🌳 @deciduousdyke - Tumblr Blog

26 they/she/he

genderfluid butch lesbian

disabled + nd

white and tme

i follow from @faggybutch (nsft)

i post about my interests/silly things/personal stuff on here :-)

my interests include fishkeeping, plants/gardening, nature, space, video games, gay shit etc

dni/will be blocked: minors, sh/ed blogs, racists, homophobes, transphobes/terfs, zionists etc etc

#my tags ->#c.txt #c.jpg

can't take adhd meds because of my heart. can't take birth control for my pmdd because i'm diabetic and obese. ive tried nearly every fucking antidepressant none of them fucking work. can someone just kill me

#also i just had to switch to medicaid which my psychiatrist and therapist and pharamacy don't accept. awesome #maybe there is no hope for me maybe i'm not meant to be happy #and fuck this stupid fucking country and its abysmal healthcare #c.txt

went to my Local Fished Store

#i got more endlers for the school in my 10 gallon #also sorry i haven't been active or responding to any dms #havign a hard time existing lately #hyperfixating on fish and mc to cope 👍🏻#c.jpg #fishposting #fish tank #aquarium

being a person is too hard

#i'm really trying but i'm so exhausted #EVERYTHING is difficult for me what is wrong with me #c.txt

40 gallon tank update !! sand + water + filter + heater + a few plants added, now i need to add more plants and driftwood and cycle it

#probably gonna be a while until i have it fully set up and stocked #bc aquarium shit is kind of expensive #especially the fish #c.txt #fishposting #fish tank #aquarium

deciduousdyke

good evening . shrimp riding a snail

deciduousdyke

good afternoon. snail riding a snail

#snuber. snail uber

#they can have a little spirulina tab as a treat #fishposting #fish tank #aquarium #fishblr #planted tank #white cloud mountain minnow #tanichthys albonubes #minnow #fish #c.jpg

scorebug

height check. how tall are you people in my phone

#5'8 #i was unusually tall all throughout my childhood like way taller than everyone in my grade #then i stopped growing at like 12 lmao

water chamge

#my anxiety had been so bad #has*#i started buspar and i think its just making it worse #anyway im trying to Cope by doing fish tank maintenance #also that anubias is just there until i can put it in my 40g so thts why its kinda just . shoved in there #c.jpg #fishposting

there's so many things i need to see doctors for and i Don't Want To

#most recently i noticed a pulling sensation on the left side of my lip when i eat #i also noticed that my mouth trembles a lot when i smile #and like a few years ago i started talking mostly out of the right side of my mouth #which i probably should've gotten checked out immediately but whatever #i wonder if its bells palsy ? hopefully nothing worse #c.txt

the anxiety + dissociation deluxe combo

#being scared isn't enough i also need to feel like nothing is real apparently #i hate my brain i hate being alive there is always something wrong #c.txt

good evening . shrimp riding a snail

#fishposting #kind of #fish tank #aquarium #fishblr #planted tank #invertebrates #nerite snail #shrimp #neocaridina shrimp #c.jpg

girl help . minecraft hyperfixation

#i'm not having fun i kinda hate hyperfixating on things #it always gets really bad and i end up neglecting my health and my responsibilities #but .i really love minecraft. the game ever #c.txt

pretty hitchhiker snail i found in my tank

#i think its a blue leopard ramshorn but idk #fishposting #fish tank #aquarium #fishblr #snail #ramshorn snail #planted tank #invertebrates #c.jpg

expressions-of-nature

by Morgan Jai

samimarkart

meep!

angelbabymikaa

you ever just feel the mental illness brewing in your brain like some kind of fucked up stew

#yeah the evil brain soup

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