the Black Star’s curse is a boy

Zera ; your Emperor of the Ruin. bodily 22 . he / him . DID + cluster B central

[deadsincefourteen]

devilgod, demonesque, appalling deity detest, vanity incarnate, malicious manifest

[ intro W. I. P. ]

[thomasismaybereal]

Im not a persecutor I'm just an asshole

[deadsincefourteen]

chess will be the death of me i have tbe worst headache and Im watching blitz live nothing else is keeping me going right now

[deadsincefourteen]

90% or nothing

[deadsincefourteen]

how rich do I have to get to be able to pay the price of being enough

[deadsincefourteen]

focus, focus, focus, focus, focus, focus, focus, focus, focus, focus, focus, focus, focus,, focus, focus focus focus focus focus

[deadsincefourteen]

I’m tired of them

[deadsincefourteen]

bonus points if we’re being source specific except both are drunk judging by this stupid midgame setup

[deadsincefourteen]

I’m tired of them

[deadsincefourteen]

sorry for blasting rammstein at 6am on a saturday morning neighbours but I have important things going on I have to get ready for while starving and sleep deprived. you won’t see me here for the next ten days anyway

[deadsincefourteen]

I really should have been in bed much earlier but it is what it is

[deadsincefourteen]

how it feels to be raised in a neglectful society and a dirty town where understanding is a privilege, safety a treasure, affection a paradox, attachment a curse and every path leads to a dead end but still decide to try and make something memorable of that glimpse of a parody of life and go out with a bang

[komaedespairs]

npd + anti endo checks out

ah, if it isn't just the daily dose of ableism we have right here.

[deadsincefourteen]

in their eyes I'll be sick enough when I'm dead

[deadsincefourteen]

I will actually kill myself

[deadsincefourteen]

mention that disgusting r*pist piece of shit and give me a relevant life lesson once again I swear to god do you ever shut up, I can’t listen to this repulsive performative nonsense anymore

[deadsincefourteen]

[deadsincefourteen]

around her I’m always the worst