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the idea of eternity in utena is so interesting. initially "there is no such thing as something eternal" is the thought that sends utena spiraling into suicidality, which is understandable, since the idea that everything will end someday is terrifying. especially to a child. especially to a child who just encountered one of the most traumatizing and violent "endings" possible, the deaths of her parents. but then she's shown that apparently something can be eternal. and that something is pain, which is even worse, but at least gives her something to live for. and then by the end of the show it's like. no, pain isn't eternal either. "there is no such thing as something eternal" is reframed as a positive. eternity is Not Good. eternity is everything staying the same forever, never changing for the better. it's the opposite of revolution. it's what akio wants, perpetuating the system that benefits him at the cost of everyone else forever and ever. and no matter what utena might have thought, it is not what she wants.

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Cheers to the dissolution of non serving aspects of myself

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Giving grace but not allowing further exploitation. I'm stronger than any spite sent my way and I have a strong supportive network to be grateful for and reach out to when I feel alone. Thank you for the tests and lessons even when im victimizing myself. I really do want to rise to each occasion and be generous with my gatherings 🖖