Take My Hand

take my whole life too, for I can't help falling in love with you

[cgstiel]

5x13 the song remains the same

[a-nakins]

— Glen Duncan

[russell-crowe]

[xodarkparadise]

I know I'm a handful but thats what you got two hands for

[flockstiel]

edits ↳ 4.16 (for Lexy)

[deanwinchesterdaily]

[katteens]

castiel + nature

[houseofnovak]

"He is no longer damned" Graphic request for buticancarryyou & samulettes

[dumplingdean]

dean discovering that cas is a grumpy little shit in the mornings. he never wants to get out of bed. he hogs the covers. he rolls his eyes a lot and sighs loudly when dean tells him it’s time to get up.

he has the most insane bed head dean has ever seen. he’s not human until he’s had coffee. he grumbles about how the floor is cold. he squints at dean like he’s mad at him for some reason. he flops around with his robe untied because why the fuck not.  

dean finds it all highly amusing. he likes to kiss cas in the mornings and ruffle his hair and slap his butt. and no matter how huffy cas gets, dean just finds it adorable. so he can’t stop smiling at him.

it makes cas even more annoyed. stop calling me cute, dean. I’m a warrior.

yeah you are. a cute warrior. 

[deancasheadcanons]

high school english teacher dean’s comments on his kids’ papers

“this paper is terrible but i’m giving you a B just for the star wars reference.”

“come ON, dude, i didn’t spend three agonizing days covering grammar for you to consistently forget the difference between ‘fewer’ and ‘less than’”

“oh hell yeah this is great (don’t tell the other teachers i said hell yeah)”

“this sentence is more beautiful than a lot of dates i’ve been on, keep up the good work.”

“you literally plagiarized galaxy quest verbatim in this paper, did you think i wouldn’t notice? do you even know me? you know what, i’m not even mad. galaxy quest is awesome.”

[deancasheadcanons]

#‘you’re wrong but continue’ followed by ‘youre still wrong’ followed by ‘see me after class’ #‘that’s not how you spell that word’ #‘or how you use that word’#‘or how you use that phrase’ #‘you know what why don’t we just give up on this whole sentence’ #‘i’ve had entire dates that were shorter than this sentence’ #followed by ‘not that that’s saying much’ crossed out  #‘your argument is weaker than my punk ass little brother’ #‘when he was four’ (via bewareofspookydean)

[lesbiancousin]

people always talk about the extreme no homo mentality in guys sports teams but don’t talk about the severe lesphobia in girls sports teams. growing up playing team sports really fucked me up as a kid. straight girls i’ve played with were always scared of being perceived as gay for being athletic and because of the stereotypes of lesbians in certain sports. this was universal in the 3 sports i played: volleyball, softball, and basketball. 

there were always strict unwritten rules about how you presented yourself while playing. for instance the ribbon in the hair for softball and a bow in your ponytail for volleyball. if you didn’t prove your femininity while playing you were a lesbian. there was so much effort in not being seen as a lesbian and proving that you /weren’t/ a lesbian was really important. 

girls would always talk shit about girls with short hair on opposing teams. “we’re playing the team with the d*ke” was something i heard often as a kid. something i still heard in high school. being a lesbian in girls sports teams is predominantly what made me feel trapped in the closet in high school. I only felt comfortable coming out after i quit sports altogether

so if we could stop acting like straight girls have less of a stake in homophobia that’d be great 

[orionsangel86]

You know how Chuck reacted to meeting the winchesters? What if he did accidentally create them? Like, he started writing his books to distract himself and, being god, the characters became real?

Basically, I love this idea. 

When season 11 revealed that Amara was Chuck’s sister, it changed things in the show. BIG things. Like, the whole entire shows mytharc since day one things.

I’m actually not exaggerating here, hear me out please.

Okay, so what do we know about the “Winchester Gospels”? They were written to record the end times and the roles that Sam and Dean Winchester were supposed to play. Sam and Dean are the tragic siblings, manufactured by the angels to be the perfect vessels because they are in themselves mirrors for Michael and Lucifer on earth. The show spells it out for us thanks to Gabriel: “why do you think you two are the vessels? Think about it. Michael, the big brother, loyal to an absent father, and Lucifer, the little brother, rebellious of Daddy’s plan. You were born to this, boys. It’s your destiny! It was always you! As it is in heaven, so it must be on earth. One brother has to kill the other.”

So Dean is supposed to kill Sam as Michael killed Lucifer, one must destroy the other, the older sibling destroys the younger sibling for the sake of the world. That is what Chuck was writing about, Sam and Dean and their destiny in the apocalypse.

Now, Sam and Dean may have ripped up the ending, but that wasn’t the whole story, because Chuck has his own part in this giant mirror of a mirror. Because Michael and Lucifer weren’t even the original story. Chuck and Amara were.

Before creation, Chuck and Amara were siblings in chaos, I dunno if I imagined this or not but I am pretty sure that Amara calls Chuck her ‘big brother’ implying she is the younger sibling but I am not entirely sure on that so don’t quote me here. Nevertheless, we have two siblings, and in order to create the universe, one destroys the other. Chuck chooses creation over Amara, thus starting a millennia long series of events ending in Sam and Dean fighting it out on that day in Stull Cemetery. 

