Neuroticism

INTJ ♒️ 08 TW:SH, Su1cide and overall depressing shit in my older posts!

[virginsuicide1]

°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

[dearxalia]

this is exactly how i feel every. single. day.

[livingonthenet]

I'm sooo fucking drunk rn

[livingonthenet]

I fucked up my math test so bad. I think I might die from stupidity.

[livingonthenet]

Winter break is over. Praying for success and good times.

[livingonthenet]

I hate being mentally unwell. I'm mostly recoverd from everything and I have never really had a serious ed, but this recent wave of ozempic/starvat1on chic is making me want to scream. I hate feeling the need for controll and not feeling beautiful because I'm not 40 something kg. I want to starve myself, but I'm aware that it will ruin my grades and my athletic ability. I also really dislike the idea that women need to be small and frail. Especially in this misogynistic world.

[livingonthenet]

[glamorousfamousnotoriouss]

[livingonthenet]

I wish I was beautiful:)

[livingonthenet]

I want a boyfriend for christmas.

[livingonthenet]

[livingonthenet]

[livingonthenet]

If my face could morph into something inbetween these two (or one of them) I would never EVER open my mouth to complain about ANYTHING again.

[s33th1ngg-deactivated20260125]

[livingonthenet]

That's me

[livingonthenet]

"He likes you, I can tell. He thinks you are a pretty girl"

[livingonthenet]

"I hate it here, I hate everyone, all their bougie designer bullshit"

[livingonthenet]

You take the girl out of the self harm, not the self harm out of the girl.

[livingonthenet]

How much longer I can pretend to be sane?