coming from his chest. His wavering eyes darkened as he stared at your lips, his jaw rigid to keep himself from saying something stupid, and hand twitching at his sides as he resistance the urge to pull you closer till there wasn't even a sliver that separated you.
When he spoke his voice was deeper, more gravely than smooth and only loud enough for you to hear. It sent a thrill down your spine and tingled in your toes. âLike you didn't just do the same thing.â
~*~
Youâve never really liked this particular hotel. The blood curdling scream just after every faux lightning strike, the mummified hands jutting out if decorative graves, not to mention the tacky costumes. None of it matched the vibe of the rest of the resort, unless you compare it to Dioâs cheesy showmanship. How could the employees listen to this music all day? You almost got a headache for the ten minutes you were in the lobby, though it did strike you as dd that the music in the elevator was your classic soothing chimes you hear any other place.
The heavy doors sealed the two of you in there, the ascent taking minutes a floor it seemed, leaving you with the consequences of all the teasing you've done today. Your tapped your fingers against the circular railing behind you as you surveyed your handywork. All 165 pounds of pure delicious soldier muscle was rigid, unmoving, pupils wide and iris dark as they drilled into pieces of your body.
His jaw was locked tight, his adams apple bobbing as he swallowed. His leather clad hands balled into fists, and just laboring with heavy breaths, but gods how good he looked. You'd have jumped him already if not for the immense enjoyment you got from this cat and mouse game. You relished the attention, felt nearly invincible that you could sway the unmovable merc. The depth of his desire for you burned almost as hot of this shifting wasteland, leaving prints on you long after his touch disappeared.
But it wasn't enough. You wanted- needed- more if only his facade would crack, and lead him right to you. So instead you lifted a leg up to rest your foot flat in the wall behind you, his eyes jerking to follow your movement as the fabric of your skirt parted around your s/c thigh pooling over your barely clothed center. His fingers flexed at his sides as he fought his instinctual need to touch you. It was clear as day that all his senses were in overdrive with no clear direction to take. Your poked your tongue out to slowly wet your lips and nearly gasped at the groan rumbled in his chest.
The number above the door showed you were only a forth of the way up in what had to be the worldâs slowest elevator, the whimsical music doing nothing to settle your frantic heart. âDo you have my room key?â You asked, as innocently as you possibly could while you smoothed your palm down the slope of your body luring his eyes to take the same path over the softness of your body.
You hadnât really expected an answer, just wanted to say something to maintain the energy pulsing between you, but when he raised those stormy blues to your own you the heat swimming in them nearly seared your lungs from the inside. âI have our room key.â His words came out hoarse like he didn't trust his own tongue to speak.
You choked on the scoff that vibrated in the back of your throat expecting it to be a joke, a jab to combat the provocation, but his face was anything but. âYou canât be serious.â
He pushed off the wall, each step seemingly vibrating through the lift, as he stalked closer and closer till you were face to face and then some. His body knocked against yours as you took yet another step back against the mirrored wall behind you, the railing firmly digging into you ass as you stood pressed against him. The mirror rattled as his arm rested just beside your head, your breath coming out in shaky pants as his nose bumped lightly against yours, his breath mingling with yours. His other palm lingered above your thigh, the tips of his finger barely ghosting over your skin leaving bumps along your skin. âDo I look like Iâm joking?â
You swallowed thickly trying to muster the ability to talk. âThe others-â
âDonât care.â He interrupted with a firm kiss on your check, and then your jaw, then another just under your ear. Tingles ran down the length of your spine as he pressed his nose to the side of your neck and inhaled the scent of your skin. You couldnât breath, didn't dare to, until he settled at your collarbone where he peppered more kisses. You nearly whined at the loss when he raised himself to eye level again, his gaze determined. âDone wasting time.â Without hesitation he claimed your lips in a searing kiss that stole the breath from your lungs. No longer needing support, his hand raked down the length of your braid, tugging it free as he twisted his fingers into the wild strands. His other now firmly clutching your thigh.
Your lips parted as you took a breath in through your nose, and with that brief opportunity he let his tongue delve in to taste your sweetness, groaning in relief to learn you taste as good as you smell. Fucking vanilla.
Your hands twisted in the textured cotton that covered him. The pads of your fingers slipping under the hem to press against the smooth muscle. He broke away to catch his breath his nose staying pressed against yours as if the distance would kill him. He pressed his hips against yours, grunting in pleasure from the friction. âCant stop thinking âbout this.â He pressed his lips to your jaw. âThinking bout you.â He pushed your thighs apart to create more space to bury his hips into yours, wasting no to time to rut against you more firmly this time. The gasp that left your kiss swollen lips shooting straight to his cock.