Why therefore did Chuck hide away during the apocalypse? Why didn’t he reveal himself? Because he was ashamed at what he had done to his sister. Because the whole apocalyptic mess was his fault because of his guilt at choosing everything over her. So what does he do instead of fixing things? He writes. 

Chuck wrote Dean Winchester to be himself. Dean is Chuck’s “Mary Sue”. (yes I damn well used that term.) And Sam? Sam is the sibling he gave up for the universe.

So when Chuck poured all of his love and guilt and sorrow over his sister into his new creation, Dean Winchester became everything that Chuck could not be. Dean Winchester will always put his brother before everything else in the entire universe. Because that is a fundamental part of Dean’s creation. Chuck wrote the Winchester’s specifically to undo his own tragic story. In his writing, Dean does not sacrifice Sam for the world, Dean always saves Sam. Even at the risk OF the world. Because Chuck’s biggest regret was not putting his sister first.

It all combines in a rather beautiful narrative symmetry doesn’t it?

[bold-sartorial-statement]

O. M. G.

That’s not even a crack theory, that’s a perfectly legitimate interpretation, and I want to read a dissertation on it.

[elizabethrobertajones]

Oh, I LOVE this idea.

Especially, hear me out, Sam and Dean only start existing in The Pilot. 

Obviously they pop up with their whole destinies intact as far as anyone is concerned, and the entire story is ready set up for them, but all the history is retroactive to Chuck realising whatever else was happening (for example, Azazel already setting out to find the special child as 4x22 showed) the apocalypse was going to finally happen. It would also be interesting that 4x03 might mean that until Dean did that, historically it wasn’t just that he didn’t fail to stop it but that it hadn’t happened until he did it - a lot of the early writing of the show is feeling its way out towards the story as it finally happened, supposedly as it was destined, but I always thought implicating Chuck in creating the whole narrative lumps him with the whole wonky plot (e.g. how comes Azazel was creating a whole army of kids and didn’t know what one it would be before he’d whittled them all down, and only seemed to be backing Sam on a hunch)… The plot ended up fitting but that’s not the same as it always seeming like it was written to go in that direction :P

Back at the start of season 4 Cas’s orders were really strange and attributed to God as often as the angels, though later it turns out God wasn’t talking to any of them, in 11x21 Chuck tells Dean he had him saved - I think the implication being from Hell that one important time that dragged him back into the story. If 4x03 was Chuck literally delivering a retcon that makes a lot of sense to me… I’ve written before about 4x18 being a huge test, that all of TFW passes in his eyes, as the episode is a mirror to the end of the season for them:

http://elizabethrobertajones.tumblr.com/post/148201027853/do-you-think-chuck-purposefully-wrote-himself-into

http://elizabethrobertajones.tumblr.com/post/152739182798/i-just-watched-4x18-with-my-mum-and-heres-a-few

so looking at it as him fiddling with the story to make his characters who he’s almost belatedly realising are paralleling himself and his sister fit to this story, almost like, well, it’s happening, but if there was a chance of making it NOT happen here’s how it might happen if my OCs were awesome enough to stop it…

I love the idea that he was just writing catharsis in that douchey certain kinds of pretentious writer way of writing a novel about it instead of dealing with it directly (in 11x20 his writing has no effect on the story happening elsewhere, possibly because it’s a retrospective, although we have no idea how much retroactive effect it had once he’d said it happened that way :P) … and then because he was focused on doing that (running and hiding as we catch up to him again in 11x20), Sam and Dean showing up on his doorstep ACTUALLY take him by surprise. He sort of had them off in a fictional world where they could walk right up to his doorstep and ring the bell but he wouldn’t expect them but his book would be the events of 4x18 as it happened… But then the bell actually rings and he only belatedly realises his OCs are loose in the world.

Which means he’s accidentally created the only characters who can possibly take on the apocalypse, but unfortunately because they’re real they’re also, well, way on the way to STARTING it. This explains to me his immediate decision to test them, as well as why he was perfectly happy giving Dean vital information about the locations the plot stuff was happening in Lucifer Rising and Swan Song, because he accidentally created the guys he’d be rooting for… May as well help them now they’re loose and there’s another way :P

I suppose after that once the story is “over” they’re free to live their lives, but there’s not just the repercussions of the plot stuff from the apocalypse, but also the backstory Chuck wrote them to make it all fit so neatly, so stuff like the MoL connection suddenly comes to them (aka: why Henry’s spell was SO far out of time) or stumbling across Cain, etc - all the backstory to their story is recently created and all the ripples are taking a bit of time to settle, but eventually they may bounce back to them, and since they were created in miniature for the God an Amara thing, eventually THAT ripples back to them too.

It’s interesting to think about what happens with the “peace” on the other side of ALL the original stories being told… It’s already driven Lucifer crazy :P

[mostly10]

[deanwinchestar-deactivated20180]

- Nikita Gill,

[netflixsense8gifs]

I hate that word.

[80slesbiab]

✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ:* lucky i’m in love with my best friend *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

[medicaldoctordana]

Bring your m^ittens

[robiflowan-deactivated20170125]

“When this first started happening to us I was frightened by it.  But the more I connected to each of us… the more I recognized how it made me feel.”