* / 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍.

﹙     I    WANT    I    WANT    I    WANT    ...    ﹚

[deathsblooms]

        〈   ⚜   〉   i wonder what it would have felt like to have a choice.   /     TO   CHOOSE   LOVE.    /     to hold anything with     both hands.    /     it’s taken me this long to say      ﹙     I    WANT    I    WANT    I    WANT    ...    ﹚        independent  &  highly selective   CERES   of   VIRCHE EVERMORE : ERROR SALVATION  &  EPIC LYCORIS.       incredibly headcanon based  &  canon divergent.    (  ceres may as well be my oc, i love her sm.  )

         RULES.   〈   ⚜   〉   ABOUT.   〈   ⚜   〉   VERSES.   〈   ⚜   〉   THREADS.

               AFFILIATES,    N/A   〈   ⚜   〉   N/A   〈   ⚜   〉   N/A

              DISCLAIMER     blog may contain triggering / dark content ranging from mentions of   abuse,   murder,   death, body horror,  &   human experimentation.   ceres's backstory delves into mentions of   mental health   (   severe depression,  survivors guilt,  suicide ideation,  &  ptsd   )   and   abuse  (  as well as ostracization  ).    while i don't plan to often bring it into interactions  (  and will tag any mentions  )  please consider that before following.   your mental wellbeing is important.

[poproyalty]

          *  we  are  hunters,  voices  strong.   slaying  demons  with  our  song.   fix  the  world  &  make  it  right.   when  darkness  finally  meets  the  light.      indie  rumi  of  kpdh.    penned  by  regan,  she / her,  30+      non  rp  blogs  &  minors  dni.

[deathsblooms]

im rarely here but in the past I've stated that Hugo would have been an interesting route and I am here to propose to you all we could have personally suffered in a route with him since he's a reliver and thus is effected by the one syndrome where the relivers are NOT supposed to feel intense emotions or they die. We seen it happen once to him in Yves route so ....

[tmetta]

hi wtf was that fandisc they did my boy dirty yet again 🧍‍♀️

[rpboxmemes]

valentine's day application

Name: Age: Do you like to cuddle?: Can we make-out?: A night in or dinner out?: Ice cream or chocolate covered strawberries?: What makes you a good Valentine?: Would you cook for me?: Would you let me cook for you?:

[heartsbloomed-a]

"Oh! I'm sorry." He took a step back, giving her more space. If she wasn't feeling well, she probably didn't need anyone breathing down her neck. Then again, he worried she wouldn't take care of herself. She always seemed to be taking care of others. Yves thought he could help this time.

"Do you have any other symptoms? Maybe you're just cold?" That would be a better situation than some other options. Yves thought that could be easily solved. "Should I get you some blankets? Or I could try to make soup."

[deathsblooms]

          cooking and yves was a worrisome sort.  maybe mathis could withstand his use of rather  ..  unique ingredients in his food, but ceres had seen herself the choices he made in his food.  that was enough to actually sober her thoughts and practically yank her from her flustered state.  ❝  i'm fine .. really .. !  ❞   as if in reassurance, she raises her hands and waves them gently, then puts space between them.  ❝  mother made sure that i ate before i left.  ❞   even if she had been hungry, she wouldn't let him know.

           the best course of action was probably just to change the subject altogether  --  as she had suddenly remembered something in particular.

           ❝  actually, yves .. ?  ❞   she reaches for a pad of paper--  her handwriting neat and careful--  before holding it out to him.   ❝  a young couple was searching for you earlier.  they left their address with me.  ❞   greeted by the maiden of death and misfortune, they had understandably been caught off guard, and then quick to try and put space between themselves and ceres, not even telling her what they wanted from yves.  

even if people had slowly become a little more accustomed to her presence, it didn't make them less wary.  the comments and whispers had slowed, but a person's gaze spoke volumes.  she can't blame them, nor does she hold any bitterness toward them.  she didn't deserve to be angry when a sinner like herself had stolen the lives of others, after all.

@heartsbloomed

[monster2001]

[rpclefairy]

𝟐𝟎𝟎 𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐌 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 

from this generator.