You clawed at his hand, fumbling with his gloves until the offending material landed on the floor. His lidded eyes never left yours as you devilishly slid his palm up, and under your skirt leaving it just inches from where you wanted him. âThen do something about it.â
His lips met yours again the kiss all heat, and tongue as he slid his fingers over your feverish skin only stopping when the tips ghosted over the shape of you, hissing as he realized how warm, wet, and bare you are. Your head fell back against the elevator wall with a thunk as his finger circled around your clit sending shocks of pleasure through your body. The feeling so good you almost forgot you were in a hotel elevator, and worse the though of slamming the emergency stop to let him fuck you right here despite knowing this is being caught by the cameras.
Cloud had dreamed of this moment for so long but out of every single fantasy he never imagined youâd be this soft and pliant beneath his hands. You clung to him like you couldnât bare to be apart, and gods he hoped that was true. He swallowed up every pant and whimper that you made, your smell so thick in his nostrils he could almost taste it, and the very idea of your slick on his tongue made his dick throb and his head fuzzy. And if it wasnât for a pause in the elevator shaft he would have knelt down to help himself.
Instead he withdrew from your embrace just in case there were other guests waiting their turn. You whined and slapped at his chest in protest but paused when he slipped his digits into his mouth humming around them as he got drunk on your flavor. He stared into your glassy orbs as he groaned and he couldnât stop the smirk growing on his face when he seen your thighs press together for any sense of relief.
The chime went off and the door dragged open behind him. âCome on.â He said his voice the roughest heâs ever heard as he took your hand in his. He led you down the carpeted hall, ignoring all the other themed decorations, until he reached the suite number that the two of you were to share, flinging the door open as if it personally offended him. He let you walk in first watching as you stepped in and turned around to wait for him. And fuck you were a vision. Kiss swollen lips, and mussed up hair, glassy yet curious eyes looking to him for what comes next. Thatâs when it hit him. The anxiety building in his chest as the intimacy finally dawned on him. He closed the door slowly the flip of the lock feeling foreign to him as he slid it in place.
You were on him in seconds, groaning into his mouth as your lips pressed against his. Your hands smoothing down his chest like youâve done dozens before, but this time you were pulling it off. His chest felt tight, and breathing came harder, and he felt so ridiculous for feeling so uncomfortable. You were perfect, and doing everything he's ever dreamed of, yet the vulnerability sat in his stomach. Your lips descended to his pecs, your fingers pressing into the hard lines and taut muscles heâs earned through countless battles before you settled on a deep scar that he couldn't remember the origins of.
His hands began to tremble as you pressed a delicate kiss to the old wound, the racing of his heart accelerated as your fingers dropped to fumble with his pants. What happens if he canât please you? If he finishes to quick? What if he does something wrong? He couldnât live with himself if he hurt you. Before he could chastise himself for being stupid he grabbed your hands. âI-â
Those e/c eyes looked up at him, reminding him of the first day he met you, and like that day in the pasture, you seemed to see right through him. âYou okay?â
âI⊠I never-â How the hell can he tell you that heâs never done this before? He clenched his eyes shut when your hands slipped from his. Was this it then? The rejection? The coolness of your palm startled him, and when he opened his eyes he didnât expect the softness in your eyes.
âIts okay.â You affirmed, the small smile on your lips was soft and inviting. Your palm raising to cradle his face in your palm. Your soft tone eased some of the conflict that warred inside him. âIts just me.â
âJust you?â You nodded slowly in agreement. He scoffed, his hesitance now being replaced by your obliviousness. âIts always you. When I sleep⊠or eatâŠâ He pulled you closer till his frame completely covered you. âIn between places.â He kissed your cheek. âIn a fight.â He kissed your ear lobe as he guided your hand lower. âFuck, in the shower.â He growled as he pressed your hand over his hardened length. He breathed in a sharp breath as you squeezed around him. âYouâre all I want. Just you.â He threw his head back as you palmed him slowly through his pants, half lidded eyes looking down at you.
âYou have me.â You shrugged. âAll yours.â
His. All his. With just two simple words all rational thoughts flew out the window. Maybe it was the implied possession, or the fact you wanted to be his, but every time he hears it the heat burning in his lower belly flares up through his entire body swallowing up his any logic, and cutting the last but self control. The smoldering embers in his gut finally came to life as you lit the match. He hauled you off your feet by your thighs, your arms circling around his neck for stability, before he thrusted up against your center groaning in annoyance that your damn skirt covered the part of you he yearns to be in. He twisted the fabric up and behind you revealing every dripping inch. He rolled your hips over him watching the wet stain on his pants get darker and darker each time he did it, the moans and gasps in his ear spurring him on. Again and again and again. He couldn't tear his eyes away from the spot until your breath was in pleading in his ear.
