Well, Narrative's Haunted.

SPN sideblog // Malice, any pronouns, 18+ // frequent gifmaker, occasional meta and fanfic writer, eternal Sam girl // edits

[deadwerewolfgirlfriend]

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Malice // 18+ // any pronouns // mixed Arab/Indigenous American. This is a sideblog, all interaction comes from @capricornsicle.

Sam girl, Sastiel enjoyer, open to others, why the hell would I care who you ship. I sometimes make gifsets and rarely write fanfiction. Late seasons lover and ocassional J2 tinhatter (important that we are all losers sometimes).

Feel free to message/send asks/comment/telegram style converse via reblogs/etc at your leisure. I would love to make friends but I probably won't reach out first even if I think you're really cool, I'm kind of shy.

edits // meta // fic // talk to me!

Tags are pretty simple. #spn, #spn cast, and #not fandom are the broad categories. My own edits are under #my edits and you can find the parts of a series by clicking one of the links below. Sometimes Tumblr sucks and doesn't display all of them.

General edits:

all gen // SPN + classic rock series // SPN + 5 things series

Sam edits:

Sam gen // Samifer // Saileen my beloved

Dean edits:

Dean gen // Destiel

Episode specific:

13.21 Beat the Devil (I think about this episode so often it has its own edits tag)

[scissorsaint]

Yaaaawn! Call me when they're covered in blood and having gay sex

[anishenanigans]

rlly fascinating phenomenon to me is when a character is extremely popular, and that popularity seems understandable enough because they've got something interesting going on, and then you look at the fandom and realize 99% of their fans don't actually care about engaging with any of the things that make them interesting and instead seem to be fans of an imaginary milquetoast version that exists solely for ship and/or angst content and is so far removed from the canon character they might as well be an unrelated OC at this point

[superhell]

i just don't think 16 minutes is going to cover it

[cryptidmax]

It’s your fault. You killed her.

[according2thelore]

listen all i'm saying is that dean has a recurring nightmare even at age forty of running away from something and having to carry a toddler sam. sometimes he's a baby instead, and it's easier like that, because he doesn't have to keep sam pushed in front of him, or wrangle sam's body in his arms.

it changes: sometimes it's in the woods, sometimes it's through the maze of cars at bobby's, sometimes it's in a hotel with endless identical hallways.

the location doesn't matter, the fear does. it claws up dean's arms, his legs, makes his breath shake and his vision blur and his sweaty palms slide right off of sam's skin. he can never see it when he turns around, whatever it is, but knows it's close. every time he runs, he can feel its breath on his neck. sometimes sam cries, sometimes he begs dean to go faster, sometimes he doesn't say or do anything, but he always bleeds before the dream is over. a gash on his cheek. dean falling and sam being torn out of his arms. a stray branch slashing a line across his arm.

when dean gets caught--sharp claws tearing his calves, his thighs, his stomach to ribbons--and sam is old enough to run, he never does. he stands there, over dean, while dean is screaming and screaming and screaming for him to run, go sammy go.

he used to wake up crying and screaming at age six, but now he wakes up with a jerk and his arms feel cold and empty.

[beybuniki]

supernatural filler idea no.135r434: sam gets hit by a de-aging quirk and dean has to babysit a 4yo sammy

[headtraumasam]

happy sam head trauma thursday uwu<3

[samgirlie-gn]

[holyfreaks]

one of the times sam ran away as a teenager he was gone for longer than usual and john and dean had a hard time finding him and this particular time while they were listening to the police scanner for any signs there was a john doe that matched sam's description and dean got so freaked out he had a panic attack and threw up while john was strangely stoic and drove +100mph to where they found the body only for it to turn out to not be him

when sam shows up the next day perfectly fine, dean punches him across the cheek and lectures him about running off, john simply gives him an unreadable look before leaving for the next two days, only to come back drunk smelling like B.O. and whiskey while sam is sleeping, dropping a messy slobbery kiss onto his forehead, and throughout all this, sam can only think to himself how neither of them gave a damn at all about him being gone

[spnwhenever]

[samwgirl]

i wish dean winchester was real so i could tell him to kill himself

[beybuniki]

wincest dni // we've been watching supernatural

[madonnadean]

Salmondean hands

[ipodbias]

and no i will not be drawing dean #bias ❤️

(im on holiday this week so feel free to send in asks/reqs ive been in a terrible block)

[deadwerewolfgirlfriend]

the reason the writers of Supernatural (2005) never put in a "you can only choose one to live" scene with a choice of characters more consequential than Adam vs. Sam is that they knew without a doubt that Sam and Dean's freak asses would choose each other over absolutely anyone trenchcoat angel and their literal mommy included

[femalemystic]

I WOULD HAVE DONE TONS OF COCAINE WITH YOU, AND KEPT YOU ALIVE FOREVER