❛ close your eyes and hold out your hands. ❜ ❛ what are you smiling at? ❜ ❛ i can’t leave you alone for one minute, can i? ❜ ❛ was it you? did you do all this? ❜ ❛ i don’t know how you do this every day… ❜ ❛ that is not an appropriate question to ask a lady you’ve just met. ❜ ❛ i’m not sorry. ❜ ❛ i did warn you not to trust me. ❜ ❛ do you remember anything? at all? ❜ ❛ you’re lucky you’re cute. ❜ ❛ why don’t you just kill me? ❜ ❛ did you hurt yourself? ❜ ❛ i could show you the way. ❜ ❛ i don’t feel so good. ❜ ❛ you owe me a dinner. a very nice dinner. ❜ ❛ don’t go. please. ❜ ❛ you wanna know what your problem is? ❜ ❛ i’m here to drink alone. ❜ ❛ don’t run away from this. ❜ ❛ i’m just saying, murder is an option. ❜ ❛ i didn’t realize you were in so much pain. ❜ ❛ i guess it runs in the family, huh? ❜ ❛ you wouldn’t understand. ❜ ❛ we’ve been through a lot. i think we should just lay low and take it easy. ❜ ❛ dangerous to be out so late. ❜ ❛ i hope you haven’t been standing out in the cold this whole time. ❜ ❛ i made a mistake. ❜ ❛ am i not good enough? ❜ ❛ i’m going to get you out of here. ❜ ❛ why did you bring me here? ❜ ❛ aren’t we in a good mood today? ❜ ❛ don’t shut me out. please. ❜ ❛ the storm’s getting worse. ❜ ❛ i never meant to hurt you. ❜ ❛ you’re about as intimidating as a butterfly. ❜ ❛ have you come to laugh at me in my miserable state? ❜ ❛ here, take this. you’ll catch a cold. ❜ ❛ this is the part where you leave. ❜ ❛ why are you talking like we’ll never see each other again? ❜ ❛ you stepped on my foot! ❜ ❛ you’re not a very convincing liar. ❜ ❛ we’re in completely different leagues. ❜ ❛ how did you find me? ❜ ❛ i don’t need you anymore. ❜ ❛ rough day today? ❜ ❛ snap out of it! ❜ ❛ you look better in my clothes than i do. ❜ ❛ why are you still here? ❜ ❛ can i ask… what happened? ❜ ❛ are you saying you care about me? ❜ ❛ i won’t let anyone hurt you. ❜ ❛ it’s not stealing if it was mine to begin with. ❜ ❛ well, this is where i live. ❜ ❛ we’re not so different after all. ❜ ❛ how long have i been asleep? ❜ ❛ no more lies, no more secrets. ❜ ❛ can you forgive me? ❜ ❛ i thought you… i saw you get shot. ❜ ❛ why are you really here? ❜ ❛ i wish we never met. ❜ ❛ you look like you need a hug. ❜ ❛ would you run away with me? ❜ ❛ see? i’m not just a pretty face. ❜ ❛ we can stop them. i can help you. ❜ ❛ what now? i’m tired. ❜ ❛ i didn’t want you to see me like this. ❜ ❛ i can’t do this without you. ❜ ❛ if you tell me yours, i’ll tell you mine. ❜ ❛ are you threatening me? ❜ ❛ did you ever care about me? ❜ ❛ treat me like the princess that i am! ❜ ❛ i’m not leaving you. ❜ ❛ why did you come? ❜ ❛ i need your help… and you need mine. ❜ ❛ i wish i could hate you. ❜ ❛ i see you don’t recognize me. well, it was a long time ago. ❜ ❛ you’ve lost a lot of blood. ❜ ❛ i had my suspicions, but until now i wasn’t sure. ❜ ❛ there’s nothing left for me here. ❜ ❛ that is… literally illegal. you’re describing something illegal. ❜ ❛ wait. i’ve heard that sound before. ❜ ❛ just try to hang on. ❜ ❛ so why’s it so important anyway? ❜ ❛ i’ll stay in tonight, thanks. ❜ ❛ we can’t keep going on like this. ❜ ❛ in about a minute, you’ll be sorry you didn’t listen to me. ❜ ❛ is this seat taken? sorry, it’s a bit crowded here. ❜ ❛ you can’t leave me here alone! ❜ ❛ i’ll believe it when i see it. ❜ ❛ why are you laughing? this is a very serious situation. ❜ ❛ i bought two. here. ❜ ❛ i’ve seen you before, walking by. ❜ ❛ why can’t i come with you? ❜ ❛ c'mon. aren’t you worried what might happen if we go? ❜ ❛ walk with me? ❜ ❛ it’s very rude to stare. ❜ ❛ how many times have i told you? you can’t visit me here. ❜ ❛ we can’t fix this. can we? ❜ ❛ are you going to kill me? ❜ ❛ it’s not like you can stop me. ❜ ❛ it’s not safe for people to see us together. ❜ ❛ take me with you. ❜ ❛ some risks are worth taking. ❜ ❛ let them go. take me instead. ❜ ❛ what do you want in exchange for it? ❜ ❛ is being drunk an excuse? ❜ ❛ promise me you won’t overreact. ❜ ❛ how can i possibly trust you? after all you’ve done. ❜ ❛ how long have you been standing there? ❜ ❛ why did you wake me? ❜ ❛ i’m not here to talk about my feelings. ❜ ❛ you were going to leave without saying goodbye? ❜ ❛ for some reason, i’m attracted to you. ❜ ❛ promise me? ❜ ❛ it’s nothing, i’m just tired. ❜ ❛ i feel safe with you. ❜ ❛ i don’t need your help. ❜ ❛ i think i have a bit more experience with this thing than you do. ❜ ❛ no way, i’m not doing that. ❜ ❛ i do care. ❜ ❛ you snore in your sleep. it’s adorable. ❜ ❛ i have a spare bed. ❜ ❛ you’re very kind. some day it’ll get you killed. ❜ ❛ you’ll always have a home with me. ❜ ❛ of course i care. you’re my family. ❜ ❛ you shouldn’t insult people that are bigger than you. ❜ ❛ i never wanted to hurt you. ❜ ❛ i swear it wasn’t me. ❜ ❛ we can just sit here, you don’t have to talk. ❜ ❛ did you miss me? ❜ ❛ this isn’t just about you. it’s about what’s best for all of us. ❜ ❛ you can never admit when you’re wrong! ❜ ❛ is this what you wanted? ❜ ❛ what are you doing out here by yourself? ❜ ❛ sorry to put you through that. i guess i owe you one now. ❜ ❛ the only time you talk to me is when you need something. ❜ ❛ i’m still learning. ❜ ❛ if you have something to say, spit it out. ❜ ❛ you… don’t like me very much, do you? ❜ ❛ i’m on your side. ❜ ❛ i risked my life for you! ❜ ❛ whatever you’re going to ask, the answer is no. ❜ ❛ you can stay with me. ❜ ❛ i just need time. ❜ ❛ please don’t do this, don’t act like you care. ❜ ❛ who the hell invited you? ❜ ❛ what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say? ❜ ❛ i just wanted to say i’m sorry. ❜ ❛ think of it as a compliment. ❜ ❛ do you ever stop being so serious and dull? ❜ ❛ it’s rare to see your kind around here. ❜ ❛ you remember me. that’s good. ❜ ❛ you’re a terrible flirt you know. ❜ ❛ are you kidding me? we’re not ‘fine’! ❜ ❛ right now i wish i was dead. ❜ ❛ i guess i should’ve told you. ❜ ❛ you’re not alone. i’m here. ❜ ❛ you’ve been so quiet. what’s on your mind? ❜ ❛ knowledge is power. ❜ ❛ you scared me. ❜ ❛ well, what’s so strange about that? ❜ ❛ don’t look at me like that. ❜ ❛ i want to be there when you get what’s coming to you. ❜ ❛ just who do you think you are? ❜ ❛ you look… amazing. ❜ ❛ we’re safe, aren’t we? ❜ ❛ you know, i really hoped i’d never see this place again. ❜ ❛ don’t touch me. get away from me. ❜ ❛ i thought you’d like this. ❜ ❛ it’s too dark, i can’t see anything. ❜ ❛ what’s that smug look for? you think you can do any better? ❜ ❛ who did you piss off this time? ❜ ❛ you should’ve thought about that before you got into a fight. ❜ ❛ i only wanted to help. ❜ ❛ you knew and you didn’t tell me? ❜ ❛ you don’t scare me. ❜ ❛ wow, look who remembered my existence. ❜ ❛ change isn’t easy. ❜ ❛ why did you help me? ❜ ❛ why do you hate me? ❜ ❛ i can’t even trust myself anymore. ❜ ❛ i was making sure you weren’t dead, since you never called. ❜ ❛ you look awful. what happened? ❜ ❛ are you here to kill me? ❜ ❛ you know you aren’t allowed in here, right? ❜ ❛ was that a friend of yours? ❜ ❛ two years later and you haven’t changed. ❜ ❛ you look like you just saw a ghost. ❜ ❛ nobody tells me what to do. ❜ ❛ you’re too scared to do it, aren’t you? ❜ ❛ come on. it can’t be that bad. ❜ ❛ i hope to repay your kindness someday. ❜ ❛ just let me do this for you. ❜ ❛ why were they coming after you? ❜ ❛ how many people have you killed? how many? ❜ ❛ how much do you value your life? ❜ ❛ you don’t know when to give up, do you? ❜ ❛ don’t lie to me. ❜ ❛ i’m not sober enough to talk about this. ❜ ❛ have a drink with me. ❜