âPlease.â You brought his earlobe between your teeth, and sucked. âCloud, please.â
He crossed the room in four quick strides, lowering you to the plush mattress like you were glass, before roughly yanking the skirt, chains, and all from your body and threw it behind him to be forgotten on the floor. He stepped back to take a look at his handy work. He could stop the dark chuckle from leaving his mouth as he watched you struggle to get tour shirt over that pretty head, but when it was finally on the floor he froze to witness Odinâs finest creation.
You were quite literally the most beautiful woman that has ever walked on this pathetic planet, the kind that men would wage wars for.
Pale freckles peppered along your chest like the constellations at night leading down to a well endowed bust. Your stomach was toned from a very dedicated routine, not to mention the years of many undisclosed employment that demanded you be in shape. He found his thumb circling a mole to the left of your navel while his eyes continued to sweep lower catching a on long healed horizontal scar just above your weeping warmth. âFuck.â He choked.
Your laughter made him smile, not smirk or a twitch of the lips but a full fledged smile. He chuckled a bit too that warmed your heart, before he finally yielded and climbed onto the bed above you. One knee quickly pressed in between your parted legs with one hand settling next to your head bracing his weight as he dipped down to meet your lips. You wasted no time as you quickly broke away to plant kisses along his collarbone and your fingers pressed, traced, and dipped into the firm muscle of his torso. âSo hot.â You mumbled between kisses, his amused snort tickling the shell of your ear.
âYouâve already seen it. Felt-â He grunted as you nipped at his pec. âit too.â
You raised a brow at him. Clearly he didnât appreciate the moment like you were. âItâs not the same.â Another bite before smoothing over the flesh with your the flat of your tongue. âNot when each godlike inch is above me.â A gasp slip past your lips as he bit at the side of your throat. âFuckâŠâ You threw your head back, body arching into his touch as his lips trailed across your chest. âTouching me.â
He hummed his agreement into your ribs as he left kisses in his wake instilling you with anticipation and a weird sort anxiety. The intimacy of it all was entirely new. All previous sexual encounters were only to blow off steam, fully dressed and slipping away within an hour. This time you were offering up your heart and soul, revealing your deepest scars and shame.
You squeezed your eyes shut and took a deep breath as he ran a finger along the faded red scar, the physical representation of all that Madam M has taken from you. Those ocean blues met your eyes looking at you as if he could read your mind before placing a delicate kiss to the skin like his lips could take away the pain, and maybe they could- for awhile at least. So in true you fashion you did what you always do: run your mouth. âI wouldâve let youâŠâ You breathed as he moved on, letting his hands smooth down your thighs. The warmth of his breath ghosting over where you desired him most, the sensation had you choking on the air in your lungs your cunt throbbing in time with each pulse from your heart. âOn the beach⊠in that room- fuck!â You cried as the tip of his tongue dipped between your folds, his groan vibrated through you as he lost himself in your taste.
Each and every gasp, and moan went straight to his cock the lust nearly taking him over completely the only thing holding him back was the need to take care of you first. He flattened his tongue and dragged over your clit over and over, wrote his name into your sopping heat to proclaim to the Planet itself that you were his, and he had no intention of ever letting you go. Your hand threaded through his wild spikes tugging on it when he was in the right spot the other clawing at his hand on your hip. He could feel the pre cum dripping for his tip, his member so hard he couldn't stop himself from rutting into the mattress to ease the ache till he could finally sink into you.
Your hips began to arch upwards, thighs shaking and trying to close around him, your voice desperate and begging. Everything felt hazy, sweaty, the only thing on your brain was him. âGonna cum⊠Cloud-â He cut you off as he stuffed two fingers inside, the tight muscle molding around him and sucking him in, and curved the tips. Your hips pushed off the bed as you cried his name. He nearly came then and there, with his name on your lips, your taste on his tongue, and his dick in his pants. He happily lapped up the nectar that gushed from your cunt like it was a fine wine, moaning into you skin as he did so before you were pulling him up by his hair.
You mashed your lips against his, tongue pushing in to taste yourself. His head was foggy, lost in the feel of you, and the heat welling in his body was dizzying. He cursed at himself for not shedding his pants earlier as he hastily yanked at them now hissing at them as they got on his length on their way down. He was hyper aware of your hands as you groped anywhere you could reach- pecs, hips, ass- his hips stilling as you hovered over his dick. He could feel the blood rushing in his neck. Each breath came out shaky with the welling emotions tightening in his chest. He focused on your face, your e/c eyes reassuring that you wanted this as much as he did. His member twitched when the tips of you fingers brushed his tip, and knees buckled as your palm wrapped around him fully. Your hand was so much smoother than his, and the fit was tighter in your smaller hands. Even the friction was softer than when he was alone. It was so good his eyes squeezed shut as he shot his hands down to hold you still so he wouldnât bust all over your thighs. âThat good, huh?â
He let his head fall against your forehead, his lips barely grazing your own. âDo you ever stop talking?â His voice sounding foreign in his ears.