[deathsblooms]

when i say that i think about scien saying this once a week to ceres, i mean it. i am going CRAZY rn.

[deathsblooms]

oop. meant to go to my other blog but i went to grab a few screenshots and seen this .. gives me yves & ceres vibes.

[ojibwa]

[deathsblooms]

also ( i won't apologize for all the ooc ) but i think so much about how strong the parallels are between virche evermore and ffxiv dawntrail and the !!! regulators & alexandrians and how similar they are to arpechele and relivers !!!!!! i think so much about this !!!!!! i am FOAMING at the mouth !!!!!

[deathsblooms]

               〈   ⚜   〉     i slowly began to recall the faces of all the people i had killed thus far. dear god .. i .. i have killed so many people.   i accept that i am a sinner.  i have no right to live again.  i'm .. sorry.  please .. don't forgive me. but please, if possible .. please don't bring me back as death. i don't want to kill anymore.          remade headcanon based & canon divergent blog for   CERES ,  the maiden of death  of   VIRCHE EVERMORE   heavily crossover & original character friendly  (  knowledge of virche is  NOT  necessary  )    you know how it goes.  consider reblogging to help me out !

disclaimer : virche contains dark & heavy subject matter.   original blog found at @incarnaet.   you can find rules & other info there until i finish moving everything over. 

[weltenwellen]

Hieu Minh Nguyen, from “Staying Quiet"

[deathsblooms]

            i understand why it's not a canon thing that ceres's blood releases toxins the way the lycoris noirge do when they're destroyed, because it would make some scenes difficult.  yet, i still think it should have been a canon thing.   you step on or pick a lycoris noirge, you die within seconds.  it would make sense that ceres   (  who has the same genetics as a lycoris noirge & has absorbed toxins through allelopathy in the same way  )    has that same characteristic upon bleeding at all.    it just feels like a strange point that being around her when she's healthy will deteriorate a person's health, but if she's bleeding, it doesn't accelerate that effect further when i'm certain that the toxins would be more concentrated in her bloodstream ??

[deathsblooms]

putting this below the cut because of epic lycoris spoilers + lots of screenshots, but you know what. never mind any earlier complaints about epic lycoris bc this scene alone made up for all of that ....... i'm sure this is going to backfire and become sad and tragic at some point since this game does not allow happiness, but seeing this is so nice considering how ankou got such little interaction in error salvation.

[majunju]

yvesceres the world