âYou gonna make me?â You asked with that mirthful glean in your eyes, lips brushing against his own muttering a challenge as always. Talking shit just to rile him up.
âYou gonna ask nicely?â He could see the surprise in your eyes. Clearly you hadnât expected him to quip back, the gears spinning in your head wondering if your pride was worth keeping. Just once he'd like to see you crack. Be as desperate for him as he is for you. âNo?â He asked your breath catching in the back of your throat as he replaced your hand on his dick with his own. He slid the tip between your velvety folds his chest pressing against your tits as he leaned into you. Your eyes fluttered shut, mouth falling open as a breathy sigh escaped your perfect lips. You were so warm, and wet his head spun. He wanted you to break but the limits on his own patience were wearing thin, the white hot heat in his loins sucking every bit of clear thought out of his thick head. âYou gonna let me in, or am I cumming like this?â
With a string of curses you arch into him. âFuck.â You drawled. Your hands fisted into the bedding at your sides. âSuch an ass.â He puffed out a stifled laugh. âCloudâŠâ His chest stilled, breath frozen in his lungs, as chill ran down his back. âNeed you inside.â You pecked him lightly on the mouth, your lashes fluttering shut. âPlease, Cloud?â
There a was a moment where the world just melted away, a split second that it was just you and him. No dangers lurking beyond the two of you, no Sephiroth to stop, no soul searching to be done. His hand palmed up your neck to caress your cheek, his eyes softening just a bit despite the stormy hue and foggy lust within them. He dipped down to press a slow sweet kiss to your lips trying to convey all the things he wanted to say. Then the lines of reality began to blur away. Both hands skated down your sides to settle roughly on your hips. He urgent yanked your body upward to meet his tip at your entrance, every point of contact causing electrified ecstasy.
Then you were writhing under him, nails clawing down his shoulder blades as he pressed into you in inch by inch the stretch burning in all the right ways. He muttered curses against your neck, breaths shallow. âT-tight.â He hissed. Yet is wasnât enough for you. You impatiently bucked up causing him to slide the rest of the way in.
âShit!â You cried out, not fully expecting the full length to have pushed in. âSo big.â His breath fanned over your face in heavy pants his nose pinched tight as he tried not to succumb to your gummy walls.
âYou okay?â He asked ever the protector.
âPerfect.â You answered with a sigh. You wiggled a bit, earning another yummy moan. âYou gonna move?â
He opened his eyes to stare daggers down at you. âPiss off.â
âNot in a mil-â Your quip dying in your mouth as he thrust up into you, pleasure shooting through every nerve. You pulled his head down to kiss his lips, no longer interested in bulling him.
âNot. Gonna. Last.â He spoke his gravely voice broken up by a kiss after every word- every thrust. His grip on your legs pushed against you harder bending your knees towards your ears upwards dramatically changing the angle to slam against the spot he found earlier. The one that tore his name from your mouth, the sound that damn near made him feral.
The smell of sex permeated the room, the frantic sounds of skin slapping against skin was almost deafening. Your shared lustful grunts and breathy moans could be a its own performance and you were lucky enough to have the only front row seat. And for the first time in a long time you've never felt more safe, and dare you say happy. The fears and trauma that stitched you together now seemed to unravel faster than the walls you built to keep it all locked away and his touch alone held you together. His fingers trembled through your hair, his heart beating against yours, the heat from where your bodies joined all created something new, and now youâre not sure how you could ever possibly live without him. What once would have paralyzed you with fear now empowered you, and maybe thatâs why youâve had to endure the life youâve lived. All of it to lead you here.
âClose.â You whispered against his lips. âCome with me?â You asked sweetly, hoping that the softness you felt for him was conveyed.
âFuck!â He slammed into you one more time before pressing in as deep as he could before spilling into you, the warmth pooling within you pulsing along your own orgasm.
When you returned to yourself everything felt cozy. Soft breath mingling, his hand in your hair, his warm body against your own. An aftermath didnât include you hopping out of bed and running away. No, not this time. When you opened your eyes he was staring down at you like you hung the stars in the sky, the tenderness in his irises giving you butterflies and filled your heart with warm gooey honey that you were growing fond of. âI love you.â He spoke so simply like his heart didn't mind carrying that heavy burden. The same words echoing in your chest trying to worm their way off your tongue.
It wasn't loving him that you were afraid of. It was losing him. Maybe someday youâll be brave enough to tell him. âMe too.â
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Hey peeps! There's about nine more chapters of the series, and as much as I hate to tell you, the chapters aren't going to be coming out as quick. I juggle school, work, my child's schedule, and I'm trying to write my own novel so I'm crazy busy. But i swear I will finish it. FF7 is one of my greatest loves and I will always be writing for it
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